im back to blog.
a new year is cuming.
now i will blog wat i did tis few weeks.

ok! start wif jasline's bday.
we celebrated at kbox.
is ladies nitez.
veri cheap.
we sang for 7 hrs.
coolx ritez. lolx.
and here is sum pics.

went out wif BL shou de ren.

we had lots of fun.

sing siNG SING!

after tat we went to suntec.

took lots of pics.

A FUN DAY!

another outing.

sjab outing!

went out wif sOck, vian, stella and ahliang.

went to town to shop.

a nice outing.

lets go out more often!

went for training.

but tis time training is not as usual.

brought the sec3s for dragonboat.

and tis are ppl hu came.

well no more mood to blog le.

cos of tat kuku JENNA!

hao ba.

continue next time.

disappointment.

passion?

hmm.

TAKECARE!

love! =))

hmm...

a picture speak a thousand words.

tats all.

haiz.

well im back!
after so long.
ya i noe u miss me.
hahaz.

exams over.
intership finally ended.
and im enjoying my holiday now.

haf been slacking at home tis few days.
i haven been really resting well tis year.
and finally tis is the time.
im enjoying the break.

holiday holiday!
guess wat i did again?
i dyed my hair again!
well. no skool, no stjohn.
so... hahaz.
tis holiday i wan to play play play!
im not busy at all.
ask me out!

nth much to blog.
tats all abt me now.
yup.

xmas is cuming!
party party!
hahaz.

i miss alot of my frens.
hope to gather wif everyone in tis holiday.
i love my frens! =D

i felt so forgotten.
hmm...
nth much.
tink too much.
hahaz.

TAKECARE!
love! =))

i love tis picture!

the memories.

i love memories too!

here to blog again.

din go to skool todae.

cos lesson cancelled for us.

went for training in the evening.

physical drop drop drop!

drop lyk shit.

i cant push myself lyk last time.

becos i don wan?

becos of my lazyness?

becos i don wan suffer?

becos of?

damn! weak mental!

OMG wake up la JASMINE!

i don noe wat happen.

i wan to be lyk last time.

i really hate myself for tis.

wat had happen?

wats wrong?

kuku!

ok.

the urge of learning keyboard

and singing is back.

hmm.

went to 2 vocal training b4.

actually oso din do anyting.

and tis 2 training found out tat

im actually haf tone deaf.

and the keyboard lesson onli

learn how to do the warming up of fingers.

hahaz. kuku.

leave there partly is becos

the teacher not good.

but oso becos no time.

well well well.

sld i?

hmm.

i really misses alot of frens.

hope to meet up soon.

i misses YOU,

YOU and YOU!

hahaz.

smile! =D

going to slp.

b4 i end.

i wan to say,

I SAW WEIQI TODAY!

hahaz. ok tats all.

goodnitez!

TAKECARE!

iloveyou my frens! =))

ok!

here to say.

im FINALLY 17!

hahahahaz.
THANKYOU TO EVERYONE!

i had enjoy my birhday.

surpise number 1.
edwin, anthony, joshua, ch,

nic and teacher cheated me!
during break teacher called and ask me out.

den i go find her.

back to cafe there's a cake there.

hahaz. surpise!

THANKYOU so much!

i really appreciate alot.

and thanks to teacher for tat

HUGE bag of FOOD!

but is gone after db training.

hahaz.

surpise number 2.

FLOOR, EGG and WATER attack!

omg! im so dirty!

tis is wat u get when the ppl frm

dragonboat know when is your bday.
thanks ar! hahahahaz.

TRAINING!

training started todae.

and omg!

physical drop until...

we did alot of sets todae

.

now is time to say thankyou!

THANKYOU to

smses-

elaine

wenbin

qiaoli

weiqi

chengwai

ah vian

shiyun

stella
aishah

sab

joyce
kevin kor

ah bao

kunny

veron

shuzhen

bernie lee

angela

pohchuan

kelly

matthew

ah hong

leonard

my mummy

ah mertz
godma

jasmine foo

mingxian

kinyang

sOck

jenna

testi frm frenster-

josephine

feeq

rongrong

meiyan

karen

huiru.

tagboard-

ahmao

eric

qiaoli

ruby lim qiaoting

qiaohui

ah vian

jasline the yellow banana

really THANKS ALOT!

THANKYOU to

sOck and ahvian!

for posting it in your blogs.

received call frm xiong.
he wishes me on the line.

THANKYOU!

jan called too!

i tot she forget me le.

she wishes me too and

she ended the call wif

iloveyou! hahaz.

so sweet.
i really miss her much!
muz TAKECARE ya?

THANKYOU!

stay happy always! =))

qiaohui oso called.

THANKYOU!

i really miss you!

i noe u r sick.
muz TAKECARE k?

get well soon! =D

THANKYOU to joshua,

edwin and anthony!

thanks for the cake! =p

THANKYOU to db gers!

i noe u all plan alot for tis.

im veri dead.

u all happy ritez? hahaz.

we haf fun ya?

hahaz. BEWARE OF UR BIRHDAY!

im going to revenge! lolx.

THANKYOU!

im really shock tat sum ppl hu

we din contect at all rmb me!

for eg, frens frm seals,

frens frm international camp/obs.

and lots lots more.

hahaz. really thanks alot!

altot we din contect,

i really miss all of u.

we had lots of fun in the past.

muz meet up again if we haf the chance.

missesyou guys!

and of cos muz thank all the sjab peeps!

how can i forget u ppl!

i miss of YOU can?!

nvm. our yearly christmas party is cuming!

cant wait to see of you.

really thank thank thank YOU!

hahaz. and of cos muz thank the juniors too!

muz TAKECARE ar everyone!

AND THANKYOU to tos hu wishes me!

THANKYOU!

THANKYOU!

THANKYOU!
smile! =D

ok happy happy ya?

hahaz. but there is oso

sum disappointment.

sum ppl tat i tot they will

rmb tis day forget all abt it.

well. nvm.

back to happy stuff!
picture!!!

pohchuan and me! we share the same birthday.

pohchuan, laoshi and me! FLOORED! lolx.

tis is wat u get when ppl frm db noes ur birthday.

BIG PROJECT GOING ON!

wash wash wash!

the fatty me. i feel so clean suddenly!

FRESH! say cheese!

a cheese cake baked by my ruby!
THANKYOU ruby!

yeah! tats it for my bday tis year.
if i left out anyone, im sorry.

last but not least,
once again.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
i really appreciate everything.
i LOVE all of YOU seriously!
so in love wif all my frens! =D

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
LOVE LOVE LOVE! =))

-a day without laughter is a day wasted-

is a sunday!

and i sld say

IM SO PROUD of myself todae!

cos i went up to 73 story high

step by step.

1336 step up!

the vertical marathon!

wake up veri early tis morning.

get ready to for the marathon.

joyce, ahmao, xinyi and me climb together.

we chiong at first.

guess wat?!

we are tired at the 8th floor already.

and we still haf lyk around 65 story to go?

hahaz.

but we continued to climb up.

joyce chiong up all the way.

so ahmao, xinyi and me climb together.

we keep encouraging each other.

wait for each other.

the tired part is around when im at 36th floor.

but after u endure thru everyting is alritez.

encouraging each other is really impt.

next most tiring part is around 63th floor.

headache plus leg ache plus veri breathless.

hahaz. BUT!

i tell myself we are reaching!

really veri tiring.

we went in the finishing line!

ahmao got 17.35min

i got 17.37min

xinyi got 17.38min

joyce got 12.32min.

joyce got 3rd in the our category.

QIANG!

i wan to go next year!

so FUN!

hu wan to go?

can join me!

hahaz.

went around to shop wif

ahmao and jasline after tat.

and not fogetting jasline.

she came to support!

thankyou!

all of us are shag.

hahaz. too slpy already.

so went home around 4 plus.

and i bought myself a dumbbell.

and is only 10 dollor.

good buy.

ahmao and i cant find hula hoop.

got to train.

i wan to tone my muscle.

and get rid of tat stupid tummy.

and of cos to SLIM DOWN!

but im so lazy!

hahahahahahahahahhahaz.

PICTURE PICTURE PICTURE!

2209! promoting my number!

getting ready! we are going UP!

we finished! our number tag and medal!
wait plus our free drink! lolx.

xinyi, jasline the supporter, joyce, me and ahmao!

and the army guys!

leg aching.
lazy to walk.
knee cap pain too.
tink use to much on knee already.
so slpy!
yawn.
i haf a good exprience todae.
LETS GO AGAIN!
hahaz.

TAKECARE my frens!
love! =D

im going to start the post wif a

BIG THANK YOU to

joyce, jasline, sab and ah mao!

thanks for the surpise!

thanks for the prezzie!

thanks for trying the strip me! hahaz.

thanks for the cake!

thanks for the bday song!

thanks for EVERYTING!

i really appreciate alot! =))

was ask to go kbox ytd.

meet sab and go to cline to meet the rest.

on the way i sense sumting wrong.

cos sab is werid.

hahaz.

went into the kbox.

after awhile jasline say she is cold.

i noe they are up to sumting.

so i refuse to lend her my jacket.

but she keep saying tat she is cold.

im not tat heartless.

so i lend her my jacket.

and the nitezmate starts frm here.

they start to attack!

trying strip me!

lolx. wanting me to change into a dress

tat they haf bought for me.

BUT i struggle.

lying on the floor.

crawling around.

try to get away.

and finally!

i run out of the room.

all the waiter walk past wif a werid look.

hahhaaz.

in the end they drag me into the toilet.

and get me change into it.

omg! nitezmate.

hahahahaz.

tats my bday gife frm them.

the dress wif heals and a big round earring.

thankyou so much!

thankyou to joyce and chuanqin

for the baby-G watch and the bear.

they celebrated my bday early for me there.

after tat we sing all the way till 6am.

thankyou for the surpise!

really thanks so much.

esp sab.

i noe u r sick.

sorry and thankyou.

get well soon ya?

TAKECARE!

going to post sum picture.

trying hard to get away!

they are FORCING me to the toilet!

got changed. my 1 years old bday! lolx!

*wishing*

the gers!

THANKYOU!
iloveyou GERS! =D

vertical maranton tml.
JIAYOU!

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love all! =))

well im back to blog.
in skool now.

but i don realli feel lyk doing anyting.

my hardisk got prob.

so i left it at home to format.

and i copy my file to my thumbdrive.

but when i reach skool,

i found out i din copy the file im wokring now.

is tis damn or wat.

hahahaz. kuku.

after i type tos up there.

around 15min later.

i found out tat i actually haf the file!

juz tat i din find properly juz now.

wahahahhahahahahhahaaz.

lame!

lag of slp tis few weeks.

so slpy everyday.

no training tis week.

but went to gym on the trainings day.

hand muscles ache.

so tired.

im going to post sum pics.

the race picture

FOCUSING!

getting ready to fight!

and here we GO!

the gers!

the team i love!

they came. i love sOck and krissy!

tats all.
going to start project.
i haf waste 1 and half hr.
hahaz.

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
ilove all of YOU! =D

todae is mon.
skool starts todae.
boring!!!
project project and project.
hahaz. BUT i don care.
cos i finish already.
so im juz slacking all the way.
still in skool now.
i wan to go home!!!
hahaz.

SUNDAY!
the finals.
guys got in 4th for the minor final.
good job guys!
you did ur best already.

as for mixed team.
we got in second for semi final.
we din get a chance to go grandfinal.
so we went to plate final.
we came in second!!!
we are so happy!
we row real hard for it.
laoshi decided to send us for MR500.
cos he is quite happy wif the result of tis race.

GERS!
well done.
even tho we din get tings back for laoshi,
we did our best already ritez.
lets train hard for MR.
let everyone tat we are there.
we are not lousy.
WE CAN DO IT!!!
JIAYOU! =))

went to marina for steamboat after race.
to celebrate qinyi's bday.
there are around 21 of us.
the guys eat alot.
they are scary.
hahaz. gave qinyi a surpise.
but she noe already.
not fun! went home after tat.
so tired.

last race of the year.
river regatta 2006 ended.
WELL DONE ITE!
lets do better for the next race.
we muz do LAOSHI proud!
ITE DRAGONBOAT WOOSA!!!
JIAYOU! =D

and and and!
i saw ah HONG!
hahaz. miss her so much!
my buddy lehz.
and of cos i took a picture wif her.
i miss the rest too.
the sjab days.
my sweet memories.

laoshi giving us 1 week break.
training will resume on next tues.
and i wan to make full use of tis break.
i wan to slp early every nitez!
so slpy now days.
yawn. hahaz.
gtg to do project alredy.

TAKECARE everyone!
love all! =p

11/11.
river regatta 2006.
well ITE has done well so far.
laoshi is quite happy wif the result.
i rowed for women and mixed.
we came in 4th for women.
none of us is sad lyk sava.
becos nth happened.
n0 corkup, no prob.
is juz tat we are not strong enuff.
tats the truth.
we noe tat.

as for mixed we came in first.
we will be rowing for final tml.
pray hard for a good ending.
i noe WE CAN DO IT!

sOck and krissy came over to take a look.
went out wif them after
collecting goodie bag for vertical maranton .
went to marinasquare to chill.
so happy to see them.
miss them much.
i enjoy myself.
crap and joke alot.
lets go out more ya?
hahaz. AND
thanks to zhenglin for the ride home!
ilove sOck!
ilove krissy! =))

i wan to.
i really wan to.
but im juz too....
detamination!
y? i wan to be lyk last time.
TAKECARE my frens!
iloveyou! =D

-gap. so far.-

ok i noe my blog is rotting.
juz don feel lyk on-ing my com tis few days.
tired plus lazy ba.
had been facing the com for 8hrs a day.
chionging all the project.
tats all for skool.
boring.

went back to sjab todae.
last activity of the year.
tok to the sec 2s.
don tell me they are juz entertaining me.
i do see potenial in them.
don give them up.
if everyone give up on them,
hu will help them?
i really trust them.
i noe they will change.
i believe.
well the corp is so diff now.
wat can we do to change?
well. we muz do sumting.
hmm...

tis is scary.
race is tml.
we are racing wif strong ppl.
first heat will be wif
NTU, NUS, SMU and NYP.
onli the strong survive.

GERS!
it will be a tough fight tml.
BUT we muz believe we can.
Believing is Seeing.
remember?
no strong team are out
for the first time and they win.
every strong team start off wif losing.
and they learn thru it.
we haf enuff of losing.
is time for us WIN ritez?
hu is NTU?
hu is NUS?
hu is SMU?
hu is NYP?
lyk wat laoshi say they are all human.
we cant haf the tinking tat
they are strong, we are going to lose.
NO! NO NO!
WE MUZ WIN!
WE CAN WIN!
WIN for our MR500 race!
WIN for LAOSHI!
lets no disappoint laoshi again.
he put in alot of effort for us.
we can do sumting for him ritez?
juz a medal for him.
LETS DO IT!
i believe!
YOU muz believe too!
JIAYOU! =))

TAKECARE lots!
love all! =D

im back to blog!
after so mani days.
i have a nice weekend.
oh did I?
hahaz. yes i did!

alritez is a sat.
went for training.
din train anyting.
cos im still sick.
wasnt feeling good.
race are near im sick!
hahaz. lucky is not sick on race day.

went for dinner after training.
and we get home to change.
meet mao, sab, jas and jo.
we went to pub for a drink.
well we are crazy inside.
played sum game wif the angmo.
hahaz. jo went off to meet bf after tat.
and the rest of us took cab to cine.
KBOX! we sang till 6am.
we will shouting all the way inside.
i don look sick inside i tink.
we had fun!
craziness!

slpt at 7am and wake up at 3pm.
went to harbourfont to meet edwin ng and joshua.
we went to vivocity.
and i OMG for alot of time there!
first OMG!
tats place is so huge!
full of shops?
no no no! is OMG!
full of ppl!
im hafing a serious dizziness and all i see is PEOPLE!
make my head spin more.
wasnt feeling well too.
stupid sickness.
so we din really shop.
we went to watch death note.
when i step into cinema,
OMG!
the screen is super BIG!
nice and comfortable place to watch a movie.
deathnote is a veri nice show.
sld go and watch.
i muz watch part 2!

and there it goes.
is a mon.
a day to go to skool again.
as usual wake up early in the morning.
BUT when is time to step out.
im still at home.
hahaz. cos i choose to stay at home.
still not fully recover.
not feeling well plus veri tired.
got a bad stomach.
boo! lousy.
first time sick so long.

tues!
back to skool!
did new project.
was rather slack.
cos my brain is not working.
and is training time.
do swimming circult and rowing at the pool.
den to the track for running.
and after tat we did alot on tigh.
went to centery for dinner after tat.
and home sweet home.

TODAY!
did project the whole day in skool.
went home after tat.
watch click.
is a nice show.
hahaz.
stomach is still rowing.
hao le hao le.
enuff. hahaz.

ah frens!
im missing all of you!
zhen de zhen de.
love! =))

im so slpy.
yawn.

TAKECARE!
love all! =D

todae is a holiday
and im stuck at home.
so sorry to edwin ng and joshua.
supose to go out wif them de.
but im down wif fever.

photoshop are making me crazy.
so complicated.
the teacher get frastrated easily.
tis is the worst part.
actually photosop is fun.
but the teacher sucks.
hope i can do well for tis sub.
tis sem muz get a gpa 4.

went home early ytd.
i got a super bad headache and
im down wif fever.
the feeling sucks.
so xin ku.
so went home at around 2plus.
din go for training.
i really cant take the pain.
went to see a doctor at nitez.
took medicine and went to bed.

din haf a good slp.
wake up for a few time.
wake up at around 11plus todae.
no more headache but still hafing fever.
kuku. waste my holiday.

ok tats all for todae.
going to rest.
and i brought a hardisk already.
120gb for 178.
is cheap!
hahaz.

laine.
cheerup k?
forget about it.
cos no matter wat u haf to de.
is matter of time.
give up early is better.
tis process will b tough.
but i noe u can de ritez?
mummy is always here.
iloveyou!
SMILE! =))

TAKECARE!
love all. =))

is a sun.
i haf a veri nice slp.
i woke up at around 4plus in the afternoon.

went to hg mall to collect sumting.
went to my little cousin
1 month old dinner.
he got a very nice name, yu ren.
so nice ritez.

alot of my cousins are there.
veri long nv gather le.
jiahui and jiayi is still as chubby.
the cute little ryan is still so cute.
my little cousin yuki is still as pretty.
rachael is still as long!!!
hahaz. she is so tall la.
they are so changes too.
gary's voice break.
hahaz. so funny.
so not use to it.
a veri man voice wif a boyboy look.
opps! he is going to kill me.
teri is still the same.
still as kuku.
nv grow up de.
hahahahahhahaz.

i found a died pixel on my hp.
so not nice.
can it b fix?

im playing audition tis few days.
is a veri nice game.
adited to it already.
but im a noob.
fingers get tangled easily.
hahaz.

well.
after tinking for sum time.
i decide to dote myself by buying tings.
im going to spend my attachment pay.
i wan a MP3.
either a iRiver E10 or a Sandisk.
budget around 380 ba.
a external hardisk.
a 80gb or 100gb?
budget around 180 ba.
and wif onli tis 2 item,
im going to speed 580 dollar already.
OMG! more den half of my pay.
hahaz. but im going buy it.

i need a bag and a casual shoes too.
my shoes is spoil and my bag is old.
well if i spend below 580 for tat 2 tings,
i will get the money to buy tis 2 tings.
wahahahahaz.

ok tats all for todae.
going to play audition!
hahaz.

TAKECARE!
love all! =D

-sorry-

im back.
blog has been died for quite sum time.
lazy to blog.

attachment over.
im back to school for fast track.
still not back to my own class yet.
everyting is really veri fast.
1 project a week.
within 6 weeks muz finish the module.
is tis crazy or wat.
JIAYOU for myself.

lots of tings happened.
i don lyk tis year.
everyting is so not on the ritez path.

i got no more motivation.
no more motivation to do tings.
not tat confident anymore.

i really don noe how to face it.
im juz trying onli.
i haf not really get over it yet.
no. not yet. im trying hard.
but...
is painful.

felt guity.
for 2 reason.
it shall be a secret.
im sorry.
veri sorry.

i don noe wat to blog already.
too much tings are up in my head.
i don noe how to continue.
i really don noe.
i don wan to tink anymore.

i wonder y do i tink
so mani tings tis days.

and

im alritez everyone.

really.

don worry abt me.

don need to ask me to cheerup.

im STRONG.

im still the hyper JASMINE!

it leave a deep scar there.
and it really hurtz.

TAKECARE!
iloveyou my frens! =))

these days are bad.
real bad.
don noe wats going on.

23th and 24th.
dragonboat SAVA race.
first day is 200m.
laoshi din put me in mixed team.
how i wish i could be in there wif them.
becos im not there for many many trainings.
stupid attachment.
for women's
we are into plate final.
but we lost.

second day is 500m.
dreaming tat laoshi will put me into mixed todae.
yup dreaming.
so there goes my dream.
ok i noe im not good enuff.
nth to say.

we row real hard and we came in 2nd for women's.
tats only the heat.
but we are all veri happy.
semi final.
sumting went wrong.
our last 80m went messy.
power drop plus messy so we came in 5th.

say goodbye to grand final so we r in to plate final.
everyone is hungry for medals.
so we row hard.
but same ting happen.
tis time round near 50m everyting went wrong.
reach the finishing line.
all the gers r juz simply veri frastruted and sad.
all heads down.
went up laoshi tok to us.
tears fill up my eyes.
i hold it back and joke around wif them.
sab came to me and she cried.
i can feel how frastructed she is.
my tears row down.
is over already.
we did our best le.
wat we can do now is try harder.
much harder.
good job for todae.
JIAYOU!
WE MUST CUM BACK STRONGER!
I WAN MEDAL!
YOU WAN MEDAL!
WE WAN MEDAL!
not for me or you but for ITE!

went off to work after tat.
funan road show.
im already half died.
without eating anyting after rowing.
and row for few race.
im juz simply stoning.
and at tis time william sir called.
went to a coner to pick up.

he make my tears row down.
juz becos of the tings he said.
he don expect me to fail.
he look up on me.
but i disapoint him.
i can sense it.
i really appriciate that,
he actually tried hard to fight for me.
but commitee don allow.
so....

he tinks the same way as i tink too.
he told me,
"don give up becos of tis stupid theory.
i really tink is useless."
well tat is wat i tink so.
he told me alot ting.
i will bear tat in mind.

he is a nice sir.

thank you william sir!
best SI ever.

back to work.
sold 1 laptop todae.
after work went to haf dinner.
is on company treat.
after tat went to party world wif the working frens.
i din sing.
i lyk to hear them sing.
thier singing is veri nice.
esp adele and john.
at least they brighter my day by abit.
cos when u haf tings to do.
and when u are enjoying the nice music.
u will forget the tings tat happpen.

now back home.
time is 4.42am.
i going for dragonboat camp.
4 days 3 nitez.
going to slp now.
haf to wake up at 7.30.
shagged!

TAKECARE!
love all!

failed.
comfirm fail.
i put in alot of effort.
i take it veri seriously.

sum are juz there to kill time.
sum give a hack care attitude.
sum are juz simply cant make it.

i chiong all the way.
but they failed me,
juz becos i fail theory.
if i can study,
i wun end up in ite.
everyting is juz so unfair.

ok tats the end of it.
at least im glad tat i been thru
the camp wif bravo and oscar.
im juz going to stop at senior nco.
no more officer course for me.
ended. fullstop.

staff JASMINE chen.
-fail to lead-

TAKECARE ALL!
love.

im back im back.

attachment over.

but im still as busy.

OTC re exam.

everyting is set.

shall onli wait and see.

pass or fail?

up to them.

ok my ah gong died.

not the wan staying wif me.

but another wan.

was there for the funaral tis 2 days.

im not close to him.

only see him few times b4.

so im not veri sad.

but when the first day i saw his body.

my tears row down.

heartace, he is still my grandpa after all.

haf to go there for few more nitez.

juz finish reading sum blog.

everyone is puting effort in training.

they are training veri hard.

they are preparing for race.

wat m i doing???

i wan to go training.

but tings are holding me back.

i wan a sit.

i wan to row.

but don deserve a sit at all.

i shall give sits to ppl hu train hard

and i will juz sit and watch.

gers JIAYOU!

got nth much to blog.

will continue when i haf the mood to blog.

veri tired now.

attachment over.

skool starting tml.

goodnitez.

TAKECARE!

LOVE! =))

BOO!
im back.
haf been real busy.

ATTACHMENT!
been to comex IT show.
doing show is diff.
is veri competative.
becos u need to fight wif other brand.
as for funan they cum becos they wan the brand.
but is fun.
manage to sell 5 in the 2 days and
a customer brought 2 laptop, 2 desktop and 2 TX frm me.
not bad not bad.
cos roadshow haf commision.
hahhaaz.

attachment cuming to the end.
i haf been enjoying actually.
but the rest hate it.
hahaz. i noe im werid.
going back to work partime.
since they wan to hire me.
hahaz.

TODAY
OFF todae.

wake up early in the morning.

went for SMC wireless training.

after tat stay in the office to finish my logbook.

and den help to fix the chair.

went off at around 3pm.

saw ah ma at hg interchange.

went to pay bill le jiu go home.

reach home and poom!

zzz. hahaz. i took a nap.

din go for training.
becos i wan a break.
sorry gers.
i haf not been slping and resting well enuff
ever since the roadshow.
esp after camp din haf enuff slp.
so wanted to stay at home to rest.

OTC
went for OTC camp.
well i enjoyed the camp wif oscar.
and of cos the whole BRAVO.
first nitez we had 3 triage after firedrill.
tis is crazy. hahaz.
i was 1 of the IC for the 3rd trail.
quite fun.
only slp for 1hr 45 min tat nitez.
45min b4 fire drill and 1hr after triage.

2nd day.
land expetition.
wow! my grp walk the most.
we walk 30km.
leg almost drop out.
hahaz.
campfire in the nitez.
MC was sOck, meizhu, me and a guy.
well not bad i tink.
had fun.
book out after campfire due to
attchment next day.
heard frm my grpmate tat
OSCAR got the best grp!
GOOD JOD OSCAR!

I LOVE BRAVO,
I LOVE OSCAR!

MIRACLE DO HAPPEN!
just got a mail.
the OTC comittee is giving me another chance.
they making a re examination for me.
tis is a good news!
but im afraid tat i will fail again.

william sir email me too.
he ask me to treasure my chance.
he wan to see me on 23th sept.

they giving me a chance.
i will treasure it de.
they look upon me.
i don wan to disapoint anyone.
i hope i can pass.
JIAYOU! =))

i misses everyone!
lost contect to the world.
negelected everyone.
-sorry-

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love all! =D

BOO!
im back!
back to blog.
i have been too tired to blog.
too lazy to blog.

im very thankful to everyone.
no worries,
im alritez.
and of cos im fine.
im still the happy JASMINE!
the wan hu always SMILE! =))
thank you for all your concern.
i appreciate it alot.
THANK YOU!
i love all of you!

i have lots of tings to say.
but i don noe how to start.

CHANGES
hmm.
everyting starts to change.
alot of tings doesnt seems to be the way i wan.
not the way i tot it is suppose to be.
is so diff frm the past i had go thru.
first time in my life
going thru so so so many failure at a go.
so so so many tough time at a go.

wat to do?
i have to accept the changes.
but the stubbon me refuse to do it.
in the end hu suffer?
ha is me myself.
really had a tough time.
but now after so so so many days of tis.
i really had tink thru it.
i noe is tough.
but i haf to bite it thru.

working life is tough.
climbing up higher is tough.
to fight hard is tough.
everyting is tough.
but sumtimes you get to
learn in tis tough process.
yes im learning now.

im no longer young kid.
no longer the wan tat can live freely.
no stress, no trouble, no problem.
onli ting is to play, eat and slp.
wow such a nice life ya?
the funny ting is
when we are young,
we all wan to grow up fast
cos alot haf the tinking tat
when we grow up we get freedom
and of cos we don need to study anymore.
tats wat i tink when im young too.
but for now...
how i wish im still a young kid.
hahaz.

FAILED
i had accepted the failure.
wat to do?
hu to blame?
wat can i do to change?
i don wan bother it anymore.
me me me.
i fail means i fail.
actually is oso a good ting.
tis shows tat im not good enuff.
and if i got it.
next time i will feel bad.
so remain as it be.
hahaz don worry.
im alritez.
im juz saying all my tots out.

ATTACHMENT
working life.
well. to me is fun.
cos i enjoy it.
in fact i really learn lots of ting.
is juz abit tiring cos of the timing.
as i mention before,
the ppl there are nice.
they teach us when we don noe the tings.
but sumtimes tings are scary.
i don noe how to say.
is a werid feeling.

had been switching around frm shop to shops.
main shop is still the best.
the rest really cant make it.
i don lyk to b alone.
mainshop is always having alot of ppl.
and alot of customer.
no more other places pls.

had a test todae.
well everyone failed.
cos the passing mark is 40/50.
i got 33.
hmm. got to work harder.
i wan to sell more.
wish me luck!

HUMAN
well. tis is wat i obvious.
i take train to work everyday.
is office hour so train will haf alot of ppl.
i don understand why is everyone rushing?
all thier pace are so so so fast.
rushing to work.
sumtimes when im going to be late.
i oso rush wif them.
but i don to walk fast.
hahaz.
werid ppl.
i really don understand.
hahaz.

FRIENDS
hmm.
i wonder how are all my frens.
lost contect wif them for quite sum time already.
hope they doing really fine.
im sorry if i haf neglected you guys.
i really don haf the time.
even if i haf im too tired already.
so sorry about that.
do TAKECARE ya?
for ppl taking exams.
do WORK HARD!
you haf my moral SUPPORT!
JIAYOU!
i miss you guys alot!
ALL THE BEST my frens!
iloveyou! <3

SCARY
tis is one ting i obvious.
A person is really very scary
when he/she is very serious,
angry, frastruted or in a very bad mood.
scray! i will nv become lyk tis.
hahaz.

MISSES
i miss dragonboat training.
tis is the time when i put aside all my tings
and i put in my heart and soul in to train.
all the sweat are dipping everywhere.
is tough but everyone bite it thru together.
we joke alot, we play alot.
but we row hard too.
at times we make laoshi angry.
but we try to make laoshi smile again.
dragonboat is the time i enjoy and haf fun.
i miss the team alot.
i miss the botak laoshi too.
I WAN TO ROW!
hahaz.

i miss ximin sjab.
as a senior now, i wan to diff.
i don lyk to be firece.
i don lyk to scold.
but sumtimes i really haf too.
i wan to use the soft way but not the hard wan.
i love ximin sjab seriously.
the place i really grow alot.
learn alot of tings there.
noe alot of nice ppl there.
now tos ppl are not there already.
but the juniors make my day.
hu say a senior cant be close wif juniors.
i lyk to joke wif them.
i lyk to see them smile.
i lyk the way when they are serious.
i lyk the way they put on their uniform.
but 1 ting are veri diff now.
thier passion.
they are not enthu at all.
they are so dead.
i really don noe y.
both way we try b4.
we treat them in a veri hush way.
and we treat them in a nice way.
but none works.
i rmb when i was in sec 1.
even sjab activity is veri tough,
but everyone enjoy every process.
we chiong for everyting.
every squad is veri veri enthu back den.
the drills of every squad is so standard.
all the bangs are veri nice.
i don see them enjoying now.
they are juz going sjab for the sake of going.
cheering for the sake of cheering.
tings are so diff now.
hope tings change.
and they can enjoy everyting they do.
sjab can really leave a nice memories
after you graduate.
tat is if you enjoy everyting.
trust me.

i miss my CLASS!
MMTD.
how i wish i can go back and join them,
before attachment,
i haf so so so much fun wif them.
esp the brojars.
we offten do lots of stupid tings.
they are so so entertaining.
hahaz. skool is fun.
seriously.
so treasure it.

ENDING
ok i tink i have a super long post.
actually i haf alot alot more to say.
but don noe how to say it already.

i really misses alot of tings.
i love memories.
i wan to tresure alot alot of tings.

ok time for bed.
tkd tournament tml.
opps! no is later.
haven train for a veri long time already.
i wan to fight hard.
i wan a gold medal.
i nv ever get a gold before.
wish me luck!
hahaz.

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
I LOVE ALL! =))

is tis going to continue?

i don lyk.
i don lyk.
the feeling sucks.

noonenoonenoonenoone
know how i feel.
haiz.

praying for miracle.

over loaded.
-im real tired-

haiz.
i feel so bad.
so so many tings cuming up.
till i almost cannot breath.

i cant affort to haf last min ting.
i was told todae tat tml
i haf to attend AFA course.
and sat is the exams.

i cant change off already.
i haf been giving prob to the company.
i haf been changing off for OTC.
im oso giving prob to agi commitee.
cos of my attachment.
im giving prob everywhere.
i feel so bad.
i don noe wat to do already.

omg!
stop giving me prob pls.
i haf enuff.

can sumone help?
no one seems to understand.
so mani unhappy stuff happened.
i cant take it anymore.
enuff of everyting.

hen fan!

-i give up-

OTC

im pissed!

i don noe y i haf tis kind of grpmate.
i msg most of them for a urgent matter.
i had state is URGENT PLS REPLY ASAP!
and yet none of them replied!!!
YES NONE!
how m i suppose to call anyone
late at nitez after my attachment??!

PLANING PLANING PLANING!
none of thier timing suits me.
they must b tinking,
jasmine muz b a irresposible person.

i try find replacement already.

but...

and!
JASMINE CHEN has failed OTC theory paper.
which means she failed the whole course!
wahahahahahhahahaha.
biggest joke ever.
ok wateva!

there is still 0.1% to pass out.

tat 0.1%!

I WAN TO OUT SHINE!

im on my way to shine already

but tis news is really demolising.

still going for the camp.
still going for POC.

y i go camp?

of cos is to haf fun wif my frens.
but y go poc?
ok sir said is to b happy with ur frens.
to me is to go there make urself feel sad and
congrats sum of ur frens hu din
put as much effort as u did.

ppl asked, u not sad ar?

dots...

of cos im sad.

hu will not b sad?

wat can i do?

rank is not impt to me.

or sld i say it sld not b impt to anyone.

im sad becos of

all of effort and all the time i put in.

i put all my heart and soul in.

and give my veri best.

but ended up lyk tis.

where's all my effort??
muz a leader b good at theory???
WHY???!

WATEVA WATEVA WATEVA!

ok even if i fail i din stop.
i haf to continue.
i cant stop my stjohn life here.
more tings to go.
AGI (alot to go.)
ZONE 7 OTC AFA COURSE
CAMP
POC

ok OTC ending soon.
will b back to Ssgt on 24th spet.
unless miracle happen.
staff is nicer ya!
hahahahahahahahahaa.

im really damn busy wif my attachment.
i still haf lots of comitments too.
and yet more and more tings are coming.
im realli tired.
so so so tired.
i need a break pls.

argh CRAP!

-failed leader-