Wednesday, May 18, 2005

mon.. went to skool as usual..
in class teacher nv reali teach..
becoz juz after exams..
after skool i forget le..


tues.. went to skool as usual too..
still nv got back any paper..
after skool.. went to kaiyi's hse..
wanted to go bball de but it rains..
so jan, sze, kaiyi n me we play
mahjong.. later on when rain
stop we went to bball court to
play bball.. din reali play..
after awhile jiu go home le..


todae.. went ot skool as usual..
got back my paper..
maths got 64/100.. im super
not happy wif it.. i study
hard for it and wat is tis shit..
onli 64.. damn it.. im aiming for
75 n above de.. argh~!! im going
to get 1 for my nlvl.. no matter
wat.. im going to study hard~!!!
got back eng paper 2 too..
got 42.5/60.. eng was alrite
but paper 1 not back yet..
n sci got 23/60.. failed and i knew it..

after skool went home n get change..
meet qiaoli at green.. we had our
lunch n we went to swimming complex..
she had swimming mahz.. waited for her..
when she finish we n her np gang we
went ot the canteen eat..
later on we walk home..


im veri disappointed with my
results seriously.. is reali not
up to my standerd.. i had set
my target.. im going to get a
4pt for my nlvl.. im serious.
im going to study hard for it..
i will win brendan de~!!
he everyting first.. cannot
let him first de.. im going to chase up..
pls support me..

was not reali happy todae..
was angry n disappointed..
angry n disappointed wif my result..
so todae scolded a number of ppl..
so sorry if i had did sumting wrong
todae.. saw lots of
my frens crying.. if is not crying the
face will b black.. all becoz of their
results.. i tried my best to make them smile..
but i failed to.. i hided everyting.. try to keep
my best smile todae.. if 1 more person is down

i tink they will b more down ba.. so.....

i told them tat.. don b upset..
u haf alreadi did ur veri best.. try
harder next time.. but when i say it to
myself i oso din manage to make myself
feels better.. mayb all our standerds r
too high ba.. hope every1 can b happy
n i can heard all their laughter again..
rmb a day without laughter is a day wasted..
smile~!! takecare lots..

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