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Saturday, July 11, 2009

HELLO!

after leaving the chalet.
i went for training.
did pull ups and down for rowing.
stroke checking and long distance.
i swear i almost fell asleep.
i was too drain out already.
went for lunched and homed.
took a nap just now.
i guess i will sleep early later.

a little more about ptgf''s chalet.
it was fashion disaster.
so most dressed up weridly.
many ite peeps were there.
did some catching up.
a little pity that got no time to really chat.
cos were busy helping ptgf to take pictures.
many went home after that.
den came the dramatic night.
and thats all.

yes things happened.
madness had a little quarrel.
but stop asking what happened ya?
things are just too complicated to explain.
but we are fine.

madness madness.
everyone is feeling something deep down.
please cheer up everyone.
we are still madess as one right?
i love madness.

HAPPY HAPPIEST
21th BIRTHDAY
TO DEAREST PTGF
ONCE AGAIN! (:

i could have do more
if things were still the same.
i could have do more just for you.

you left me there hanging,
and the next moment i know
you are already gone.
gone with the wind without any word.

i promise you not to drink,
and yet you are the reason i start drinking again.
things are always this complicated.
the reality i refuse to face.
but it came and hit hard onto my face.
i guess im too weak to bear this.

i cannot believe that i did this.
i talked to her.
and i know she can give you the happiness.
i give you and her my blessing sincerely.
i know i'd never walk away.
i'll be back whenever you need me.

p.s i love you.

PHOTO TIME!