hai.. disappointed..

hai.. todae sumone told mi sumting abt tis person.. the another side of tis person.. i reali don blive it.. and i don wan to blive it.. but the tat is the truth.. noe abit of the story in the morning.. i try to not blive it.. but in the afternoon i noe the whole story.. after hearing it.. i felt so so disappointed.. and even sad.. u! sumone tat i trust.. tat i blive u.. tat i tink u r a good, nice and more.. more.. yes mayb u r when u r wif us.. but when u r wif others r u the same? reali wan to noe.. hearing ppl say u i do feel bad.. reali don wan to blive.. after all these trying to hide my sadness frm the ppl wif me.. trying to act as if nth has happen.. but after vian break down.. i juz cant hide it animore.. u r not lyk tis the last time.. u change? or u r alreadi lyk tis but we don noe.. reali veri confuse.. can i still trust u? i reali duno.. i duno how to face u in skool.. coz when i c u i noe u do wun all those ting tat they say de... but......... don tink the person noe tat i noe ba.. hai.. *lost*