i tear badly after watching this video.
i really don know why.
i guess i really miss mummy very much.

BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

until now i really don understand why.
i love you mummy,
and i know you love me too.
why are you so silly?
why did you choose to leave us?
i really still don understand.

i miss you mummy,
alot alot.

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes
cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do
And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can't move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before
Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Till the end of time
Well maybe i, I need a little love yeah
And maybe i, I need a little care
And maybe i, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I'll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time

I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My baby

HELLO!

i'm finally back.
school is alright.
workload is just nice.
not too much.
so i can this block is not too bad.
or maybe is too early to judge.

training are alright.
sunday's training was really good.
let's hope everyone will bear this in mind.
no matter what happen,
we are improving in a team.
ROW with no regrets.
and we mean NO regrets.
regatta is coming!

some important event i attended.
went for nike human race on sat.
ahmao, niaoren and eve ran with me.
thankyou for slowing down for me.
went for adrain's 21th celebration on sun.
a good catching up with the sjab oldies.
hahaz. hope to see them more often.


26th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
JULIET! (:

27th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
JOSEPH! (:(:
(he requested for 2smiley face. hahaz.)

28th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
ADRIAN! (:

HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
LIN HONG! (:



Fallin' for you
I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spilling out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you



PHOTO TIME























i don know what went wrong,
i don know what happened,
it just don feel the same.
i'm lost.
will you tell me why?



no matter what,
please be happy.
i will be here with you.
iloveyou.

TAKECARE!
love! =D

HELLO!

nike human race tml.
gonna wake up damn early.
and training after that.
regatta is coming!
less den a month know.
omg omg omg.

school have start for a week.
multimedia is alright.
learning how to create website.
as for video production.
i think the lecturer have problem with me.
other people wear shorts and slipper to present
she never say anything about them.
when is my turn, she said
next time don wear slipper and shorts to present.
like what the hell?!
crazy woman.

retarded kite flying today
with bel, jiale and sihui.
way too funny. hahaz.

THANKYOU BOY LING JIALE!
thankyou for buying lunch for me.
i was totally shock know.
but not bad ah, you xin. (:

gonna post up some
overdue photos.


PHOTO TIME!



























this keep me going. (:

i woke up with a heavy heart today.
cos i had a very bad dream.
very very bad.
i was so scared.
all these keep running thru my mind.
it feels like i'm losing all the assurance.
i'm losing the confident i have.
please hold me close.
iloveyou.


TAKECARE!
love! =D

i felt so helpless.
i couldn't do anything to help.
nothing at all.
my fear was right.
how i wish i could be wrong.
i swear the pain i had is never lesser.

"When deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive.
Forgiveness never change the past,
but it enlarge the future."

all because
i love you more than i can imagine.
please...

HELLO!

school is going to start tml.
and i'm quite tired yo.
going to keep it short.
training trainings.
i have to say this sem's time table sucks.
boooooo.

don feel like putting up photos today.
so no pictures.
9am lesson yo!
EVERYDAY!


sometimes, truth are so hurtful.
but often, we choose to live in self-denial.
just make ourself feel better
and that's also the best way to hide.
am i right?

thankyou for giving in.
i think i over reacted.
maybe becos i expected too much.
i'm sorry that i felt that way and being selfish.
i was so worried when you break the news to me.
i really hope that you will be fine.
i don know why is this fear building up.
maybe simply becos you mean too much to me.
i hope, i wish, i pray the worst will never come.
i just want to make you happy,
please hold me close.


TAKECARE!
love! =D

HELLO!

i just have this urge to blog again.
whenever i come across this song,
i will always thought of you.
i really don't know why.



I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again I guess
I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh


i wish, i wish,
how i wish one day i could tell the
whole world that you belongs to me.

in my dream maybe.


TAKECARE!
love! =D

HELLO!

a short chat with alana, shuhui
and nadiah over at tamp today.
gonna see each other soon again!

met up with ptgf and furby.
went back TP to watch netball POL-ITE.
watched the match RP vs. ITE today.
a very very close fight.
good game ITE! (:

dinner with netball coach, ptgf, furby,
xiaowei, ray and siree at techno.
home after that.


yay i'm so going to meet qiaoli
for lunch tml afternoon! (:


PHOTO TIME!



retarded LING JIALE!



if i can't hear your heartbeat,
maybe you are too far away.
please stay close and let me hear your heartbeat.


TAKECARE!
love! =D

HELLO!

i'm finally back.
it have been a long long time.
im just going to keep it short.

spent most of my days with my teammates.
just came back from DB chalet ytd.
time spent wth teammates is always good.
funny funny funny to the max!
it was nice being with them.
enjoyable week.
many loves to them! (:

oh.
it was really funny on the second night of chalet.
eve, jiale and bel were drunk.
eve kept saying she strong,
jiale kept saying bu yao mo wo de armpit,
bel kept singing.
it was funny to the max!

last week of holiday already.
must enjoy it to the fullest! (:


4th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
SAVINA! (:

5th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
SOCK! (:

7th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
CALYNN POH! (:

12th oct
HAPPY HAPPIEST
BIRTHDAY TO
IRENE TAN! (:


PHOTO TIME!

savie and cal's bday






























































TEO HENG














IKEA Crazy


























DB Chalet
































































































































sweet surprises, i like! (:



do you know how much you mean to me?
iloveyou.


TAKECARE!
love! =D