these days are bad.
real bad.
don noe wats going on.

23th and 24th.
dragonboat SAVA race.
first day is 200m.
laoshi din put me in mixed team.
how i wish i could be in there wif them.
becos im not there for many many trainings.
stupid attachment.
for women's
we are into plate final.
but we lost.

second day is 500m.
dreaming tat laoshi will put me into mixed todae.
yup dreaming.
so there goes my dream.
ok i noe im not good enuff.
nth to say.

we row real hard and we came in 2nd for women's.
tats only the heat.
but we are all veri happy.
semi final.
sumting went wrong.
our last 80m went messy.
power drop plus messy so we came in 5th.

say goodbye to grand final so we r in to plate final.
everyone is hungry for medals.
so we row hard.
but same ting happen.
tis time round near 50m everyting went wrong.
reach the finishing line.
all the gers r juz simply veri frastruted and sad.
all heads down.
went up laoshi tok to us.
tears fill up my eyes.
i hold it back and joke around wif them.
sab came to me and she cried.
i can feel how frastructed she is.
my tears row down.
is over already.
we did our best le.
wat we can do now is try harder.
much harder.
good job for todae.
JIAYOU!
WE MUST CUM BACK STRONGER!
I WAN MEDAL!
YOU WAN MEDAL!
WE WAN MEDAL!
not for me or you but for ITE!

went off to work after tat.
funan road show.
im already half died.
without eating anyting after rowing.
and row for few race.
im juz simply stoning.
and at tis time william sir called.
went to a coner to pick up.

he make my tears row down.
juz becos of the tings he said.
he don expect me to fail.
he look up on me.
but i disapoint him.
i can sense it.
i really appriciate that,
he actually tried hard to fight for me.
but commitee don allow.
so....

he tinks the same way as i tink too.
he told me,
"don give up becos of tis stupid theory.
i really tink is useless."
well tat is wat i tink so.
he told me alot ting.
i will bear tat in mind.

he is a nice sir.

thank you william sir!
best SI ever.

back to work.
sold 1 laptop todae.
after work went to haf dinner.
is on company treat.
after tat went to party world wif the working frens.
i din sing.
i lyk to hear them sing.
thier singing is veri nice.
esp adele and john.
at least they brighter my day by abit.
cos when u haf tings to do.
and when u are enjoying the nice music.
u will forget the tings tat happpen.

now back home.
time is 4.42am.
i going for dragonboat camp.
4 days 3 nitez.
going to slp now.
haf to wake up at 7.30.
shagged!

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failed.
comfirm fail.
i put in alot of effort.
i take it veri seriously.

sum are juz there to kill time.
sum give a hack care attitude.
sum are juz simply cant make it.

i chiong all the way.
but they failed me,
juz becos i fail theory.
if i can study,
i wun end up in ite.
everyting is juz so unfair.

ok tats the end of it.
at least im glad tat i been thru
the camp wif bravo and oscar.
im juz going to stop at senior nco.
no more officer course for me.
ended. fullstop.

staff JASMINE chen.
-fail to lead-

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love.

im back im back.

attachment over.

but im still as busy.

OTC re exam.

everyting is set.

shall onli wait and see.

pass or fail?

up to them.

ok my ah gong died.

not the wan staying wif me.

but another wan.

was there for the funaral tis 2 days.

im not close to him.

only see him few times b4.

so im not veri sad.

but when the first day i saw his body.

my tears row down.

heartace, he is still my grandpa after all.

haf to go there for few more nitez.

juz finish reading sum blog.

everyone is puting effort in training.

they are training veri hard.

they are preparing for race.

wat m i doing???

i wan to go training.

but tings are holding me back.

i wan a sit.

i wan to row.

but don deserve a sit at all.

i shall give sits to ppl hu train hard

and i will juz sit and watch.

gers JIAYOU!

got nth much to blog.

will continue when i haf the mood to blog.

veri tired now.

attachment over.

skool starting tml.

goodnitez.

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LOVE! =))

BOO!
im back.
haf been real busy.

ATTACHMENT!
been to comex IT show.
doing show is diff.
is veri competative.
becos u need to fight wif other brand.
as for funan they cum becos they wan the brand.
but is fun.
manage to sell 5 in the 2 days and
a customer brought 2 laptop, 2 desktop and 2 TX frm me.
not bad not bad.
cos roadshow haf commision.
hahhaaz.

attachment cuming to the end.
i haf been enjoying actually.
but the rest hate it.
hahaz. i noe im werid.
going back to work partime.
since they wan to hire me.
hahaz.

TODAY
OFF todae.

wake up early in the morning.

went for SMC wireless training.

after tat stay in the office to finish my logbook.

and den help to fix the chair.

went off at around 3pm.

saw ah ma at hg interchange.

went to pay bill le jiu go home.

reach home and poom!

zzz. hahaz. i took a nap.

din go for training.
becos i wan a break.
sorry gers.
i haf not been slping and resting well enuff
ever since the roadshow.
esp after camp din haf enuff slp.
so wanted to stay at home to rest.

OTC
went for OTC camp.
well i enjoyed the camp wif oscar.
and of cos the whole BRAVO.
first nitez we had 3 triage after firedrill.
tis is crazy. hahaz.
i was 1 of the IC for the 3rd trail.
quite fun.
only slp for 1hr 45 min tat nitez.
45min b4 fire drill and 1hr after triage.

2nd day.
land expetition.
wow! my grp walk the most.
we walk 30km.
leg almost drop out.
hahaz.
campfire in the nitez.
MC was sOck, meizhu, me and a guy.
well not bad i tink.
had fun.
book out after campfire due to
attchment next day.
heard frm my grpmate tat
OSCAR got the best grp!
GOOD JOD OSCAR!

I LOVE BRAVO,
I LOVE OSCAR!

MIRACLE DO HAPPEN!
just got a mail.
the OTC comittee is giving me another chance.
they making a re examination for me.
tis is a good news!
but im afraid tat i will fail again.

william sir email me too.
he ask me to treasure my chance.
he wan to see me on 23th sept.

they giving me a chance.
i will treasure it de.
they look upon me.
i don wan to disapoint anyone.
i hope i can pass.
JIAYOU! =))

i misses everyone!
lost contect to the world.
negelected everyone.
-sorry-

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