BOO!
im back!
back to blog.
i have been too tired to blog.
too lazy to blog.

im very thankful to everyone.
no worries,
im alritez.
and of cos im fine.
im still the happy JASMINE!
the wan hu always SMILE! =))
thank you for all your concern.
i appreciate it alot.
THANK YOU!
i love all of you!

i have lots of tings to say.
but i don noe how to start.

CHANGES
hmm.
everyting starts to change.
alot of tings doesnt seems to be the way i wan.
not the way i tot it is suppose to be.
is so diff frm the past i had go thru.
first time in my life
going thru so so so many failure at a go.
so so so many tough time at a go.

wat to do?
i have to accept the changes.
but the stubbon me refuse to do it.
in the end hu suffer?
ha is me myself.
really had a tough time.
but now after so so so many days of tis.
i really had tink thru it.
i noe is tough.
but i haf to bite it thru.

working life is tough.
climbing up higher is tough.
to fight hard is tough.
everyting is tough.
but sumtimes you get to
learn in tis tough process.
yes im learning now.

im no longer young kid.
no longer the wan tat can live freely.
no stress, no trouble, no problem.
onli ting is to play, eat and slp.
wow such a nice life ya?
the funny ting is
when we are young,
we all wan to grow up fast
cos alot haf the tinking tat
when we grow up we get freedom
and of cos we don need to study anymore.
tats wat i tink when im young too.
but for now...
how i wish im still a young kid.
hahaz.

FAILED
i had accepted the failure.
wat to do?
hu to blame?
wat can i do to change?
i don wan bother it anymore.
me me me.
i fail means i fail.
actually is oso a good ting.
tis shows tat im not good enuff.
and if i got it.
next time i will feel bad.
so remain as it be.
hahaz don worry.
im alritez.
im juz saying all my tots out.

ATTACHMENT
working life.
well. to me is fun.
cos i enjoy it.
in fact i really learn lots of ting.
is juz abit tiring cos of the timing.
as i mention before,
the ppl there are nice.
they teach us when we don noe the tings.
but sumtimes tings are scary.
i don noe how to say.
is a werid feeling.

had been switching around frm shop to shops.
main shop is still the best.
the rest really cant make it.
i don lyk to b alone.
mainshop is always having alot of ppl.
and alot of customer.
no more other places pls.

had a test todae.
well everyone failed.
cos the passing mark is 40/50.
i got 33.
hmm. got to work harder.
i wan to sell more.
wish me luck!

HUMAN
well. tis is wat i obvious.
i take train to work everyday.
is office hour so train will haf alot of ppl.
i don understand why is everyone rushing?
all thier pace are so so so fast.
rushing to work.
sumtimes when im going to be late.
i oso rush wif them.
but i don to walk fast.
hahaz.
werid ppl.
i really don understand.
hahaz.

FRIENDS
hmm.
i wonder how are all my frens.
lost contect wif them for quite sum time already.
hope they doing really fine.
im sorry if i haf neglected you guys.
i really don haf the time.
even if i haf im too tired already.
so sorry about that.
do TAKECARE ya?
for ppl taking exams.
do WORK HARD!
you haf my moral SUPPORT!
JIAYOU!
i miss you guys alot!
ALL THE BEST my frens!
iloveyou! <3

SCARY
tis is one ting i obvious.
A person is really very scary
when he/she is very serious,
angry, frastruted or in a very bad mood.
scray! i will nv become lyk tis.
hahaz.

MISSES
i miss dragonboat training.
tis is the time when i put aside all my tings
and i put in my heart and soul in to train.
all the sweat are dipping everywhere.
is tough but everyone bite it thru together.
we joke alot, we play alot.
but we row hard too.
at times we make laoshi angry.
but we try to make laoshi smile again.
dragonboat is the time i enjoy and haf fun.
i miss the team alot.
i miss the botak laoshi too.
I WAN TO ROW!
hahaz.

i miss ximin sjab.
as a senior now, i wan to diff.
i don lyk to be firece.
i don lyk to scold.
but sumtimes i really haf too.
i wan to use the soft way but not the hard wan.
i love ximin sjab seriously.
the place i really grow alot.
learn alot of tings there.
noe alot of nice ppl there.
now tos ppl are not there already.
but the juniors make my day.
hu say a senior cant be close wif juniors.
i lyk to joke wif them.
i lyk to see them smile.
i lyk the way when they are serious.
i lyk the way they put on their uniform.
but 1 ting are veri diff now.
thier passion.
they are not enthu at all.
they are so dead.
i really don noe y.
both way we try b4.
we treat them in a veri hush way.
and we treat them in a nice way.
but none works.
i rmb when i was in sec 1.
even sjab activity is veri tough,
but everyone enjoy every process.
we chiong for everyting.
every squad is veri veri enthu back den.
the drills of every squad is so standard.
all the bangs are veri nice.
i don see them enjoying now.
they are juz going sjab for the sake of going.
cheering for the sake of cheering.
tings are so diff now.
hope tings change.
and they can enjoy everyting they do.
sjab can really leave a nice memories
after you graduate.
tat is if you enjoy everyting.
trust me.

i miss my CLASS!
MMTD.
how i wish i can go back and join them,
before attachment,
i haf so so so much fun wif them.
esp the brojars.
we offten do lots of stupid tings.
they are so so entertaining.
hahaz. skool is fun.
seriously.
so treasure it.

ENDING
ok i tink i have a super long post.
actually i haf alot alot more to say.
but don noe how to say it already.

i really misses alot of tings.
i love memories.
i wan to tresure alot alot of tings.

ok time for bed.
tkd tournament tml.
opps! no is later.
haven train for a veri long time already.
i wan to fight hard.
i wan a gold medal.
i nv ever get a gold before.
wish me luck!
hahaz.

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
I LOVE ALL! =))

is tis going to continue?

i don lyk.
i don lyk.
the feeling sucks.

noonenoonenoonenoone
know how i feel.
haiz.

praying for miracle.

over loaded.
-im real tired-

haiz.
i feel so bad.
so so many tings cuming up.
till i almost cannot breath.

i cant affort to haf last min ting.
i was told todae tat tml
i haf to attend AFA course.
and sat is the exams.

i cant change off already.
i haf been giving prob to the company.
i haf been changing off for OTC.
im oso giving prob to agi commitee.
cos of my attachment.
im giving prob everywhere.
i feel so bad.
i don noe wat to do already.

omg!
stop giving me prob pls.
i haf enuff.

can sumone help?
no one seems to understand.
so mani unhappy stuff happened.
i cant take it anymore.
enuff of everyting.

hen fan!

-i give up-

OTC

im pissed!

i don noe y i haf tis kind of grpmate.
i msg most of them for a urgent matter.
i had state is URGENT PLS REPLY ASAP!
and yet none of them replied!!!
YES NONE!
how m i suppose to call anyone
late at nitez after my attachment??!

PLANING PLANING PLANING!
none of thier timing suits me.
they must b tinking,
jasmine muz b a irresposible person.

i try find replacement already.

but...

and!
JASMINE CHEN has failed OTC theory paper.
which means she failed the whole course!
wahahahahahhahahaha.
biggest joke ever.
ok wateva!

there is still 0.1% to pass out.

tat 0.1%!

I WAN TO OUT SHINE!

im on my way to shine already

but tis news is really demolising.

still going for the camp.
still going for POC.

y i go camp?

of cos is to haf fun wif my frens.
but y go poc?
ok sir said is to b happy with ur frens.
to me is to go there make urself feel sad and
congrats sum of ur frens hu din
put as much effort as u did.

ppl asked, u not sad ar?

dots...

of cos im sad.

hu will not b sad?

wat can i do?

rank is not impt to me.

or sld i say it sld not b impt to anyone.

im sad becos of

all of effort and all the time i put in.

i put all my heart and soul in.

and give my veri best.

but ended up lyk tis.

where's all my effort??
muz a leader b good at theory???
WHY???!

WATEVA WATEVA WATEVA!

ok even if i fail i din stop.
i haf to continue.
i cant stop my stjohn life here.
more tings to go.
AGI (alot to go.)
ZONE 7 OTC AFA COURSE
CAMP
POC

ok OTC ending soon.
will b back to Ssgt on 24th spet.
unless miracle happen.
staff is nicer ya!
hahahahahahahahahaa.

im really damn busy wif my attachment.
i still haf lots of comitments too.
and yet more and more tings are coming.
im realli tired.
so so so tired.
i need a break pls.

argh CRAP!

-failed leader-

went for OTC in the moring.
ends around 3 plus.
went home after tat.

had my lunch/dinner.
take a nap after lunch/dinner.

wake up make my way to yck sports hall.
meet up wif company ppl.
played badminton there.
after tat went to jalan kayu for supper.
they are nice and fun ppl.
had a little fun wif them.

not going to blog long.
argh crap!

TAKECARE ppl.
love all!

a tues.
my off day!
went for sea training!
i use my own paddle to row.
not bad.
juz simply love sea training.

i paste my name on my paddle!
I LOVE MY PADDLE!

went home and get change.
meet the db gers for supper.
im so full now.
*burp*

tml is national day.
is a holiday!!!
BUT im working.
wahhahahahahaz.
im so happy!
as if.
ok weiqi.
after long long time.
a post for u.
going to nat camp le.
better TAKECARE of yourself.
don slp late tis 2 days.
muz rest well and drink lots of water.
take tis few days as ur relax day.
enjoy yourself.
don skip any meal ar!
hao hao zhao ku zhi zi.
TAKECARE!
imissyou! =))

i feel so so so..
aiya i don noe la.
hahahahahahahahaz.

i get frustated easily tis days.
i really don noe y.
CRAZIEST!!!

so near yet so far.
far far far!!!
im nobody.
i enjoy my day todae.

TAKECARE everyone!
love all! =D

going to b a short post.
work is boring todae.
not much customer.
sold 2 slimcase bag todae.
tats all.
is so difficult to sell laptop away.

off day tml.
going for training.
tml is sea training.

i don lyk tis.
im not happy!

TAKECARE!
love! =))

is a sun.
my off day.
i haf a nice slp.
slp frm 2am to todae 4pm
still wan to slp longer de.
but i scared tonitez cant slp.
cos im still working tml.
veri long nv stay at home le.
the feeling is so good.

fri.
went to work as usual.
don noe y im so happy.
time past fast.
din sell any laptop todae.
onli sold 1 xp pro sotware,
norton anti virus and a laptop bag.
tats all.
went to pasta mania for dinner.
the dinner is nice.
took mrt home after tat.

sat.
start work.
i brought a shop key home ytd.
cos of sumting.
den tis morning adele got scolded.
tho is not my fault,
but i still feel sorry.
sold 1 laptop todae.
did sum mistake.
is scray at first.
my heart also pop out.
but everyting is fine later on.
went to meet qiaoli after work.
shop around jiu go home le.

tis 2 days i miss out alot of impt tings!
work is ok.
the worst part is i haf to miss all tis tings!
to me is really impt!
miss out comp team treat.
miss out BGI meeting.
miss out sea training.
miss out chongians outing.

going to wish all the bday
ppl i miss out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
25th july
AH MERTZ!

29th july
ZULI! and
jasONG MAJESTY!

5th aug
JANICE KOH SZE YNG!!!
i LOVE all of YOU! =))

i feel so far frm everyone.
so far frm everyting.

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love all! =D

hmm.
wake up at around 6.40am.
went to pass qiaoli sumting.
den went to haf breakfast wif ahma.
went home after tat.

wait for time to pass.
take a 30min nap.
at around 9.50 got change and off to work.
veri tired.
sldnt take the nap at the first place.

work are as usual.
todae im out at another outlet.
im at 37.
sold 2 laptop todae!
thanks to che for the help.
she is nice.

went home wif siokkuan.
she oso at funan.
cos she skooling at kimage.
chap alot on the bus.
so the bustrip is short.
miss the 4t peeps man.
hahaz.

the ppl there are really good.
they can sell well.
they can rmb everyting well.
todae a senior visit.
she oso a attachment last time.
she rmb alot of tings.
she can do alot of tings.
OMG!
i oso wan to noe tat much!
im not good after all.
BOO!

i really feel werid.
so un-usual.
so strange.
the smiles aint the same anymore.
im juz tinking too much.


work tml again.
shedule is out.
OFF on sun, tues and wed.
BUT im going to change it.
cos fri i haf collage event.
and next sun i haf OTC camp breifing.
so im going to change my off day.
still not comfirm yet.
hope can change.
if not jiu die le.

off to my dearest bed.
wan an. =))

TAKECARE PPL!
love! =D

wed wed wed.
is off day.
meaning tml muz work.

went back to skool.
supose to run for heats de.
but walk over.
so straight final.
lolx.

went back to class to join them for lesson.
new teacher new subject.
i tell the teacher im new student
and he blive. lolx.
im juz too playful.
joke alot wif my dearest classmates.
i miss them real lots.
i had so much fun wif them.
i love skool with THEM! =))

went to hg mall wif ahmao after tat.
went to printer our sticket for our paddle.
i print my chinese name.
yay! so excited.

OMG!
jan's bday cuming!
i got no time to shop for prezzie.
shall tell her giving her late.

ok hao le.
slping soon.
wan an!

TAKECARE!
love all! =D

sat training!
im so happy!
so relaxing.
yup is my off day and i went for training.
did rowing for 3 hr.
is so so so shiok.
enjoy it!

sun.
OTC exam.
flunk my theory paper.
lolx. so difficult la!
don noe anyting.
had MOI later on.
i tink is still ok.
but wun score veri high.
the sir say i joke too much.
den had course debrief.
den BGI meeting.
lots of ting to plan.
but the time they meeting,
i cant make it.
so don noe la.
aiyo.

mon.
went to work as usual.
sold 1 laptop todae!
is under my name.
hahahahahaz.
finally my name is in the database.
stock check day.
so we OT until 11.30pm.
went to eat dinner.
treat frm adele.
so thank you!
hahaz. went home after tat.

tues!
recevied msg frm john in the morning.
and noe tat im off for todae and tml.
im so enthu to go work todae.
but im off. so kuku.
hahahahahaz.
so went for training.
training is xiong todae.
run 4 rounds for warm up.
den did 1 hour set.
den pumping and sum exciser.
veri shiok.
hahaz. went to eat wif ahmao after tat.
went home after eating.

still tot of going to sjab tml.
but sad no sjab.
so going back to skool.
cos i miss skool alot alot!
and i don wan to waste my off day.
i wan to make full use of it.

I GOT MY OWN PADDLE TODAE!
yay!!! hahahahahaz.

i really miss alot alot of ppl.
my sec skool de frens!!!!
my classmates!!!!!

edure thru until sept!
attachment over.
OTC over.
holiday cuming!
i can do it!
hahahahahahaz.

okok.
going to slp soon.
muz wake up early to go skool.
GOODNITEZ.

TAKECARE ALL!
love! =))

wed thrus and fri.
work work work!
manage to rmb the specs and model now.
trying to rmb everyting.
need sum time ba.
starting to get use to it le.
manage to get sum fun.
but i don lyk long hours.
my lips hurtz.
cracking soon i tink.
it cant take long hrs of air con.

argh.
OTC exams on sun.
no strength to study for it.
everyday reach home veri tired already.
still haf 1 ppt to do.
1 proposel to do.
test to study.
will do ppt and proposel tml.
shall slp early todae.

OFF DAY!
sat and sun off.
going for training on sat
and OTC on sun.

tkd tournament cuming.
sun is weight in.
i wan to fight!
kuku.
hope i can fight for it.
i really wan.
veri long nv go tournament le.

im so tired ar.
no time for frens.
no time to play.
not enuff time to rest.

haiz.
WHOLE WORLD IS HAFING FUN!
the whole world is telling me sumting.
how fun is skool.
how fun is stjohn.
hows training going.
i missed everyting.
how i wish i can go.
how i wish i juz lead a normal student life.
ya how i wish.
dream on.

i miss
i miss
i miss
i miss alot of tings!
KUKU!
SUCKS!

im real tired.
not onli physically.
but oso mentally.
is onli the first week.
im holding on.
i tot
IM STRONG!

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love all! =))

blah blah blah.
tired ar!

i cant feel my leg anymore.
is my leg still there?
hahaz.

dots.
no fun no fun!

im so so glad.
cos i sold 1 bag and 1 laptop todae.
din waste my effort.
tho is not under my name,
im so glad.
is so difficult to sell.

tis is really hell.
is so tiring.
10 weeks is not short.
haiz.

ENDURE!!!!!
hell hell hell.

NO LIFE!!!

TAKECARE ppl.
love! =))

im dying!
seriously.

don ever ask me hows attachment.
1 word to describe it.
SUCKS!

1 week working day.
2 day off.
no comfirm will b a sat and sun.
10 hours of working hour.
no break.
lunch in the office.
stand for around 9 hours.
everyting is so serious.
no fun.
lots of stress.

so cool ritez?
ya ritez.
i hate it!

no comfirm of off days.
which means no more training for me.
i requsted sun off.
cos of lots of OTC projects.

reported in my kuku formal wear.
stand for around 9hrs wif heals todae.
my legs hurtz lyk hell!
LEG BREAKING!

got to drag myself to work tml.
haiz.

i really don lyk.
im reali veri tired.
haiz, no mood.

I WAN TO GO BACK SKOOL!

im trying hard.
very hard.

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love all! =))

sat training!
it starts late todae.
we row alot alot.
frm 2 straight to 5 plus.
is fun.
we put in all our effort.
alot of gers came.
muz always cum ya?
cant join u all for training le except sat.
muz JIAYOU! =))
i love dragonboat!

sun!
OTC!
first 2 lecture are fun.
but others r boring.
was selected to b BGI pre-parade IC.
impt job!
i wan to do well!
i wan to excel!!!
wat is BGI?
BGI = AGI.
they change the name.
heavy resposibility.
wish myself luck.
hope everyting goes well.
cos is not easy to lead few thousand of ppl.
jiayou for myself! =D

pls don hurt yourself anymore.
i reali hate it to see it.
i don care how close we are.
if i saw it again im going to ignor u.
please!
it don help if u hurt yourself.
u always haf us wif u.
cheer up k?
smile! =))

i reali reali hate to see it.
please please please!
last time is you you you you you.
now is you you yu.
so mani ppl.
stop ya?

blah blah blah.
OTC OTC OTC,
projects and projects and projects!
ATTACTMENT ATTACTMENT ATTACTMENT,
responsible responsible resposible!
TRAINING TRAINING TRAINING,
onli sat onli sat onli sat!
NO STJOHN NO STJOHN NO STJOHN,
sad sad sad!!!
NO CCA NO CCA NO CCA,
sianz sianz sianz!

the older u r,
the more responsibility u haf.
im still hanging on.

im prepared for my attactment.
wish me luck!
see me in formal wear tml!
hahahahahhahahaha.

TAKECARE ppl!
love all! =))

still not having enuff rest.
argh! TIRED!

THRUS!
went for intership training.
tis time round learn abt laptop.
we learn the parts and ting.
went home after tat.

meet jenna and go to safra.
reach the busstop,
waited for jason wif jaslyn.
so in the end the four Js went in together.
did logistic at around 9pm.
set up everyting until 4am.
omg. is lyk damn long.
while setting up we play wif the trolly.
den jason's phone camara crack.
partly my fault i tink.
cos is i push the trolly de.
den he fall off the trolly.
so yup SORRY.
smile ya jason! =))

den breifing until 4.30am.
wash up and went to slp.
wake up at 6.30.
prepare everyting.
is a army event.
everyting goes well.
den pack up.
din finish packing up and i went off.
i enjoy working with the Js and seals!

ST JOHN!
ok back to stjohn.
they had a mini foot drill comp.
yup not bad.
i tink they enjoyed it.
lead sum cheers.
and i found out im out of cheers already.
rot already.
too long nv do camp le.
shall learn more cheers frm others.

sent weiqi back after tat.
dinner wif sOck, vian, kokwei and ma'am aminah.
dinner at KFC.
after dinner den we walk shoping around.
went home after tat.

yup. veri tired.
and i found out tat im allergy to sun tannging oil.
cos after everyting i apply it,
the next day i will haf rashes all over my neck and arms.
so not going to use it in furture le.
unless im going to tann it into nice colour.

WEIQI!
i tot i suppose to blog a post for u?
and it suppose to b sumting bad.
hahahahaz.
but i forget wat is it abt le.
so juz type tings i rmb.
do rest well ya?
i noe u r tired.
so don slp late in the nitez.
i repeat don overwork!
TAKECARE!
since i wan to blog sumting bad,
i shall end it wif MEI YOU LIANG XIN!
hahahahahaz.
SMILE! =))

thanks joyce and ah mao!
thanks for visiting me.
sorry tat din reali tok to u all.
cos im busy.
really sorry.
and thank YOU veri MUCH!
i appriciate alot!
TAKECARE!
love! =p

david told me he is visiting my blog.

so muz say hi.

cos is rare to see tis kind of person going to blog.

hahahahhahahaz

so MR DAVID HI!

ok im boliao.

TAKECARE of ur wound.

get well soon!

he say im going to blog sumting good abt him.

but im not going to!

he is a bad guy! lolx.

bye!

oOooo.

and mr BIG BULLY JASPER msg me recently!

lolx. sky going to drop soon.

but i din reply ytd.

cos im tired.

shall msg him whem im free.

yup tat all.
im going to bed soon.
cos there r training tml.
and i onli slpt for 1 hr the nitez b4.
so goodnitez all!

TAKECARE all!
iloveyou! =D

im tired
im tired
im veri tired!
im veri veri tired!

3 days intensive training ended.
frm 8am all the way to 6pm.
quite tough but not very.
but is tiring.
cos is continuously 3 days.

3 days did physical,
pool rowing and sea training.
Day 1 is physical and pool.
Day 2 is all three.
Day 3 is physical and sea.

SHAG!
veri slpy.
whole body ACHING.

tiring but i enjoyed it!
STROKE, STROKE, STROKE by STROKE.
DEEP IN, PULL HARD!
POWER!!!
AI ZAI!!!

ok enuff of training.
well. tml intership again.
alamak waste 1 more of my day.
going back to seals to work on fri.
but staying over on thrus nitez.
after work going for sjab.
sat training and sun OTC.
plan for tis week.
and the kuku mon is attachment.
yup! i don wan attachment!

ELAINE!
CHEER UP!
im veri proud of you!
the bestest CHAMPION in mummy's heart!
iloveYOU elaine! =))
SMILE!

and WEIQI!
don stressed ya?
heard frm sumone tat u r veri stressed.
relax abit.
you can do it de.
don overwork yourself.
do TAKECARE!
REST WELL!
iloveyou!
SMILE! =p

18th July
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
WEI XIONG!!!
AND
CHIN HONG!!!

ok enuff of blogging.
slping time.
goodnitez!

TAKECARE!
love! =D

yawn.
lag of slp.
cut short everyting.

THRUS!
swim and haf steamboat in the nitez.
is celebration for joyce's bday.
we went to esplanade to chat and drink.
the view is so nice.
went home the next morning.

FRI!
back to xinmin for sjab.
try new way of punishment.
not bad. is scary to them i tink.
master parade and dismissal.

send weiqi back and meet jan.
had dinner wif her at pepper lunch.
yet chat and chat.
went home after tat.

SAT!
sea training.
row and row and row.
row quite alot.
endurance's row and did set.
laoshi correct everyone's stoke.
yup tats all.

met qiaoli after tat.
we went to wisma to find vian and stella.
juz shop around and we went off.
went to fareast.
we keep on eating.
hahaz. yup.
den we took neoprint.
went home to bathe after tat.
met qiaoli again.
qiaoli, qiaoting and me went to kbox.
we sing and sing and sing.
went off at 3am.
sorry qiaoli.
nv high wif u.
cos i reali too tired le.

SUN!
slpt at 4am.
and i woke up at 6am!
omg damn tired.
went for OTC.
we haf presentation skill lesson.

first half was boring.
but next half is veri fun!
todae's OTC is FUN!
my grp won 3rd for the best speaker.
and guess hu speak for my grp?!
is me! lolx.
noe wats the topic?
CRAP!
so i crap alot!
OTC is more and more fun le!
yup.

I LOVE OSCAR!
I LOVE BRAVO!

met joyce and ahmao for dinner.
joyce is going stay over and
we are going training together tml.
intensive starting tml.
JIAYOU!

I DON LIKE
I REALLY DON LIKE
donliketoseemyfren'stears
donliketoseethemsad
will blog good wan when im free.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
JOYCE HO!!!
AND
MATTHEW!!!

TAKECARE!
LOVE ALL! =))

TODAY.
went for a jog in the afternoon.
found out tat my fitness drop.
omg. haf to train back again.

went back to xinmin for sjab after tat.
they had PT at first.
den played sum games wif the nursings.
break after tat.
ma'am aminah is back.
she gave a tok on dicipline.
i reali miss the trainings she gave us.
all thanks to her takan-ing.
if nt we wun haf todae.
her tok make me tink of my sec 1 and 2 life.
is so tough and fun wif her around.
she taught us alot alot of tings.
she is the MA'AM i respect MOST!

sumtimes i wonder.
how to b a good officer?
well hmm.
more to learn.
hope i can grade frm otc.
i wan to b a good and respectable officer!
is not easy i noe.

after the last parade.
had debrief by ma'am aminah.
i tok to steph and weiqi after tat.
and den off we go.
send gekhan to her lift.
weiqi so funny.
hahaz. she had her PT there.
send weiqi home after tat.
and back home.

after showering and dinner.
went to hg plaza to get sumting.
was tinking wat bus to take home.
suddenly i feel lyk taking a long long way.
so i took 325.
i really took 1 big round.
i drop opp hg green.

sometimes,
it feels good being alone.
i enjoy the bus trip alone,
listening to my mp3 wif nice music.
enjoying the wind frm the non air-con bus.
was tinking on lots of ting.
is so relaxing and i fall alslp.
the feeling is good. =))

got back my result todae.
in all it sucks.
my target is GPA 4.
which means full marks.
i need both A to get tat.
BUT my
IFA - A
EES - B
total GPA is 3.462.

everyting is over.

nth to b sad.

yup sad oso no use le.

muz work harder end of the year.
i wan a GPA 4 for the next time.
JIAYOU! =D

took my weight in the gym on mon.
and guess wat?!
omg it increase!
is muscles or fats?
i tink is FATS!
HOW?!
i wan to jian fei but im lazy.
and i love to eat.
hmm. shall exercise more.

a long post todae ya?
im so tired.
going to slp early.
celebrating joyce bday tml.

TAKECARE my frens!
LOVE all! =))

im lazy to blog in details.
ok. last post was on fri.
lets start on sat.
went for sea training.
did rowing.
went to aunt's hse after tat.
juz slack around there.
went home in the nitez.
slp at 3 am.
cos i polish boots.
and do sum cards.
yup so slp at 3am.

SUN!
wake up at 6am.
get ready and went to xinmin.
give the comp teams cards and
wait for sOck to cum.
her bro fetch us to guangyang pri.
yup. was the time keeper for NA first aid case.
everyting ended fast.
pack up everyting.
and now for the result.
CONGRATS to NC.
they get in 2nd.
WE are proud of u gers.
and NA don get dishearted.
u all did ur best le.
the rest r reali veri strong.
u all r CHAMPS in our heart. =))
den everyting ended.
the OCTs haf to pack up everyting.
so we went home quite late.

and is a MON.
meet jenna outside xms.
cos she wan to take tings frm zien.
meet elaine after tat.
is another healthy day.
went to gym and den swimming.
only swim for 6 laps.
we took lots of pics.
dinner at hg mall long john.
den to plaza for pool.
both jenna and me lost to elaine.
HOW CAN?! lolx.
ok she is a pro. isit?
went to elaine's voiddeck.
we eat ice-cream and chat alot.
and took lots of pics too.
elaine went home after tat.
jenna and me waited for jan.
jan came.
so we sat and chat.
juz chat awhile and we went off.
a fun day!

is a tues.
went to queensway wif ahmao and jenna.
walk around den go to hereen.
juz shop around and we brought sumting.
went to find joyce after tat.
acc her for dinner.
ahmao and me send her to work.
went home after tat.

JOYCE!
cheer up k?
ur 2 eyes becum goldfish already.
he will b back soon de.
u sld feel lucky tat he can tok to u everynitez le.
stop crying and torture urself hao mahz?
now bu mei le.
muz eat more ok?
ahmao and me is always here for u
SMILE! =))
love!

WHY?

TAKECARE everyone!
love all! =D

TODAY!
i love todae!
hahaz.
cos i did lots of tings.
and is a healthy day!

early in the morning.
after so so sO long.
im once again sending qiaoli to skool.

went running after tat.
or sld i say is jogging.
hahaz. not veri long distance.
frm 918 to 681 to ave 8 mac
turn in at monfort there and
run around my estate for 1 round.
tats all. but at least i run.
hahaz.

meet ah mao for swimming!
i swim for 12 laps.
the lazy ah mao onli swim for 4 laps.
hahaz. so man zhu.
lunch and ice-cream wif ahmao.
den home sweet home.
saw our senior andrew.
he so pro and lihai.
he swim for uncountable laps la.
hahahaz.

wake up at 5.
travel out to jenna's hse.
and we go to yishun to find elaine.
walk around and haf dinner.

sea training tml!!
so excited for it!
JIAYOU!

TAKECARE PPL!
love all! =))

ok after few days im back here to blog.
going to cut short.
cos im lazy!
had intership for past few days.
ok finish 1 module le.
no more lesson.
attachment on 24th july.

tues training.
pool training.
onli row for 1 set.
cos of my stupid abrasion.
den did physical.

TODAY!
my offically FIRST day of holiday.
went to tamp mall wif ahmao and huixing todae.
went to pierce my 3rd earhole again.
close twice le hope it don close again.
walk around at tamp mall.
huixing went off to meet her bf.
so ahmao and i went to hg mall.
juz walk walk around.
and she went off after tat.

meet sOck to take my otc shirt.
den she meeting jan to take a book.
so we sat and chat.
saw elaine after tat.
ask her to cum in and join us.
she is waiting for jenna.
cos they meeting for dinner.
so later on jenna join us.
hahaz. so qiao.
den we sat and chat and eat.
everyone went off after tat.
sent elaine home.

i had bad dream tis few days.
i wonder y.
dream of ahmao 1 of the day.
i had a fight wif her.
and is so scray!
i dream of ghost too.

hahahaz.


heartless ELAINE!
as i say i wan to blog a post for u.
finally got to see u le.
but i found out u r so heartless.
ALWAYS bluff me!
ALWAYS forget me!
ALWAYS call jenna nv call me!
ALWAYS nv ask me out!
always! alwAYS! ALWAYS!
so sad! =((
hahaz. but elaine.
muz stay happy always k?
got ting muz tell.
don hide and suffer urself.
mummy is always here.
JIAYOU for ur comp.
left 2 weeks onli.
endure thru it.
you can de!
wo yong yuan zi ci ni!
TAKECARE!
smile! =))
i love the heartless elaine!

i love holiday!
im not going to waste it.
more slp!
more resting!
more outing!
yeah! hahaz.

TAKECARE my frens!
love all! =D

im back!
din go for OTC on sunday.
instead went down to reservior.

guys final todae.
but lost.
1 reason is we r not strong enuff.
2nd reason is they r too strong.

laoshi is angry and disapointed.
angry wif the seniors.
almost all r late.
and they don take the race seriously.
and i tink disapoint wif the team ba.
hope everyone of us will noe how to tink.
and lets not disapoint laoshi again.

as for the race for CC.
we ITE helped eunos grc to race.
and we got in FIRST!
but name not under ite.

after everyting we went to laoshi's hse.
PIZZA PARTY!!!
18 person wif 10 large pizza
and 40 chicken wings!
OMG! almost die.
too much le.
we eat until left 2 and the half box of pizza.
none of us can carry on.
but we din wan to waste food.
so we played zhong ji mi ma.
so funny. i strike once!
total i ate 4 big pieces of piazza.
omg! eat until wan to vomit.
poor yvonne she strike 3 times!
and tat raymond is crazy!
the total amount is reali siao.
he eat 1 large BOX of pizza wif 8 large pieces!
tis is so so so crazy!
hahahahahahz.
had fun at laoshi's hse! =))

mon.
in skool now.
ppl r hafing youth day holiday
and yet IM IN SKOOL!
so unfair!!!
nvm after wed i will b hafing holdiay!
hahahhahahaz.

SAVA race!
sept!!!
WE MUZ WIN!
CANT disapoint laoshi.

DRAGON BOAT!
DRAGON BOAT!!
DRAGON BOAT!!!
DRAGON BOAT!!!!

PLEASE RESPECT ITE TOO!
ITE student r oso normal people.
is juz tat we r not tat smart.
do u tink u r frm sum U
den u can insult the ITE.
ITE is not is the end!!!
RESPECT US TOO!
thank YOU!

TAKECARE my frens!
love all! =))

im totally shegged now.
row real hard todae.
super tired.
no more energy left.
no strength left.
shoulder giving prob.
it hurtz more todae.

race for 2 race todae.
women's and mixed team.
both we lost.

sad?
disapointment?
argh!

all of us r sad.
but all kept it in their own heart
and act there is nth happen.
i noe everyone r strong.
get over it soon ya?

we train hard juz for todae.
but y the out come become tis way?

is it i or we train not hard enuff?
or is it my endurance not good enuff?
or is it i din pull in hard enuff?
or is it more and more and more
my fault?

I WAN TO WIN!
I REALLY WAN TO WIN!
I WAN MEDAL!
I AM HUGRY!
NO! NO! NO!
NOT I!
IS WE!
WE ARE HUNGRY!!!
so? is all over.
is a ending for now.
full stop.

SO all we can do now is
TRAIN HARD for sept race.
we will need 20 rowers for women.
after tis race, will they still cum back?
the gers WAN TO RACE on sept.
and WE WAN TO WIN!
no is WE WILL WIN!!!
so gers do cum back ya?

ITE nv say die!
we CAN DO IT!
WE WILL BE BACK STRONGER!!!
STRONG STRONG STRONG!!!
not only saying!
we WILL DO IT!!!
ITE guys and gers CAN ALL DO IT!
ITE DRAGONBOAT WOOSA!!!

TAKECARE!
love!

CONGRATS to ELAINE!
so li hai.
she is in to the FINAL!
she called me and tell me.
she is veri veri happy.
so do i.
happy for her.

ELAINE!
muz JIAYOU k?
do ur best in the final!
u can DO IT!
mummy is very proud of you.
CHAMPION ALL THE WAY!!!
qiang! wo ai ni! =))

hafing intership now.
doing stuff abt printer.
quite easy.
stupid intership.
make me cant go back to xinmin todae.

saw my ees teacher joanie juz now.
ask her abt my ees.
she say i got B.
ahahahaz. not bad not bad.
at least i din fail.
hope she din bluff me.
hafing sjab senior meeting later.

todae is St John's day.
HAPPY ST JONH'S DAY!!! =D

TAKECARE!
LOVE ALL! =))

edited.

wed.
went back to xinmin for sjab.
din reali do anyting.
they had sjab day rehersal.
they keep ma`am here and there.
lolx. so bu xi guan.
after activity send weiqi back.
went home after tat.

thrus.
went for training.
did pool training todae.
din run todae.
row and row and row.
but 1 ting i don lyk is after pool training,
everyone will haf abrasion.
so painful. the high part is when i bathe.
wah super pain!

NEO xinyi!
cheer up k?
i noe is sad when u noe u cant get to row.
don blame laoshi.
is not his fault at all.
he do all tis for ur own good.
u hurt ur back, and is veri dangerous.
BACK lehz! not other places.
to a rower, BACK is veri impt.
if not how u twist?
rmb wat i tell u?
is better to heal ur back and miss a race
den injured ur back more and cant row anymore.
To rest more is to go further more!
xu xi shi yao zou gen chang de lu.
zhang da le, yao hu xiang.
COME BACK STRONGER!
xinyi YOU can de!
TAKECARE! and
GET WELL SOON! =D

ELAINE!
don b disapointed.
u did ur best le.
nth to b disapointed or sad.
even if there r any mistake,
learn it now.
lyk wat u say is the effort tat counts ritez?
train more and cum back stronger.
you can do it de.
rmb tis.
once a champ, ALWAYS a champ.
shooting is all in ur mind.
if u blive u can, and YES u can!
muz tell me the result once is out ya?
mummy is proud of laine!
wo yong yuan zi ci ni!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
smile! =D
iloveYOU! =))

yup.
race is tis sat.
we muz win!
we MUST!
no more lose by 1 sit!
NO! NO! NO!
we muz win by 1 boat!
IF we blive we can, WE CAN!
Train as if you are racing,
Race as if you are training.
no more training le.
muz RACE hard!
JIAYOU!!!
WE CAN DO IT!!!

qiaoli, xue mei and elaine.
s0 long nv see u all le.
wonder how u all r doing now.
muz TAKECARE ya?
in skool don b rebel ar.
esp qiaoli. forever doing sumting stupid.
and oso yao hao hao tu shu.
xue mei muz study hard ar.
u can de. don stressed.
elaine. don rebel oso.
and u oso better study hard ar.
and of cos ur shooting.
u THREE be good in skool.
yao guai guai. lolx.
if not all ta pi gu! hahaz.
don worry.
i nv forget u all.
u all r still in my heart.
yup is deep deep inside there.
im not mei you liang xin.
zhen de, mei you pian ni men.
YOU all are being missed by JASMINE!
iloveYOU! =))

JENNA and BITCH!
jenna my crappy partner!
and FRANCEL the BITCH!
suddenly i miss u TWO!
omg! u 2 muz feel hounered ok.
lolx. how r u gers?
lyk so so so long nv le.
and oso nv catch up wif each other.
muz TAKECARE hor!
jenna JIAYOU in ur vball!
i support YOU!
u oways woosa me.
urs is wat? lolx.
VBALL _______ !!!!!
fill in the blank urself.
hahahahahhahahaz.
francel JIAYOU in ur nursing and dance!
i noe is a difficult subject to cope.
but i noe u can de.
HANG ON there ar.
muz go out 1 day!
and u 2 better not forget me!
love! =p

dragonboat GERS!
TAKECARE of ur abrasions ok?
apply sumting to it.
i noe is damn painful.
but apply le heal faster.
drink more water!
race on sat!
see YOU! =D

shoulder aching.
massage anyone???
hahahahahahhahaz.

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love all! =))

TUES.
went to skool for intership.
had our chapter 14 test.
and den is our project presentation.
teacher say not bad.
hahaz. good good.

went off early for training.
did rowing.
not so shiok todae.
race on sat.
muz JIAYOU!
fight HARD!
ROW HARD!
ITE WOOSA!

hahaz. ok.
sumtimes sumting.
hmm. don noe how to say.
cant work means cant work.
but we can b good frens. =))
onli sum will noe wat im toking.
ok tats it. lolx.

after training kweekim sir called.
my OTC grp instructor.
the coversation is so funny.

SIR: jasmine r u there for the first parade?
me: yes sir, im there veri early.
SIR: den y the grp IC nv take ur attendance?
me: sir, u noe i hu anot?
SIR: yes! THE WAN HU TOKS ALOT!
me: hahaz. yes sir.
SIR: the grp IC tat day is (a guy name) ritez?
me: yes sir.
SIR: den y didnt he take ur attendance.
me: i tink he hate me.
SIR: hahaz. ok. so u r there.
me: yes sir. u saw me wat.
SIR: yes. juz to make sure.
me: ok bye.
SIR: bye.

ok not tat funny.
but the funny part is.
THE WAN HU TOKS ALOT!
omg! i tok alot?
i don tink so.
hahahahahahhaahz.

going back to xinmin for sjab tml.
hahaz. yup.
XINMIN rocks!
SJAB rocks more!
lolx.

i HATE conflicts!
i don lyk quarrels!!
peace ya?
SMILE! =D

TAKECARE everyone!
loveYOU! =))

OTC on sunday.
was a slack wan.
cos all lectures.
had 4 lectures todae.
to me all r boring except the last wan.
first lecture on team building.
i din fall alslp.
cos i kept drawing. hahaz.
2nd and third lecture i kept nooding.
omg too boring le.
last wan is parade protocol.
not tat bad.
had team building after tat.
discuss on sum skool's prob.
den photo taking.
omg the camara's men r so high.
lolx. so funny.

can learn lots of tings in OTC.
lyk wat sOck say,
we learn how to move forward
15steps in 1 command.
and i oso learn tat we can actually
move uncountable steps wif 1 command
until they gif the command to stop.
so coolx ritez. hahaz.
but i forget wats the command le.
shall learn it one day.
and of cos learn lots of lots of ting.

omg and i tink im going to fail OTC.
cos is not easy to pass out.
going to haf exams.
and exams r on the lectures ting.
MOIs too i tink.
MOI sld not b a prob.
but most imptly muz pass adult first aid!
omg! rot already!
i gif back all my first aid knowledge le.
and my first aid is not tat good at the first place.

first project cuming.
NAT comp.
ok 4 more sundays to go.
1 more camp to go.
and 2 more projects to go.
JIAYOU! =))
self motivation. hahaz.

MON.
went to skool for intership.
mr kelvin yap took us in the morning.
tok to us on customer service.
and attactment tingy.
den to tm for lunch.
back to skool for another half of intership.
had pratical lesson.
everyting was alritez.
went home after tat.
going to rush for project later on.

going for attactment when skool reopen.
and mr kelvin yap say muz wear formal wear.
going to shop for formal wear 1 day.
omg! me in formal wear?
it will b weird. lolx.

ok sea training tml!!!
going to leave early frm intership.

and i downloaded photoshop.
BUT i don noe how to use it.
lolx. any kind soul wanna teach me?
hahahahahz.

ok to keep everyone updated.
wat im busy recently.
INTERSHIP
INTERSHIP
INTERSHIP
OTC
OTC
OTC
DRAGON BOAT
DRAGON BOAT
DRAGON BOAT

sumtimes reali not enuff rest.

i noe is holiday for others now.

BUT my HOLIDAY cuming le!

hahahahhahahaz.

pls don take me for granted.

thank you.

TAKECARE my frens!

love all! =))

fri.
went to skool for intership.
boring!

met ah mao and go ps.
had dinner wif joyce, chuan, gary, sab,
yvonne, zijie, louis, raymond and davin.
watch movie after tat.
but joyce and chuanqin went off.
watch silent hill.
not a bad show.
but alot ppl say not nice.
we find it not bad.
in fact i tink is nice.
went home after tat.
reach home at around 2.30am.

wake up at 10.
went for training.
todae's training is so crazy!
so fun!
we pull real hard.
we did lots of 800m set.
super shiok!
had a mini race wif ntu guys.
1000m!!!
omg! almost die.
hahaz. they r good we cant deny.
their charging!
wah power!

lunch wif ahmao, joyce, chuanqin,
weepeng and cicilian at tamp mall.
went home after tat.

race on sat!!!
JIAYOU!

OTC tml.
there goes my another sun.
hope i wun fall alslp during lecture again.
hahahaz.

and and and!!!
WEIQI is CRAZY!!!
she is overly high now.
don noe wats wrong wif her.
she is juz over happy.
hahahaz. BUT!
weiqi bian le!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
ZI EN!!! =D

TAKECARE all!
love! =))

edited

wed.
quite a busy day.
went for intership lesson.
had chapter 12 test.
den did our ppt.

went to find jan after tat.
at kotong ktv.
she is wif shuxian and yingxian.
shuxian and jan keep singing.
yingxian and me keep craping.
hahahaz. so funny.
yup at the end i sang 1 song.
went home after tat.

meet tkd fren, adrain.
went to my tkd mdm's hse.
juz chat chat.
and they haf steamboat early on.
took sum pics over there.
went home after tat.
slp quite early cos im tired.
around 1 plus. hahaz.
is tat early?

thrus.
went to meet sOck and krissy for lunch.
yes u din read wrongly.
is KRISSY! hahaz.
yup i miss her so much!
and finally we got to meet up.
we had lots of xiao long baos!
and i haf 1 plate of fried rice.
for more pics go to sOck's blog.
went off for training after tat.
so nice and fun lunch!

training!
run and pump at first.
den the pool training.
din row due to sum prob.
hahaz. did set instead.
went to bedok for dinner after tat.
and now at home blogging.
tml intership again.
so sianz.

WEIQI!
xie xie ni!
bu yong dan xin,
wo mei shi.
ni bu yao mei tian dou na mo wan shui.
dui shen ti bu hao.
hai you! bu yao mei ci mei you chi.
YAO can can dou chi ar!
yao tian tian kai xin!
imissyou! smile!
wo hen ai hen ai ni! =))
and weiqi!
i blog on our long rotting blog le.
go see k? hahahaz.


thanks edwin NG!
he is so nice guy!
he help me alot in my test.
thanks so much! =p

i went to lots of ppl's blog and tag.
cos im too boliao le.
haahahhaz.

gary is so funny la.
he chat wif me online.
and he use mic.
so erxin.
and the tings he say.
OMG! can vomit!

TAKECARE!
loveYOU! =D