these days are bad.
real bad.
don noe wats going on.

23th and 24th.
dragonboat SAVA race.
first day is 200m.
laoshi din put me in mixed team.
how i wish i could be in there wif them.
becos im not there for many many trainings.
stupid attachment.
for women's
we are into plate final.
but we lost.

second day is 500m.
dreaming tat laoshi will put me into mixed todae.
yup dreaming.
so there goes my dream.
ok i noe im not good enuff.
nth to say.

we row real hard and we came in 2nd for women's.
tats only the heat.
but we are all veri happy.
semi final.
sumting went wrong.
our last 80m went messy.
power drop plus messy so we came in 5th.

say goodbye to grand final so we r in to plate final.
everyone is hungry for medals.
so we row hard.
but same ting happen.
tis time round near 50m everyting went wrong.
reach the finishing line.
all the gers r juz simply veri frastruted and sad.
all heads down.
went up laoshi tok to us.
tears fill up my eyes.
i hold it back and joke around wif them.
sab came to me and she cried.
i can feel how frastructed she is.
my tears row down.
is over already.
we did our best le.
wat we can do now is try harder.
much harder.
good job for todae.
JIAYOU!
WE MUST CUM BACK STRONGER!
I WAN MEDAL!
YOU WAN MEDAL!
WE WAN MEDAL!
not for me or you but for ITE!

went off to work after tat.
funan road show.
im already half died.
without eating anyting after rowing.
and row for few race.
im juz simply stoning.
and at tis time william sir called.
went to a coner to pick up.

he make my tears row down.
juz becos of the tings he said.
he don expect me to fail.
he look up on me.
but i disapoint him.
i can sense it.
i really appriciate that,
he actually tried hard to fight for me.
but commitee don allow.
so....

he tinks the same way as i tink too.
he told me,
"don give up becos of tis stupid theory.
i really tink is useless."
well tat is wat i tink so.
he told me alot ting.
i will bear tat in mind.

he is a nice sir.

thank you william sir!
best SI ever.

back to work.
sold 1 laptop todae.
after work went to haf dinner.
is on company treat.
after tat went to party world wif the working frens.
i din sing.
i lyk to hear them sing.
thier singing is veri nice.
esp adele and john.
at least they brighter my day by abit.
cos when u haf tings to do.
and when u are enjoying the nice music.
u will forget the tings tat happpen.

now back home.
time is 4.42am.
i going for dragonboat camp.
4 days 3 nitez.
going to slp now.
haf to wake up at 7.30.
shagged!

TAKECARE!
love all!