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HELLO!

WED.
went for driving lesson.
2 lesson together.
3 hours straight.
not too bad.
just a little tired.
back for activity after that.
is camp briefing.

back home and change.
den meet ahmao, kuku bao,
cicilian, angela and weixiang.
went to weixiang's workplace for a drink.
ahmao and me share a jug.
weixiong came after that.
next to MOS.

retro night.
woohoo! hahaz.
YMCA... YMCA...
I HATE MYSELF FRM LOVING YOU...
UPDOWN GIRL...
and lots lots more.
but still perfer zouk.
we left quite early.
around 2plus.

THURS.
met up with ptgf in the afternoon.
went to toy with her.
took our pay and have lunch with jolene.
chat awhile and went to vivo with ptgf.
shop for her dad's present.
and back to school for training.
training is good.
dinner at 85 and homed.

FRI.
went to ubi with vian.
she took her basic thoery.
den took cab back to xinmin.
promotion test today.
judged for CPR.
not too bad.
back home and changed after that.

down to simei to meet ptgf,
girlfriend, bigbigeye and choonhui.
a good chat with choonhui.
she went off after that.
the rest of us went down
to tamp to meet furby.
like finally can meet up with bigbigeye.
went home after that.

JPAE results is out.
is so scary in the afternoon.
at first the result stated,
OFFERED!
Molecular biotechology.
i was like OMG!
is not the choice i wan!
i went mad and nag for quite some time.
hahaz. den xiong called and say
TP say that the computer system got prob.
so ask us to later on.
xiong checked for me.
i went into TP, moving images.
not too bad.
im just afraid that my animation cant make it.
hmm...

into poly life?
can i adapt?
this might be scary.
well...

well well well.
this is so saddening.
this is madness.
sentence to death,
for the reason i don know.
maybe we are really in the wrong.
but the things we do are always
trying to do for the team good.
things that we tried,
that only we know.
this cant carry on.
i hope things can be settle out.

please stop blaming yourself.
if there is really wrong in us.
den is not only you, is us.
since this happen becos of three of us.
if we really offened anyone of you.
we don mean it.
maybe at times they are just mis understanding.
maybe at times everyone get playful
and said the wrong things at the wrong timing.
maybe at times ppl get frastrated during
tough training and said the wrong stuff.
and maybe... maybe...
maybe much more things that happened.
we are really sorry den.
but do prob just lies in us?

we played our part
and did out best.
this is really sad.
disapointment?
so unpredictable.
we used to...
i tot...

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