Thursday, August 27, 2009

HELLO!

hello my friends.
please do not worry.
i'm doing very very fine.
life still goes on. (:

just a little that i dislike.
adult stuff that i don need to handle
in the past, but now i have to do it.
i don want to grow up!
booooooooo.

school have been fine.
new module script writting now.
is a boring boring module.

thankyou friends for
all your company recently. (:


VINDICATED
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...



i know,
i am selfish,
i am wrong.


天天想你
i miss you mummy.


TAKECARE!
love! =D

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

few days have past.
had been busy with the wake.
i stay through the nights to accompany her.
the last day was horrible.
i couldn't describe how i feel.
at that moment i just broke down badly.

many friends came,
many friends left a message.
i really appreciate all that.
thankyou everyone.
thankyou for the company my friends.
it will be much tougher without you guys.
loves.


now,
all the resposibilities are on me.
everything is on me.
why am i going through this at this age?


i have to be strong for my family.
grandparents are old, brother is young.
i have to be strong for my friends.
i know they are all there for me.


you left without any words.
leaving me there don know what to do.
you always ask me this,
"eh girl, ni mei hai shi wo mei?"
of course i will say "wo mei la".
but deep down i know you are the prettiest.
mummy ni zui mei.
you will always be there, in my heart.

i love you mummy.
i know you will be watching us in heaven.


Radios in heaven
Your time has already come and I don't know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin' just fine
It seems like just yesterday
I was laughing with you
Playing games at Grandma's house
well you taught me well, didn't you?
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually isit just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do'
Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you
If they don't have radios in heaven
here's what I'll do
I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you

Tell me can you hear me now
if not, then I can try to sing real loud
What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?
I hope I'm just like you
I hope I turn out to be as good as you


TAKCARE!
love! =D

Saturday, August 15, 2009

she is gone just like that.
why do you want to leave us?
mummy, iloveyou.

Friday, August 14, 2009

HELLO!

i'm going to blog in short.
cos i'm quite lazy though.
school are as usual.
nothing much to mention.
training today!
did a circuit called "ferlicia".
4 stations 20s on 10s off.
that can kill man.
short and sweet.


"When you feel like giving up,
remember why you held on for so long in the first place"

Coming together is a beginning.
Keeping together is progress.
Working together is success.
what are we waiting for?


no photos today.
blog songs changed.
i don know when am i so tired.
exhausted.


TAKECARE!
love! =D

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

HELO!

i slept super early this morning.
like around 6am? hahaz.
was too busy with all the photos!
cant stop smiling to myself.
madness is really totally madness.
hahaz.

woke up at 7am and off to school.
had a audio test.
lunhed and nap at audio room.
went to do my editing after that.
and off for training.

did 3 exercise today!
"jiale", "jasmine" and "evelyn"
it was quite crazy.

back to do my editing.
cos submission is tml.
manage to finish at 10pm.
had dinner and homed.



circle is round,
round is circle.
how do we get out of this round circle?
hmm...

i'm in need to sleep now.
very very tired.
going off real soon.
yawns...


gonna load up jamie's 21th photos.
thankyou mo love bernice for the photos!
enjoy! (:


PHOTO TIME!

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look at the kuku ptgf!

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let's smile! (:

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irene kuku and me!

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bleah!

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jamie with the roses!

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smiles!

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me, jamie and irene kuku!

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isn't it sweet to recieve flowers?

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happy 21th jamie!

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at the suntec fountain!

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make a wish! huat ah!

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berince mo love and me!

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xiaobai and me!

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8years smalleye friend!

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Fullerton hotel!

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the blind folding process!

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the Fullerton toilet!

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more more!

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cheers!

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bleah!

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do you want to take a bath?

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heeee!

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this is nice!

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say cheese!

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love!


TAKECARE!
love! =D

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

HELLO!

it's a happy mon!
met up with madness at marina bay.
kong was not there with us.
down to marina barrage.
is our picnic and kite flying session!
hahaz. we spend quite some time to fix the kite.
all of us were quite noob.
i manage to make the kite fly!
wooooo!

happily flying the kite.
but suddenly something stupid happen.
the string got stuck at my ear stud.
and the rest start laughing like mad.
what so funny huh?
it was quite retarded. hahaz.

it was just a short session.
cos we have to go down jurong to support kong.
many food, much laughter, much stupidness!

cabbed down to jurong point after that.
kong our superstar had her show quest final.
she sang 2 songs and is very nice know.
we cheer and scream like mad for her.
time for the result.
kong was in the top three.
congrats kong! (:
my superstar always!
dinner over at pizza hut.
and all went home after that.

a great day with madness!
even though they bully me the whold day,
calling me ahboy one full day,
the funny scandal with bigbigeye,
the kuku-ness that everyone have,
all the retarded stuff we did,
but i still love madness!

this is how we should be.
let's always be this way ya?
what we had been through make us stronger.
no word can describe how much i love madness.
madness always! (:


the saturday, the sunday and the monday!
jasmine feel so loved by your! (:

i had an enjoyable long weekend.
with the great companies of my friends.
i have joy, i have fun, i have season in the sun!
hahaz thankyou very much!
i cannot imagine my life withou you people.
i love you guys! (:



just be contented.



PHOTO TIME!

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bigbigeye and me!

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i like!

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roar! we were that bored while
waitig for the rest. hahaz.

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the sandwich i made!

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fruit that bigbigeye prepare!

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furby made this potato salad!

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furby and me trying to fix the kite!

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botak furby!

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ptgf flying kite!

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fly kite fly kite!

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go bigbigeye and girlfriend!

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fly that higher!

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bigbigeye!

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colours make life wonderful!

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bleah!

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the injured kite!

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barrage!

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picnic picnic!

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is not easy to fly a kite know!

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she is retarded right? hahaz.

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candid is always nice!

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blue is beautiful!
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girlfriend,me and ptgf!

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bigbigeye trying to squeeze in too!

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i'm not a boy please! hahaz.

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scandal scandal!

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and a passerby walk past!
LOL!

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we had lots of fun!

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love love! (:

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whee!

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let's jump!

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one more!

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the reflection!

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time to go!

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bleah! we were actually washing our feet.

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look at our superstar april kong!

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jiayou kong!

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boooo!

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jasmine likes this!

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ptgf and me!

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look at furby!

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retards? hahaz.

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heee!

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our superstar always!
many loves to madness! (:

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the pi kongs!

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i just love her voice!

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look at kong's vote!

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oh i saw raudah there!

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is us again! hahaz.

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hahaz.

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smile!

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kong is forever retarded!

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the shark has a flower!

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the look at the rose!

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waiting for her mr right!
hahaz.

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giving you our support always!

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heeeee!


TAKECARE!
love! =D