HELLO!

this post will be a little different.
different from what i usually do.

HAPPY HAPPIEST
21th BIRTHDAY TO
MY DEAREST PTGF! (:

and i have to apologies.
it is really my greatest apology.
i don wish things to turn out this way too.
blame me for drinking too much.
is your 21th and we shouldnt be this way.
tears that madness sheld.
i hope things are already solve.
cos everyone really love madness lots.
and this is why all this rasie up.
i'm really sorry ptgf,
i'm really sorry madness.

thankyou msNyoe for the talk.
i really hope i could.
the moment you talked to me,
i couldnt control it at all.
i really tried hard.
but.....

i couldnt believe that
i actually sat down and talk.
talk to her and her about that.
omg. this is insane.



i'm sorry for acting that way,
i didn't really mean to make you cry.
it's never enough to say i'm sorry.
it's never enough to say i care.
one step forward, two steps back.
no matter what i do,
nothing could change your mind.
i know i'd never let you walk away.
i'll be back whenever you need me.
let me be brave this time and say
i do still love you deeply.



i guess no one will know how i feel now.
or maybe no one will know how whole madness feel now.
it was a dramatic night for madness.
it was a very emotional night for madness and me.
i'm totally drain out.
i believe the whold madness are, esp ptgf.

last but not least,
my sincere apologies to ptgf.
hope that madness din't ruin your bday.
you must enjoy your 21th to your fullest k?
i love ptgf, i love madness lots! (:


TAKECARE!
love! =D