i felt so helpless.
i couldn't do anything to help.
nothing at all.
my fear was right.
how i wish i could be wrong.
i swear the pain i had is never lesser.

"When deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive.
Forgiveness never change the past,
but it enlarge the future."

all because
i love you more than i can imagine.
please...