Xmas

im back.. long time nv update le..

23th -
hmm.. wat i do ar.. i oso forget le la.. nvm.. i tink i went to skool to do sum st john stuff.. den after tat i go to work.. sell lightstick all tat.. den v fun lor.. hehez.. den after tat i go home le..

24th -
morning.. qi.. kevin..meli.. vian.. la.. sock n me we went to pasir ris beach there.. den we eat n eat n eat.. after tat i go work le.. oso veri fun.. den xmas le.. we all play the spray.. den jan veri cham lor.. alot pl spray her.. den i oso lor.. they all spary together wan lor.. not fair.. den onli 1 time lor is alot of time.. den after tat continue working.. after tat jan.. me.. kevin.. roger.. qiang.. er ton together.. den we meet benny they all.. got alot of ppl la.. got adrian.. sebast.. n more.. den w walk walk den go eat.. after tat they go play pool at the k pool..den after tat they go walk walk den go to a cafe.. den don noe wat they do.. i slp.. den later wake up den go home le..

25th-
reach home at 8 plus.. den i slp.. slp until 6.30 den krissy msg me.. i wake up.. she wan me to pei her go gif xmas prezzie.. den later go liao we go find jan n xian.. den after tat i go home le..

26th-
slp at 3.30 lor.. and i woke up at 6.. veri tired.. i change le den go out.. went for taekwondo tournament.. i went there my bulb number 39.. den wait quite long.. my turn le.. den i in hong.. den fight lor.. den i win.. score is 4 to 2.. den the next bulb number is 141.. veri far back lor.. den later eat liao i slp awhile.. wake up get readi.. den still not my turn lor.. coz is vip match.. meaning is last 3.. wah haf to wait again.. den wait n wait.. finally my turn.. den fight.. mdm tell me she veri fast de den juz defence don attack.. den i do so.. i agree she is reali fast.. n veri powerful.. first round she score quite alot.. is 6 to 1.. hahaz.. nvm.. den second round.. she gif me a back trust.. wah.. altho got the padding but the impact is reali veri qiang.. it hurt.. i stand there tahan n i continue.. i din reali attack but juz defence.. den end le.. is 11 to 2.. hai hao la.. i gif my best le.. =)

27th-
went to my cousin hse.. den oso nv do much ting la.. play lor..

28h-
went to skool to do sum sj stuff.. den later go to hq to collect money wif ah mertz.. den later she pei me go see ah gong.. den later go home le..

I Dream

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit’s there
Where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There’s a spark
That can light the world around me
An open doorway where I am sure dreams are
Doesn’t matter if I win
Or the color of my skin
Cause the race is all aboutBelieving in yourself
And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give inI dream,
I can be the hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream

There’s a time in your life
Where the odds are so against you
There’s no defeat if all you keep is pride
First and last
Slow or fast
There’s a dignity that makes you
To drive you on when roads have come apart

Doesn’t matter rich or poor
Or the things we’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
And I dream, I can be the hero that’s in me
And I dream

I dream
Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torch is passed only dreams will last that is shared by everyone

And I dream I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be the hero that’s in me
And I dream, I dream
I dream of you…

im back..

fri-

went to skool in the morning.. do the poster ting.. den later in the afternoon meet krissy.. we go make IC.. after tat she pei me go hospital see ah gong.. hahaz.. i got to see ah gong again.. den tok to my uncle n uncle hecter.. den wan to find uncle peg the sweet uncle.. he discharge le.. den after tat i pei krissy go her frenz chalet.. den she gif present le we go eat kfc.. after tat i went for taekwondo.. it's a takaning lor.. veri long don haf train lyk tat le den suddenly de lor.. stupid pei ling.. den my leg got 3 bilster lor.. until todae my muscle still aching.. heard tat tournament change to 26th le.. so sad lor.. cannot go eng soon gathering.. sobx.. after tkd play bball wif krissy.. we play until 10.30 den go home le..


sat n sun-

morning meet krissy.. we play bball again.. den later i send her home le i go home.. play com awhile den go kh chalet.. den reach there le.. they play x box.. den later erucia.. james.. jun rong.. kh.. jenna.. me we go escape.. den raining we go back.. play poker cards n x box.. rain stop le.. andy wan go wif us.. jun rong.. james.. erucia n me buy children ticket mahz den andy oso wan.. den jun rong buy for him but he cant go in.. hahaz.. he too tall n mature le la.. den he buy adult ticket.. den we go in play until 7 plus kh father call us go back bbq.. den we go back lor.. haf bbq.. after tat everyone except edwin.. we wan to go bowling.. but too mani ppl n veri ex.. den we go acarde there sit.. veri sian den we go back.. go back liao sum more x box den sum of us sit n tok tok.. den later they fill up the ballon wif water n play water bomb.. hahaz.. i keep hp for them so im safe.. hahaz.. den they veri bad lor.. oways aim erucia.. hahaz.. den she veri wet.. after tat they get change le we go beach there.. there veri nice lor.. coz is already 12 plus.. the wind veri big.. the sky red red de.. let me tink of OBS lor.. siyun i miss you.. den later going to 2 den we go back.. den go up play x box le go down sit sit again.. at 3 plus everyone go up le.. den benny ask me go red hse.. i wan to go lor.. but sze don let me go.. coz b4 tat she tok to me on phone.. den i nv go.. around 4 i slp.. den 4 plus benny wake me up.. say he cum back le.. stupid rite.. i veri tired lor.. den no choice wake up lor.. den at 5 lyk tat i fall to slp again.. den slp awhile onli hor benny wake me up again.. stupid lor.. haiz.. i gif up i don slp.. i go down to find lun they all.. we all tok downstair.. at abt 6 plus we go to bench go see sun rise.. cannot see de.. den later 7 we go back.. den 8 plus i slp again.. i slp until 10 i tink den the benny wake me up again.. aiyo.. he again.. ask me to go escape.. i say i go ytd le.. he say pei him go.. den i wan slp again he disturb.. i give up.. den yvonen..james..me..benny.. jian xiong.. we go escape.. we oways play go kart.. fun lor.. den later play until 2 plus we go back le.. jian xiong n benny go home.. den we stay there.. i stay until 3.45 den i go my cousin hse le.. quite fun there la..

so fun!!!

hey sock thanks for tis nice blog skin.. =D

sat-
stay at my cousin the nitez b4.. so fun!! we play ps until 1 plus den slp.. we play american adol.. hahaz.. den we woke up at 10 plus.. we still comtinue to play.. play until 11 den we go wild wild wet.. so nice there lor.. den we go play the 6 person wan la oso don noe call wat.. den later my bro darren cum.. den we go play n play n play lor.. den we saw the channel U ppl there play the question mark game.. the yellow term de.. den gary my cousin oways go there n stand infront of the camara.. so take note one the the extra behide is my cousin.. hahaz.. den we left there at around 6.. den later at nitez we go see concert.. the J-star concert.. got 5566..wang xin ling..typhoon..7 flower..tai ji..k-one..183 club.. sum new one.. hhaaz.. so nice lor.. toro so shuai.. next yr got new wan call typhoon got toro de.. wang xin ling so chio..hahaz.. all oso nice.. den later go home le..

sun-
went to weight in.. coz got tournament on sun.. wah!! im 57kg now lor.. so fat.. stupid.. hahaz.. after tat we pei madam go market buy ting.. den later we go chinatown walk walk.. den after tat go home le..

mon-
morning go meeting wif qi n ching.. den after tt go home.. den my sun zi krissy ask me out.. den we go j8 walk walk.. we bought the same shirt n cap.. so fun.. den we take neoprint.. hahaz.. den later walk le.. go home le.. tml going for class chalet le..

airport..

todae's hospital attachment hai hao la.. everyday's fun..

todae alot of ppl discharge lor.. so sad.. discharge muz b happi but tml den discharge cannot ar.. hahaz.. all the good good ppl discharge liao lehz.. uncle leong!!! i haf not enuff magic trick n IQ question!!! uncle leong discharge le.. the bed no 33 guy oso.. he is a doctor lehz.. the white hair unlce oso.. den the thai monk uncle oso.. hahaz.. he is todae den tok alot wan.. den every funny ppl discharge liao la.. nvm.. todae tok to ah gong kewly again.. hahaz.. so fun.. todae last day le.. but i will go back de.. hehez..


todae after hospital attachment i meet sock n vian.. we go changi airport to walk walk n see joyce off.. coz she going on a holiday.. den while waiting for her to cum to the airport.. coz we reach early.. we joke alot.. tok alot.. talk alot of time of the skytrain.. hahaz.. so fun.. den later joyce cum le we go eat bk.. oso tok tok.. den later we haf to go home le.. her flight is delay.. now she still waiting.. she going for 1 week.. waitng for her to cum back den go airport again.. hahaz.. haf fun everyday of tis week.. hehez.. :p

ah gong kewly n me!!! not veri nice.. tml take nicer wan.. he got a veri young heart de.. don look lyk 72 hor.. i luv ah gong kewly!!!

hospital is so cool..

went to hospital for attactment.. todae is the third day.. so fun!!! the tings we learn there is really onli hospital can learn de.. we do serving of food.. answer the call press by the patient.. looking around.. tok to the patient.. there's few patient tat we reali enjoy being wif..

old bed no 31: ah qi's fav guy.. he is frm malaysia.. he discharge le plus his gf cum and fatch him.. den ah qi veri sad.. hahaz.. we always call him the 21 yr old guy or ah qi's guy..
old bed no 33: atikah's fav guy.. he is 23 yr old tis yr.. he met on a moto acident.. frature here fracture there.. den he oso discharge le.. hahaz.. we oways go there n joke wif him.. b4 he go we say atikah will miss u de.. he laugh.. he is a good guy la..
bed no 33: tis wan is 24 yr old la.. his adonminal pain.. is not normal pain but veri pain.. hahaz.. den ah qi say not bad but mei zhu oways say go find him.. so we tink is she lyk him la.. he juz cum in ytd..
bed no 41: the ah beng.. he got alot of tatoo lor..hahaz.. first day we don dare to tok to him but second day we go tok to him.. he veri lame de lor.. hahaz.. he is oso frm malaysia.. he get injured becoz of work..
bed no 25: the indian uncle.. hahaz.. he veri cool de lor.. cum frm indian.. den he oso qutie funny de.. aiya forget to ask y he inside.. nvm.. he oways go around the ward wif his wheelchair de..
bed no 10: the sweet uncle.. coz he oways eat sweet mahz.. he is 84 tis yr.. he got cancer ba.. den he oways tell us his story de.. he last time work at the telecom de.. todae he went to operation.. so sad.. we say good luck to him he nv wave back.. he look scared.. he is in the ICU now.. hope he will get well soon..
bed no 16: my uncle! he veri good de.. he is 37 tis yr.. he met in a moto acident when he is 27.. ever since he is on wheelchair.. everyday i reali wan to go tok to him de lor.. but we cant stay there long.. coz frm no 13-20 de bed is got MRSA de.. so sad i cant tok to him long.. he say when he recover he wan to take up chinese course n computer course.. he is a malay.. den he wan to play tennis.. of course is on a wheelchair.. den today we go in awhile paste sum sticket on his wheelchair..
bed no 17: a veri ma fan uncle.. oways change his food de lor.. but he oso hai hao la.. got tok to us de..
bed no.. : i 4get le.. uncle leong!! 4get his bed no le.. hahaz.. nvm.. he is the best uncle lor.. so good.. we call him magic uncle.. he oways say joke to us.. perform alot of magic.. gif us IQ question.. so fun lor.. hahaz.. uncle leong the best!! hahaz..
bed no i don noe: is the white hair uncle.. he veri cute de lehz.. quite old de.. den oways we go there he will say thank u.. hahaz.. oso don noe y.. so funny..
bed no i oso don noe: tis wan is the big spec uncle.. he is juz opp the white hair uncle.. his spec veri big de lor.. hahaz.. when we onli ask 1 question he will tok n tok n tok de.. hahaz..
bed no 38: the smiling uncle..he veri cute de.. he go home liao.. he fell down n hit his head.. den his hair veri cool de.. half of his head onli.. hahaz.. coz another half got injuries den no hair.. hahaz.. he oways smile de..
bed no 11: my ah gong!!! he is my ah gong.. ah gong kewly.. he is 27 yr old tis yr.. hahaz.. ttat is wat he told us.. no la.. is 72.. he veri happy go lucky de.. his life is so cool lor.. he is a cheif.. he went all around the world de.. wow.. he discribe the country so nice.. he marry late.. becoz every country he got more den 1 gf.. hahaz.. ah gong so flirt lor.. china got 30-40 plus gf liao lehz.. hahaz.. ah gong veri strong de.. he got cancer.. n is veri danger de.. but he say muz face it happily.. coz sad oso muz past everyday.. happy oso the same so y not b happy.. hahaz.. i reali reali learn alot of ting frm ah gong kewly.. he say tat if he can recover he would wan to go all around the world again.. so cool.. hope tat ah gong kewly can recover.. ah gong is reali a veri good example for us to learn.. he went b4 for 5 operation.. so mani lor.. he is still happy n strong.. muz get well soon hor.. i luv ah gong kewly!!!!!!!!!!

there is more uncle of course.. hahaz.. but tis few is reali veri cool de.. still got more i will write more.. hospital attactment is so fun!!!

Maia n me!! prety hor.. 

Sly..Maia..Me!! i so lucky rite.. hehez.. 

Sly n me.. i melt le..  

Maia.. Sly.. Me!!! 

sly n maia..

went to TM tyd to watch shuttle.. hai hao la.. to me not scary at all lor.. nvm.. but b4 tat u noe wat.. i saw sly n maia.. hahaz.. went to take photo wif them.. so lucky me rite.. den i joke wif sly hor.. den he say in hokkien mai teh siao la.. so beng lor but got style la.. hahaz.. Sly so handsome n maia so pretty lor.. hehez..

camp free..

finally camp free le.. no more camp for tis yr.. so busy until tis few dae can rest lor.. now resting..mon start my busy holiday again.. went to nco course n spectrum camp..


25th-27th
nco course.. being a trainer of grp f.. f for falcon.. tis camp is lyk not alot of actvity lehz.. n i tink tis camp veri luan.. but all the officer has done a veri good job.. in camp got go for expetition.. den camp fire nitez we all so high.. there's is a short celebration for ma'am mei qin bday.. she cried.. after tat we haf mess dancing.. so fun.. den we form back our cheeky gang.. we go up to ma'am mei qin n say a veri big thank u.. den we took few photo wif her.. den after tat supper.. after supper i book out le.. due to the spectrum camp next dae.. Falcon got the best grp!


28th-30th
went to spectrum camp.. quite sianz la for the first dae.. oso nv do much ting.. slp in chatlet coz of the wet mud.. so good hor.. den second day got tok frm the CID n CNB.. after tat we go for high elements.. after tat at nitez we do wat ar.. i oso forget le.. oya.. is camp fire nitez.. quite fun too.. den after tat we haf our supper.. supper is ice cream.. good hor.. den go back slp le.. at first say is slp tent de but still gt alot of mud so slp chatlet again.. den last dae le.. pack our room n play a short amazing race n muz do raffting.. den our raff fail lor.. den we redo again den pass.. den later prize gifing.. i got the best camper!! den after tat go home le..



Sharon-
stupid gifing me lots of trouble.. i sldn't haf let u stay at the first place.. i haf enuff of ur lies.. everytime ask u wat time go home say soon soon.. but in the end where r u.. outside tonning.. or stay at other ppl hse.. u tink my hse hotel ar.. happy happy cum home.. not happy don wan cum back.. my mum intro job for u.. u say u will do properly de.. den how cum u no show for a few time? tat's my mum fren shop lehz.. plz lor not mac lehz.. u wan no show jiu no show.. how my mum jiao tai to her frenz.. u oways tell lies.. i treat it as a joke.. when i go to camp how mani days u r not at home? almost everyday.. u don wan cum home oso nv gif a call to my mum.. u r juz not resposible at all.. now u my mum don let u stay at my hse le.. u kana fired le.. happi la.. the time u stay at my hse my mum treated u better den she treat me lor.. everytime u don wan to do tis don wan to do tat, cum home late, don wan cum home get scolding de is hu.. not u lor.. is me lehz.. i not the wan in fault y scold me.. my mum say is becoz u r my frenz..wat a lame reason.. everytime cum home late.. u work finish at 10..wat time u reach home? 12.. where u go? i haf enuff of ur crap lor.. now u not onli make me angry lor.. oso make my mum angry.. F*** u la.. u r the veri first person i scold the F word lor.. juz becoz of ur irresposible.. tell u the truth.. i hate u k.. now u haf no hse to stay.. no job.. all whose fault.. not mine.. is urs.. now every1 hu noe story abt her may tink tat i veri cruel.. she veri ke lian.. go ahead n tink tat way ba.. i huai ren la.. u can go around crying n cum up wif all ur story n lies la.. i wun wan to care abt u anymore.. lyk wat mum haf said.. hao xin mei hao bao.. i agree wif tat.. ppl put dere.. if u see her go ahead n blive her la.. don regret.. u all wun noe how i feel.. mayb one day u will noe ba.. at first i sld listen to sk tat she is not the way i tink.. dao di ni si zhe mo yang de ren.. i haf enuff of u le!!!!! hate u.. sld i treat u as my frenz now?

im so tired..

im so tired.. i scared i may juz break down but i noe i wun.. hai.. im reali reali veri busy.. the skool close until now i haven haf a day rest lor.. after skool close on fri.. on sat i haf the shooting comp.. den sun went to buy camp stuff.. den mon pack bag until siao.. tues go OBS le.. sat cum back slp.. sun go theory face.. den mon go meeting for campfire stuff.. todae haf my grp meeting.. tml oso got meeting.. thurs camp le.. camp until sun morning den later in the late morning another camp.. camp until tues.. den muz go make ic la.. got hospital tingy la.. needa prepare sec 1 tingy la.. corp presentation tingy la.. packing cupboard tingy la.. newsletter tingy la.. after everyting den N lvl cuming le.. den need to study.. hai.. reali veri busy lor.. so so so busy!!!!! can i take it? i now is lyk running wif the time lor.. hai.. if i 4get any ting hor im sorry im juz too busy.. or if u c me not wif my smile rite.. juz don care me la.. juz too tired.. nvm.. i can take it de.. juz cum here to relise my stress? or sld i say my tireness.. haiz.. i can take it de!! i fit..

I luv OBS!

hey.. i long time nv blog le.. coz lazy mahz.. hahaz.. juz cum back frm obs..

16th -
tis is the first day of camp.. we ppl frm xinmin take the wrong ferry to the wrong camp side.. hahaz.. funny lor.. den we will late for the ting.. make ppl frm other skool wait for us.. sorry wor ppl.. hahaz.. den we will divided into diff grp.. den vian n me same grp.. we were in Eng Soon.. Eng soon got me..vian..brendon..loga..li kuang.. 2 leonard.. leon.. siyun.. shiya..liqin..yan wen..seng loong..dom.. yinning.. den we started off wif ice-breaking.. is fun la.. den we go for kayaking.. i took single again.. everytime de.. coz odd number mahz.. den later in the nite we haf lecture abt the..... wat ar.. i forget le la.. or sld i say i was slping.. hahaz.. den later we haf a short meeting wif vivian [instrutor].. after tat den we go back slp le..

17th -
todae wake up at 5.15.. at 5.55 we went to the parade sqare for flag rasing.. after tat we haf morning Pt.. den do 5 bx le den run around.. later we take haness(don noe how to spell la) and helmat.. den we play trust fall.. den after tat we do belaying.. don lyk the way they teach.. perfer wat mr singh teach.. don care la.. when vivian nv c den i use the method mr singh teach.. den climb high element.. no kid for me la.. hahaz.. i lyk so hao lian.. coz i do it mani time le mahz.. hahaz.. den later we prepare stuff for wed expectition.. den the bag is so so so heavy lor.. den go slp le..

18th -
todae oso got PT la.. after PT we set off le.. den walk n walk n walk.. so heavy lor.. the bag ar!!! hahaz.. den the seng loong so li hai wan.. lead us all the way.. den reached le.. we make our basha.. after tat go quarry.. all the guys jump in n haf fun but the gers din.. i no clothes to change le so don go lor.. the scenery there is veri nice lor.. hahaz.. den later we sit inside the basha n tok.. den tok to siyun la.. shi ya la.. vian la.. den the other 2 lost le.. hahaz.. but later they join in.. haf a nice tok la.. den later on.. the leonard n seng loong brief us the kayaking expetition.. hehez.. den later go slp le.. slp awhile den all the flies fly here fly there.. itchy here itchy there.. hahaz.. den 1 plus wake up got ppl stay at the kahlong(don noe how to spell la) sing kalaok.. den i tot ghost lor.. lucky everyone heard lor.. hahaz.. not ghost.. den the nite damn long man.. my longest nite man.. veri hard to pass.. den din slp well..

19th -
todae wake up at 4.45.. den we destroy our basha.. hahaz.. no la.. juz keep it la.. den sum of our bag food got ants.. den throw away.. den later we go our water expectiton.. seng loong n me pair up.. den our kayak keep going zipzax.. hahaz.. so funny lor.. den poor siyun haf to pair wif sumone she don lyk.. hahaz.. but she did it.. hahaz.. at first.. seng loong n i veri tired lor.. den we paddle until veri jialat.. but after break we chong.. den gif ppl behide scold us.. hahaz.. den later we pass our destination le but we still don noe den we overshot.. den vivian ask us to stop n read the map again.. den everyone so happy.. reach le.. we reach very early lor.. hahaz..den alot of free time.. we set up basha.. den siyun n me tok crap alot ar.. den we cook coz going to rain le.. den we sing the rain rain go away cum again at other day..little children wan to EAT..rain rain go away cum again at other day.. hahaz.. den reali stop lor.. but hor after awhile it cum back.. hahaz.. den later at nitez le.. vivian bring us into the "forest" for a walk.. and den later on got a solo walk in the dark.. quite ok la.. but vian lost lor.. den we so scare lor.. go find her.. finally we found her.. hahaz.. felt relived.. den mid-nitez still raining lor.. den i slp 1 hr.. abt 1plus.. veri cold lor.. everyone wake up.. super cold.. den we set up a mini campfire to warm ourself up.. wow.. so shiok.. hahaz.. den later on we cook milo to warm ourself up.. so nice lor.. den we oso take sum for our buddy grp.. so nice of us rite.. hahaz.. no la.. muz care for them mahz.. hahaz.. den later veri cold den not enuff space den siyun..seng loong..vian..dom..leonard..me.. we all stand in 1 circle n so call hug or don noe call wat la.. wif 1 cup of hot milo.. den we reali warm up lor.. so nice.. den we were all saying cold jokes in tat kind of weather.. hahaz.. den finally morning le..

20th -
we pack our stuff n den prepare kayak n den set off.. still raining lor.. todae my partner is leonard.. hahaz.. hai hao la.. den we reach le.. den nv rain le.. we all chong lor.. becoz we wan go buy souvenirs.. hahaz.. den we wash everyting.. go for lunch.. and den go buy lor.. after tat we haf debrief.. den leave OBS le..

oh ya.. the siyun hor.. oways muz call ger first den can say tings de lehz.. hahaz..OBS is so fun lor.. den our frenship is reali so cool lor.. I luv OBS... our teamwork so cool too.. hahaz.. miss all of you!


OBS - Eng Soon 04 roX


21th -
todae is my bday.. at 12am.. ppl msg me.. but i cannot wake up.. hahaz.. too tired le.. got jan.. mui ling.. shi yun.. yisze.. thanks wor.. sorry nv wake up n reply.. reali super tired.. so shock tat mui ling rmb my bday lor.. hahaz.. thanks..
den moring prepare stuff to go for st john.. den the trainee went for lecture.. we trainer go briefing for camp.. den later go pitch tent.. tat wan easy lor.. easier den basha.. hahaz.. den later haf lunch.. after lunch we discuss abt the camp fire tingy.. den we sing n sing n sing lor.. so high.. hahaz.. den later lecture again.. den grp meeting.. after tat we haf camp fire meeting.. hahaz.. den after meeting they sing bday song for me.. i so paiseh lor.. hahaz.. thanks wor every1.. after tat go home lor..

thanks stella n sock for puting ur nick to let whold world noe my bday.. hahaz..thanks kor for ur present.. thanks meli n qi for present too.. den when hafing st john.. qi..godma..kaiyi..si yun..jeff..shu min n my mummy msg me.. thanks wor.. so shock tat my mummy will msg me lor.. first time.. oso shock tat shu min frm sec 1 msg me.. hahaz.. si yun oso take a pic of xiao xin msg me.. hehez.. thanks..
den at nitez.. my mummy fren bring me go eat.. hahaz.. den later jan call me say she at my hse there le.. so shock too.. she make jelly for me.. she pass it to me.. so nice of her.. thanks wor.. sld save time to study for last paper mahz.. thanks loads.. =)

hehez..

i m ok le.. don worry.. hehez.. went to palawan beach ytd.. wow! haf fun there.. hehez.. we went there to celebrate krissy bday.. vian.. stella.. wenyi.. chin ee.. wenyi's bro n krissy's cousin went.. we play n play... haf sun tanning there.. we took loads of pic there.. so fun! im the ah ma .. bringing all my grandson n granddaughters there to play.. hahaz.. my sun zi krissy bring sum of the lao pos there.. hahaz.. fun but so unlucky.. my hp drop into the sea.. den spoil le.. aiyo.. nvm la bring to fix le.. n i get my new phone le.. i luv both of my hps.. hehez..
todae.. stay at home n rot whole day.. nth to do again.. so sian..

haiz..

hai.. todae go to skool in a normal mood.. the drama course is fun but is over le.. thanks to mr paul.. afte skool went to shooting training.. den go home..
i juz reach home den get scolding le.. due to shouting at my bro n ah ma... i wasn't in a good mood tat day.. but i try to control le but i still cant hold it.. my mum still say don let me go to sentosa.. but she say let me go ytd de.. after the scolding n so call punishment.. i cant control my tears.. it juz drop lyk tis.. i cried and cried and cried.. until i fall aslp.. i wake up and eat.. den my ah ma scold me.. wah lao i finally stop crying she scold me lyk hell.. den i cried again.. stupid.. den i reali don haf the mood to go taekwondo.. so i skip.. at den is onli 7 plus.. i keep tinking n keep crying.. haiz.. wif tears i wanted to ask my mum again abt the sentosa tingy.. but i don dare.. n i don wanna go in wif tears.. so wait n try to control.. vian call me n ask mi abt the trip.. so i hold my tears n went in to ask.. i ask n she leature me again.. haiz.. so of course i cried hard.. she agreed to let me go again..is reali finally..
i was reali touched by wat my bro do.. when i was crying he called me n say.. "jie, bu yao ku le".. he din reali make me stop crying worse is i cry more.. is becoz tis is the first time he say tat to me.. now everyting is settle.. haiz.. i noe im in wrong.. so sorry.. i reali try to control le.. but... don wan to say abt it le.. i wun wan my mood now to affect my tml mood.. so i wun wan to tink le.. bye..

hi again..

hi again.. long time nv blog le.. too busy n lazy.. hahaz.. last week keep sewing the tings for sec 4s.. fold stars n hearts.. den nth much happen in skool la.. thurs went for taekwondo training to prepare for selection.. den fri go swimming.. sat went around hougang to gif the sec 4s the tings.. sun went for taekwondo the overseas selection.. den todae went to play bball.. after playing den meet sze.. den we go walk walk.. haf been excising for 5 day le.. hahaz.. trying to keep fit n jian fei.. hahaz.. oso planing next few day go play bball n swimming.. so sianz.. still need to go skool.. sock.. muz take care lehz.. drink loads of water.. slp early at nitez.. =)
sec 4s hafing olvl le.. wish all u all the best.. muz jia you wor! good luck! *smiles*

i don wan!!!

todae go to skool the same.. last few day oso.. hmm.. todae after skool haf a meeting wif mdm tan abt wat we going to do next year.. we ask for 2 day corp presentation nitez.. but mdm wan us to merge wif training camp.. means the activities for fun will be onli 1 dae.. we agrue wif mdm but mdm say cannot.. aiyo.. lyk tat not fun le la.. ppl tired tired where gt heart to play.. if put first day of camp more worst.. play liao training.. best is juz gif me 2 days.. i understand y mdm don wan so mani overnite de camp.. but oso don take away my corp presentation nitez wat.. aiya nvm la.. at least din cancel..
juz cum back frm taekwondo.. todae is a tough wan.. long time don haf tough training le.. quite fun.. hehez..

first time working

hai.. todae i first time work lehz.. hahaz.. so tired.. gif flyer door to door.. walk 21 blocks lehz.. frm top walk to bottom.. carring a bag full of flyer.. veri veri tired lehz.. leg breaking le.. hand droping le.. next time i work don wan gif flyer le.. super tiring ar..

open hse..

ytd open hse.. went to skool at 8 wanting to help out in set up but they set up le.. den we went up to st john room take banner n den put it up.. after tat sit down n rot lor.. hahaz.. coz start at 10.. gt la got do ting.. we blow ballons.. hahaz.. after tat 10 le.. sum members go gif flyer le.. den i stay n help archery.. actually oso not help la.. is play.. hahaz.. get to shoot alot of time.. den later at 1 plus we close shop le.. coz reali lyk no ppl de.. sld b close at 3 de.. den later sock cum my hse to eat.. den later we go heartland.. den after tat go home le..
todae stay at home n rot whold day.. so sian.. tml no skool.. so i going to work.. hehez.. 1 day onli la coz they not enuff ppl mahz.. go gif flyer.. $14 for 1000 flyers.. not bad la.. hehez..

hey every1..

hey.. im back.. i haf not been updating my blog for a long time.. coz com spoil mahz.. spoil for 2 weeks lehz.. hehez..miss mi rite.. 100% de la.. hahaz.. alot of ting happen la.. gt exam.. but no exam mood lehz.. anyway finish le.. hahaz.. first i wan to thank sumone.. hehez.. speical thanks to jenna.. thanks for helping to send card for two weeks.. thanks ar.. den gt 1 new kor.. hahaz.. noe my maths result.. i score 76/100.. not bad la.. but science i fail.. duno how much la.. juz now mdm ng tell me de.. tml hafing open hse.. actually oso nth to do.. gif flyer onli.. hmm.. veri tired now..

i wun wan to care le..

i wun wan to care wat ppl sae le.. hahaz.. normal normal can le.. =)
tis few dae go skool same same lor.. todae i get back my science paper.. i failed.. my first science paper failed lehz.. wanting to lend science note book frm huimin tml de.. but juz now her mother call me say tml she need to study so cannot lend me.. so scary lor.. don wan lend den don lend lor y muz mother call me.. reali scary.. todae go to skool in quite good mood.. duno y.. hahaz.. but den in afternoon le.. too tired to b good mood le.. hahaz.. oso nth much le la.. =) amd ya.. exam cuming le.. haven even start.. going to start later.. but veri lazy lehz.. im juz too lazy to study.. ppl out der.. studi hard wor! *jiayou!*

hai.. disappointed..

hai.. todae sumone told mi sumting abt tis person.. the another side of tis person.. i reali don blive it.. and i don wan to blive it.. but the tat is the truth.. noe abit of the story in the morning.. i try to not blive it.. but in the afternoon i noe the whole story.. after hearing it.. i felt so so disappointed.. and even sad.. u! sumone tat i trust.. tat i blive u.. tat i tink u r a good, nice and more.. more.. yes mayb u r when u r wif us.. but when u r wif others r u the same? reali wan to noe.. hearing ppl say u i do feel bad.. reali don wan to blive.. after all these trying to hide my sadness frm the ppl wif me.. trying to act as if nth has happen.. but after vian break down.. i juz cant hide it animore.. u r not lyk tis the last time.. u change? or u r alreadi lyk tis but we don noe.. reali veri confuse.. can i still trust u? i reali duno.. i duno how to face u in skool.. coz when i c u i noe u do wun all those ting tat they say de... but......... don tink the person noe tat i noe ba.. hai.. *lost*

best duty..

ytd morning went for sjab.. hai hao la.. is onli the guys hor veri slack.. den later on we haf the nyaa tingy.. quite funny lor.. the sec 1s n 4s.. hahaz.. quite fun.. den after tat we go to vian hse.. got jan..kaiyi..yisze..la..vaness and mi.. we eat and watch moive.. after eating we watch lor.. watch until i fall aslp.. hahaz.. not onli i slp hor.. jan.. yisze and vian oso.. haha.. den later on they wake up den duno wat they playing la.. too noisy le so i oso wake up.. hahaz.. they trying to tickle jan.. den she keep on shouting.. after tat we go vian room.. den play and tok lor.. after tat go home le..

todae.. went to do duty at ang mo kio.. hahaz.. the best duty ever.. we first aid post de.. den always eating lor.. we eat non stop for 2 hrs lehz.. hahaz.. duty quite sian la coz onli 1 causaty.. but we enjoy ourself lor.. we eat ice cream.. tat wan mdm treat de.. den peanut.. oso mdm treat de.. den ice cream again.. tis wan is free de.. the uncle there gif.. hahaz.. den PM Lee cum le.. we all stand at the first aid post there.. we ask mdm go shake hand wif him she don wan so i go lor.. hahaz.. i shook hand wif PM Lee lehz... later on continue duty again.. no more causaty le.. den i slp lor.. slp until lunch time.. lunch is sumting lyk we tat time eat at ubin the food.. is juz abit better.. after eating lunch.. me and hong treat them eat satay.. hahaz.. after we finish it.. mdm treat us eat otah lor.. eat alot todae.. hahaz... mdm ng lee hua so good.. she treated us alot todae.. we ask her she alot of money ar.. den she say "once in a full moon mahz".. den we laugh.. when waiting rite we all saying cold jokes lor.. wah.. mdm not bad lor.. say few cold jokes tat make us cold..
after duty.. the rest go home.. left momo.. hong.. kevin.. kelvin and me.. we go walk walk at the ang mo kio market there.. den we go acarde play.. we haf fun inside.. hahaz.. den b4 we go we play DDR.. hahaz.. long time nv play le lor..after tat we go popular.. we haf lots of fun inside.. hahaz.. we go to the toys and games there.. we play there and crack alot of lame jokes there.. den we always suan kelvin when got float.. hahaz.. becoz he duno how to swim.. after popular we go sports link.. hahaz.. we oso go in and play.. oso quite a number of jokes.. den we go sembangwan bookshop.. is juz below sports link.. den we go play lego.. hahaz.. so funny lor.. den the momo and kelvin don wan play den keep on fan us to go.. who cares abt them.. hahaz.. we continue playing.. play veri long lor.. den after tat go home le.. i reach home slp.. slp until 9.30 den wake up lor.. den now cannot slp le.. tml skool le.. sian..

im back..

hey hey.. im back.. long time nv update le.. coz my ah gong bring my com don noe do wat den juz got back.. oso nth much happen la.. studi lor.. go skool.. ytd go c doctor becoz of my hand.. the doctor veri li hai lor.. i nv say i where pain hor he oso noe lehz.. i onli say my hand den he start le.. he press where i oso pain where lor.. hahaz.. i was shouting inside lor.. so xia suai.. lucky im the last person.. hahaz.. veri pain lor.. now better le.. but cannot use strenght.. todae hafing lesson oso.. after skool got science extra lesson but i nv go.. coz of sumting la.. hahaz.. don tell u.. after skool le.. jan.. kaiyi.. yisze.. chee keong.. jing jie and me.. we go watch movie.. we watch the cinderella story.. feel myself abit extra there..
it is a nice story.. but the step mother and sisters of the 'cinderella' rite.. wah.. feel lyk killing them ar.. hahaz.. the ending veri nice.. go watch ba if u haven haven..den after tat we go walk walk.. walk le we go heartland .. take pic.. after tat we go outside sit and tok.. den wan go find sze de.. coz she at vian hse mahz.. but later they cum down le.. den go home le..
go home liao eat le den change den go out le.. went for taekwondo.. hai hao la.. do patten lor.. veri tired now.. tml gt activity.. and nyaa tingy.. knew tat quite alot of sec 4s din wan to cum.. hai.. quite sad lor.. hope they will cum.. hao le.. ending here..

St john AGI

hmm.. so tired todae.. slept at 3 plus ytd.. coz cant slp oso don noe y.. wake up at 10 plus in the morning.. den vian cum my hse.. den i cook for her lehz.. hahaz.. tot todae can go for my cousin 1 month old tingy.. but cant coz it will be veri rush for mi.. at 1.20 we go take bus go stadium le.. den at 2.30 we do dum warm up drill.. after tat we go change to full u.. den we reshese two time den the actual ting le.. The real ting start le.. there sumting wrong la.. coz after sir sam gif command the band din start.. wait veri long den start.. den march in le.. the nursing hai hao but the ambulance i c infront hor.. the arm swing not same.. nvm den stop le.. wah.. stand there quite long la.. shorter den last yr coz tis yr no speech.. while standing.. i stand n stand n stand.. den suddenly my ear lyk got pressure.. hardly can hear.. den my eye.. onli can c infront the side all black.. and feel giddy.. den after awhile.. i cannot hear aniting.. and i canot c aniting.. and super giddy.. means blackout.. veri nan shou.. reali feel lyk fainting.. but i tell myself cannot.. so i endure.. i move abit.. not abit la is gt move my leg.. coz if i continue don move i will faint.. den after while my vision cum back abit.. lyk the same lor.. onli can c front.. the side is black.. but ear still lyk abit canot hear.. b4 the march pass my whold vision cum back.. the ear still same.. den sir panda gif command le.. i hardly can hear..den march pass le.. den the AGI finish le.. and ya im the timer lehz.. hahaz.. tis yr agi not bad la.. is onli veri xin ku for me.. and tis is my first time feel wat blackout is.. hahaz.. after agi le.. we follow bacl to skool den go compass eat.. den go home le..todae veri tired lor.. hai.. my back wan break le la..and having slight fever now.. feeling terible.. tml skool reopen le.. study hard wor!!!

hmm.. happi..

hehez.. todae went for st john in the morning.. at abt 11.. den i was late.. becoz of my kor la.. the kevin.. i met him in 156 den i say i wan stop half way n go to skool coz is already 10.40 le.. den he say wan top up so go compass.. i ask him top later after activity but he say no money to take bus le.. so i pei him go lor.. becoz he say cofirm wun late wan.. den reali late lor.. lucky no punishment ar... during st john todae is so boring lor.. hm nursing.. den hong and mi always tok.. sorry wor zuli.. den after st john le.. vian, kor n me we go bugis.. coz is my baobei godma birthday.. we go eat seoul garden.. die le.. going to b fat again.. hehez.. quite enjoy la.. got godma, we all, godpa and godpa frenz.. after eating we went to take pic.. at first is mi.. godma.. vian n kor take de.. we force godpa to take he don wan but finally when we put the last coin he cum in.. so we took a family pics.. hahaz.. den after tat go home le.. i reach home faster change den chong to taekwondo le.. rushing for time time.. hahaz.. i was late for 15mins onli la... hahaz.. juz reach home..

hmm.. ytd.. my dad cum my hse lehz.. hehez.. so happi lor.. saw my daddy ytd nite.. for u c ur daddy is everyday de.. u may tink tat aiya c dad onli not big deal.. but for mi.. i haf not seen him for abt 7 yrs le.. saw him and haf a small chat wif him.. and even tok a pic wif him.. so happi..tis time see him den duno next time when can c le.. =)

todae is my baobei godma, ma'am aminal and ma'am irene tan birthday.. wish them a happi birthday!! and all the best!!!

<<__goDmA haPpI biRthDaY!!!__>>

// Ma'am AminAh happI birthDay \\

~ Mdm Tan hapPi birthDay ~

holiday..

todae my hse lyk gt party lyk tat.. hahaz.. coz jan.. kaiyi.. sock and joyce cum my hse.. watch movie.. after watching we chat chat awhile lor.. hehez.. they reali cure my sianness..hahaz.. sumtime oso cant touch my com coz my ah gong playing neopet.. hahaz.. ah gong hor.. 60+ le still snatch com wif mi.. hahaz.. nvm la.. let him play lor.. den i watch tv.. tml got st john.. after tat going to bugis to meet godma.. hehez.. wait b4 i end.. U.. yes is U.. don look around.. toking to U.. hu is reading my blog.. don tink U can run away.. b4 U go tag for mi.. yes at my tag board.. thanks wor!!.. is U.. rmb ar.. hahaz.. wait.. don ingnor mi la.. tag sumting k..

Friend

A friend is someone who will catch you when you fall, dry your tears and tell you it will be alright, pretend to be happy just to cheer you up, never leave you by yourself, attempt to talk to you atleast once a day no matter what, make you laugh when your sad, call back if you hang up on them, make everything you two do together into something fun no matter how boring it is, always remind you of your inside jokes, finish your sentences, think the same way you do, follow you wherever you go, stop you from doing something stupid or hurting yourself, and theyre always willing to give up something that means a lot to them because they can be sure youll always be there in return, and because to them youll always mean more than you can imagine.

holiday is so sian..

ytd went to compass haf lunch le kai yi cum my hse.. den after tat go her hse there play pool wif yen kevin they all lor.. todae wake up le.. rot veri long den reali cant tahan le i take my phone msg my fren wan go out not.. den not free.. hai.. den rot again.. hahaz.. den reali veri sian so i go cycle lor.. i cycled aroung the whold hougang and seng kang.. veri tired lor.. hahaz.. den go home le.. rot again.. aiyo holiday reali sian lehz... jiu ming ar..

Frenship poem.. no quote.. no.. aiya duno call wat la.. is abt frenship

*Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.

*Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side...

sld i?

went for agi rehersal todae.. hai hao la.. not bad.. den went home.. reach home after a bath my mum called mi.. i go in lor.. she ask mi if i wan to work at the end of the year.. work for my dad.. acount de.. i oso don noe lehz.. such a boring job.. hmm.. sld i work??? sld i?? aiya i oso dono lehz.. before i leave her room she say i fat le.. wah liao.. fat le.. i jian fei-ing lehz.. den i go weight and c.. reali fat le.. n is fat quite alot lor.. die die..die le.. i wan to give up and let it be lehz.. but i noe i cant.. hahaz.. fat not nice mahz.. hehez.. jia you for myself.. nono.. cant jia you later reali jia de you.. i muz low you... hahaz.. lame.. i noe.. hao le.. holday liao.. i wan to studi lehz but too lazy le.. hahaz.. waiting for next sunday to cum.. hope it wun rain..

???

todae wake up at 6.40.. den i go wash up le den called sze want to wake her up.. aiyo.. i called alot of time lor. call until abt 7.05 den she wake up.. hahaz.. not onli mi calling la.. oso vian and la.. den she say is my phone call disturb her de.. too bad.. hahaz.. den went to skool for door to door.. hai hao la.. earn quite alot.. frm $4 to $56.70.. not bad rite.. den after sjab le.. vian.. qi.. meli.. vaness and mi we go eat.. eat le sze cum find mi to take back her hp.. den vian.. sze and mi we go heartland.. we go take pic.. hahaz.. she finally wan take wif us le.. after taking we go vian hse.. on the way there sze say wan drink sugarcane den she ask us to wait aside.. den she go buy.. den later she cum back le.. u noe wat.. hahaz.. she treat us lehz.. so shock.. hahaz.. hao ren.. hahaz.. den we go vian hse tok tok lor.. den after tat go home le.. at 8 plus they say got miss bey on channel U den i go c.. wah.. she dance very well lor.. is super nice.. ren bu ke mao xiang.. hahaz.. reali lor.. hmm.. tml got agi rehesal lehz.. haven polish boots.. nvm tml den polish.. is afternoon mahz.. so excited lehz.. next sunday is AGI le.. hehez..

kai bu liao kuo...

ren yu ren zhi jian zui zhong yao de gou tong fang shi, shi yu yan de jiao liu.. yong hua yu lai chuan ta xing xu, shi zui zhi jie liao dang de zuo fa, jia shang shuo hua shi de yu qu, gan qing he lian shang de biao qing, neng rang ping bai wu yang de wen zi huo qi lai..

gou tong shi wei le hao hao xiang chu, rang sheng huo zhen tian duo xie she cai.. dan sui zhe nian dai bian hua, shi jie gen jia wen ming, ke ji xiari fa da, ren xian guan xi ye fu zha xu dou, bing ba ren yu ren zhi jian de ju li la yuan le.. shu yuan de guan xi rang shi jie bian de hen leng.. leng de rang ren jue de kong bu.. wang wang, wo men zi shi ta ge zhao hu, xian hua jia chang huo xu shi wu liao de ren cai hui zuo de.. you shi jiu suan xiang le hen duo, zui zhong ye zi yong san liang ju hua jiu dai guo.. wo mem dou kai bu liao kuo..

guan xin ta ren suo yi bu yao shang hai ta, zui zhong shou dao shang hai de ke neng shi zhi ji.. hen dou shi hou, zhi ji you kun nan, hou shen bing le, ning yuan ba tong ku chang zai xin li.. yin wei "ai" zhou wei de ren shou yi bu xi wang ta men chao xin, zhi ji que dei ren shou tong chu..

wo men xiang tai duo le, suo yi zai jian dan de hua ye bian de hao fu zha, suo yi she mo hua dou mei fa hao hao de biso da, suo yi kai bu liao kuo, suo yi gou tong po lie le.. zhe yi qie she de wo men dou bu hui xiang bie shuo chu xin zhong de mi mi( pa boe ren bu ke kao), bu zhi dao yao zhe mo bao xi xun(pa bu gou jing xi), bu qu he bie ren tang xin shi(pa bie ren bu liao jie xin li de tong).. jian jian de, wo men duo shi qu le yong qi, shi qu le dan shui yu zhi jie, shi jie bian de yue lai yue jia..

xi wang da jia neng ba gai shuo de hua shuo chu lai, jie kai xin li de jie, yi man jiang lai shi que le cai hou hui..

hai.. lazy ar..

hehez.. long time nv update le.. too lazy le.. muz b miss mi rite.. tuesdae we haf the teacher's day celebration.. in the morning we haf aces day dance.. hai hao la.. not mani pp dancing.. later on is the concert le.. so scared la.. when nearly our turn tat time there's sum prob.. the candles lor.. stupid de lehz.. the candles don wan to stick on the cup.. den nvm.. we don use cup.. when jan and is go and for the speech, we need to light up all the candles but always cant lor.. so scary.. but when they cum back lucky can le.. den the music cum le.. den we dance.. hai hao la.. not bad..

wed.. i woke up at 7.. went to take jab.. veri tired lor.. den go home le.. i online and watch tv.. den later i recevie a phone call frm yisze.. ask mi to go swimming.. so shock lor.. she will want go swimming de mehz.. hahaz.. but in the end i go le.. swim awhile le.. my kor, kevin cum to swim oso.. after swimming we go kaiyi hse.. after tat go home le..

thurs.. todae skool as normal lor.. but todae weilun lyk last day le.. hmm.. quite sad to c 3t1 loss 1 person again.. hai.. nvm.. lun.. wish u all the best.. after skool le.. corina.. and kor we went to kaiyi hse there play pool..after playing den go home le.. go home den online lor.. after tat slp le..

fri.. todae skool normal oso la.. after skool take science test.. aiyo don noe how to do la.. after tat vian.. la.. sze.. and vaness we go eat at costa kopitam.. den later they go home le.. left sze and mi.. we wait for jan to cum.. den we go to sze hse.. now at her hse updating my blog.. hahaz..

hmm..

went to skool todae with a horrible mood.. not feeling good todae.. but in the morning selina and yun call me to cheer up.. got abit better.. but still the same.. felt super tired todae.. coz ytd slp at 4 plus and wake up at abt 5 or 5.15 ba..get caught slping almost every lesson.. not i wan slp de is reali buai ta han le.. den morning chairman need to take the card and give out rite.. i give lor.. den i gif ppl scold say wah be chairman le so hao lian.. i do nth lor yet she lyk tat say.. is onli she wan choose card i don let her choose.. hai.. all the card are te same mahz.. being my class de chairman is so stressful.. especially mdm yong lesson.. ask mi write tis write tat.. hai.. nvm.. try to gif my best.. after skool got the full dress dance rehearsal.. feel loads more better lor.. is juz when dancing my wrist and leg will pain.. veri pain lor.. den after tt jan, kaiyi and mi went salon.. jan strighten den i wash.. den after tat go home lor.. i haf been tinking for the last two nite.. y i will lose until so jialat? did i gif my best.. i tink is reali i wasn't in the mood tat day.. i sldn't haf let my mood affect my performance tat day.. now is over le.. wat can i do.. the onli person i can blame is onli myself... no matter wat i muz jia you for my next tournament...
jan.. thanks wor.. thanks for the cute little rose u make for mi.. is nice.. thanks.. and thanks for cheering mi up.. thx.. tml is teacher's day celebration le.. jan.. isa.. vian and la jia you wor..

Sorry my frenz..

Todae nv go for flag day coz I went for tkd tournament.. Im reali quite sad tat no one cum to support except my kor, Kevin.. he is sick so nv go flagday.. ask him don cum le but he wan.. so let him cum ba.. hai.. I lost in the first game le.. did I give my best? I don noe.. I tot I could fight lyk wat I did last time but tis time cant.. i.. i. Don noe wat happen la.. I got trash by her.. when I cum back.. quite a number of ppl asked me.. y I let her trash me.. y I don attack.. I oso don noe.. feel like my leg veri heavy juz cant raise.. I got attack.. but some I miss.. some I din get to score.. hai.. at the end I reali got trash until veri cham.. she scored 4pt and mi.. a big egg.. zero.. hai.. my worst tournament ever.. den got injured.. my left elbow.. right thumb.. left knee and right feet.. injuries all over.. I tink Im getting lousier and lousier le.. sorry my frenz.. sorry to disappoint all of you.. now I tink tat u all din cum to support is the right choice.. coz don wanna let u all c how lousy im.. Did I put in my veri best to fight..? did I? Y lyk movement getting slower and slower le.. hai.. nvm le.. everyting is over le.. try again my tournament ba..

Sorry My Frenz!

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wow...so long nv update le...coz my com bring to reformat haven get back...actually can get back on wed de but my ah gong in hospital so still can't get back...now asking my sun nu vian to update for me...hope my ah gong can get well soon..vian thanks wor!on the 10th i went to ubin for national camp..quite fun...noe alot of frenz from all other uniform grp..im in alpha..alpha the best even we din get any prize..the best day is day 3..wow..alpha is so enthu and united on the campfirenite..we oso have party..so nice..but the party is short while onli..not enuff..the camp i was thinking of aiming for the best camper but when i go into the camp i tink suan le..it's becoz there r lots more pl tat r outstanding...nvm...after break camp..i went home take a bath and den go back skool see my frenz..the first person i saw in skool is sock..when she saw me she called out a very loud nai nai and gave me a big hug..after tat saw vian and la..hahaz..vian oso gave me a big hug and she cried..she miss me too much le..la oso hug me..den saw sock eyes filled with tears but din cried..hahaz..later saw jan..miss her too..miss all my frenz lor..first time nv see them for so long lor..even holiday we oso go back skool for sumting de..

went for agi training on 14th..tat training is the time i be the longest timer ever ba..hahaz..ever since im in st john i always be timer but tis is the longest and i nv out of breathe

mon go back skool study le..aiyo..3t1 got quite a few ting happen..nvm le..nth liao..hope 3t1 nth will happen in future le..have dance prac everyday..went for audition on thurs..altogether i went for 3 performance..onli one get in..quite disappointed that couple dance din make it..guys don get upset wor..and oso the singing did make it..i wun becoz of tis don like singing de..i will still like singing..i love to sing..aiya on the 28th is a very busy day lor..alot of tinghappen..but i onli can go for 1..at first is got de bank tingy de..den i backup becoz got st john flag day..den now got tkd tournament on tat day too..and z-pop concert..NOW!everyting oso can;t go..onli can go for tournament..aiya..i wan to fight on sunday lehz..but can't change..hai..haf to miss tis yr flag day..

today...went for st john..got a mini foot-drill competition..teach them until very xin ku ar...keep repepating the same mistake..so i spent alot of time on turning and pacing..marching and hormating is last min de..den competition start le...they too nervous le den got alot very messy..and den turning alot very blur..nvm guo le at least they give their best..afternoon got rehearsal...after rehearsal..we went to mac for lunch..after eating jan mixed tata sauce..sweet and sour sauce..bbq sauce..mayo..chilli sauce..curry sauce..milo...coke..ice together until very er xin..we play zhong ji mi ma..loser must drip fries or nugget to eat..den she see ppl eat until very happy..keep laughing with a evil look..hahaz..so funny lor..bad her..she wei xie me say if i write in my blog she don wan do the comment for me..but nvm la...write oso wun die de la..dern kaiyi sae jan is a potential child abuser..hahaz...so funny lor..she keep laughu\ing lor..den kaiyi very funny..is 1 to 30 rite she say 34..hahaz..finally..jan zhing le..hahaz..every1 is so happy..den she gei gei call kaiyi eat..hahaz..but she eat le..and she say very nice..she force kaiyi to eat den she hao le today jiu zhe yang..

now i have sumting to say..jan..sorry wor..can't help aniting in the dance..leave u one person to tink dance steps..and ur prelims cuming le...really sorry..wo tui tinking of steps shi yi qiao bu tong..really sorry...anyway i dance oso not very good and not nice too...so if hai dao the dance..sorry..now you almost finish the whole dance le..so li hai..thanks wor!

to all ppl taking prelim..wish all of you good luck..jia you wor!all the best!hope my wishing can bless all of you..=)

hihiz..

hey.. long time nv update le.. too bz le la.. hahaz.. went to pulau ubin on friday.. quite fun lehz.. hehez.. we book in there.. tinking tat the bunk will b those lousy lousy wan rite.. no lor.. quite nice lehz.. gt air con sumore... den afternoon we haf some games.. im the station master.. my station is r-o-c-k rock.. so funny lor.. sum so slow.. eg qiang.. hahaz.. den one person hor.. more funny lor.. sld b country rite he gif mi toa pa yeo.. hahaz.. den hong n kun yang laugh non stop lor.. so funny.. den after tat free time le.. jan n mi go walk walk lor.. we go beach play the sand there.. we form name and took some pic.. quite nice lehz.. hahaz.. den at nite bbq le.. jan, sock n mi start bbq frm 7 to 8 plus lehz.. non stop hor.. we not eat is cook for ppl.. hahaz.. den later vian join us.. den save everyting 4.. den later we eat.. after bbq is free time lehz.. so good hor.. free time so mani.. hahaz.. jan n mi we went to the beach.. we lie down c the sky and tok tok.. wow.. the night sky is so nice.. i saw 3 shooting stars lehz.. so happy.. and i wish for sumting.. jan saw 2.. and we din see it at the same time.. means tat nite gt 5 shooting stars lehz.. hope to c it again.. we chat alot alot of ting.. so fun lor.. felt so nice being wif jan.. hehez.. at abt 11 plus we go le.. on the way we saw sock, qiang, roger.. den we walk to the place we bbq sit down and tok lor.. hahaz.. roger and qiang oso nv tok de.. den we go their bunk play cards.. after tat we go back to our bunk le.. at two we go patrol around amd check.. after tat sock and qi go back to slp den the rest of us go choose our bike.. hahaz.. we go cycle around and we gt scolded by the ppl there coz we cant cycle there de and is already 2plus in the morning.. dne go back bunk le.. we slp le.. at nite is damn cold lor.. hahaz.. cold until wan to die le.. den i wake up at 6.30am ba.. wanted to wake sock and jan up but they slp until so deep so i call them at 6.40.. but they don wan wake up lor.. hahaz.. den mdm ayu cum in and wake them up.. mdm is bit them wan lor.. hahaz.. breadfast le.. free time again.. jan .. sock.. and mi slp again.. hahaz.. reali tired lor.. coz i slp 3plus 4 tat nite.. after tat is cycling.. i took double.. coz gt sec 1 duno how to cycle den i muz longbang mahz.. hahaz.. quite fun la.. reach there le we rest awhile.. den when going back.. jan go back wif us coz the seniors team rike too fast le.. hahaz.. den i keep singing song and cheer for her... sing until almost die.. hahaz... out of brethe.. nvm la.. finally reach the resort le.. yeah!! den everyone clap for jan.. hahaz.. i ask them to clap de la.. den free time again.. den lunch.. after lunch free time again.. den they play card i slp.. den later go back le.. jan n mi we go compass wait for sze to cum.. after tat go play bball.. but din play coz too mani ppl play le.. den sit there c c lor.. den later go home le.. went home check mail liao jiu slp le.. too tired le la.. den todae 2 cai wake up.. at abt 4 plus i slp again.. hahaz.. todae is the dae tat i rest alot.. tml slp one more day go camp le..
no need go skool until next mondae.. the dae when im not around hope tat nth wil happen to all my frenz around mi.. and jia you for audition wor!! qiang u better go hor.. don haf partner oso can de la.. hahaz.. don miss mi.. hehez.. when i go back to skool muz tell mi wat is happening in skool wor.. my frenz.. if u r sad when im not around.. tink of mi.. hahaz.. and always rmb tis.. a day without laughter is a day wasted... smile! Take care wor everyone!!!

hahaz..

no need to thank mi le la.. hahahahaz... so so so so so so happy... yesh!!! hahaz... perpare so long le.. finally gif le and she like it so much... hahaahz... happy... hahaz.. so happy lehz.. hey ppl lets be happy together... =)

hey everyone..

da jia hao.. hao jiu bu jian.. hahaz.. long time nv update le.. too bz wif my stuff.. hahaz.. now not reali busy le.. sunday i start to do jan bday present den finally ytd no is todae moring abt 4 plus 5 finish le.. so happy.. hehez.. todae jan birthday.. we celebrate for her in skool todae.. den after skool we play bball.. i din reali play la coz too tired le.. i slp onli 5hrs for 4 days.. wan to die liao.. i wan to go slp le but haven do my ting finish.. hai.. the rubber band ting la.. my boot haven polish la.. tired le la.. tml den polish la.. so so happy todae tat i finish and gif it to jan in time.. yeah!!! hahaz..
jan.. happy birthday!!! wish u all the best in wateva u do.. good luck for prelim n Os!!! enjoy urself todae? hope so.. hehez.. how the present i gif u? hope u lyk it.. once again.. haPpi biRthdaY.. smile!

luv fireworks

Hai.. so so tired todae.. drying le.. having muscle ache now.. frm hand to my back.. it’s becoz of ytd badminton la.. tkd training la.. marching la.. pain lor.. hahaz.. went to skool for xinmin NDP training todae at 7.. den end at 8.. we go compass ear liao go back to skool.. when we reach skool is onli 9.30 lor.. rot quite awhile.. sze cum to skool den I pei her.. wanting to play bball de but miss yak don wan to lend us ball end up we playing vball… at abt 11.30 she went home.. den I go sickbay to chat wif the rest lor.. 1pm we haf our AGI training.. Vivian and I left at 3 coz we going for NDP preview.. quite nice la.. the march pass is nice.. saw JJ lehz.. hahaz.. sock more lucky lor.. shake hand wif him.. he handsome lehz… the firework veri nice lor.. super nice.. I luv it.. is lyk shooting stars.. wonderful.. hope to c it again… feeling tired now.. slpy too.. tml going to hq for briefing.. tired.. hao le.. gdnitex…

miss u!!

todae go skool.. mr yeo leaving our skool le.. so sad.. he cried todae.. gt few performance.. of course gt lion dance la.. he is a great teacher.. we will miss u de.. Mr yeo rox man..  den gt lesson lor.. same same.. todae go foyer.. all abt com prob la.. wat mouse ball lost la.. mouse spoil la.. wat uninstalled program la.. lyk all our fault lyk tat.. hai... 3t1 jiu shi 3t1 ar.. alot prove say is us lor.. but i oso duno la.. mayb or mayb not.. after skool le.. saw isa n jan.. pei them walk walk awhile den jan pei sze go do dnt.. i pei isa go back do hmwk lor.. den after tat they go back for their motivation tingy le.. i go find sze help her do her dnt.. do until 3.30 den fall in for the xinmin NDP prac lor.. den go home.. went for taekwondo.. juz came back an hour ago.. next week is weight in lehz.. too bad i cant go i will b at pulau ubin.. but mdm ask mi wat's my weight le.. taekwondo national cuming le.. scared wor.. hope it wun crash wif AGI.. if reali on the same day, i will 100% go for AGI n don go for tournement.. coz mdm say is 3rd or 4th week of august.. hope can at least gt a sliver la.. best is gold.. hahaz.. got two sliver liao.. tired of the colour liao.. wan to haf a gold.. but dun wan bronze.. hahaz.. but i so lousy sure cant get wan lor.. hahaz.. i tink too much le.. starting to get bz le.. c la c la.. now is the pulau ubin le.. den national camp.. den AGI.. den tournrment.. den teacher's day.. nvm la.. i lyk lehz.. hahaz..
sze don gif up wor.. left abit onli.. don stressed.. smile!!! jia you!! 
mer n geok.. don cried le.. don stressed too.. smile! take care!!!

erm.. settle le..

everyting settle le.. finally.. thanks everyone for ur concern.. todae veri angry ar.. nvm le la.. since there is a sorry... todae gt dance prac.. my mood gt better at dance prac.. =) todae oso not much to say.. Wo yao xue zhe ren nai.. wo hui zai jie zai li de.. xiang xin wo ba..
thanks wor everyone!!!
vian.. thanks for ur letter.. felt so touched tat the words u said.. thanks wor!!!
jan.. thanks wor too!!! u sld noe y i thank u ba!!

erm.. ytd too busy to cum update le.. ytd play bball wif jan.. quite fun.. now hafing headach.. ytd slp onli 50mins.. sld b tis reason den i headach de ba.. ytd i bz doing sumting frm 8 do until abt 4am.. in between gt check com la.. i make sumting to gif jan.. abt 4 i go off my com lor.. 4.15 lyk tat i go n lie down wan to slp liao but abt 4.30 den slp ba.. i wake up at 5.25 lor.. so tired.. in class i keep falling to slp but gt scolded by teachers when i juz lie down on the table.. afternoon gt briefing.. den i quarrel wif shi jie.. he keep saying the suggestion tat is not rite.. i gif him chance to say le.. but i tell him not rite le he keep saying the same ting.. even kelvin oso say tat it is not good le.. he still say back the same ting.. i get abit fed up and i call him to listen to kelvin but he don listen and keep saying the ting again.. when i get realli reali fed up i called him to listen to his head.. and he scold mi.. say tat.. i m a head a sgt so wat.. do i haf to listen to u.. when he say tis i.. i.. i........ hai.. u all can tink tat I sldn cried over for tis small little ting but to mi not realli small.. it hurt mi loads.. loads.. is lyk a knife go thru my heart.. it hurts.. k mayb is my fault tat i sldn say tat ur suggestion is not good or i sldn say tat u sld listen to ur head ba.. sorri.. i reali don mean tat i m a head or a sgt u haf to listen.. but is reali not a good ideal.. and shijie u haf repeated for abt 5 times the same ting.. nvm.. suan le.. don wan to tok abt it le..
thanks to those hu show care n concern to mi… thanks!!
sze.. don gif up.. u stil gt two day.. jia you!!
Jan.. thanks for ur ecard.. no need to thank mi de la.. go c a doctor ba.. if not later get worse.. if need ppl pei im free.. take care!!

erm.. ytd too busy to cum update le.. ytd play bball wif jan.. quite fun.. now hafing headach.. ytd slp onli 50mins.. sld b tis reason den i headach de ba.. ytd i bz doing sumting frm 8 do until abt 4am.. in between gt check com la.. i make sumting to gif jan.. abt 4 i go off my com lor.. 4.15 lyk tat i go n lie down wan to slp liao but abt 4.30 den slp ba.. i wake up at 5.25 lor.. so tired.. in class i keep falling to slp but gt scolded by teachers when i juz lie down on the table.. afternoon gt briefing.. den i quarrel wif shi jie.. he keep saying the suggestion tat is not rite.. i gif him chance to say le.. but i tell him not rite le he keep saying the same ting.. even kelvin oso say tat it is not good le.. he still say back the same ting.. i get abit fed up and i call him to listen to kelvin but he don listen and keep saying the ting again.. when i get realli reali fed up i called him to listen to his head.. and he scold mi.. say tat.. i m a head a sgt so wat.. do i haf to listen to u.. when he say tis i.. i.. i........ hai.. u all can tink tat I sldn cried over for tis small little ting but to mi not realli small.. it hurt mi loads.. loads.. is lyk a knife go thru my heart.. it hurts.. k mayb is my fault tat i sldn say tat ur suggestion is not good or i sldn say tat u sld listen to ur head ba.. sorri.. i reali don mean tat i m a head or a sgt u haf to listen.. but is reali not a good ideal.. and shijie u haf repeated for abt 5 times the same ting.. nvm.. suan le.. don wan to tok abt it le..
thanks to those hu show care n concern to mi… thanks!!
sze.. don gif up.. u stil gt two day.. jia you!!
Jan.. thanks for ur ecard.. no need to thank mi de la.. go c a doctor ba.. if not later get worse.. if need ppl pei im free.. take care!!

cheer up!!!

hmm.. todae morning go skool den i gif ah mer bday present.. den attend lesson lor.. after skool gt dance prac.. heard tat guoqiang when running roadrun he sit down and chat wif frenz awhile lehz.. li hai.. no wonder 90..
qi.. don worry too much le.. smile!!
jan.. don sad sad le wor.. smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boring..

todae sunday again.. i slp until 1 den wake up.. not i wan wake up wan la is mdm ayu msg mi den i cant slp le.. hahaz.. stay at home n rot the world day ar.. onli juz now at 7  went down for dinner.. juz now do sumting do for 2 hours do until i siao liao onli finish 15% ba..  hai still gt 85%.. hahaz... ytd nigth gt abit fever.. todae hao le.. but hor gt muscles ach liao.. hmm.. quite a number of ppl get sick too hor..
qi.. drink more water.. u sld not run to the other checkpt de mahz.. sld ask other ppl run... sze.. don drink cold water n eat spicy stuff... wish u good luck for oral too!!! jan.. fever hao le oso muz drink loads of water.. Every1 muz take care wor!!! get wEll sooN!!!
Todae ah mer birthday.. wish ah mer a haPpI biRThdaY!!!

nice sat..

todae gt roadrun.. den we run in the rain.. the B gers more cham lor.. the rain bigger lehz.. hahaz.. den i veri lougy lor.. run 48th out of 100.. lousy mi.. run until yi ban hor i wei tong.. den so xin ku lor.. next time b4 i run i wan to eat liao.. when i finish hor.. wah.. super giddy plus pain.. nvm over liao.. feel so cold when running and after running lor.. now still abit cold.. hope i wun geet sick.. coz sick veri tong ku de.. i run until veri chuan lehz.. den todae after running i do abit of ting jiu chuan lehz.. tink becoz run 4.2km den lyk tat de la.. today felt much more better den ytd lor.. hahaz.. after roadrun.. sock, jan, vian, la, kaiyi, qi we go eat at kovan... den b4 we buy finish qi go home.. tink she sick la.. after eating we go take neoprint.. hahaz.. so funny lor.. we change the clothes there den sock dun wan take den she stand there laugh and laugh n laugh..  isa veri funny.. hahaz.. den jan veri cute.. mine nth lor is juz a baseball top.. hahaz.. b4 we finish taking sock go home.. i tink she too tired liao la coz juz now roadrun mahz... after tat isa n la go home.. left jan, vian n mi shop the mini toon ahwile and we left.. vian go home.. den jan n mi go play bball... reach there le we play lor.. jan n mi vs benny.. no need to tink oso noe we lose la.. hahaz.. den we stop le.. sit down and chat chat lor.. after awhile chee keong cum.. den he sit n chat wif us oso lor.. benny take jan de purse n run away..  den jan go bit him n wan it back but he don wan gif lor.. den he run to the block and i chase wanting to take back for jan.. aiya.. he run veri fast and i cannot catch up.. he hor make mi run up stair to 12th story and run back down.. so tiring lor.. but i still din get back.. after jan scold him le den he gif back.. den sit and chat again lor.. but chee keong go play bball le.. den jan, benny n mi chat again lor.. chat chat n chat den i get hit by a bball.. veri hard lor.. hahaz.. but after awhile not pain le la.. at abt 6.40 jan n mi go home le.. b4 we leave hor.. the chee keong call mi haro lehz.. hahaz.. so funny lor.. coz last time my bike is haro bike mahz.. hahaz.. jan n mi walk to the bustop.. i say i wan walk home den jan say she oso wan walk home.. i say ok lor.. den we walk n walk she say wan send mi home.. i say no need la.. but she wan. den ok lor.. we walk until b4 my hse bustop i called her take bus she still don wan.. i call her take bus she keep saying no.. no.. and is still no.. den i keep on fan her and say no need la u go take bus la.. den she scold mi lehz.. hahaz.. den no choice let her send lor.. reach my hse de lift der le.. i call her go she don wan.. she say wan c mi go in lift first.. hai i go in and say bye bye lor.. hahaz.. she veri smart lehz.. if she nv c mi hor i will follow her to bustop de... anyway thanks so much wor honey.. hahaz.. u r the veri first person hu send mi home lehz.. luV u loads..muackz.. =)

friday

todae i went to skool without my smile on it.. feel so mixed up.. so.. hai.. nvm.. juz is the same old feeling.. i hated it to cum back when it time for mi to b happy.. after skool i went home den go strighten my hair.. den go godma hse.. wah.. at there i was pulled by two ger to force me put make up.. and i did.. my veri first time lehz.. hai.. nvm.. my feeling get better after the band concert.. thanks to godma and the nice music...
godma.. sorry.. sorry for hurting u todae.. sorry to upset u.. sorry..
jan.. sorry.. nv cum for dance prac.. sorry

hai..

todae go skool.. morning let the stupid bitch scold.. stupid mr lee.. scokd we 3T1.. ma di.. scold bag mouth.. rotten mouth.. strike by lighting.. and go to hell.. tmd.. u den go to hell la.. hai.. nvm no mood to say le.. juz now my stupid com oso.. making a ppt den hang.. wah.. going to finish le den hang.. den i redo.. nvm.. suan le..
jan n sze smile ba.. i may not reali noe wat's happening to u two lyk wat jan say.. but juz wan u two to be happy.. feel myself lyk so kpo.. nvm.. juz smile!!! nth le..

 

I put a smile on everyday to hide from my sadness. I laugh as much as I can to hold back the tears. I say I'm happy to hide the loneliness. Everyone thinks my life is perfect... but it's not.


 

wed..

todae sian lor.. reading period tan LL nv cum den mr yeo cum.. hai.. everytime i will slp wan lor but mr yeo don allow.. hahaz.. i find myself veri pig lehz.. hahaz.. afternoon gt dance prac de.. but onli jan n mi so cancel le.. hahaz.. den we sit n chat lor.. tosae oso nth la.. juz wan to noe wat my sze laogong n the samantha do to my old specs.. they keep laughing lor.. werid.. sure is sumting veri funni de.. hmm.. tml i will c.. wanting to make contact lens but i noe cannot de la.. i wil try to ask if can den good lor.. if cannot mayb tis  nov or dec i go work.. den i make one pair.. if my mum still say cannot den i make back a frameless specs lor.. =)

juz finish watching my fav la bi xiao xin.. todae go skool same same la.. the good ting is todae 2 teacher nv cum so nv  got lesson for 5 period.. hahaz.. during CME lesson teacher scold scold scold coz we too noisy le den she say "sum of ur in ur CCA  u give ur best.. so enthu.. but in class a totally different person".. after she say tat i feel so guilty.. hahaz.. coz in class i veri talkative de mahz.. if i nv tok means i m slping.. hahaz.. so i feel guity lor.. duno is she saying abt me.. dun tink so la.. hahaz.. todae feeling weird weird de.. don feel lyk toking in skool n now lor.. mayb juz too tired ba.. juz now tok alot becoz godma not in good mood todae so i tok more to let her feel better.. after skool le hor den wait for vian to finish her Nyaa tingy.. den after tat godma, vian, la n me we go heartland to buy band concert de clothing lor.. den after tat go home.. todae saw sock lyk veri high lyk tat.. coz she finally finish her dnt le.. congrate ar sock.. godma.. cheer up ba.. muz smile.. u lyk tat nu'er worry lehz.. juz don tink abt it le ba.. smile wor! =)   todae i noe i gt run roadrun lehz.. hai.. sian.. i wan to try go top 20.. but i noe is impossible la.. coz i run quite slow.. wan to do duty.. is inside liao den nvm lor.. will gif my best to run de.. hao le.. zai jian..

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hey.. today mon again.. veri fast hor.. todae oso go skool studi.. sian.. tml gt two test lehz.. wish myself goodluck.. hahaz.. juz now gt dance prac.. quite fun.. funni oso la.. coz of the jan n shi jie.. hahaz.. tis two hor.. cant stand them lehz.. den the shi jie hor.. aiyo.. cant tahan abit of pain de lehz.. so cc.. sorri not to say u but i reali cant stand tis kind of guy.. sorri.. oso nth le.. smile!!! 

sunday..

sunday again.. can slp until veri late.. todae i woke up at 11.. quite late la.. todae jan cum my hse.. we watch sum shows.. den she watch until slp.. hahaz..  slp again.. but is onli awhile la..  we regrated watching anastasia.. it's boring.. hahaz..  hai.. tml go skool le.. sian.. go skool not reali sian but study veri sian.. hahaz.. hao le.. take care everyone!!!

pi.li.pa.la

pi li pa la.. todae the agi training hor.. aiyo.. the bang is la pi li pa la wan lor..k la not tat bad but last week's better..  last week so nice and firm.. enjoy last week training but not todae.. it's becoz todae quite a number of skools nv cum.. den not as mani ppl as last week.. the marching oso not lyk last week so nice.. arh! prefer last week... todae i oso nv train wat la.. i was called to fall out.. to c c lor n tell them their mistake... den gt awhile sir sam not here den the sir lao heng call mi take.. den call mi gif a long command which i duno.. den he tell mi.. but i catch no ball becoz he say so fast nv breck down.. duno wat sumting sumting den ke hotmatan.. oso duno la.. i wan go learn liao.. hahaz.. lucky at tis point of time sir sam is back.. den i no need to take.. hehez.. so lucky.. after dismissal we haf our own xinmin mini training.. y call mini becoz onli veri little ppl.. becoz of sum kuku tat wan to go home n dun wan to train... after tat we go eat lor.. den jan n la cum my hse.. den jan slp again.. y i use again? hahaz.. without failed she cum how mani will 100% will slp how mani time de.. 4eva de lor.. hahaz.. den la play game play until veri ji dong.. veri funny lor.. den at abt 6 they go home.. i take bus wif them lor.. take until hougang central.. den jan take 80.. la take mrt.. i take back 325 lor.. den stella leave her wallet in the bus lehz.. lucky i take back the same bus lor.. la ar.. don b so fogetful le.. everyone take care!!!

hey..

hey.. tml gt AGI training again.. yeah!!! so fun de lehz.. hmm... todae oso the same la.. go skool study.. gt PE lehz.. play badminton.. so fun lor.. lucky ms ong nv cum or not we wun b able to play match liao.. hahaz.. after skool gt dance prac again.. b4 tat vian, la, mi sit wif godma and gang.. chat n play games lor.. den after tat prac liao lor.. den until 6.30 den go home.. after tat i go tkd.. todae i take my two junior for patten la.. coz grading on sun mahz.. they do quite well den nth to do le so i takan them.. not as tough as st john la.. they both haven 10 yrs old lehz.. i make them run, do kicking, do patten, sit up and sum exercise.. den still gt do star-jump.. i do wif them lor.. do until i jiao ruan lor.. hahaz.. abt 30+ 40 la.. reali jiao ruan.. 
sock.. c ur blog say ur project can work le.. yeah!!! felt happy for u.. nth will happen de.. waiting to c u finish it.. jia you!!!
jan.. tml taking sec 1 for first aid.. good luck wor!!! i noe now u still preparing.. jia you!!!
hong, qi.. feeling better? muz drink lots of water hor.. take good care of urself.. get well soon!!!

relax la..

todae oso go skool.. veri cold lor. den they don let mi off the fan.. stupid.. cold until wan die le.. hahaz.. afternoon at abt 1.50 i see my godma out and she take cab home.. den at 3 gt FIT meeting.. after meeting we saw jan n yen den tok tok lor.. after tat they say they wan pon POA.. den they reali pon.. they take their bags and leave lehz.. hahaz.. on the way home gt sum stories to hear.. hahaz.. nice lehz.. i lyk stories.. den we go library and go home le..

hey listen up:
sze.. smIle!!!
godma.. don sad sad le.. muz smile!! nu'er luv u oways..
sock.. continue to work hard ba.. jia you!!
hong, qi.. take care wor!! get well soon!
jan.. don angry le.. smile!!! angry not pretty le la.. hahaz.. if wan mei mei den 4get abt it ba.. and ya shu nu don scold bad word la.. hahaz.. u muz b a shu nu lehz.. juz take it easy.. smile!!

Hey every1 up there: wan to c u all smile.. rmb "a day of laughter is a day wasted" so smilE!!! i will oways b here for u all.. =)

slpy

todae duno y i so slpy lehz.. every lesson i slp.. n i mean every hor.. so wat lor.. coz cant tahan le.. den after skool the francel n huimin suan mi lehz.. they tell vian n la tat i slp for every lesson den they laugh n laugh n laugh lor.. slp veri funni mehz?? hahaz.. todae gt dance prac.. quite fun lor.. coz oways very funni de.. becoz of jan oways forget steps n isa so blur.. the onli time i not slpy is onli at the dance prac oso duno y.. qi tml i dun wan to c u in skool hor.. muz take care!!! sock.. don stressed le la.. everyone out there.. SmiLe!!! n ya monday rite i lost my specs lehz.. hai.. i will b lyk blind ppl le.. don dare to tell my mother.. i will die de.. tis few days i getting more n more forgetful le.. oso duno y.. siao liao la.. smILe!!!

frenz 4eva!!!

hey jan n sock.. u two reali noe mi well.. reali thanks alot for ur concern.. u two reali can can chun wo.. thanks so much!!!
sock.. there reali sumting nt rite.. but nvm.. don worry nth will happen.. U ar.. don worry abt ur dnt le.. juz do ur best.. there's alot of ppl around u supporting u.. jia you wor!!
jan.. i do felt tired.. but i duno if i overwork myself.. reali wan to haf a day rest.. forget abt everyting.. jan.. u oso ar.. smile!!! cheer up..

Tell u a short story abt frenship:
One dae, Love n Frenship met each other.
Love ask Frenship,"Why do you exist when I already exsit?"
Frenship replied," To put a smile when you leave tears behide."

u two.. rmb.. "a dAy wIthoUt lAugHteR iS a dAy waSteD".. i reali teasured our frenship lots.. if u got sumting borthering u n feel lyk telling sumone.. i will b here for u 24hrs..

..........

..i juz cant get over it.. ytd when i tok to qi abt it.. the sadness is still there.. lyk the day it happened.. juz duno y.. i noe it past long ago but......

sock.. don stressed la.. stressed = desserts.. bu yao fang qi.. wo hui zhi chi ni de.. smile!!!
Take Care everyone!

Take care!

qi n hong.. take care of urself wor.. if still having fever tml don go skool le.. every1 out der hu r sick take good care of urself too.. Hope u all can get well soon!!
jan sorri to make u worried ytd.. thanks for ur concern...

=(

todae oso the same ting go to skool lor.. den afternoon gt the meeting.. actually felt quite ok de until tha late afternoon.. i tok to ah qi abt sumting.. n i almost cry.. lucky at tis point of time jan, isa, xian, vian n la walk here.. and i control myself.. nth le.. ah qi muz take care wor.. i veri worried lehz.. plz do take care!!! smiLe!! i will try to smile de..

tired..

felt so tired.. todae gt st john.. frm 7-5 coz moring i go as pc den afternoon gt agi training.. i m the PC lehz.. so fun being a PC.. hehez... den afternoon we got agi training..we the xinmin sec 3s are in the GOH.. yeah!!! and sir shinway say they r trying to get the President to be the guest of honour.. wah!!! president lehz.. wow! cant wait for tat day to cum.. we oso gt a GOH t-shirt.. hehez.. so good hor.. but oso becoz of training wo la dao gen lehz.. so pain.. i duno is it i turn and raise my leg too forceful or wat den the gen run into a wrong way.. den i endure the pain n continue lor.. coz is fun.. hahaz.. now still pain.. erm.. if by tues still haven ok i wan to c a doctor liao coz sat gt training again.. altho is tiring but is fun..
Todae oso ITC result cum out liao.. im in the FIT.. not fit la.. is foot-drill instructor.. lyk wat linhong say in her blog i get into wat i wan.. happi.. but linhong nvm la.. u in FAT oso good mahz.. hahaz.. i tot u will b in FIT lor.. but.. hahaz.. same la still instructor mahz.. den a qi FIT.. oso werid werid de.. she gt the FAT look lor.. n i tink her first aid better.. hahaz.. They two sld switch.. Now hor.. being a instructor le.. i cant be timer when doing foot-drill le.. nvm.. next time gt every single chance to b timer i will snacth de.. hahaz.. being a timer is oso veri fun.. hey vivian.. don everytime snacth frm mi the timer la.. hahaz.. k la.. sumtime u take la.. now i not in sqaurd le u wan to b can b dao siao la.. wah.. today i tok alot lehz.. buai ta han.. hahaz.. todae alot to say mahz.. hehez.. and now july onli hor.. good.. becoz august i will b super bz.. alot of ting happening during august.. going to pula ubin.. going to national camp.. going to agi.. going to tkd tournement.. still gt teacher's day.. aiyo.. bz dao siao.. hahaz.. nvm la.. all is nice program.. n ya.. todae becoz i too tired liao so i skip my tkd training.. not i dun wan to go la.. is reali too tired le.. hahaz.. k le la.. i reali say alot todae lehz.. i sld stop now.. once again i would lyk to thank all those ppl hu wishes mi ytd n todae.. thanky.. =)

hey pal..

hey sock.. don worry so much le.. yi qie dou hui mei shi de.. wo hui you yuan you yuan zhi chi ni de.. wo men da jia yi qi jia you ba.. always rmb "a day without laughter is a day wasted n "a ton of worry cannot solve an ounce of prob".. so smiLe~ jia you!!! take care!!!

todae same lor go skool.. nth much happen.. meli juz now sad sad de.. cheer up k.. smile!!! hmm.. todae nv c my honey.. miss her lehz.. hai.. nvm la.. hahaz.. in skool i almost die lehz.. coz ppl in my class is killing mi lor.. hahaz.. ya lor..
argh!!!!!!!! now veri scare.. how!! no.. muz calm down.. no i cant.. argh!!! thanks to ppl hu help jia you.. i will jia you de!!!

todae..

todae after skool i go heartland wif godma n vian.. yeah! finally take neoprint wif godma le.. happi.. hahaz.. sorri ar ah qi nv wait for u.. u so late den dismiss..

hey everyone listen up! you qi shi ppl frm my class... now i going to tell u all a veri important ting.. which u all guess until siao oso duno is hu de.. hahaz.. now im going to expose hu is my lovly honey le.. hehez.. ok..

jaNice is my honey!!!!!!

hahaz.. oh my god im going to die tml in skool le.. huimin n the rest of them will kill mi.. don xiang too much la.. not a guy hu u all reali wish it is.. don ever bully my honey hor.. i will kill u de.. <> smilE!!! =)

smile!!!

hmm.. todae not bad la.. lyk tat lor.. my classmate still guessing.. ya lor.. the next day n tml i onli left wif 70cent.. im broke.. hmm..todae meli n ah qi gif mi xiao xin lehz.. so touched.. =) thanks so much!!!

sock: oral over le la.. don tink abt it le.. smilE!!! jia you wif ur dnt ba!!! jia you!!!
honey: wey wey.. muz b more n more happi wor.. don go around wif heavy heart.. study hard!! muz smile!!! lUv ya!! take care wor!

sock n honey: don let mi c u all sad hor.. later i will b veri worry lehz.. Wat is over is over le.. don tink so much le.. always rmb "a day without laughter is a day wasted" n "a ton of worry cannot solve an ounce of problem"... gt any prob can approch mi de.. b here for u two 24hrs.. smilE!!! smiLE!!! and sMIle!!!

hahaz..lolx..

hahaz..lolx..u all suan le ba.. you qi shi hui min n francel.. u two don ani how guess la..when 1 day u all noe the answer will kill mi de..hahaz..coz is reali nth lor.. hahaz.. my class ppl still guessing hu my honey is lor.. hahaz.. super funny lor.. tat stupid jun rong ar.. duno is hu den anihow get 1 guy frm my class den say is him.. dun b stupid la.. is not frm our class de la..


Meli thanks for ur tings.. i m so touched.. altho i nv cry or do aniting but im reali touched.. Thanks so much!!!

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hehez...

hmm.. ytd went out wif vivian.. we go take neoprint n walk walk awhile go home le lor.. actually rite is go out wif godma de.. but she sick.. second time miss the chance to go out wif her le.. nvm la.. will haf chance de..

hehez.. todae went out wif sock,joy n yen to watch spider man 2.. quite nice la.. tis two day go out spent quite alot of money lehz.. i m broke liao..

hahaz.. i gt a honey lehz.. whole world is asking mi hu is it lor.. dun tell u all guess urself.. onli veri few ppl noe lehz.. hahaz.. tat all..
[luV hoNey.. muackz!]

haPpI yOuth daY!!!

hapPi st JohN's day

happI sT joHn's daY!!! todae st john day lehz.. so fun.. veri nice lor.. everyone wear full u so smart lehz.. but hor rain lehz.. but nvm la.. after the parade hor we got cheer lehz.. yeah!! so nice.. den after skool meli, huiqi n sock we gt eat kfc lor.. den go home.. slp liao go taekwondo lor.. den now online n confernce call lor.. hahaz.. todae okok la.. wisH alL those hu take listening tml gOoD lUcK! aLl tHE besT!!! =)

y?

tis few days i had been tinking.. tinking of alot of ting.. i oso dun noe y.. it juz flash thru my mind.. mdm aminah is leaving st john le.. i tink back alot of tings.. the times we had together.. we not veri close but she reali has been there for us.. sumtimes she scold us.. sumtimes she is good to us.. i noe she scold us is oso for our own good.. wan us to improve.. so i nv hate her b4.. if there is oso sec 1.. coz sec 1 still dun noe how to tink..

Zone comp ting had oso flash thru..i reali don noe wat i wan to say abt it.. i m reali happi to noe our cheeku NA team gt 2nd.. everytime they say abt comp the disappointment of tat time we haf our comp will be back..my heart will b.... hai.. reali duno wat i will to say..
so far i haf been tinking abt st john ting.. i m reali scare tat i can't take my post now.. i scare i may not do a good job.. it is reali not easy...

sum happi times oso flash back.. is so sweet.. the days we all spend our time together.. we play together.. is reali veri happi.. but sad memories will oso stay..

i asked tis question: y always happi times will becum memories? y couldn't it stay 4eva?
n ah qi tell mi tis: memories.. will always be part of u...therefore, it is always there for u forever
so if u allow ur memories to be thought of... they will be wif u and u wil always be happi when u think of them....

I hope so..Thank u ah qi.. i will rmb tis de..

thanks!!!

wow.. now my blog so nice hor... hehez.. all thanks to yisze..thanks so much for helping.. veri nice lehz.. thank u!!!

hahaz..

hahaz.. i m now bad ger... u noe y.. i tell u.. i got total of 5 ear hole.. hahaz.. kididng.. not i bad la.. juz to beauty my ear.. hahaz.. no la.. juz to make my ear nicer la.. oso duno la.. hahaz... i will still guai guai de la.. hehez.. actually not pain de la.. so those hu wan more ear holes don scare is not pain at all.. blive mi.. even my da jie janice oso dare liao y u don dare.. hahaz... she reali brave todae lor.. nv shout or cry.. so brave hor.. coz she everyting scare tis scare tat de.. today nv lehz.. BRAVE.. good.. hahaz..

Waiting..

waiting.. waiting.. still waiting.. aiya.. can't wait for tat dae to cum.. is St John day.. yeah!!! i tink it will b super fun lor.. hehez... tis yr sec 4s having their last st john day in skool le.. sad.. hai.. nvm la.. it muz b a fun dae... aiyo..tat day gt PE lehz.. so fan ma.. muz change.. Aiya again.. tat day my recess not same wif the upper sec.. sobx.. =( hai... want to haf same recess wif them lehz.. too bad.. suan le.. nth can change my recess time le.. hahaz.. i tink the onli time seeing all my frenz in full u tat day will b in the morning.. hai..

tmd!!!

tmd.. u so li hai u plan urself la.. i so angry lor.. nth to say liao la.. juz to fa xie here.. bye.. stupid..

hai...

todae haf my moi everyting la.. okok lor.. first aid ok.. foot drill oso ok... but hor my theory paper die liao la.. 60marks hor not even 1 mark i can get.. hahaz.. nvm la.. wat is over is over.. ok lor.. lyk tat lor..

aiyo...

i now lyk indian liao la.. hahaz.. so tanned... tml i gt moi ar.. scary.. scare first aid lei.. oso don quite lyk fist aid.. not don lyk la.. lyk foot drill more than first aid lor.. MOI take 40% lei.. so mani.. den still gt course test.. take 25%.. scare fail course test... aiyo.. muz do my reali best.. i muz jia you!!! yeah!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!! all i noe is pain... i gt sun burn lor.. super pain lor... wan to die liao... lucky i put cream liao.. not so pain le... aiya but still pain lor.. hahaz.. today kayaking again... i take single todae.. coz odd number mahz... the onli one taking single.. todae is more fun than ytd la.. oso duno y lehz... hehez...still pain... argh... todae n ytd when we were yakaking we will all singing lor... hahaz... the song so nice lor... quite tired la... bye.. wait.. still veri pain.. hahaz.. k la.. good nite..

Song we sing when we will at kayaking:
St John, St John...
I luv St John..
We r one big family...
St John, St John wo ai ni!!!

I lyk tis song lor.. muz acho de.. cum on lets sing together..
Yeah!!!!

tired...

todae i go for kayaking... veri tired ar.. quite fun la.. got sun burn lor.. hahaz... n ya.. ytd 4get to say.. In camp Platoon 3 the best lehz.. hehez.. the good wan is the pc n 2i.c.. they all veri good.. Jeremy n joyce te best... We gt the lamest performace during campfire nite lehz.. n we r the most discipine pltoon.. so good rite.. hahaz...

P3:
We fight the sun
We fight the rain
We fight 2gether till we win tis game...

...

finally after camp.. quite tired la... altho tis camp is no veri tough, quite fun la.. after 1 year of hardwork finally promote le.. tis year i double promote.. very happi... at tis camp the last day veri boring lei.. debate lo.. actully i quite dissapointed when they say the best trainee tat time.. i was aiming for tat.. but nvm i noe i wun haf the chance coz sec 3 liao mahz... n mayb not reali enthu enough in tis camp.. i wan to congrate all those hu promote.. wah! 5ock, jan n adrian staff liao ar.. veri big liao.. muz jia you wor... i wan thank all hu help mi out n supporting mi all the way.. reali thank u.. I will work hard de.. hehez.. my sqard veri li hai liao hor.. most of them cpl liao... i noe all veri happi de... coz now junior will greet them le.. coz junior oways nv greet ic de.. hor huiqi.. hahaz.. tis huiqi hor always waiting for junior to greet her.. now will greet u liao la.. happi rite.. hahaz.. aiya n oso godma sorri lehz.. promise u wan to go out wif u today but i too tired le.. reali sorri.. ytd u 9+ call mi i slp le.. not i don wan to answer.. sorri.. go out wif u another day k.. sorri..

For alpha: Alpha is oways the best de.. u all don b disapointed bcoz we din get best company.. i tell u all y.. it becoz u all r not as enthu as bravo.. but we our bonding is better.. becoz we haf special proformance we always meet together n work together... it doesn't matter we don get best company.. WE R THE BEST!!!!!!

Alpha (2 clap) We rock (2 clap)
We rule (2 clap) the top (2 clap)
The skies (2 clap) we roam (2 clap)
The land (2 clap) we own (2 clap)
Go... Alpha...
Alpha!!! OoO yes...

yeah!!

yeah!! todae mdm treat us eat seoul garden!... than after tat we go heereen... wan to take pic but todae nv open lehz... aiyo so wat lor.. after tat vivi, ah qi, stella n mi go heartland lehz.. we go take neoprint... so happy... after tat go home lor.. aiya tire liao le.. bye...

Hey!

Hey! todae is my first time here.. hehez.. not much ting to say la... hmm.. wah.. todae koto test hor.. hai.. onli noe how to do 1 question lehz.. die die liao la... second year taking lehz... nvm la don care le.. todae oso vivian birthdaty.. we celebrate for her... she hor.. so blurr de..let mi bluff her so long.. hahaz.. i so li han.. oso nth le la.. Wish all taking olvels tml good luck n all the best! take care!