went to skool for exams todae.
argh! i flunk my EES!
don noe how to do at all.
im going to enjoy my life for now
until i get my results.

training!
wow! todae is a tough wan.
very very tough.
the first hour is so crazy.
run and run and run.
pump and pump and pump.
so shiok but very tiring.
the rest of the days
the team r very died.
tat include me.
cos everyone is half died already.
did fitness corner after tat.
yup. enjoyed todae's training.
next week will b the race le.
so muz train very hard now.
JIAYOU! =))

ppl r hafing holiday now.
and yet im hafing intership.
need to go back to skool for
2 more weeks!
so sianz.

i wan to go out!
more outings!
more rest!
more slping time!
hahahahahhaz.

thanks evonne for the gift!
she brought cups for high FIVE!
loveyou! =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
CHUAN QIN! =D

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love! =p

lets start frm sun.
sjab officer training course started.
was abit sianz.
but i learn alot of tings.

mon. wake up at 12.
went to genenal hospital to see a relative.
den back to home.
sOck cum over to play com.
went off to meet weiqi at 5.
den to marina square to meet aishah, elena,
kunyang, eeliang, datou and jinkai.
to soul garden for dinner.
went to take lots of pics after tat.
a fun day! =))

im sorry.
im very sorry.
im super very sorry.
sorry for being such a lousy frens.
i don noe how to face you.
i don noe wat to say.
pls do wake up. enuff enuff.
everyting is enuff.
don brood over it le.
i wan to care.
but i don noe how to.
esp on tis on of ting.
so i choose to keep quiet.
i don noe wat muz i say.
i don noe how to console.
i don lyk to see u tis way.
when i read your blog. my heart ache.
tears roll down. to me, all tis are so crazy.
over crazy. pls b back normal soon.
i noe u haf lots of frens wif u now.
without me tis lousy fren
everyting will b the same.
but if you need me
im still always here for u.
i called you.
listen to ur weak and sad voice.
tis make me worry.
but i don noe wat i muz do.
so i choose to hang up.
sorry im not good in words.
pls wake up!
pls stop being so stubbon.
not i wan to scold u.
but i wan u to wake up!
u cant continue living lyk tis!
world is still spinning!
life still carry on!
PLS CHEER UP!
a day without laughter is a day wasted.
u r still the fren i love.
still the one i wan to protect.
still my bestest pal.
at last, a big SORRY!
iloveyou.
and i reali do.

thank YOU everyone!
im not sad of the race.
we fought hard le!
nth for us to b sad.
WE WILL BE BACK STRONGER!
VERY VERY STRONG!

a paddle is paddle.
pls do not call it a stick.
a PADDLE is a rower's LIFE!
please RESPECT it!
thank you!

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love all! =))

SAT POST!
the previous post was posted ytd.
but is midnitez!

RACE today!
we lost.
we came in 4th.
we r not sad!

but when we juz cum up.
few of us eyes r watery.
me too.
feel lyk crying.
but we din.
cos we really fought hard le.
nth for us to cry!

by right we din lose.
juz a little prob.
we juz lost them by 1 sit!
ONE ONLY!

WELL DONE EVERYONE!
we did our best le.
we haf to train
much more harder for july race.
WE WILL BE BACK STRONGER!
very very STRONG!
the MEDALS are waving to US!
JIAYOU!

our fighting sprit r BURNING!!!
ITE DRAGONBOAT WOOSA!!!

good job EVERYONE! =))

TAKECARE!
iloveYOU! =D

im touched.
really touched.
glad and happy.

omg!
teared.
tears of happiness. =))

i reali enjoy toking to weiqi.
i love heart to heart talk!
WEIQI rmb wat i tell YOU!
wo yong yuan zhi ci ni!
JIAYOU!
wo ai ni! =))

ppl meet by FATE!
zhe jiu shi yuan fei!

the kind of respect.
not another kind.

JIAYOU! =D
JIAYOU!! =D
JIAYOU!!! =D
JIAYOU!!!! =D


SMILE! =p

went to skool for intership todae.
lesson starts at 2pm.
and u noe wat?
i leave my hse at 2pm!
hahaz. im so lihai!
too lazy to leave my hse le.
did practical.
and i noe nuts abt it.
forget it.

after tat went to bball courts to find
jessica they all.
took sum funny pics.
hahahaz. so lame.

on the way home i saw bernie, ck and william.
they r my working frens.
they oso not working le.
heard frm them lyk change blood le.
hmm don noe.
ask them to organise a outing soon.
hope they reali do it.
cos im missing everyone!

rush to taekwondo training after tat.
cos adrian call and say mdm wan us to go.
so we went down.
juz teach pattern onli.
after class we sat down and chat.
chat all the way to 11.
my kicking no strength le.
too long nv go back liao. hahaz.

home now.
going to slp soon.
cos i wanna race tml!
hope i do get a sit.
but no matter wat
ITE DRAGONBOAT muz
JIAYOU!!!
WOOSA!

STAFF WEIQI!!!!!
hahahahahhaz.
i noe u don lyk it.
but i purposly wan to call it!
i oso wish tat first day is not over.
we had so much fun.
we can haf more adventures too!
hahahhahaz.
how i wish we can haf more time.
more time to chat.
more time to catch up wif each other.
more time to crap.
more time for adventure.
more time to play.
more time together.
more time for everyting.
but all tis more time muz b done
when we r not tired! lolx.
i enjoy being wif you!
i miss you TOO!
ILOVEYOU REAL LOTS!!! =))

im reali missing alot of ppl.
hope to see everyone on my holiday!

TAKECARE MY FRENS!
iloveYOU! =D

im back to blog.
it haf been a busy week.

had my IFA phase test on mon.
my stupid cart cannot work.
on tues Mr william say everyone pass it.
yes! 1 subject over.
another cuming up.
EES! omg!
i haf to pass it.

tues.
din go to skool.
went back to xinmin for CPN.
had promotion parade first.
zuli and I were the MCs.
yup it ends veri fast.
CONGRATS to tos hu promoted.
muz continue to JIAYOU! =D

the CONCERT nitez!
is so fun for us.
as for the junior.
sum r reali died.
wats on the concert.
group performance.
Stjohn idol 2.
special performances frm
the NC 05 and the super seniors.
hahaz. was nice.
and after tat we had banja massdance.
is so fun. hahaz.

and and and!
HALF of my sqardmates r there!
the SEC 4 05!
hahaz.
so happy to see them there.
i miss them lots!

midnitez games after tat.
but most grp onli complete 1 station.
cos it rains.
so sent them back to slp.
meet publicity for meeting.
juz fake fake de.
hahaz. ask them to canteen.
and we give weiqi a surpise!
hahaz. yes is her bday.
had debrife wif the publicity.

after tat.
sat at the flatpole there.
chat wif weiqi for few hrs.
yes we haf a nice chat.
it has been a long time we chat lyk tis le.
hahaz.
den we r on our ADVENTURE!
is so scary and FUN!

the corp fall in at 7.
had their breakfast.
start thier game later.
weiqi and me was at 1 station.
we r the stationmaster.
keep falling alslp.
haf u ever see 2 stationmaster
slping at the station b4?
hahahhaaz.
prize giving after tat.
and was home sweet home.

CPN was a success!
good job PUBLICITY!
KEEP up the good work!
THANK YOU! =))

reach home and fall aslp straight.
wake up at 6.15.
joyce and ahmao cum over.
cos i lazy to go out and meet them.
and they surpise me!
hahaz. thank YOU!
we went for dinner together.
and they went home after tat.

met kunyang after tat.
we want to gif weiqi a surpise.
so we went to her hse downstairs.
she was slping.
so we call and wake her up.
and she took ages to cum down.
hahahaz. is understood.
cos is WEIQI!
hahahahahahaz.
yup sat and chat awhile and
we pass her the hamster.
and went home after tat.

THRUS!
met sOck and kunyang for lunch.
training after tat.
went for a run.
den to pool training.
yup did rowing.
last min laoshi told us
tat there will b a race on sat.
he decide to put all senoir de.
so if there r places den we will row.

13th june.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
STAFF TAN WEIQI!!!
I LOVE YOU! =))

TAKECARE!
love! =D

-peace-

past few days i wanna blog but
blogger got prob.
now no mood to blog abt anyting
accept dragonboat.

do cum back if u haf the passion!
don cos of sum small prob den u don cum back.
we r a TEAM!

i got lots of tings in my mind.
but i don noe how to say.
i got lots of tings in my heart.
but im speechless.

PLS stop telling me u r quiting.
i had enuff.
too many le!
too much!
how sad it is to hear ur own rowers quitting.
PLS STOP!
PLS CUM BACK!
stop leaving!
i noe lots of u still love db!
still haf the passion to ROW!

we r a TEAM!
we r A team!
we R a team!
WE r a team!
WE ARE A TEAM!!!
ROW FOR 1 ANOTHER!

i reali don noe.
enuff ya?

HOPE everyone will b back.
HOPE everyone will b hunger to win.
HOPE everyone will gif in all in the training.

GERS AI ZAI!
LETS JIAYOU!
WOOSA!!!

hao le.
enuff le.
smile! =))
yao nan de qi,
fang de xia.

TAKECARE PPL!
LOVE ALL! =D

-PEACE-

not going to blog in details.
2nd june - celebrated qiaoli's bday
3th june - celebrated ms kuck's bday

4th june
went to sentosa wif db frens.
went geylang for fruit after tat.
had lots of fun!

5th june
a mon.
din attend EES lesson.
went back to xinmin to see the audition.
yup not bad.
cant wait for CPN to come.
had a short publicity meeting wif them.
noe tat everyting is alritez.
juz left sum bits and pieces.

went off to find qiaoli and cw later on.
we went off to queensway.
wanted to buy qiaoli her bday prezzie.
a adidas jacket.
she din see the one she wan.
so we went to fareast.
don haf the size.
so we walk around there.
den to hereen.
she still don wan.
she say is too ex le.
aiyo walk so mani days sitll don wan.
nvm see the tings u lyk tell me ya?
went to find sze after tat.
yup everyting is still the same.
took cab home after tat.

6th june.
lesson as usual.
went off for intership later on.
took our veri first class test.

training after on.
din train anyting.
cos i went late.
laoshi tok to everyone.
haiz. laoshi is angry.
he wun train us if the attandance is bad.
i tink he had make the ritez chioce.
he had treat us too nice already.
mani of us took him for granted.

gers!
come back for training.
we need everyone to row.
there is no I in a team.
every single one of u counts.
lets not upset laoshi anymore.
lets not disappoint laoshi anymore.
we need everyone to row.
june race r near.
GERS come back!

7th june.
went to skool for EES.
everyting is the same too.
went home to slp after tat.
blogging now.

there sum ppl out there tat r
too free or boliao tat they threw a big
flower pot infront of my hse door.
dots. police came.
juz noted tat tis tings happen.
nth much.
but y my door? hmm.

holiday cuming!
i wan to go to the
zoo,
bird park,
science center,
discovey center
and more places!
hahhahaaz.

qiaohui!
where's my zoo trip?
u say i pass nlvl u wan bring me there de.
so long liao haven go.
hahaz.

2nd June.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
LIM QIAOLI!
MY BAOBEI NU`ER! =))

3nd June.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
MS LILIAN KUCK!
MY LAO DA JIE! =))

weiqi BIAN le la!
still say i bian.
she teach me to skip my lesson!
lolx. we have SECRET weiqi!
bu yao xin yang yang.
hahahahahaz.

SIYUN ar!
where r YOU?
im missing you so much!
hope u r doing fine.
happy in ur jc ya?
do TAKECARE!
hope to meet up soon.

im ok le.
thanks everyone!
onli left wif sore throat. =))

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
iloveyou! =D

-PEACE-

im too sick, tired and lazy to blog.
shall blog tml.

im juz to careless!
i lost my necklace!
haiz.

TAKECARE!
love! =))

hmm.
so so sO slpy now!
the time now is 6.43am.
i haven slp yet.
die! how mi going to survive?
haiz!

ok shall start wif morning.
went to skool for ees.
did mock test.
hai hao.
at least i noe how to do abit.
den chat thru the whold lesson.

after skool.
meet joyce for lunch.
and we went to tamp to swim.
din reali swim.
juz chat and slack around.
after tat joyce pei me go shop around.
din buy anyting.
thanks to JOYCE for pei-ing me!
reali enjoy being wif u! =))

chalet.
after meeting joyce.
went to meet qiaoli and chengwai.
went to elaine's chalet.
alot of ppl were there.
sum 4t peeps and the chongians.
juz slack around and chat chat.
drink abit.
reali veri litle.
elaine wan to sing.
so pei her go to nearest kbox.
but is closed.
so we went to town de.
reach there sing 1 song.
and finish the drinks.
due to sum reason we haf to go.
yup went back to chalet.
was juz slacking around.
we went to the beach.
after tat we went to mac.
elaine, vera and valerie fall alslp there.
went off at around 5.15am.
blogging now.
going to skool soon.

a funny incident.
during the bbq.
elaine wants to go back chalet and put her tings.
so she called jas mummy alot of time.
but i din hear it.
den finally i heard it.
i turn over my head.
her aunt so qiao walk past.
she heard elaine calling mummy.
so she tot she is calling her own mummy.
den her aunt told her tat
her mum is at another side.
sumting lyk tat.
den elaine and me brust into laughter.
and everyone there laugh lyk hell!
hahaz. is so funny la.

my dearest nu`er is so xing fu.
she got lots of lots of prezzie.
and tos prezzie r tos tat she lyk it alot.
alot of ppl celebrated for her.
and she is flying! hahaz.
a happy ger.
glad tat she enjoys her bday.
15 le ar. lao liao.
is time to b more mature.
muz study hard hor!
no matter wat mummy is always here.
do TAKECARE lots!
stay happy always.
i LOVES elaine ALWAYS! =))

my brain not working now.
will blog if i rmb anyting again.
omg i reali need slp.

TAKECARE frens!
LOVE all! =))

ok a tues.
nth much to blog.
lessons r the same.
IFA make my head BIG!
suddenly my dreamweaver don work.
argh! sld continue on thrus

intership.
test on chapter 7.
passed! lucky me!

training.
did gym onli.
cos i went late.

tml will b a busy day.
mock test in the morning.
shopping and swimming wif joyce.
den to elaine's chalet.

laoshi said mani of us r not ready for race.
daphne our new coach say we can make it,
if we start to give our all and push ourself.

GERS!
is time for everyone of us to wake up le!
WE muz gif our all!
WE muz NOT gif up!
WE muz impress laoshi and daphne!
WE muz TRAIN as ONE!
WE muz ROW as ONE!
WE cant disapoint laoshi!
time is not enuff already.

WE CAN DO IT DE!
lets make miracle happen!
if we blive we can, WE CAN!
ALL is in OUR hand!
TRAIN hard,
ROW hard!
lets JIAYOU together!

TRAIN as ONE,
ROW as ONE!

TRAIN as if YOU are RACING,
RACE as if YOU are TRAINING

ok enuff of dragonboat.
lets change topic.
sumtimes i wonder.
well well well.
WHY?
why do tings turn out to b tis way?
it sld not b tis way.
i may seems tat i don care.
i may seems tat i don give a damn.
i may seems tat i don mind at all.
but deep down,
i reali mind it alot.
i care alot.
pls dont.
i reali treasure it lots.
is it my fault?
WHY?
hope tings will b the same.
hmm.

high FIVE.
read joyce blog.
yes y everyting seems so diff?
i reali miss the days when we r together.
the days where we drink together and they r drunk.
the days where we took
lots of lots funny and stupid pics.
the days where we went to suprise xinyi,
and tat nitez we reali haf lots of fun.
the days where the five of us train together.
the days where we joke together.
hmm. mayb everyone r in fault ba.
busy wif our own tings.
lets not let the frenship die out hao mahz?
don not let time drift us apart.
im sure we r still very good frens ya?
i blive we will still b together de.
cos everyone of us treasure tis frenship lots.
and tat includes me!
lets go out together again ONE day.
all tos days has becum sweet memories.
it will b kept in my heart.
will you?
TAKECARE ya?
im missing YOU gers!
i LOVE you gers too!=))

30th May
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
VIVIAN PHUA XINYI!!!
my dearest sun nu! =D
ah ma LOVES you!

31th May
HAPPY BIRTDHAY TO
ELAINE TAN YILING!!!
my dearest nu`er! =p
mummy LOVES you!

hao le.
time to slp.
din study for test.
opps!
goodnitez.
wan an!

TAKECARE PPL!
LOVE! =))

yawning yawning and yawning.
keep yawning.
haf not been resting well enuff.

went to star cruise on fri.
hmm. i ate alot there.
and i mean alot.
die! growing fatter.
was alritez.
not reali fun.
juz acrade, eat and walk.
tats all.
juz relax there.

sun.
reached home at around 1.
went to queensway wif kidd.
cos she wanna buy her tings.
yup. shop around.
went to tm after tat.
had mac for dinner.
and went home after tat.
there's 1 ting tat r so funny la.
kidd took my camara and explore.
and she found my playlist.
which i don even noe tat there is a playlist!
OMG! she laugh lyk hell.
hahaz.

mon.
lessons r always the same.
went to meet xue mei after skool.
edwin ONG tag along.
cos he wanna watch movie.
yup we went around to see
wat movie sld we watch.
but no nice one.
so we din watch.
walk around and start my mission.
SHOP for prezzies.
finally i got sum.
i brought vian de, stella de, elanie de.
and i long owe mei de.
BUT i still din get qiaoli and weiqi de.
don noe wat to buy!!!
headache ar!
so happy tat i went out wif mei.
miss her so much!
sld go out again ya?
thanks mei and edwin ong for acc me to shop!
hahaz.

exams r cuming.
i muz start to study le.
argh! lazy!

im missing every single one in high FIVE now.
din see them for days le.
i miss EVONNE esp!
i miss JOYCE!
i miss AH MAO!
i miss XINYI!
where r u gers?
missing the days when we r together.

im so sorry t0 isa!
cos i forget to send her
happy birthday on the 26th.
so sld wish her here.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
ISADORA ZHONG!
my tudi! =))

im so slpy.
TAKECARE PPL!
iloveYOU! =))

hmm.
skool was the same.
as usual EES i don understand anyting.
changed my blog song.
i love tis song!
is veri nice.

went for intership test after tat.
failed chapter 4.
not failed but din get 70%.
i got 65.5%.
so need to retake tml.
blame myself for not studying.

went for training after tat.
onli did veri little ting.
cos went at around 7.20pm.
i don lyk to go late.
lyk a lost sheep everytime.

went to near kovan there for light supper
wif gary, junyi, zijie, cheesiang, sab,
yvonne and ahmao.
went home after tat.
slack around and online.

wanted to do pumpings de.
cos din reali train todae.
but after 20 i stop.
my wrist hurtz.
i tink is old injury ba.
the last time fractured part.
is not pain when i din do anyting.
is painful when i did pumping.
which means when my wrist is holding weigths.
oh pls recover.
i wan to train.
i wan to row.
tis cannot continue.

a short day tml.
im going to go home and slp after lesson.
and after tat going out wif joyce. =))

TAKECARE!
LOVE! =))

ok fine.
i gif up.
im reali tired.
i keep yawning when i reading.
not going to study for it.

gonna set alarm at 9am tml.
if i can wake up,
i will study.
if not.
den juz die.

goodnitez.

a mon.
skool is always the same.
nth special happen.

im going to go shopping asap.
shop for prezzie.
i own mei, sOck, ahmert, stella,
and few more ppl bday prezzie.
AND most imptly
vian, elaine, qiaoli and weiqi's bday r cuming.
im going shop for prezzie!

going to mug for test later.
im going to smarter tis time.
not going to b lyk last week.
juz go thru can le.
cos is a open book test.

argh!
my earhole hurtz.
it is swallon.
wat the hell.

im missing alot of tings now.
while eating infront of my com.
the screen saver played.
is all my com pics.
i saw lots of pics.

the days where chongians went out together.
the days where sjab peeps r out.
the days where sjab peeps r hafing party.
the days where seals ppl r out hafing fun.
the days tat we r doing camps together.
the days where we r still in sec skool.
im missing every single ting and
every single one in my life! =))
how i wish i wld have time for everyting again.

exams and test r cuming.
31th may - mock test.
20th june - EES exams.
JUNE - IFA project and Phrase Test.
muz JIAYOU le.
still no mood to study.
hmm...

TAKECARE my FRENS!
i reali love all of YOU to bits! =))

finally a sun.
slpt at 5am.
conference wif kunyang and weiqi.
after so long.
we r once again toking on the phone.
tis is the first i fall alslp during conference.
omg! how can i slp b4 weiqi do.
OH NO! hahahaz.
fall alslp becos im too tired.
yup.

joyce was at my place.
she is soundly slping when i hang up the phone.
she went off at around 8 plus.
without waking me up.
how can?!
she say she see slping soundly
so don wan to wake me.
do TAKECARE ya joyce.
SMILE! =))

woke up at around 2.45.
joyce called.
chatted wif her for around 30plus mins.
den wash up.
and i rot at home for the whold day.
played com the whold day too.
took pics wif my mummy juz now!
look nice ya?
but the colour our skin.
hmm.
hahaz. skool tml.
test on tues. OMG!


recevied a email frm sijie.
a inspirational wan i tink.
it will b a long wan.
do finish reading ya?
is a mable story.
and it goes lyk tis.

> There was this museum laid with
beautiful marble tiles with a huge marble
lady statue displayed in the middle of the lobby.

> Many people came from all over the world
just to admire this beautiful marble lady statue.

> One night,
the marble tiles started talking to the Marble lady.

> Marble tile:
Marble lady,
it's just not fair, it's just not fair!
Why does everybody from all over the world
come all the way here just to
step on me while admiring you?
Not fair!

> Marble lady:
My dear friend, marble tile,
Do you still remember that
we were actually from the same cave?

> Marble tile:
Yeah! That's why I feel it is even more unfair.
We were born from the same cave
and yet we receive different treatment now.
Not fair!

> Marble lady:
Then, do you still remember the day
when the designer tried to work on you,
but you resisted his tool?

> Marble tile:
Yes, of course I remember.
I hate that guy!
How could he use his tool on me,
it hurt so badly.

> Marble lady:
That's right!
He couldn't work on you at all
as you resisted being worked on.

> Marble tile: So???

> Marble lady:
When he decided to give up on you
and start working on me instead,
I knew at once that I would be
something different after his efforts.
I did not resist his tool,
instead I bore all the painful tools he used on me.

> Marble tile: Mmmm????

> Marble Lady:
My friend,
there is a price to everything in life.
Since you decided to give up half way,
you can't blame anybody who steps on you now.

The moral of the story is:
The more hard knocks you go through in life,
the more you'll learn and put them to use in the future.
Do not be discouraged by setbacks,
challenges and failures.

NO PAIN, NO GAIN!!!

Past is past, you can't change it,
but it is actually a blessing in disguise.

Past was good,
present is better and the future will always be the best.

KEEP YOURSELF FOCUSED
ON YOUR HIGHEST VALUES,
YOUR GOALS,
AND YOUR ASPIRATIONS IN LIFE.


do TAKECARE ppl!
i love all of YOU!
SMILE! =))

training todae.
so happy to see so mani gers.
todae's training is normal.
din put tyre. =((
juniors came todae.
row until half way,
was ask to move over to junior boat.
yup so 6 of us and juniors r in 1 boat.
at first was to row together.
but they cldnt catch up.
so laoshi ask to stop and
continue to teach them.

the SIX of us.
consist of xinyi, puiboon, sandy,
ruby, helma and me.
while laoshi is teaching,
we continued to row.
we did sets.
and the boat guild!
wif onli 6 of us and we r pulling 8 more ppl behide.
cos they r not rowing.
the feeling is so good.
tho it din guild lyk usually wif lots of ppl,
it move fast.
we feel so good.

we secretly complete wif the senior boat.
i mean the six of us.
and we almost catch up.
almost!
of cos we r slower.
u will put hard when u r competing wif others.
cos we reali pull lyk siao.

DB gers!
we muz reali reali JIAYOU!
1 more month to TRAIN!
onli 4 more SEA TRAINING to go!
no more time to play in boat le.
WOOSA!

im going to miss next sat sea training.
opps! how?!
i wanna row!

i saw FEL todae.
she say i dao.
where got?!
hey hey hey.
im veri frenly de ok!
hahaz. muz study hard.
don gif up.
and drink more water.
so long still haven hao.
do TAKECARE!
get WELL!
smile! =))

FRI.
went to sentosa wif db frens in the morning.
we waited for so long.
went there.
sun tann and play sum game.
went off at around 2pm.
so wasted.
they say is more fun in the afternoon.
missed the fun!

went back sjab activity.
had recre todae.
the games r abit sianz i tink.
they r all so died todae.
not enthu at all.
mayb juz finish exams ba.
took them for cheers.
played sum games too.

i gave vian a BIG HUG the moment i see her.
hahaz. and she is so happy.
finally got to see weiqi.
she is doing fine i tink.
do rest more.
u look so tired.
slp earlier in the nitez.
i love YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
RUBY LIM QIAOTING!
(fren)

TAKECARE ALL!
LOVE! =))
SMILE everyone!

hmm.
din reali train much todae
and yet im so tired.

skool the same.
im a good ger todae. =))
i do my work during ees.
cos no thoery and no practical.
instead we r ask to do worksheet.
and i keep asking the teacher question.
learn sumting todae.
feel so good when i learn tings.

training after tat.
no pool training. =((
instead we did physical.
took the juniors at first.
cos no senior is here todae.
had 30 mins run.
den did 1 super set.
after tat we did medicine ball.
is slack todae.
everyone is playful.
keep joking and playing around.
and yup tats include me.
was nagged by laoshi.

tis is the first time without any senior.
i mean wif such a big grp.
and wif juniors around.
training r abit not oraganise.
after training,
we the jan intake ppl
sat and chat abt training.
cos if tis carry on,
we wun improve.
and we came out wif solution. =D

we muz train hard.
we muz gif our best.
we muz enjoy every training.
we muz b hunger to win!
GERS! lets train hard together.
jiayou together!
we cant play le.
RACE is cuming!
TRAIN hard, ROW hard.
NO PAIN NO GAIN!
ITE dragonboat WOOSA!!!

no skool for ITEs tml.
going to sentosa in the moring wif db frens.
and going for sjab in the afternoon.
yay! st john!
im missing it.
be it the ppl there or the fun there.
i juz miss it!

roger TAN!
break his promise.
hmm a little disappointed.
cos i tot he haf grow.
grow to b more mature.
but im wrong.
mayb he haf.
but i haven see it.
do CHEER UP k?
ur miss erxindabian is here!
no matter wat ur decision is,
i will support u.
follow ur heart.
do TAKECARE ya?
and do promise me once again k?
not to break promise le.
is for your own good.
i don gain anyting.
don b sad le.
a day without laughter is day wasted.
SMILE! =p

HAPPY BIRHDAY TO
RUBY!!!
(db fren)

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
love ALL! =))
wo AI ren ren,
ren ren AI wo!

hmm.
skool as usual todae.
but was so slpy.

EES pratical.
for the first time i din slp.
i don understand anyting.
wires everywhere.

EES is so fun todae!
cos i keep entertaining everyone.
i sing and sing and sing.
i even open a mini concert.
abt 8 frens of mine.
took out their phone and video it.
hahaz. so funny.
in the end i ask everyone to delete it.
cos is too funny le.
poor classmates.
i pity them.
cos they haf to endure my crappiness.
and my singing.
CRAP! hahaz.

went home to slp after tat.
slp until 7plus abt 8.

a junior called and chat.
she told me her prob.
yup lend her my listening ear.
hope she will cheer up!
hahaz. find it werid.
cos onli seen her twice onli.
and yet she called and share prob.
hmm not bad.
SMILE! =p

joyce is so funny!
she is so diff.
b4 chuanqin come back.
she will say all good tings abt him.
and say how much she misses him.
but now when he is back.
everyting she say is so diff!
no wonder she is YE MAN NU YOU!
hahaz. opps!
she is going to kill me when she see it.

vian ar.
don so stressed k?
u did ur best le.
try harder for the next time.
do it once, do it well.
ah ma support u all the way!
if u blive u can, YOU CAN!
JIAYOU!
ahma AI NI! =))

training tml.
yeah!

TAKECARE PPL!
LOVE! =))

I PASS!
i pass my intership test.
chapter 1 got 88.1% .
and chapter 2 got 75%.

at first i got onli 69% for chapter 1.
and the passing mark is 70%.
so haf to retake.
and after retake i scored welL! =))

the time now is 3.12am.
juz reach home not long ago.
went to ktv pub to
celebrate chensoon's bday.
din reali sing.
few songs onli.
drank sum whisky.
juz a little bit.
yup tats all.
i almost die inside the room.
cos they were all smoking.

i love to sing!
but don sing well.
more KTV pls!
i envy ppl hu sing well. =))

15th may
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
BAO XIONG!

16th may
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
CHEN SOON!

im so slpy now.
wonder how m i going to wake up at 6?
hmm.

GOODNITEZ! =D

hmm.
todae is tues.
ytd is mon.
im going start off wif mon.

skool as usual.
finish skool early.
went to TM to shop for prezzie for mummy.
brought a bracelet for her.
belated mother's day prezzie.
went home and slp after tat.

wake up at around 8plus.
played com until 11plus.
den start studying for intership test.
studied until 3plus am.
and i onli finish chapter 1.
there are total of 2 chapter.
is so difficult la.
tis is making me crazy.

set alarm at 7.30am.
wanted to study for chapter 2.
but i cant wake up.
slp until around 9.15am.
juz studied for few pages and off i go to skool.
hafing IFA lesson now.
teacher not teaching.

hafing intership test later.
and after tat im going for training.
intership tingy is ending at 7.
going for 30mins onli but
don care im still going.

WEIQI!
it has been so long.
so so sO long.
i miss you so much.
hope to see you soon.
everyting is fine ya?
do TAKECARE!
smile! =))

is everyting fine now?
hmm.

TAKECARE!
love all! =))

haven been blogging.
cos im busy.
changed blogskin.
lyk it veri much.
thanks to JOYCE hu choose it!
i love my blog song, SUPERWOMEN.
thanks to WEIQI!
she teaches me how to upload song
without using iwebtune.

going to stat wif thrus.
skool as usual i tink.
IFA is so difficult.
it make my head BIG!
EES as usual.
a slping lesson for me.
i wanna listen but i don understand at all.
so choose to slp.

training!
did 30min endurance run.
den played so intro game.
cos new cumers came in.
and did sum exercise.
and we call it a day.
is a slack day.
felt so uncomfortable.
cos din reali train.

went to sentosa wif the high 5 in the nitez.
juz slack around.
xinyi went off after awhile cos she is working.
the rest of us stayed there.
we eat, chat and slp.
tho we din reali do anyting,
is a fun nitez.
a enjoyable nitez.
i love the feeling.

is a fri morning.
the four of us pack up and went to haf breakfast.
and we went home after tat.
puiboon and me went to wild wild wet after tat.
went wif siokkuan, andy and edwin.
to celebrate siokkuan bday.
went to pizza hut later on.
went to amk acarde after tat.
keep falling alslp cos im too tired le.
went home and slp after tat.

sat.
went for training.
din run cos is raining.
so start of wif rowing.
we row wif tyre todae.
so hard to row.
we put in all the strenght.
when laoshi take off the tyre,
the boat reali move fast.
reali enjoy training lots.
can feel the boat r hungry to win for the first time.
KEEP it UP! =))

went to look for jan after tat.
went to kbox wif her and shiyun.
meet up joyce, puiboon and yvonne after tat.
went to pool.
the db guys came after tat.
so we off for supper.
and went home after tat.

joyce and yvonne came over to ton.
din reali do anyting.
chat and slp.
wake up at around 12 todae.
they woke up later.
den we chat and played around.
joyce cooked lunch for us.
thanks JOYCE!
set up blog for puiboon and
changed blogskin for joyce too.
went off to hg mall dinner after tat.
and off everyone go.
went go qiaoli's hse.
cos veri long nv visit her family le.
went home at around 10plus.

10th may
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
SIOK KUAN!
(sec skool fren)

14th may
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO
STELLA !
(sjab fren aka sun nu)
AND
AH TECK!
(seal de fren)

HAPPY MUMMY DAY TO
MY MUMMY!

joyce and evonne.
do stay happy always ya?
u 2 r strong de.
don let all of ur prob to effect ur mood.
every prob can b solve de.
miracle will happen de.
im always here for u.
i may not help.
but i can lend u my shoulder to cry on.
lend u my ear to listen to all of ur probs.
wish both of u can b happy always.
and both of u can b good frens foreva.
SMILE! =))

to YOU.
im sorry.
i cant help.
i onli can sat there helplessly.
i onli sat there and listen.
reali sorry tat i cant help.
sorry tat i din cheer YOU up.
i noe im a lousy fren.
it hurtz me lots seeing YOU tis way.
seriously, im disappointed.
pain pain so pain!
where is the normal YOU i noe?
tis is not YOU!
veri VERI not YOU!
juz hope tat YOU will b back ur normal self soon.
no matter wat im always here for YOU!
im reali veri worried seeing YOU tis way.
hope everyting will b fine.
pray hard tat nth worst will happen.
i don to see ur tears anymore.
PLS PLS PLS GOD.
any god will do.
BLESS HER!
PLS GOD!
watch over her.
nth will happen.
zu fu ta xing fu kuai le.
PLS!!!!!!!!

i can onli watch them being sad,
but not able to do anyting.
wat a useless fren im.

TAKECARE PPL!
love you all! =))

wake up at 6am todae.
too tired to wake up.
but i still manage to drag myself up.
sldnt go home late when there is skool next day.

slp thru ees lesson.
omg.
my ees gonna fail.
i don understand a single ting.
wateva.

went to j8 after skool.
meet up wif wif my sjab frens.
ahqi, ah mertz and kahhao.
went to pasta mania for lunch.
stella, vian, ah liang and sOck came later.
we slack at kfc.
chat quite alot.
den walk around j8.
stella and vian hold on to my arms while walking.
it reminds me of sec skool.
they will see me frm far and shouted AH MA!!!
hahaz. esp vian. her voice ar.
den cum to me hold on tight
to my arm and walk around the skool.
hahaz. so heart warming.
i reali misses the days.
we sld meet up more!
i LOVE you guys! =D

im so slpy.
going to slp le.
training tml!
yeah!

TAKECARE!
LOVE! =))

guess wat?!
im reali in for intership!
wth! sad la!
don feel lyk going for it le.

im going to miss every tues training frm now.
im going to miss every fri stjohn activity frm now.
im going on a fast track lessons now.
which means other ppl need
few months to complete the modules,
but we onli haf few weeks to complete it.
and is damn fast.
everyweek wif 2 test.
teacher will onli teach practical.
theory is on self read.

ME?
self read?
dots.
haf u ever see the
lazy JASMINE CHEN reading for theory?
i reali need sumone to nag at me le.
first test is tis tues.
OMG!

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lesson todae.
hmm no comment abt it.
went for intership fast track program after tat.
onli intro of it todae.
test is on tues.
dots damn fast lor.
haiz die le.
i don lyk stressful life doing tings tat i don lyk.

went for training at 7pm todae.
i noe im late.
but i got train abit.
going to do so pumping and crunches later.

supper wif puiboon, gary, david and junyi juz now.
had prata and crap abit.
they went off after tat.
so puiboon and me went to find lunz and tong.
cos they r at coffee shop near by.
sat and chat.
yup miss the days we chat.
went home at around 2am.

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went to pierce another earhole todae.
so total of 8 earhole now.
i noe vian say i ps her.
don worry vian i will pei u pierce 1 more de.

im not ahlian.
still a decent and good ger.
WO BU SHI HUAI REN! =D

i miss elaine!
i miss weiqi!
i miss vian!
i miss stella!
i miss qiaoli!
i miss qiaohui!
i miss jan!
i miss alot of YOU!

TAKECARE MY FRENS!
love ALL! =))

argh!!!
REGRETTED LA!
intership intership intership.

hope i don get in!
pls pls pls!
PRAY HOPE!
but there will a veri huge chance im in.
OH NO!

if im in.
NO dragonboat for me.
NO st john for me.
NO bridge leader for me.
NO skool for me.
NO more fun for me.

but after tinking.
i will learn alot of tings.
i will haf work exprience.

BUT NO CCA!
HOW CAN?!

-REGRETTED-

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ok enuff of intership.
don wan to care abt it first.
not going to blog long.
cos not reali in the mood to blog.
not to worry im not sad.
juz no mood.

sat training.
went for a 4.3km run around the reservior.
den down to row.
din row much cos laoshi
need to teach the new rower.

after training went home and change.
went to bugis after tat.
bring tat naughty plus noisy didi out.
he damn naughty.
lucky he has few nai ma to look after him.
thanks to the guys!
juz walk around and went home after tat.

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sun.
rot whold day at home.
i haf a nice slp.
cos i wake up at 4.40pm.

mon.
skool as usual.
lesson and lesson.
went for interview for intership.
which i regretted.
sld reject earlier!

after skool,
went to TM.
shop around.
went to pierce my ear.
total of 7 ear holes now.
BUT im still a good ger.
not ah lian. =))

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mummy is back frm pub.
she is drunk.
but drunk clamly.
she came into the hse.
and into her room.
and POOM onto her bed wif her super red face.
she juz ask me to pour her a glass of water.
and now she is slping soundly.
so cute!

hmm.
got nth to do.
so i took out firstaid manual to read.
opps! m i nuts or wat?
don noe.
juz feel lyk reading it.

suddenly i miss st john so much.
the ppl,
the fun,
the everyting.

kidd.
don b to stressed wif all ur tings.
relax abit.
u don suck la.
if u sucks at it u wun b
selected to b in the team le.
be more confident wif urself.
you can do it de.
support u all the way!
tell me the date and place.
if i can make it i sure de.
even if i cant go.
i will oso jin shen shang zhi ci ni.
muz JIAYOU ar!
if you blive u can, YOU CAN!
muz stay POSITIVE!
SMILE! =))

TAKECARE PPL!
iloveyou! =D

hafing IFA lesson now.
since teacher haven start lesson so i cum here.

is fri todae.
everyting is back to normal.
went back to class for lessons.
3 days orientation has ended.
is so fun.
the BLs keep singing and cheering.
hope the new intake enjoy the orientation.
SICT won the game ytd.
challage wif all other skool frm may intake.
good job ICT!

training ytd.
i enjoy it.
alot of gers r back.
so happy to see them back.
hope they will b here for every training.
new intakes r cuming in too.
gers muz stay united!

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busy life r back.
more rest pls!
sjab officer training course r cuming.
starting frm 18th june.
and there goes my sunday.
every sun haf to go.
until 30th july.
OMG!
fully book everyday except mon.
hope i can hold on there.

argh!
found out sumting.
pls stop doing tis kind of tings.
last time her.
now is you you and you.
i HATE all tis.
WHY?
so pain!

TAKECARE PPL!
LOVE! =))

hmm.
so tired.
i haf blog a post le.
but deleted it.
feel lyk blogging but don feel lyk blogging anyting.
dots im crazy la.
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Edited.

hi!
im back to blog.
not going to blog long.
cos im tired and lazy.
juz feel tat blog is rotting so i cum to blog.

skool holiday ended!
omg!
not enuff of fun!
not enuff of playing!
not enuff of resting!
not enuff of slacking!

MAY DAY!
sum of the dragonboat guys and gers went to ubin.
total 17 of us went there to cycle.
we cycle almost the whole ubin.
yes is tiring but oso fun.
so rocky too.
cycle past alot of place.
npcc campsite where i haf my national camp.
our sjab chalet down at ubin.
the place where we slp during obs.
the place where we had lots of fun.
lots of memories r back.
i miss all tos tings lots.
how i wish the time will fly back to last time.
everyting is so fun.
Ubin leave me a
veri happy, fun and nice memories.
i love ubin lots! =))

FIRST day of SCHOOL!
din go back to class for lesson.
went for brigde leader instead.
new intake came.
took a class.
is info-tech de.
they not bad but quiet.
took them ice breaking todae.
quite fun for first day i tink.
hafing team building tml.
hope they can b veri enthu.

TRAINING!
hmm.
did the same tings.
slack abit.
yup tats all.

CCA orientation tml.
sorry cant go help db.
got bridge leader.
will b there if i can k?
hope xinyi don draw line.
hahaz.
hope lots of ppl will join db.

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hahahahaz.
my dearest qiaoli is so jealous
tat she is angry now.
ok here is my entry for u.
tis qiaoli is my baobei nu`er.
noe her for 1 year past le.
not veri long but we r veri close.
but we r not tat close after i leave sec skool.
sorry qiaoli.
i noe im busy.
busy till i negected my frens including u.
and din go to ur hse le.
ur mummy come back i oso nv go visit.
tings oso change after u haf chengwai.
sumtimes i scared i may disturb u all.
and u tis meiyouliangxin
sumtimes wan him don wan me de.
we don chat on phone tat offen anymore.
BUT don worry.
no matter wat im still here for you.
thanks for being there wheneva im down.
exams r already here.
better study hard k?
i noe u can do it de.
JIAYOU all the WAY!
muz TAKECARE ar!
i LOVE qiaoli lots! =))

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28th april
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
ADELINE!!!
and
CHEESIANG!!!
(both frm db)

29th april
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
JASLYN!!!
(frm seals)

1st may
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
SIYUN!!!
(obs fren)

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joyce wan me to blog for her.
lolx. so im blogging for her.
don do tos ting le k?
i will let u bully until u happy.
let u vent anger until u happy de.
but cannot do all tos tings le.
im always here!
stay happy always!
SMILE! =))

hmm.
sumone or anyone.
pls don do tat.
i don wan history to happen.
don wish to see tis kind of ting happen again.
nth will solve if u do tat.

erm.
mayb tat person is ritez.
im juz **a*!

TAKECARE EVERYONE!
i love all of you!