Saturday, August 26, 2006

BOO!
im back!
back to blog.
i have been too tired to blog.
too lazy to blog.

im very thankful to everyone.
no worries,
im alritez.
and of cos im fine.
im still the happy JASMINE!
the wan hu always SMILE! =))
thank you for all your concern.
i appreciate it alot.
THANK YOU!
i love all of you!

i have lots of tings to say.
but i don noe how to start.

CHANGES
hmm.
everyting starts to change.
alot of tings doesnt seems to be the way i wan.
not the way i tot it is suppose to be.
is so diff frm the past i had go thru.
first time in my life
going thru so so so many failure at a go.
so so so many tough time at a go.

wat to do?
i have to accept the changes.
but the stubbon me refuse to do it.
in the end hu suffer?
ha is me myself.
really had a tough time.
but now after so so so many days of tis.
i really had tink thru it.
i noe is tough.
but i haf to bite it thru.

working life is tough.
climbing up higher is tough.
to fight hard is tough.
everyting is tough.
but sumtimes you get to
learn in tis tough process.
yes im learning now.

im no longer young kid.
no longer the wan tat can live freely.
no stress, no trouble, no problem.
onli ting is to play, eat and slp.
wow such a nice life ya?
the funny ting is
when we are young,
we all wan to grow up fast
cos alot haf the tinking tat
when we grow up we get freedom
and of cos we don need to study anymore.
tats wat i tink when im young too.
but for now...
how i wish im still a young kid.
hahaz.

FAILED
i had accepted the failure.
wat to do?
hu to blame?
wat can i do to change?
i don wan bother it anymore.
me me me.
i fail means i fail.
actually is oso a good ting.
tis shows tat im not good enuff.
and if i got it.
next time i will feel bad.
so remain as it be.
hahaz don worry.
im alritez.
im juz saying all my tots out.


ATTACHMENT
working life.
well. to me is fun.
cos i enjoy it.
in fact i really learn lots of ting.
is juz abit tiring cos of the timing.
as i mention before,
the ppl there are nice.
they teach us when we don noe the tings.
but sumtimes tings are scary.
i don noe how to say.
is a werid feeling.

had been switching around frm shop to shops.
main shop is still the best.
the rest really cant make it.
i don lyk to b alone.
mainshop is always having alot of ppl.
and alot of customer.
no more other places pls.

had a test todae.
well everyone failed.
cos the passing mark is 40/50.
i got 33.
hmm. got to work harder.
i wan to sell more.
wish me luck!


HUMAN
well. tis is wat i obvious.
i take train to work everyday.
is office hour so train will haf alot of ppl.
i don understand why is everyone rushing?
all thier pace are so so so fast.
rushing to work.
sumtimes when im going to be late.
i oso rush wif them.
but i don to walk fast.
hahaz.
werid ppl.
i really don understand.
hahaz.

FRIENDS
hmm.
i wonder how are all my frens.
lost contect wif them for quite sum time already.
hope they doing really fine.
im sorry if i haf neglected you guys.
i really don haf the time.
even if i haf im too tired already.
so sorry about that.
do TAKECARE ya?
for ppl taking exams.
do WORK HARD!
you haf my moral SUPPORT!
JIAYOU!
i miss you guys alot!
ALL THE BEST my frens!
iloveyou! <3


SCARY
tis is one ting i obvious.
A person is really very scary
when he/she is very serious,
angry, frastruted or in a very bad mood.
scray! i will nv become lyk tis.
hahaz.


MISSES
i miss dragonboat training.
tis is the time when i put aside all my tings
and i put in my heart and soul in to train.
all the sweat are dipping everywhere.
is tough but everyone bite it thru together.
we joke alot, we play alot.
but we row hard too.
at times we make laoshi angry.
but we try to make laoshi smile again.
dragonboat is the time i enjoy and haf fun.
i miss the team alot.
i miss the botak laoshi too.
I WAN TO ROW!
hahaz.


i miss ximin sjab.
as a senior now, i wan to diff.
i don lyk to be firece.
i don lyk to scold.
but sumtimes i really haf too.
i wan to use the soft way but not the hard wan.
i love ximin sjab seriously.
the place i really grow alot.
learn alot of tings there.
noe alot of nice ppl there.
now tos ppl are not there already.
but the juniors make my day.
hu say a senior cant be close wif juniors.
i lyk to joke wif them.
i lyk to see them smile.
i lyk the way when they are serious.
i lyk the way they put on their uniform.
but 1 ting are veri diff now.
thier passion.
they are not enthu at all.
they are so dead.
i really don noe y.
both way we try b4.
we treat them in a veri hush way.
and we treat them in a nice way.
but none works.
i rmb when i was in sec 1.
even sjab activity is veri tough,
but everyone enjoy every process.
we chiong for everyting.
every squad is veri veri enthu back den.
the drills of every squad is so standard.
all the bangs are veri nice.
i don see them enjoying now.
they are juz going sjab for the sake of going.
cheering for the sake of cheering.
tings are so diff now.
hope tings change.
and they can enjoy everyting they do.
sjab can really leave a nice memories
after you graduate.
tat is if you enjoy everyting.
trust me.

i miss my CLASS!
MMTD.
how i wish i can go back and join them,
before attachment,
i haf so so so much fun wif them.
esp the brojars.
we offten do lots of stupid tings.
they are so so entertaining.
hahaz. skool is fun.
seriously.
so treasure it.

ENDING
ok i tink i have a super long post.
actually i haf alot alot more to say.
but don noe how to say it already.

i really misses alot of tings.
i love memories.
i wan to tresure alot alot of tings.

ok time for bed.
tkd tournament tml.
opps! no is later.
haven train for a veri long time already.
i wan to fight hard.
i wan a gold medal.
i nv ever get a gold before.
wish me luck!
hahaz.


TAKECARE EVERYONE!
I LOVE ALL! =))

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

is tis going to continue?

i don lyk.
i don lyk.
the feeling sucks.

noonenoonenoonenoone
know how i feel.
haiz.

praying for miracle.

over loaded.

-im real tired-

Monday, August 14, 2006

haiz.
i feel so bad.
so so many tings cuming up.
till i almost cannot breath.

i cant affort to haf last min ting.
i was told todae tat tml
i haf to attend AFA course.
and sat is the exams.

i cant change off already.
i haf been giving prob to the company.
i haf been changing off for OTC.
im oso giving prob to agi commitee.
cos of my attachment.
im giving prob everywhere.
i feel so bad.
i don noe wat to do already.

omg!
stop giving me prob pls.
i haf enuff.

can sumone help?
no one seems to understand.
so mani unhappy stuff happened.
i cant take it anymore.
enuff of everyting.

hen fan!

-i give up-

Sunday, August 13, 2006

OTC

im pissed!

i don noe y i haf tis kind of grpmate.
i msg most of them for a urgent matter.
i had state is URGENT PLS REPLY ASAP!
and yet none of them replied!!!
YES NONE!
how m i suppose to call anyone
late at nitez after my attachment??!

PLANING PLANING PLANING!
none of thier timing suits me.
they must b tinking,
jasmine muz b a irresposible person.
i try find replacement already.
but...

and!
JASMINE CHEN has failed OTC theory paper.
which means she failed the whole course!
wahahahahahhahahaha.
biggest joke ever.
ok wateva!

there is still 0.1% to pass out.
tat 0.1%!
I WAN TO OUT SHINE!
im on my way to shine already
but tis news is really demolising.

still going for the camp.
still going for POC.
y i go camp?
of cos is to haf fun wif my frens.
but y go poc?
ok sir said is to b happy with ur frens.

to me is to go there make urself feel sad and
congrats sum of ur frens hu din
put as much effort as u did.

ppl asked, u not sad ar?
dots...
of cos im sad.
hu will not b sad?
wat can i do?

rank is not impt to me.
or sld i say it sld not b impt to anyone.
im sad becos of
all of effort and all the time i put in.
i put all my heart and soul in.
and give my veri best.
but ended up lyk tis.

where's all my effort??
muz a leader b good at theory???
WHY???!

WATEVA WATEVA WATEVA!

ok even if i fail i din stop.
i haf to continue.
i cant stop my stjohn life here.
more tings to go.
AGI (alot to go.)
ZONE 7 OTC AFA COURSE
CAMP
POC

ok OTC ending soon.
will b back to Ssgt on 24th spet.
unless miracle happen.
staff is nicer ya!
hahahahahahahahahaa.

im really damn busy wif my attachment.
i still haf lots of comitments too.
and yet more and more tings are coming.
im realli tired.
so so so tired.
i need a break pls.

argh CRAP!

-failed leader-
went for OTC in the moring.
ends around 3 plus.
went home after tat.

had my lunch/dinner.
take a nap after lunch/dinner.

wake up make my way to yck sports hall.
meet up wif company ppl.
played badminton there.
after tat went to jalan kayu for supper.
they are nice and fun ppl.
had a little fun wif them.

not going to blog long.
argh crap!

TAKECARE ppl.
love all!

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

a tues.
my off day!
went for sea training!
i use my own paddle to row.
not bad.
juz simply love sea training.

i paste my name on my paddle!
I LOVE MY PADDLE!

went home and get change.
meet the db gers for supper.
im so full now.
*burp*

tml is national day.
is a holiday!!!
BUT im working.
wahhahahahahaz.
im so happy!
as if.
ok weiqi.
after long long time.
a post for u.
going to nat camp le.
better TAKECARE of yourself.
don slp late tis 2 days.
muz rest well and drink lots of water.
take tis few days as ur relax day.
enjoy yourself.
don skip any meal ar!
hao hao zhao ku zhi zi.
TAKECARE!
imissyou! =))

i feel so so so..
aiya i don noe la.
hahahahahahahahaz.

i get frustated easily tis days.
i really don noe y.
CRAZIEST!!!

so near yet so far.
far far far!!!
im nobody.
i enjoy my day todae.

TAKECARE everyone!
love all! =D

Monday, August 07, 2006

going to b a short post.
work is boring todae.
not much customer.
sold 2 slimcase bag todae.
tats all.
is so difficult to sell laptop away.

off day tml.
going for training.
tml is sea training.

i don lyk tis.
im not happy!

TAKECARE!
love! =))

Sunday, August 06, 2006

is a sun.
my off day.
i haf a nice slp.
slp frm 2am to todae 4pm
still wan to slp longer de.
but i scared tonitez cant slp.
cos im still working tml.
veri long nv stay at home le.
the feeling is so good.

fri.
went to work as usual.
don noe y im so happy.
time past fast.
din sell any laptop todae.
onli sold 1 xp pro sotware,
norton anti virus and a laptop bag.
tats all.
went to pasta mania for dinner.
the dinner is nice.
took mrt home after tat.

sat.
start work.
i brought a shop key home ytd.
cos of sumting.
den tis morning adele got scolded.
tho is not my fault,
but i still feel sorry.
sold 1 laptop todae.
did sum mistake.
is scray at first.
my heart also pop out.
but everyting is fine later on.
went to meet qiaoli after work.
shop around jiu go home le.

tis 2 days i miss out alot of impt tings!
work is ok.
the worst part is i haf to miss all tis tings!
to me is really impt!
miss out comp team treat.
miss out BGI meeting.
miss out sea training.
miss out chongians outing.

going to wish all the bday
ppl i miss out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
25th july
AH MERTZ!

29th july
ZULI! and
jasONG MAJESTY!

5th aug
JANICE KOH SZE YNG!!!
i LOVE all of YOU! =))

i feel so far frm everyone.
so far frm everyting.

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love all! =D

Thursday, August 03, 2006

hmm.
wake up at around 6.40am.
went to pass qiaoli sumting.
den went to haf breakfast wif ahma.
went home after tat.

wait for time to pass.
take a 30min nap.
at around 9.50 got change and off to work.
veri tired.
sldnt take the nap at the first place.

work are as usual.
todae im out at another outlet.
im at 37.
sold 2 laptop todae!
thanks to che for the help.
she is nice.

went home wif siokkuan.
she oso at funan.
cos she skooling at kimage.
chap alot on the bus.
so the bustrip is short.
miss the 4t peeps man.
hahaz.

the ppl there are really good.
they can sell well.
they can rmb everyting well.
todae a senior visit.
she oso a attachment last time.
she rmb alot of tings.
she can do alot of tings.
OMG!
i oso wan to noe tat much!
im not good after all.
BOO!

i really feel werid.
so un-usual.
so strange.
the smiles aint the same anymore.
im juz tinking too much.


work tml again.
shedule is out.
OFF on sun, tues and wed.
BUT im going to change it.
cos fri i haf collage event.
and next sun i haf OTC camp breifing.
so im going to change my off day.
still not comfirm yet.
hope can change.
if not jiu die le.

off to my dearest bed.
wan an. =))

TAKECARE PPL!
love! =D

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

wed wed wed.
is off day.
meaning tml muz work.

went back to skool.
supose to run for heats de.
but walk over.
so straight final.
lolx.

went back to class to join them for lesson.
new teacher new subject.
i tell the teacher im new student
and he blive. lolx.
im juz too playful.
joke alot wif my dearest classmates.
i miss them real lots.
i had so much fun wif them.
i love skool with THEM! =))

went to hg mall wif ahmao after tat.
went to printer our sticket for our paddle.
i print my chinese name.
yay! so excited.

OMG!
jan's bday cuming!
i got no time to shop for prezzie.
shall tell her giving her late.

ok hao le.
slping soon.
wan an!

TAKECARE!
love all! =D
sat training!
im so happy!
so relaxing.
yup is my off day and i went for training.
did rowing for 3 hr.
is so so so shiok.
enjoy it!

sun.
OTC exam.
flunk my theory paper.
lolx. so difficult la!
don noe anyting.
had MOI later on.
i tink is still ok.
but wun score veri high.
the sir say i joke too much.
den had course debrief.
den BGI meeting.
lots of ting to plan.
but the time they meeting,
i cant make it.
so don noe la.
aiyo.

mon.
went to work as usual.
sold 1 laptop todae!
is under my name.
hahahahahaz.
finally my name is in the database.
stock check day.
so we OT until 11.30pm.
went to eat dinner.
treat frm adele.
so thank you!
hahaz. went home after tat.

tues!
recevied msg frm john in the morning.
and noe tat im off for todae and tml.
im so enthu to go work todae.
but im off. so kuku.
hahahahahaz.
so went for training.
training is xiong todae.
run 4 rounds for warm up.
den did 1 hour set.
den pumping and sum exciser.
veri shiok.
hahaz. went to eat wif ahmao after tat.
went home after eating.

still tot of going to sjab tml.
but sad no sjab.
so going back to skool.
cos i miss skool alot alot!
and i don wan to waste my off day.
i wan to make full use of it.

I GOT MY OWN PADDLE TODAE!
yay!!! hahahahahaz.

i really miss alot alot of ppl.
my sec skool de frens!!!!
my classmates!!!!!

edure thru until sept!
attachment over.
OTC over.
holiday cuming!
i can do it!
hahahahahahaz.

okok.
going to slp soon.
muz wake up early to go skool.
GOODNITEZ.

TAKECARE ALL!
love! =))