BOO!
im back!
back to blog.
i have been too tired to blog.
too lazy to blog.

im very thankful to everyone.
no worries,
im alritez.
and of cos im fine.
im still the happy JASMINE!
the wan hu always SMILE! =))
thank you for all your concern.
i appreciate it alot.
THANK YOU!
i love all of you!

i have lots of tings to say.
but i don noe how to start.

CHANGES
hmm.
everyting starts to change.
alot of tings doesnt seems to be the way i wan.
not the way i tot it is suppose to be.
is so diff frm the past i had go thru.
first time in my life
going thru so so so many failure at a go.
so so so many tough time at a go.

wat to do?
i have to accept the changes.
but the stubbon me refuse to do it.
in the end hu suffer?
ha is me myself.
really had a tough time.
but now after so so so many days of tis.
i really had tink thru it.
i noe is tough.
but i haf to bite it thru.

working life is tough.
climbing up higher is tough.
to fight hard is tough.
everyting is tough.
but sumtimes you get to
learn in tis tough process.
yes im learning now.

im no longer young kid.
no longer the wan tat can live freely.
no stress, no trouble, no problem.
onli ting is to play, eat and slp.
wow such a nice life ya?
the funny ting is
when we are young,
we all wan to grow up fast
cos alot haf the tinking tat
when we grow up we get freedom
and of cos we don need to study anymore.
tats wat i tink when im young too.
but for now...
how i wish im still a young kid.
hahaz.

FAILED
i had accepted the failure.
wat to do?
hu to blame?
wat can i do to change?
i don wan bother it anymore.
me me me.
i fail means i fail.
actually is oso a good ting.
tis shows tat im not good enuff.
and if i got it.
next time i will feel bad.
so remain as it be.
hahaz don worry.
im alritez.
im juz saying all my tots out.

ATTACHMENT
working life.
well. to me is fun.
cos i enjoy it.
in fact i really learn lots of ting.
is juz abit tiring cos of the timing.
as i mention before,
the ppl there are nice.
they teach us when we don noe the tings.
but sumtimes tings are scary.
i don noe how to say.
is a werid feeling.

had been switching around frm shop to shops.
main shop is still the best.
the rest really cant make it.
i don lyk to b alone.
mainshop is always having alot of ppl.
and alot of customer.
no more other places pls.

had a test todae.
well everyone failed.
cos the passing mark is 40/50.
i got 33.
hmm. got to work harder.
i wan to sell more.
wish me luck!

HUMAN
well. tis is wat i obvious.
i take train to work everyday.
is office hour so train will haf alot of ppl.
i don understand why is everyone rushing?
all thier pace are so so so fast.
rushing to work.
sumtimes when im going to be late.
i oso rush wif them.
but i don to walk fast.
hahaz.
werid ppl.
i really don understand.
hahaz.

FRIENDS
hmm.
i wonder how are all my frens.
lost contect wif them for quite sum time already.
hope they doing really fine.
im sorry if i haf neglected you guys.
i really don haf the time.
even if i haf im too tired already.
so sorry about that.
do TAKECARE ya?
for ppl taking exams.
do WORK HARD!
you haf my moral SUPPORT!
JIAYOU!
i miss you guys alot!
ALL THE BEST my frens!
iloveyou! <3

SCARY
tis is one ting i obvious.
A person is really very scary
when he/she is very serious,
angry, frastruted or in a very bad mood.
scray! i will nv become lyk tis.
hahaz.

MISSES
i miss dragonboat training.
tis is the time when i put aside all my tings
and i put in my heart and soul in to train.
all the sweat are dipping everywhere.
is tough but everyone bite it thru together.
we joke alot, we play alot.
but we row hard too.
at times we make laoshi angry.
but we try to make laoshi smile again.
dragonboat is the time i enjoy and haf fun.
i miss the team alot.
i miss the botak laoshi too.
I WAN TO ROW!
hahaz.

i miss ximin sjab.
as a senior now, i wan to diff.
i don lyk to be firece.
i don lyk to scold.
but sumtimes i really haf too.
i wan to use the soft way but not the hard wan.
i love ximin sjab seriously.
the place i really grow alot.
learn alot of tings there.
noe alot of nice ppl there.
now tos ppl are not there already.
but the juniors make my day.
hu say a senior cant be close wif juniors.
i lyk to joke wif them.
i lyk to see them smile.
i lyk the way when they are serious.
i lyk the way they put on their uniform.
but 1 ting are veri diff now.
thier passion.
they are not enthu at all.
they are so dead.
i really don noe y.
both way we try b4.
we treat them in a veri hush way.
and we treat them in a nice way.
but none works.
i rmb when i was in sec 1.
even sjab activity is veri tough,
but everyone enjoy every process.
we chiong for everyting.
every squad is veri veri enthu back den.
the drills of every squad is so standard.
all the bangs are veri nice.
i don see them enjoying now.
they are juz going sjab for the sake of going.
cheering for the sake of cheering.
tings are so diff now.
hope tings change.
and they can enjoy everyting they do.
sjab can really leave a nice memories
after you graduate.
tat is if you enjoy everyting.
trust me.

i miss my CLASS!
MMTD.
how i wish i can go back and join them,
before attachment,
i haf so so so much fun wif them.
esp the brojars.
we offten do lots of stupid tings.
they are so so entertaining.
hahaz. skool is fun.
seriously.
so treasure it.

ENDING
ok i tink i have a super long post.
actually i haf alot alot more to say.
but don noe how to say it already.

i really misses alot of tings.
i love memories.
i wan to tresure alot alot of tings.

ok time for bed.
tkd tournament tml.
opps! no is later.
haven train for a veri long time already.
i wan to fight hard.
i wan a gold medal.
i nv ever get a gold before.
wish me luck!
hahaz.

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
I LOVE ALL! =))