hiding away,
but when reality hit me.

i just realised that nothing has been okay.
all along i'm just running from the fact,
i just refuse to accept it.

whenever something happened,
i'll just break down and cry.
i'm not like this in the past.
not at all...

i don't want to face all this.
i don't want to take up the responsibility.
i don't want to learn to be a grown up.
i don't want!
is all just too hard for me.

do they have radio in heaven?
i miss you mummy,
i miss you gonggong.

ps. please be good little brother.


thankyou for being here with me,
if not all these will be even harder. <3

With your presences,
I’m not afraid of anything,
and i am happy & contented.

i love you with all my heart.

i'm always happy with you around,
becos you are so amazing!
iloveyou. (:

throughout all these time,
i learn to accept everything that is happening.
i lower my ego,
i lower my expectation.
i did not lose myself,
i did not not being myself.

i’m doing all this is because i believe in love,
and i know one day, we will be the same again.

我不会离开。
我会给你最好的我， 因为我爱你。

when will you pick up

my hand and hold it tight again?

我们之间的空白格。

为什么不能把我的过去忘掉？

为什么两个相爱的人不能在一起。

我知道你是爱我的。

我爱你。

she is such a wonderful singer!



i'm only human,
i need more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me.

can we be like how we used to be?