thurs.. went to skool as usual..
nth special.. after skool went
home.. reach home get change
pack bag n go to qiaoli's hse..
we start studying at 4.30 and
i stop at 6plus going to 7..
went to green de coffee shop
n have dinner.. saw qiaohui n
kpo there too.. haf alot of good food..
coz is ah gong bday..
happy birthday ah gong..


qiaohui
i reali got study de..
u saw my tagboard is when i
wan to go home liao
so use com awhile..
reali..


fri.. went to skool as usual..
same same too..
after skool arrange table to
exam fotmat den go out of
skool to find sze.. wanted to stay
for maths remidial de but cant..
den pei her wait for angie..
den later gif her preizzie liao
wait for qiaoli to cum out..
later on we went to heartland..
went to walk around..
den take neoprint.. after tat we
went to haf sugar cane..
after a drink jiu go home le..


reach home i scolded my brother
for using the printer to print
alot of useless stuff.. he scaned
the pokemon card n print to colour..
omg.. he printed lyk 20 pieces..
wat the~!
printer is new de n he is wasting ink.
i wanted to tell my mummy abt it..
but.. was stopped by my ah ma..
and scolded me instead.. nvm..

at nitez i cum back frm my tkd training.
my brother using the com..
i asked him to get up n let me use..
he went to complain to my ah ma again
say i don wan to let him use..
wat the~!
i was lyk out frm 7.30 to 10 lor.. y?
not enuff ar.. den i was scolded again..
juz becoz of tis..
fine~! everyting is my fault!!!
happy?!

tue.. went to skool as usual..
after skool went to dnt room
to play while waiting for qiaoli..
later on jiu go home le..


todae.. went to skool as usual again..
but scary ting happen..
JENNA mood swing.. eeeekk.. lolx.
after skool straight away go out
of skool.. went to find qiaoli at the
coffee shop.. den went home..
actually is wan to go her hse
study de.. but she wan to slp
so let her slp.. asked her wake
up call me den i go..
she slp until.. so nv study..

takecare everyone..

sat.. went out wif my ah ma, didi,
ah yi n cousins.. ah yi n cousins is
frm china de.. we went to orchard
den to ps.. juz shop around n den
went home..

received msg frm
qiaoli n qiaohui.. asked me to study..
thanks wor.. plus sorry rest 1 day k?
hehez..


sun.. woke up at 3.30pm again..
actually can slp longer de..
my ah gong wake me up.. nvm..
stayed at home whole day..
qiaohui asked me to study..
den i tell her is holiday so rest 1 more day..
sorry wor..

at nitez.. kelly cum over to my place..
she wanted to study..
she onli study awhile..
den later play com n watch movie..
at abt 11plus she went home..


mon.. woke up at 12..
tot qiaohui will call n wake me up
but she din.. later on cook maggi
for lunch n went over to qiaoli's hse..
at first is watch tv..
later on study..
abt until 7.. den start to slack..
help ruby with blog..
pei qiaohui watch tv..
see qiaoli do her blog..
thanks qiaoli n qiaohui
for pei-ing me to study
even is awhile onli..
thanks ruby for ur testi..
den later on at abt 9pm i went home..

reach home call ah ma to buy
dou hua back for me..
eat le go bathe.. den online..
at abt 10.30 mummy ask me
to go down buy food for her..
she say she cannot finish so
gif me sum.. had hongkong mee
n tian ji jiao for dinner..
ok not dinner is supper..


exams cuming.. onli study maths so far..
wish everyone all the best..
good luck n jiayou wor~!
takecare lots.. =D

ytd had a half day..
skool realised at 10.15am..
stayed in skool to wait for
qiaoli nu`er to go off..
pei her to hougang polyclinic..
den went home..

reach home went to bathe n
went out again.. went to
compass to wait for jan n xue mei..
xue mei reached at about 12.40
but jan reached at 1.25pm
where we sld meet at 12.30..
we went to ps to watch movie..
we watched the pacifier..
was a funny show but was a
touching wan.. after the show
we went to walk awhile and
after went home le..


todae went to skool as usual..
but todae reach skool late..
at abt 7.15am.. todae 2
teacher was not here..
mr yam n mr tee not here..

after skool went to green
wif qiaoli nu`er..
went to eat wif her, qiaohui
n their ah ma.. it was their
ah ma treat..
thanks to thier ah ma..

i went home to get ready..
and after tat qiaoli nu`er, qiaohui,
ruby n kpo we went to hougang
swimming complex to swim..
it was fun..
we chase around each other..
bully here bully there..
and the funniest is qiaohui..
when she piggy back me she keep
moo n moo n moo..
i oso don noe y she wan to moo..
i nv see a cow swims before..
hahaz.. after tat we went up to
the canteen there to eat..
after eating we went home repectivly..

reach home.. went to bathe n
had my dinner.. went to
qiaoli's hse to study..
we r soOoo hardworking..
hahaz.. thanks to
qiaoli nu`er n qiaohui
for pei-ing me to study..
when is time for me to go home
ah bob jump up to my leg den
the qiaohui go n kick ah bob n
ah bob hit the chair on its head
lor.. she so bad.. lolx..
went home at 9.. nw at home..


Take care lots everyone..

going to blog todae..
frm todae onward im going to use
proper english to blog.. hahaz..
becoz exams are cuming..


ytd went to skool as usual..
after morning assembly went for lesson..
lesson was as usual.. boring..
after maths was recess..
after recess was english..
fell alslp during english n i slp all
the way until after skool..
at 1 is dismissal but class was too noisy..
mr ho cum n scolded us..
make us stayed back for 10 mins..
but the guys stayed longer..
after tat i went up to 3n1 to find
qiaoli nu`er n gang but she went
to take test so stayed with the gang..
after tat xue mei, qiaoli nu`er n i
we went to heartland mall..
we had lunch at the coffee shop near by..
after tat we went to shop awhile..
after shopping xue mei went home n i
went to qiaoli nu`er hse..
went home at about 6.15..


todae everyting is as usual again..
so sianz.. i tink im reali gone case..
reali reali no mood to study..
im gonna die..
hope after tis week i will study..
after skool xue mei, qiaoli nu`er n i
we went to hougang pt..
we ate ice cream onli..
after tat we went back to skool..
becoz qiaoli nu`er n xue mei haf
to attend lesson.. i waited for them
outside.. after tat we went home..


reply tag~
weiqi..im veri sure tat u will
own me more den 3..
hahaz.. u study hard hor..
don fail ur chinese. hahaz..
all the best! takecare lots!

qiaohui.. so fierce ar.. i so scared..
u sae u wan pei me study de ar..
i wait for u..
i will try to pass de coz
i wan u to treat me go zoo..
hahaz.. and i not onli wan
to get below 10.. i wan to get
below 5.. and u don sad hor..
u got me..
smile~! takecare n miss ya.. =p

hmm... veri tired todae..
coz slp quite late..
went for lesson as usual..
den i juz realise tat nlvl is cuming soon..
mr chia told us de.. omg..
i still don noe where my heart is..
don noe y still cant concertrate to study?
nlvl will start at sep which is 4 months plus away..
argh.. start to panic le..
i need ppl to force to to study.. seriously..
juz nag at me when u see me..
nag n nag hor..
den todae got chinese lesson again..
without failed.. got scolded again..
i juz raise up my hand n say i
wo you wen ti yao wen ni..
n the sun lao shi ask me to bi zui..
means shut up.. wat the..
reali lor chinese cant even
ask question liao.. shall keep quiet..

after skool..
play games wif qiaoli nu`er n laoda
in class while waiting for xue mei..
den later she cum out le..
qiaoli nu`er, xue mei n me
we went to TM.. coz qiaoli nu`er
wanted to make her hp..
but the shop is under renovation so cannot..
den we shop while jiu go home le..

reach home play com..
later went down to help my
mummy to buy ting.. den sze called me..
ask me to go find her at lunz coffee shop..
den go there.. chat.. hahaz..
found out tat the bubble tea guy lyk lunz..
hahaz.. funny lor.. coz is guy.. but lunz
of course don lyk him la.. coz lunz is
normal.. hahaz.. den later jiu go home le..
reach home i study awhile..
do maths 10yrs series..
den now online..
takecare every1.. =p

todae is weekend again..
haf a good slp.. wake up
at abt 12.. den jan cum
to my hse.. she haf to use
com to do her otc stuff..
her com spoil so cant
use.. see her do whold
day.. frm 12plus pm do
using abt 11pm.. in
between got an hour
dinner break.. reali
veri long.. pei her the
whold day.. wanted to
go pei qiaohui de but
cant leave jan at my
hse alone mahz.. n tml
is her otc exam le.. so
she haf to finish
everyting.. at abt 9
jan n me go down to
pei qiaoli nu`er n
xue mei to eat.. den we
eat satay.. later on she
cum back to my hse to
continue her work..



`i haf enuff of passerby
n anonymous le.. oways
tag sum bad comments
at other ppl blog..
stop it la.. is veri bad to
do all tis de lehz u all
haf liang xin de mahz..
haiz.. hope u all can
stop it.. thanks..
(not saying abt tat cecilia)


`everyting is settled le..
n is quite in a peaceful way..
thru phone..


to jan.. jiayou for tml wor..
gif ur all n u can do it de..
blive in urself..
u will haf my fully support..
goodluck n all the best..
smile =p

to qiaohui.. im reali sorry..
wo hen teng ni de..
bu yao shen wo de qi le..
dui bu qi la..
wo mei you bian..
wo hai shi wo..
i juz now reali cant go..
zhen de zhen de hen
dui bu qi..
sorry..
4gif me k?

~for the person hu say she or he is cecilia..
ok i don wan to quarrel.. but can u stop
all ur behavious.. coz u r juz insulting ppl
but not gifing comments.. tagboard is for
comments.. and u reali tag alot of bad ting
at xue's blog.. i will blog tat becoz im reali
pissed tat my mei n nu`er were bullied by
ppl.. i hope u can reali tink thru.. if u r in
my shoes wat will u do.. if ur mei, di, jie
or kor got bullied by ppl will u get veri
pissed? i tink u were me u will b more
pissed.. seriously wat u get if u tag bad
comments at ppl's tagboard? nth.. reali
nth.. mayb u r there juz for fun.. u can
tag sumting nicer ba.. ok.. if u reali
understand wat im trying to say.. pls tag
sumting on my tagboard.. n hope u wun
say bad ting abt xue or qiaoli le.. 1 is my
mei 1 is my nu`er.. don wish to see them
got hurt or get angry.. I sincerely hope
tat u will understand n stop doing all
those tings.. thanks..


`haiz.. tis few days the prob frm small
become big.. tho is non of my business
but it involes my mei n nu`er.. actually
i don lyk quarrels.. i felt usless ba.. coz
din reali help.. reali wanted to help but
i don noe how to.. plus i oso don lyk all
the quarrels.. i love peaceful days.. wif
juz sum little funny plus fun argument..
sorry for not helping..
i don get into all tis ting de.. hope
everyting will b fine.. everyting
will b settle.. n is settle in a peaceful way..


``Truly hope tat everyting will b fine, no matter wat the prob is..
Lets pray hard ba..

went to skool as normal..
saw xue mei in the bus
den meet up wif sinmei
den go to skool.. went for
first lesson is eoa..
well got listen to wat
teacher say.. after tat is
eng ba.. i slp.. too tired le..
coz haf been slping late
for the last few nitez..
slp until recess..
recess same same..
after recess is mt..
the sun lao shi
always scold me de..
don lyk her..
she reading the pasage..
den she saying the the
writing de.. den she
give wrong i tell her is
wrong de.. den she scold
me say i tok.. ask me
to shut up.. don
understand y she lyk
to scold me.. after
tat is cpa.. den jiu
finish lesson le..


after tat meet up
wif xue mei n qiaoli nu`er..
we went outside to eat..
sze is oso outside.. after
eating.. xue mei, qiaoli nu`er,
renyi, wilson n me we go
fareast.. coz renyi wan
to buy dunk..
den later we go take neoprint..
after tat jiu go back skool..
renyi go into skool go mrs
lee sign card le we went
home together.. den sze
meet xue mei at green..
i went to eat wif my
family n den go home le..



`stop looking.. b4 ur eyes drop..

STOP BULLYING CHONGIANS!!!!!!

DON BULLY CHONGIANS HOR!!!

IN CASE U DON NOE,

CHONGIANS IS PPL FRM CHONG GUO!!

IM REALI SERIOUS ABT IT!!!

TMD!!

DON BULLY!!!

STOP BULLYING!!!

ESP THE
CHONG HOU AKA MY MEI

CHONG BAOBAO AKA MY NU`ER

DON TOUCH THEM

OR

HURT THEM!

WATCH OUT!

AND

GET LOST!!

todae was normal.. went to skool the same.. had pe.. lucky miss ong is not here.. after tat is maths.. den got maths test.. after tat is recess.. den later got sum ppl tok to my qiaoli nu`er.. but nth le rite? zzZz.. den later is english lesson.. had another test.. den maths again jiu after skool le.. after skool went up to bio lab.. mr lim teach how to zhong hua.. hu zhi hua.. but learn abit jiu go qiaoli's hse le.. becoz qiaohui cum back to skool take art den kinapped me to her hse.. after tat stay her hse until 5plus jiu go home le..

on the way home saw sze.. den she send me home.. after tat in the nitez shuxian the chang tou fa guai shou cum my hse.. coz she wan borrow tings.. den later send her to busstop n den she go home le.. she look so tired.. muz takecare wor.. den she got hei yan quan.. i gave a new name.. chang tou fa hei yan quan guai shou.. hahaz.. so long..

my blog is so nice now.. i love my blog.. thanks to qiaoli nu`er for helping.. helping for doing the tagboard n the wording..

My Very First Blog..

yeah~!! the veri first blog done by me!! and is me!! hahaz..the music quite nice wor.. den still trying veri hard to put in my tagboard.. change the title and add words at the bottom left hand corner..

I miss ah gong kewly so much!!! i hope to see him soon.. mayb next week im going to see him.. hope he will b better.. and is still alive..

hmm.. fri.. go to skool normally.. den recess we the sec 4s sjab peeps fall in to settle the gloves ting.. den later jiu go for recess le.. den later english lesson go com lab.. din do my work i juz go serve net.. den later copy.. after tat finish lesson le.. den stay in class.. den later on went to the canteen wait for jan to cum.. den eat together.. later on krissy cum n chat with us.. i play wif the hello panda.. i throw n try to catch n yes i catch it.. den they clap for me.. but den.. the hua lao shi cum n scold me.. wat the.. she say veri danganous later choke how.. ok ok.. later went to sjab room to do the cert ting.. n den went to change to full u le.. haf our promotion parade..i m promoted.. congrat to tos hu promote.. npcc oss had their promotion recently.. congrat too.. later on we took quite a number of picz.. den i rush home get change n go for tkd training.. okok lor.. den later on go home le..

todae wake up at 2.30pm.. so tired.. after tat rot at home whold day.. tml oso rotting at home.. if free ask me out..

had past down the job being as a publicity HOD to weiqi le.. muz take care of publicity hor.. don merge with training even the head is kunny.. opps.. hope weiqi don see it.. hahaz.. weiqi got ani prob can still can ask me de.. or jan oso can.. work hard hor.. take care lots! =)

finally back here to post.. was too tired n lazy last few days.. sat had our skool home coming day.. was alritez.. abit boring last few yr better.. den obs peepz came back.. so happy to see them.. esp yun.. miss her so much.. den continue to do see the stall.. our class earn $900 tat day..

sun.. slp until 3.30pm den wake up.. den stay at home whole day.. was so tired..

den i forget n forget le.. den wed.. after skool haf our promotion parade rehesal.. start quite late becoz of the rain.. den later on go home le..

todae.. went to skool same same.. den go for lesson.. todae class veri noisy den ms ong walk past n come in n scold us.. den she catch me for tucking out too much n my hair.. den she ask me to cut away.. wat the.. den i tell her tonitez i go cut den she say i tot i told u last two weeks ago.. no!.. she told me on tues onli lor.. den she ask me choose 1 fren n ask tat person to cut for me.. den i choose siok kuan coz i noe she got skill de.. den we went to the toilet.. she cut abit.. but veri short.. nvm.. thanks wor.. coz nv cut all away.. den go back to class sun lao shi check den she say ok.. later ms ong walk past n she oso say ok.. den ok lor.. so sad lor.. tail!! altot is abit but keep veri long de lehz.. nvm forgive n forget.. den later after skool le.. den sum tings den see them do board.. den later go out wif weiqi wan to buy dolly paper but don haf.. den later go back skool awhile jiu go home le..

to sj peeps.. good luck for ur promotion..
qiaoli nu`er.. take good care of urself wor.. sick so mani days liao.. muz rmb to eat medicine.. don eat too much junk food and drink tons of water..
xue mei.. noe tat u sick too.. drink more water n rest well.. take care lots.. and oso don tink so much le.. thanks for concern i nth le.. u muz b happy k? smile!
jan.. thanks for ur card n chocolate ytd..
kor.. happy birthday wor.. abit late.. but ytd celebrate le mahz..

___my st john life__

sec 1.. well.. when i was young i always dream to b in npcc.. becoz i wan to be a police.. as when i grow i change my tinking.. i entered xms wif my broken hand.. went for cca orinatation.. den see here see there to choose a nice cca tat i wan.. went to sj de orinatation room n haf intrest in it.. so i choose st john.. after a few weeks, i noe i m in st john.. yeah! so happy.. hu noes.. when i go to the first activity onli got pumping already.. n start to hate.. everytime got st john my tinking is aiyo sianz later got pumping again.. hahaz. at the first activity we start learning drills le.. unlike to sec 1s here play games for so mani weeks.. den we haf onli a few section of playing.. den slowly we learn more tings.. my first foot drill instutor is mdm shu fang if im not wrong.. den change to staff liang chou.. den my first aid instutor is sgt marya.. i was in squard 1b.. coz we haf too mani ppl le so spilt into A n B.. den veri fast we get our uniform le.. den get to noe more n more frenz in my squard.. den is corp presentation nitez.. same grp wif noramin, xinni they all.. i rmb is abt hallowed don noe how to spell.. den i reali enjoyed it.. coz is fun.. our normal activity always start at 6.30am.. morining sumtimes haf kick boxing sumtime is pt.. after tat is the normal foot drill and first aid.. kick boxing is so fun lor.. missed kick boxing.. den the pt veri tough de.. gers rin 10 round n guys 12 round in the big field.. after few months camp is getting near.. we stayed back almost everyday for practices for our performances in camp.. so fun to stay back.. i rmb always there will b seniors telling us abt ghost story in the skool.. den fianlly june camp.. june camp was tough.. wif our rsm scolding n scolding.. but is fun.. we haf nightz duty, foot drill lesson, first aid lesson, telematch, amazing race, wash mass tin till veri late, toc lesson, camp fire nitez n lots more.. is so fun ritez.. reali missed tos days.. i rmb dancing 3 dance.. 1 is the call another is i forget liao.. tho in camp we haf 100 plus plus pumping but is reali fun.. den after camp we haf back all our normal activity.. i rmb once we went to bukit timah hill for hiking.. is oso fun.. den near the end of the year.. we haf a competition camp.. in camp my grp is the slackest.. wif mdm hawa as our leader.. when every grp is training our grp will b resting.. hahaz.. coz mdm don wan to stress us.. den the 3rd day is the comp le.. den our drill do wrong lor.. quite funny.. coz we march behide the commander.. hahaz.. den mdm tell sir sam say is fancy drill but is not.. den first aid i din do much coz last time sec 1 blur blur de..near dec haf the chrismas sell sweet tingy.. qi, mertz, la, vian, hong, yvonne, erucia n me i tink.. we r in the banner commitee.. den we 1 day meet at qi's hse.. we do the banner.. den i finish my ting they ask me to look after qi's de tangent pooh boy.. n i wear the same colour clothes as him so they call me nai ma.. tis is how's my nick name cum.. stupid ritez.. but use to tat name le.. den the chrismas selling is here.. we open the stalls n start selling.. n we won the best banner award.. yeah!!.. and this goes my sec 1 st john life..


sec 2.. starting of the year.. haf the comp team selection.. and i was in as a steward.. n lots of ting happened den they change numbers again.. i was number 5 if im not wrong den change again to number 4.. so we start training.. everymorning n sum afternoon.. and my team is form wif.. no.1 mei zhu, no.2 yvonne, no.3 lin hong, no.4 me and no.5 vivian.. this is our cheeky team.. cheeky team haf a trainer hu is mei qin.. kuku team trainer is hawa n the ac team trainer is amy.. we sumtimes train together but sumtime don.. we do foot drills every morning.. we trained until march.. the sars break out.. and the zone comp is cancelled.. every1 of us is so sad.. coz no comp.. nvm.. den later we all haf our own department.. n i was in publicity.. glad to be in.. we start to plan tings.. and stuff.. we planed for sir sam n sir eugene farewell.. den later of the year was all normal activity or recre game..we haf our promotion parade in june.. i was promoted to lcp.. was so happy tat time.. den near oct we haf our camp.. same we prepare for it.. went for practices.. and camp is here.. haf lecture, telematch, amazing race n lots more.. end of the camp haf prize gifing.. i was awared the most outstanding trainee.. felt happy abt it.. coz i gif my best thruout the camp..near oct we haf our nco course.. we went there as trainee..is non recidential de.. coz no place for us to stay.. we haf lecture, amazing race at sentosa, moi and more.. den noe lots of fren for other skool.. n tis is how my sec 2 life been..

sec 3.. hmm.. sec 3 is a yr tat is full with lots of tings.. at first.. we join back the comp.. mdm tan wan to change our team coz she tink tat our team is not good enuff.. so change to my team haf no.1 linhong, no.2 momo, no.3 me, no.4 is huiqi n no.5 is vivian.. at first i reali don lyk it.. we complain n complain abt it.. coz i haf learn everyting for no.4 for 1 yr n they wan me to change number.. and i haf to take in more tings.. but slowly slowly i take in eveyting.. and we work well wif each other.. n we r nc chop chilli chop hey.. hahaz.. and starting of the yr we the pub start to plan for corp presentation nitez.. den the actual day come.. we haf telematch, buffet, games, concert and movie meroton. don noe how to spell.. is so fun lor.. and can see our bond of st john get closer.. after tat we haf our comp training.. we trained every morning.. and almost everyday in the afternoon.. sat oso.. we most of the time do case oso not serious.. hahaz.. coz our team is all playful de mahz.. but sumtime is alritez.. when comp is near we get to b serious.. hong cried few times b4.. n finally the comp is here.. we did our foot drill.. it was good we scored quite well.. den our first aid case.. it was horrible.. 1 part is becoz of the water sourse and another becoz we r too nervous n don noe wat to do n we badly for it.. den is nome nuring.. we do oso don bad coz nurse emily veri good.. den everyting over.. the result is out.. we got 4th.. becoz our first aid pull us down.. we r all veri sad.. all of us cried.. haiz.. we let down our trainer.. tat time is sock n jan hu trained us.. we r reali sorry abt it.. den after comp we went haf back normal activity.. den at june we haf our camp.. was alritez.. haf our promotion parade.. got double promoted tis yr.. but thrid day is boring.. coz is bebate.. i take over the publicity at june.. june we oso haf kayaking.. is so fun.. i rmb i oways hit lin hong' head coz she infront of me.. den we planed for ma'am aminah farewell.. we haf the xia yi zhan tian hou song de dance n at the beginning de couple dance.. oso got the guitar den the guys sing my love.. so fun when we r practicing.. coz we haf the hall for all our practices.. n is so fun.. den haf back normal activity.. lyk being the timer.. but im the fit.. so onli parade im the timer.. den we oso trained for agi.. coz we r the goh.. so hourned to b in the goh.. den agi cum le.. march in.. guess wat i was the timer for the whold goh.. so coolx ritez.. den stand veri long almost faint ar.. hahaz.. noe quite a number of frens too.. we went to ubin.. haf games n alot of free time.. we haf bbq at nitez.. so fun.. den abt 9 plus so went to play pool so went back to room to chat sum play games.. jan n me we went to the beach over there.. we lie down n watch the sky n we chat.. chat alot of tings.. the sky is so nice..next day we went to cycle around ubin.. is fun.. enjoyed it.. haf nco course at the end of the yr.. go there as sc.. my grp is falcon.. we got the best grp.. good hor.. i oso went for national camp.. so hourned too.. coz onli 2 frm our corp went is me n mei zhu.. we haf camp at ubin.. i now lots of fren for tis national camp.. tis is my sec 3 life..

my sec 4 st john life will b up at the end of the yr.. if any stjohn peeps is here n i forget to write tings.. juz tell me..

in my st john skool life i wan to thank.. jan as a good pub head, good trainer, good seniors n a good fren to me.. thank sock for being a good senior, trainer n fren to me.. thanks mdm meiqin for training the cheeky gang.. thanks to my squrd mates for everyting we haf gone thru together.. thanks to mdm aminah for teaching lots of ting to me..
thanks to every senior of mine..

i reali luv st john lots

mon.. went to skool normally.. went for lesson.. den i forget wat i do le.. after skool went to the canteen to wait for xue mei n qiaoli nu`er.. den later went to sam's mum de wake.. den stay there until 7.30 jiu go home le..

tues.. went to skool normal again.. den lesson den after skool.. after skool le got i n e again.. after tat went to canteen.. den later meet the print class tee de ppl den later jiu sit in the canteen to wait for them to finish np.. den later jiu go home le..

wed.. todae morning is the same.. den later go for lesson.. after skool le went to canteen to wait for jan to cum.. den later we buy food to eat.. den later sj le.. our veri last activity.. first we fall in.. den later haf teasure hunt.. after tat is performance by sec 1s to 3s.. den got speech by jan, nc, liang, atikah, zuli n sock.. i cried.. cry hard.. reali veri sad n touched.. alot more ppl cried.. after tt we went to the ava room for a video.. the video is so funny.. with all the cute cute sec 1s face.. i mean we sec 4s sec 1 tat time de pic.. lucky don haf mine.. so cute lor.. coz sum reali veri fat last time.. den later took quite a number of picz.. den later went for meeting awhile den go home le.. i don wan to step down can.. i reali luv st john lots..

thanks to tos hu gif me tings todae..

sat.. went to see the mock comp.. saw wat nc n ac do.. i tink they both did veri well.. AC got first n NC got 3rd.. after comp we went to concourse n den bugis juntion den go home le..

sun.. went for ndp training.. reach hq haf our lunch n den move to PA.. den same old ting.. i do admin work.. den later train.. after awhile rain.. den training stop le.. after jiu go home le.. tonitez.. siyun called me.. happy.. engsoon r cuming tis sat for home coming day.. wan to see them asap.. miss them lots..

haiz.. tis few days reali lots of ting happened.. lots of ppl r sad.. lost sumtimes..

NC.. u all alreadi did ur veri best.. no one is at fault.. don b sad.. there is sum way tat is unfair.. becoz of the cpr.. no matter wat u all r the first in my heart.. when life gives u 100 reason to cry, show life tat u have 1000 reason to smile.. be strong gers.. take care.. smile!

AC.. congrate wor!

mei.. don b sad le.. i noe lots of ting had happened tis few days.. all tis is our life cycle.. take it easy ba.. don tink so much.. jie is here for u.. takecare lots.. smile!

every1 hu r sad.. smile! n takecare!

todae went to skool wif qiaoli nu`er again.. the same ting.. saw xue mei in the bus den walked to skool together... den later go for lesson.. den recess.. after recess attend 1 lesson den dismissed le.. im so proud of myself todae.. u noe y? coz i din slp.. even for 1 min.. so cool ya.. den later after skool went to find qiaoli nu`er.. den later she went home den i go to the canteen.. reach canteen.. have lunch and get changed den go to stadium wif ac team, kor, liang, vian, stella n sock.. den later rain.. so the sports day start abit late.. late for 10mins ba.. den vian n me we stand infornt of juguar.. stand for 2 hrs.. i keep singing n playing.. if not time past veri slow.. den later finish duty.. we cheer for our houses at the first aid post.. den later sports day finish le.. den later go home wif qiaoli nu`er..

reach home online awhile den eat.. after eating went for tkd training.. todae juz do sum kicking n den sparring.. i injured my leg.. juz blue black.. after tat jiu go home le..

haiz.. tis few day seems lyk ppl around me r not feeling too good.. means sad or feeling down..esp after the news juz now.. i do feel abit of sadness.. xue mei cry.. my first time see her cry.. ppl around me r sad.. or do i.. when i see them lyk tat i feel quite lost at times.. trying my best to find a way to help.. i don wan show my sadness.. i wan cheer every1 up.. i wan to brighter all ur days..

sze.. don b sad le.. cheer up k? i noe how u feel.. look on the brighter side..
mei.. u oso don sad le.. i see u cry i oso veri sad de.. don tink so much le.. jie is here for u..
qiaoli nu`er.. don b guilty.. is not ur fault.. don blame urself le.. don tink so much k.. mummy is here for u..
sock.. read ur blog u put upset.. don sad k.. cheers..
ppl hu noe wat i toking abt the news.. don sad k? smile!
comp team.. tml comp le.. u all haf my fully support.. don b nervous.. juz gif ur best.. goodluck.. all the best.. jia you!

every1 i mention.. don tink liao.. cheer up!! rmb a day without laughter is a day wasted.. smile n take care!!!

erm.. todae was alrite.. same in the morning.. meet up wif qiaoli nu`er den go to skool.. saw xue mei in the bus.. den later walk to skool.. qiaoli nu`er n me we go punch card.. den later go for lesson le.. den todae cpa veri sianz so din wan to do work.. den tok wif junrong.. n spend 2 period to do juz the first pg.. den jun rong more lihai.. spend 3 period juz type onli 2words.. den later recess le.. after tat go back for lesson.. after lesson send qiaoli nu`er n xue mei out le go back skool.. den later stay in the sickbay coz got sec 2 de fall down.. weiqi attend to her.. den later fall in le.. do abit foot drill.. do le staff sock tok to us.. sum of us cried.. n yes i did.. todae is our second last activity le.. so sad..
den later is pt.. we do sum warm up le den go outside run 2.4 route.. run 1 round.. after tat we do 5 bx.. star jump.. jumping jack.. altho is pt but reali enjoy todae.. not onli me but i tink is the whole nursing.. do alot of pumping.. we cheer alot.. so fun.. sec 4's de last pt.. den later parade le.. after tat jiu go home le.. next wed last activity le.. i don wan to step down!!! no!

i love st john!!!

to xue mei.. i noe u r sad.. cheer up k? cheers.. smile =p

erm.. todae went to skool without qiaoli nu`er.. coz she nv go skool.. den saw xue mei in the bus.. den later go punch card.. after tat same same went to the place we sit to sit lor.. den later went for lesson le.. everyting is normal.. after pe.. mr singh cum in wif a cane.. andy got caned.. den later got maths test.. don haf calculator so borrow frm xue mei.. thanks wor mei.. den later recess le.. den after tat is lesson.. after skool went to meet qiaoli nu`er.. pei her go see doctor.. den later go compass buy food.. after tat go her hse.. den later at 4 plus 5 go home le..

at home nth to do.. so see sum photos n tink abt tings.. i found out tat i m going to step down le.. n i going to leave skool soon.. omg.. is reali fast lor.. rmb when i was sec 1 toot toot cum in de.. now so fast sec 4 le.. i tink i reali grow alot.. in the sense of my tinking.. i noe i m still childish.. coz im playful mahz.. if don play life will be boring.. reali so fun in sec skool.. shall tink more.. continue next time when i haf more tings to say..

qiaoli nu`er.. muz take care wor.. ur troat ar.. drink more water.. n bu yong na mo ke qi de.. =p
mei.. don b sad le k? smile! stay happy always.. take care.. =D
comp team.. comp is round the corner le.. muz jiayou k.. u all haf my fully support.. Jiayou all the way!!!

todae go to skool normally.. den go punch card.. coz last week late mahz.. den go for lesson.. den after skool le.. pei qiaoli nu`er, xue mei n rongyi walk out the skool.. den later i go back the skool.. jan n sum r hafing meeting.. after tat we went to the playground outside skool to find sze.. den later we pei jan walk to hougang mall there le we take bus to green.. i pei sze go cut hair.. den later i go home le..

i cut my hair ytd.. i lyk it.. but alot of ppl keep say my hair.. hmm.. don care..

jan bu teng wo le.. qiaoli nu`er bu teng wo le.. xue mei ye bu teng wo le.. lolx..

mei.. cheer up k? don b sad.. rmb tis a day without laughter is a day wasted.. always look on the bright side of life.. smile! cheers! muz take care hor.. =p

thrus.. went to skool normally.. den later after skool went 3n2.. xue mei n them settle le.. den later haf shotput.. din throw well.. den later xue mei n me went to qiaoli nu`er hse.. den later sze n jan cum.. den jan funny lor coz she scared qiaoli's dog so she run here run there jump here jump there.. den later sze n xue mei go home le.. den jan n me pei qiaohui.. coz no one at home mahz n qiaoli slping.. we chat n den later watch tv.. den at abt 8.. kappo cum le n qiaoli wake up le so jan n me go home le..

fri.. reach compass at 12.. meet jan first for lunch.. den later the rest cum le.. got xue mei, sze, wilson n yehao.. den we go to ps.. meet jianwei n eugene(kampong kia).. we wan to watch the eye 10.. but all full untill 7 plus de.. so we went to tm.. den meet kelly at there.. we went up to buy movie ticket.. den all the guys don wan watch.. sze oso don wan.. so kelly, xue mei, jan n me go watch.. the show is funny more den scary lor.. to me the show hai hao onli.. after watching.. we went to take neoprint.. super fun.. funny oso.. den later pei kelly go eat.. after tat xue mei take cab home den we take bus home..

sat.. wake up in the morning.. den meet qi, vian, ah liang n august.. den we go to henderson sec to see the mock comp.. after mock comp we went to eat after eating we went home le..

sun.. later going to bring my brother for movie.. now nth to do..

Me: haiz.. i saw how tanglin do for mock comp.. they r so so lousy.. k don use the word lousy.. their standard is lyk veri low.. but y we lost to them last time.. i was reali sad when i c their first aid case n footdrill.. omg.. not veri good.. i told qi abt it.. all she say is the first aid case water source.. becoz the case 3 out of 4 of the injuries need water.. n we r the first grp to do case so the judge don noe need water source.. so we don haf.. mayb partly we r blur ba.. n she say the tanglin team ppl all not same so not same.. but the team i see is onli 1 to 3 number change.. haiz.. i reali bu xin fu kuo fu.. nvm.. everyting is the past..

qiaoli nu`er.. everyting is juz too qiao.. u don tink so much.. muz cheer up k? mummy is here for u.. got prob juz gif me a call.. u r veri cheerful de.. so don b sad... cheer up! smile =p

Sway-est days

todae was another unlucky day for me.. i was damn sway.. morning was late for skool.. den went in to skool den i hello excuse me to wenbin n weiqi.. kana scolded by mr chee say i late liao still wan to dance.. nvm.. den later stand at the foyer with qiaoli until 10.15 den go back to class.. i take out my hp to reply msg.. den the mrs lee cum take my hp away.. wat the!!!!!! damn damn sway day.. den later after skool.. todae sld haf shotput.. but den rain was change to tml le.. den went up to mr yam told him tat i don wan to b chairman anymore.. i was rejected.. means i cant quit.. den nvm.. went to sj.. ask mdm irene tan to take back sim card for me n yes she did.. thanks wor.. den went home.. reach home.. no one is at home.. argh!! m i sway or m i sway lor.. wat the! nvm den went down to find them.. den now at home.. i reali reali wish to haf a better tml.. pls man.. `hoping for a better tmr..

to jan, qiaoli nu`er n wenbin.. don say sorry to me.. u all r not in wrong.. i don wan sorry.. so no more sorry frm u all n others.. i don wan sorry hor.. not ur fault..

thanks to qiaoli nu`er, xue mei n jan for trying to cheer me up.. i m alrite is juz i m too sway.. thanks mdm tan for taking back my sim card..

jan.. muz take care wor ur leg..

mei.. juz don care wat they wan to do or say.. i noe u haf enuff of them.. juz don care.. don brood over it k? take care.. smile =p

refection to me.. i had reali enuff of unlucky stuff.. pls pls pls i wan to haf better days.. haiz.. reali hoping for a much better tml.. *Pray*

damn pissed todae~!

i cool down le.. todae went to skool the same.. my mood was normal.. den later is pe.. play game den run here run there.. den a person cum n knock into me.. n i fall straight to the ground.. lyk tat i injured my neck.. den later don noe do wat n den don noe hu step on my hand.. wat the.. todae so unlucky.. n my hand is injured..

later is english period.. i slp.. den teacher wake me up to do my work.. den becoz infront whold row got no book so i lend them mine.. den later need to do work.. is take sum words frm the book de.. den i no book mahz.. so i look over to my partner book.. den the teacher walk here n say i copy his work.. wat the! i din lor.. so i shout back at him.. my veri first time shout at teacher.. u wan scold juz scold don accused me.. tat's not the worse.. den later he ask me out to tok.. den he say wat i being rude to him n alot of crap.. say until i damn angry.. den later eng period end le.. stupid.. get scolding frm mr yam again.. say wat i sld not wear pe after recess.. n he scold me onli lor.. is lyk half the class nv change back lehz.. he say becoz im the chairman so muz set good example.. argh! damn angry.. im going to quit as a chairman.. quit!

i cool down le.. juz don let me tink abt it can le.. if not i will b super angry.. rmb! don accuse me! i hate it! everyting is fine now..

mei.. they r juz trying to make u jealous.. but they r juz jealous of u.. so juz don gif a damn.. they r staying in their which world nv care abt ppl's feeling.. juz don care.. don tink abt it.. cheer up! smile =) take care wor!

weiqi.. muz take care wor.. noe tat u sick todae..

sock.. feeling better.. drink lots of water.. take care lots.

comp team.. muz jia you wor.. don stressed urself up..

Hello excuse me!

thrus.. book in for camp.. at first we haf sum admin tings.. den is s4 gifing out food.. after tat is pt.. liang, atikah, kai di n me is the pti.. since is the 1st day of camp so the pt is not so tough.. den later we move to sentosa le.. do sum book in.. haf luch.. after lunch is triage.. the triage hor.. most of the trainees r not serious at all.. were all playing.. after triage is dinner.. after dinner we set off for route march.. is so fun when we reach jungle trail.. so dark lor.. without torch u reali cant see aniting.. den later reach back costa sand.. every1 went back to slp left s2 at sickbay for duty.. at 2am liang n me we went for petrol.. after tat went back to slp.. we slp abt 3 plus 4.. den later all s2 slp.. slp until 6.50 den wake up lor..

fri.. lucky.. we manage to fall in at 7.. if not the whold s2 will b late for parade.. after parade is pt.. since ytd pt is not tough so we decide to make it tough for them.. during pt onli n is pt onli hor.. we haf 17 casuaties.. omg.. is alot lor.. weak.. nvm.. after tat is breakfast.. after breakfast we went for amazing race.. is alrite.. not much casuaty.. but at merlion there quite alot.. after tat is concert time.. yeah! den b4 tat we haf nice food.. buffet.. after tat concert start.. den after concert we haf war games.. the hq side is reali veri veri rough lor.. hahaz.. den later end le.. trainees went back to slp.. pub haf a small meeting.. meet until abt 1.50 den i went up to prepare for my s2 duty again.. slp abt 3am..

sat.. todae every s2 ppl wake up at 6.30 becoz we set alram.. den later fall in.. after parade we haf morning games.. after morning games is breakfast.. den book out.. bocoz of the book out our time was delayed for abt 1 hr.. after tat we haf telematch.. den weiqi n me is supose to walk around to see see.. but we nth to do so we play the case study.. study lor.. hahaz.. den later end le.. is lunch.. after lunch is prize presentation.. the xinmin st john idol is kelvin lim wei liang.. hahaz.. ah liang so li hai.. den later we move back to skool le.. haf last parade.. do sum admin stuff den go home le..

sun.. went up at 12.30.. den zuli msg me say the dhs ppl finding me.. n she is there.. i wan to go de.. but becoz she nv msg me the nitez b4 meeting wat time..sorry wor nv go.. den at 3 plus sze call.. ask me buy food go qiaoli nu er hse.. den i went.. stay there until 5 plus jiu go home le.. funny lor at there.. den late in the nitez oso din do much ting..

overall view for camp.. to me, camp is fun tis yr.. so sad tat tis is the last yr in xinmin le.. our last camp.. speical thanks to ma'am hawa n ma'am jan.. first ma'am hawa.. she do alot of tings for s2.. when tings crop up she is out to save us.. hahaz.. thanks wor.. for ma'am jan.. thanks for doing so much tings for pub.. altho im the head, seem tat u do much more tings den me.. reali a big thank u.. S2 n pub rox!!!! weiqi, aishah, sarah, qi n ching.. u all haf done a good job.. tho there is sum luan luan tings but all solve.. camp is over.. yeah!

miss: ytd i was tinking hu i miss now i shall say it here..
i miss xue mei, qiaoli nu er, sze, my xiao peng you men, siyun, obs engsoon, ma'am aminah and lots lots more.. if u tink tat i miss u, don tink so much, yes i do.. =)

reflection.. in camp i don tink im serious.. the onli time im serious i tink is when im the pti.. sorry to every1.. if i haf do tings wrong in camp.. here's my apologies.. if u tink i haf done so so lets smile.. if u tink i haf done well lets clap..
hahaz..

msg of the day: xue mei.. glad tat u tell me ur prob.. don tink so much le k.. juz take it easy n smile.. jie is here for u.. muz take care hor!
qiali nu er.. i noe ur ah ma de ting may hurt u.. u may look normal but i tink it will still affect u ba.. don tink.. tings will turn out fine.. smile!
sock.. in camp u shout until no voice le.. muz take care hor.. drink more water..
thanks to nurse haha n jan!
to all sj peeps.. i noe every1 is either no voice or not enuff rest.. so drink more water n rest well.. take care!

todae morning.. wan to wake up early to see comp team training but everyday same ting.. cant wake up.. ok so reach skool at 10.40.. den do sum pub ting den later tok tok.. after tat go out buy food back.. after tat is the mock comp le.. ok after mock comp haf a tok by all the trainer.. den later finish le.. i ask nc to stay back.. we haf a heart to heart tok.. well tok quite long.. den the whold team cry.. i oso.. den later dismiss le.. n all go home.. den i went to hougang pt to buy mummy bday prezzie.. buy liao jiu go home le..

for nc.. hey nc.. rmb wat i say.. don b sad.. muz jiaoyou! take care lots.. =)
ac.. don b sad too.. continue to try hard.. take care! smile =)

haiz.. ok.. todae.. morning wan to wake up n see comp team training.. but cant wake up.. so slp until 11.. den get change n go n meet qi n ching n compass.. after tat go to far east wan to print shirt but kana rejected becoz of too rush n sumting.. den later we go to near hoougang pt de sheng song buy pub ting.. after tat went home.. reach home call xue mei den they ask me go to seng kang de bball court.. but they cum to compass.. den walk walk.. walk le den still sit n play guessing of no.. den the four fit funny lor.. den later meet qiaoli nu er den go home le.. when was in the intercharge.. qiaoli nu`er look so sad.. den she is wif jj so nv reali tok to her.. den they went 1 side.. since she wif jj so i go tok to wilson n ye hao.. den later she cum n don noe ask wat.. den she say ni kai xin wo jiu bu kai xin.. my whole heart sunk.. reali feel lyk crying.. but i wun cry infront of ppl de.. so juz stand there quietly.. haiz.. wat makes u tink tat im happy? i juz feeling better den ytd.. n den after hearing tat.. haiz.. juz don noe how to continue..

qiaoli nu`er.. juz now u veri sad.. i don noe wat happen.. but don b sad le hor.. muz smile.. i will gif u my listening ear.. my shoulder.. so don sad sad le k? a day without laughter is a day wasted.. smile! rmb mummy is here.. take care hor..
xue mei.. smile n take care~!

todae morning.. wake up at 7.30.. get change n den went to skool.. haf pub meeting first.. den hq meeting.. den s2 meeting.. after every meeting.. vian.. qi.. ah liang.. kor n me we went to eat.. after awhile vaness cum.. den we go take 156 go to pa.. police acemdmy.. don now how to spell.. den we went.. all of us was lyk blur blur de lor.. coz every1 wear full u but we din. coz mdm call us to wear half u.. den start training.. den i was called out by sir lao heng to do ting.. everytime lyk tat de lor.. tat time ma'am hawa den meizhu den zuli and now me.. so i do tings lor.. din train for 30-45 mins? sld b.. after everyting den went for training.. quite tough.. once again im the timer.. den almost no breath.. den later they don wan timer n continue to train.. after tat kor is the timer.. after tat dissmiss le.. den go home.. got sun brunt.. now face red n hot..

hmm.. wat is tis? wat's happening? i was blocked by xue mei.. i din do aniting wrong.. haiz.. n she is sad.. don noe wat to do.. can ani1 tell me wat happen.. pls..

I wanna be remembered as the girl who always smiled.the one who could always brighten your day.even if i couldnt brighten i own

todae is fri again.. a tiring day.. ok.. went to skool wif qiaoli nu er again.. as usual.. den reach skool.. go for lesson.. everyting is alrite.. after skool.. went to canteen.. waiting for jan to cum.. but nv see her.. so went to buy food n eat.. after tat tok to stella vian they all.. n wish them good luck for promotion test.. den went to sit at xue mei n rongyi there tok awhile den go off le.. went to say goodluck to all st john members.. den went to hougang stadium for duty.. den kelly n mei jun was there to help miss lim.. den i stand there to see see.. later on wilson n gang cum.. den is zuli's turn to stand so went over to tok.. after tat is my turn again.. den later the sports heat end le.. we sit mr choo's car back to skool.. put back all our ting n see they take test.. after awhile i went to help ma'am tan do sum tings.. den later go around wif zuli there all..
master parade le.. after master parade we sec 4s r called to stay back.. so we stay.. we get punishment.. den do pumping 30.. so long nv so pumping le lor.. so nice the feeling.. hahaz.. can say tat im crazy.. but mayb is too long nv do le..
after tat.. went for a veri veri short meeting wif jan.. after tat went for tkd training.. todae's training was fine.. i take hafiz for patten.. almost vomit blood.. ok nvm.. den after tat i walk home wif my mp3.. guess wat song i listen to? is tong hua! so nice..
reach home le.. eat liao my mummy call me.. den i go over.. she say after holiday ask me to slp at living room.. wat the? living room.. my room gif my brother slp.. haiz.. wanted to sat sumting de.. but my mummy say she not in good mood don make her angry.. den i go out lor.. com oso.. she wan me to stop at 9.. if wan continue 10 plus den can contine.. all becoz of my brother.. he failed 3 subject out of 4.. so li hai lor.. so my mummy don allow him to slp at ah ma room lyk tat he cannot watch tv mahz.. as for my com.. is in my room so muz wait he slp le den can use.. haiz.. nvm.. no more air con to slp after holiday..
went to read blogs n blogs.. i miss ma'am aminah.. went to read her blog.. she miss the st john members.. i reali miss her.. miss her funny ting.. miss her scolding.. miss her almost everyting.. hahaz.. reali lor.. so sad stepping down le..
quite a number of ppl r quite sad.. ppl! cheer up k.. "a day without laughter is a day wasted".. don worry b happy.. and sum oways nv blog de.. so next time blog hor.. todae so lyk i got so mani tings to say lor.. don noe y.. take care every1!

i luv 'tong hua' tis song.. is so nice.. is sad n meaningful.. i juz luv it..

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wed.. skool the same. everyting was fine.. after skool went to find qiaoli nu er.. she tok until she cry.. 1st time see her cry.. den after little she alrite le.. after tat she went for her nyaa swimming course n mi went for my cca.. todae is onli foot drill.. take them for moi.. after tat go home le.. todae is our koh family si ge shi jie de bday..

Happy Birthday si ge!

thrus.. moring.. the comp team ppl.. zuli wan them to drop all the tings they r doing now n onli train.. but wait.. they r mostly SCs n HQ ppl.. if they put down everyting we sure everyting will b in a mess.. haiz.. tis ting make us headach le.. i noe comp is impt but... after skool le got audition.. ok not bad.. but after recieving a call.. my heart becum veri heavy.. worring.. after audition.. go off wif jan n qiaoli nu er.. den later we went to bball court.. wanted to tok to u de but..... den later walk home le..

xue mei.. im not a good jie.. don noe how to concosle u.. don noe how to make u happy.. im juz not good in words.. but do bear in mind tat i do worry for u do care for u.. a day without laughter is a day wasted.. don worry b happy.. smile =) take care!
qiaoli nu er.. take care wor.. tong hua nice hor..
kelly.. still sick? take care wor..
aishah.. don worry abt the comp.. don b stressed.. train harder n u all can do it.. blive in urself n ur whole team.. if anyting can cum look for me.. smile..
weiqi.. u oso.. don worry.. n don stressed urself up.. training is all wat u all need now.. blive urself.. if u blive u can, u can.. don worry b happy.. smile..
to all st john peeps.. tml hafing promotion test.. jiayou.. haf my fully support.. goodluck..

todae was the same.. go to skool the same.. morning haf pe lesson.. din enjoy it coz was sick.. no mood to play.. after pe.. my fever was back.. so slp.. heard frm them say tat mr yam scold me.. but i don noe.. too week to notice le.. den later enhlish period.. ms lee not here again.. den write journal.. after tat maths lesson again.. later after skool le.. went to the sofa to slp.. den qiaoli nu er n sin mei cum down to say good bye.. den continue to slp.. slo until 3 plus go out of class.. den went for meeting.. after meeting went to the bball court to sit sit.. later jiu go home le.. went home.. eat le went to see a doctor.. he wan to gif me mc but i don wan.. den got alot of medicine.. after tat go home le.. now typing lor.. going to slp le..

to kelly.. wei wei.. u sick.. take care hor..
jan.. muz eat more hor.. noe tat u tis few days din reali eat.. take care!
xue mei.. u oso ar.. sick hor.. ask u see doctor still say no need.. take care n smile!
qiaoli nu er.. u take care lots hor..
siyun.. sorry wor.. cannot go n see the match on thrus.. reali sorry.. miss u lots lehz.. don worry le i went to see a doctor liao.. see i so guai.. u oso take care hor..
ppl out there.. take care hor..

im so tired..

sat.. early in the morning.. went to compass to meet cheng wai.. ye hao n xue mei.. den we take bus to skool.. cheng wai n ye hao went hougang pt to find wilosn they all.. den go skool to c the sec 1s achery.. after tat went to meet wilson they all den we went to mei jun's hse.. xue mei n me watch tv wif mei jun mei.. den the rest play com.. after tat we went to bball court.. after awhile xue mei n me go off le coz wan to go buy mp3.. den go to the bus stop xue mei realise tat her ez link card lost so we went back to find.. den cannot find so call mei jun mother to find.. and found it.. is at mei jun hse.. den later kelly came.. so we went to mei jun hse to take.. den later go pt eat.. awhile later kor come.. den we take train to funan it mall.. later i was lyk siao.. den xue mei n kelly laugh until siao oso.. i brought a 512mb de..after buying we went to suntec to find jan.. later on we went off le.. went to heartland to take neoprint.. so funny lor.. after tat go home le..

sun.. went to sentosa recki again.. went to the forest for the roate march..den went for lunch.. after tat start the amazing race.. den they so slow lor.. after tat went to beach n play.. so funny too.. den later go home le..

mon.. todae went to normally.. den after skool le.. wait for qiaoli nu er to cum down.. after tat we went to hougang pt for lunch n den go back skool.. she have np.. den i went to chat wif the comp team.. den weiqi n wen bin bully me lor.. kuku.. keep suaning me.. after tat qiaoli nu er finish le.. we went up to see the chinese dance.. and den go home le.. reach home slp awhile.. at abt 7 plus jan cum my hse.. den chat.. play com.. toword 10 lyk tat.. we haf fight.. hahaz.. pillow fight n blanket fight.. den later she went home le..

everyday is so tired.. haiz.. wan to slp longer.. so busy.. sj stuff.. class de stuff.. I WAN TO TAKE BREAK!!!

to jan.. u look tired wor.. muz muz take care hor.. don noe if u r sad anot.. muz smile wor.. mayb i tink too much le.. take care!
xue mei.. take care wor.. smile!
qiaoli nu er.. u cough until so jialet.. den still eat fry ting drink cold ting.. muz take care hor!

hmm.. every fri is so tiring.. todae.. went to skool the same.. meet up with qiaoli and sze.. den go to skool.. saw xue mei in the bus.. todae feeling much better.. juz tat still having cough n sore throat.. den go for lesson.. den same same.. after skool.. was so busy.. went to settle promotion de paper tingy.. den later sec 1s de tingy.. den later fall in start promotion liao.. i was the casuaty.. den sum quite funny lor.. xiu quan the funniest de liao.. hahaz.. super funny..he do alot of funny ting.. den later master parade.. after tat get change den got missed call.. is xue mei.. den i call back.. she say they at bball court so went over..den still there.. later jan n sze go le.. sit n chat wif mei.. after they go le.. went for tkd training straight.. todae i take class.. hai hao lor.. later mdm cum.. she tell me tat i will be taking poom 2 on april.. so next time sat muz go training.. ok lor.. i wan to pass.. canot fail.. todae was a fine day..

went to read jan's blog.. found out tat i lyk getting further n further le.. muz now we nv see each other everyday.. nv tok to each everyday.. so lyk i everyting oso don noe le.. don be sad k.. i will still b there for u de.. muz take care hor.. smile =)

xue mei.. don b sad n angry le hor.. u take care hor.. now still abit sick.. if not no chocolate for u.. rmb to take care n smile!
qiaoli nu er.. thanks for ur strepsils.. u muz take care hor.. look lyk going to sick le.. drink more water.. don fry food hor.. TAKE CARE!
sze laogong.. juz now headach hor.. take care wor..

so xin ku

sat.. went to sentosa to recki.. morning we went to eat without telling staff sock.. den she angry.. sorry wor.. den later reach sentosa le.. walk n walk n walk.. den later went to bk n eat.. saw sinmei n sab.. den later eat hao le walk again.. legs breaking le.. but quite fun la.. den later go home le..

sun.. went to tm to meet my class de ppl.. den we went to simei ite for open hse.. so pink lor every1 coz they say wear pink.. den later after the open hse we went to tm to shop.. den later jenna.. james n me we went to pa to meet hafiz for ndp de tingy.. den later went to ochard to meet xue mei they all.. den later shop shop jiu go home le..

mon.. after skool went up to the hall to see the olvl results.. den jan cried.. u done ur best le.. smiles! den later got the sec 1 tingy.. after tat went home qiaoli again..

tues.. went to skool wif qiaoli same same.. den later recess.. lawyer chen lost a case.. lolx.. den later after skool le.. got audition.. quite fun.. sum don look lyk can sing de they sang quite well.. den later went home wif qiaoli n sze.. slp at 10 but 1plus wake up.. coz veri xin ku.. den turn n turn until slp.. but din slp well.. wake up every 1 or 2 hr.. haiz.. got fever..

wed.. went to slp wif qiaoli again.. todae ahma fetch coz raining.. reach skool went to the canteen.. den later went for chairman meeting.. after tat go back class le.. todae so xin ku.. coz veri sick.. den i slp in class.. den later after skool le. got the i n e course.. so sianz.. den later went for sjab.. the sec 1 tingy again.. den later after everyting mr singh told me tat my book kana keep by him again.. omg second time le lehz.. i tink i left 2 books ba.. cpa de.. den later went home.. reach home le.. sit down n my tears roll down.. becoz i veri xin ku so cried.. lolx.. stupid rite.. den now typing lor.. juz finish a proposel.. hope i will get well soon..

xue mei.. thanks for ur concern.. don worry.. im ok.. juz flu.. cough n fever onli.. u muz oso take care hor.. don make me worry.. get well soon.. don b sad too! smiles =)
qiaoli nu er.. thanks for ur concern too.. n soya bean milk n tissues.. u oso take care hor.. i noe u sore troat.. n don brood over tos tings k.. don care wat ppl say.. smile =p
jan.. thanks to u too..
francel thanks for ur jacket
sock.. u sick rite.. take care too!
n thanks to tos hu care for me todae..
alot of ppl sick.. every1 take care wor..

hmm..

hmm.. wed.. went to skool den same ting.. den i forget le.. i onli noe tat i veri tired.. den after skool got the sec 1 tingy.. den after tat go home.. sld b lyk tat..

thurs.. todae same same.. den slp in class again.. haiz. im so tired.. den recess.. den haiz.. don wan to say again.. den after skool.. got the sec 1 tingy again.. den after tat see jan out.. go back skool wait for xue mei.. wait liao den go take bus.. den take to compass.. pei her wait for her mother den i go home le..
haiz.. i don noe.. damn sad after knowing.. empty promise.. is not the promise tat hurt me.. is the tings u do.. plus u v sad.. den worse.. haiz.. i tink onli veri few ppl noe wat i m toking.. nvm.. pls pls.. i don wanna see u lyk tat..

fri.. todae go to skool.. same same.. but juz tired n moody.. mayb is becoz of tat prob ba.. den qiaoli in the morning noe i sumting wrong liao.. thanks for ur concern wor.. i no prob liao.. den nlvl eoa start liao.. quite ok la.. den after skool got st john.. hai hao.. den after st john i faster take cab home change liao take cab to hougang pt for s2 meeting .. meet until abt 8.30.. den went for tkd training.. todae training quite tough but i enjoy it.. it reali help me to destress.. but don lyk to get scolding .. tml going to sentosa again.. weiqi sick wor.. take care lots!

wat can i do?

mon went to skool wif qiaoli again.. den same same go for lesson.. den veri tired.. slp in mr yam lesson.. coz last nitez slp late.. afternoon got s2 meeting.. den b4 meeting.. saw xue mei outside toilet.. found out sumting.. don wish to say.. haiz.. feel so sad after knowing.. after meeting den go home le..

tues.. todae.. still the same.. reali don noe wat's happening to tis stupid world.. so mani tings happening.. class de prob jiu can kill me le.. so mani prob.. wat the.. haiz.. plus ytd.. haiz.. i don noe le la..... busy wif lots n lots of stuff.. dying wif prob n busy ting.. but i noe i can tahan de.. haiz..
i reali don wish to c u lyk tat.. it hurt me.. reali.. y? y? tell me y can? i noe u haf alreadi apologise.. but.. wat can i do to help? i don noe.. becoz i don noe wat's happening.. not even noe a single ting.. i always c u lyk veri sad.. ask wat happen.. everytime reply is the same.. nth.. but i noe sure there's sumting happening.. hope ur nth reali means nth.. i no one.. no one impt.. so nth will go in my ear.. haiz.. don noe wat to do.. hope u will be happy..

haiz. i'm sorry..

I'm sorry sze.. hope we r still fren.. hope u will forgive me.. reali sorry..

fri.. went to skool wif a heavy heart.. but try my veri best to stay normal.. go skool wif qiaoli n sinmei again.. den tis morning is i short command.. i lyk to shout hope i haf more chance.. den go lesson.. same same.. den after skool le.. go canteen polish boots.. tink qiaoli n jan noe tat sumting happen to me so they try to cheer me up.. thanks.. den after polishing qiaoli call me go out.. stay go out skool awhile sit sit tok tok.. den later go back to skool for sjab..todae sjab oso ok ok lor.. den go home le.. nv go for tks training.. coz too tired le.. n plus no mood.. at nitez.. sze tok to me on the phone.. feel much better coz she tok to me.. but still don noe if she forgive me.. coz she got say she still angry.. i don noe..

todae.. feel much better.. wake up at 1 plus.. den online.. den go to heartland to meet sock n vian.. going to sentosa to recki.. not bad la.. i always take weiqi de hp to take pic.. den later we go to the beach.. so nice there.. coz is 8plus liao.. saw fireworks.. veri nice lor.. den later we go eat.. den later go home le.. i was taking picture again.. den later reach home le.. den now onlining..

haiz..

tues.. went to skool as usual.. den everyting the same.. after skool le.. stay awhile den sit vif vian to wait for stella.. den qiaoli.. rongyi.. sinmei.. vian n me.. we n chit chat.. after tat we left skool le.. left vian n stella n skool.. den later we go sinmei hse coz she wan go green mahz.. so she take her ting le den we go off.. den later i went off to find junrong n weiliang at pool there.. den later go eat wif my ah ma n ah gong at the coffee shop.. den later go home le.. thanks AC for ur best trainer badge..

wed.. todae same same.. slp during maths lesson coz i reali veri tired.. den later after skool got meeting.. s2 meeting.. meet le.. got the sec 1 tingy.. den later go meet sze wif jan.. den we go compass.. den later go home le.. thanks jan for the nice butterfly n sweets...

Valentine

sat.. wake up at 12 plus... den stay at home n rot.. rot until 4 plus den go out le.. reach compass at 4.45.. wait for tat kor veri long.. he 5.45 den reach lor.. den we start to walk to xue mei de hse.. den reach her hse downstair we two guess which floor she stay.. den i guess 10 n above.. he guess 4 n below.. hahaz.. den we call xue to ask.. and u noe wat.. i won.. he own me a drink.. den we go up.. den go to xue de room.. den chinying.. sab.. sinmei.. jeremy n zhan yi is there.. den they play card i nv play.. den later chat la.. see them play la.. funny lor.. den later eat le.. once again is steamboat.. we eat first.. left sinmei.. chinying n sab they watch tv.. den later eat le.. all the guys say they wan go so they go le.. den later chinying oso go la.. den we play cards wif xue de family.. den later qiaoli cum oso play.. veri funni oso.. den later at 11 we went off le..
thanks xue mei for ur invitation.. steamboat is nice n haf fun there..
qiaoli.. sinmei n me we walk home.. on the way we were eating orange.. hahaz.. we finish al our orange..den we chat.. den i reach home at 12.. tired..

sun.. rot at home whold day lor.. super sianz.. stupid denis my primary skool mate say wan go watch movie wif me n the xueping.. den ps lor.. den no place to go so stay at home.. den my mum's fren come.. den play cards lor.. i win $33.. but spent on valentine's day flower le..

mon.. went to skool wif qiaoli again.. den later meet sze.. coz is she help me buy de.. den later go gif out flower.. den go back for lesson.. den later after skool le.. went to amk wif rongyi to but more flower.. coz my classmates n sum ppl wan so i tell them tml lor.. den later go home le.. den at abt 8 plus jan cum.. gif her the flower n den she go le..
thanks to sock for ur lolipop... thanks kris sun zi for ur rose n sweets.. thanks zuli for the tag.. thanks ah mertz for ur purpet n card.. thanks ah qi for ur chocolate n card.. thanks jenna for ur flower..

Happy Valentine's day..

Happy chinese new year..

new yr le.. so fast.. no mood for new yr lehz.. oso don noe y.. don haf new yr de qi fen..

tues.. todae went to skool wif qiaoli.. den later got the new yr celebration tingy.. tis yr de is so sianz lor.. nth to do.. my class n 3n2 ppl keep changing seats.. coz the sun is juz on us.. den veri hot.. so we move.. the coz play.. is onli ppl walk here walk there.. perfer concert.. den after skool le.. dismiss at 9 plus.. den 4t1 haf to stay n clean the place but i go to the canteen to find vian n jan there all.. den later tok tok awhile.. leave skool at 10.30.. den vian.. stella n bian nian pei me go back primary skool.. den after tat go home le.. thanks godma, aiwen for ur an bao

wed.. todae new yr le.. chu 1.. wake up le den go to cousins place.. pian nian.. den we play cards.. i win $22 lehz.. so lihai hor.. hahaz.. i frm bet 20cent to 50cent to $1 to $2.. hahaz.. bet more n more n more.. but lucky nv lose.. den later go home le.. veri tired.. check mail le den go slp..

thurs.. todae chu 2.. wake up at 11 den meet xue mei n jan at 12.30.. we went to ps to watch i do i do.. the show veri funny.. nt bad u sld watch.. den later they cum my hse.. den play play cards.. den sock cum.. den play cards oso.. after tat sze..jian wei.. wilson cum..den later jun rong n kor cum oso.. by den xue mei haf to go to her ah ma hse le.. den see her off n den go back to play cards..den 8plus qiaoli n qiaohui cum..den later sze..qiaoli n qiao hui go off le.. den we comtinue play play den todae oso win.. win abit la.. den later abt 9plus 10 they go home le.. today's ah liang's birthday.. happy birhtday to san ge ah liang..

fri.. todae meet qiaoli again den go to skool..but todae sze was wif us coz she wen to qiaoli hse to ton.. den go skool ok ok lor.. den after skool le.. waiting for qiaoli see if she wan go sze hse anot.. but i wait until 1.30 oso nv see her n worse cannot find her den bo bian i go home first.. went home do tings until 3 den i go slp den 3.45 wake up go bathe.. at 4.15 go out le.. went to ah liang's hse.. so mani ppl there.. the koh family.. ah mertz.. stella n august.. so sad tat koh family every1 is there except shijie our si ge.. our koh family tuan yuan fan.. at 6plus we go n eat steamboat.. we gers eat first the guys eat later.. den b4 eat i call them eat lyk the past.. so huai nian the days we at ah qi's hse when we form the koh family.. den later play cards.. play le we chat chat.. chat awhile le den go home le.. but ah qi.. kor.. stella.. ah mertz stay there.. den jan n ah liang send me to bus stop.. thanks wor.. i wan to stay de but cannot coz is alreadi 10pm le.. thanks da jie, jan n er jie sock for ur ang bao.. hehez.. juz reach home so tired lor.. sze u sick.. takecare wor.. every1 take care!

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wed..went to skool as usual..after skool got pub meeting.. after meeting den go home le..

thurs.. same same lor.. den after skool stay in skool awhile den go home le..

fri.. skool same same.. den after skool got st john.. we play game.. the game quite lame lor.. den my grp hor.. wah lao.. every1 move so slow.. den scold le still the same.. esp the sed 1s lor.. so attitude.. haiz.. den after tat got meeting.. meet already is 7 le.. den later jan n me help rong yi wif the npcc the bags n pei her wait for them.. den later they cum back le.. den want to go home.. pei xue meimei.. rongyi n cheng wai wait for bus.. den jan..qiaoli n me want to walk home de.. but alreay 8 le.. so i went straight to tkd.. den they go home.. b4 i go i ask can i don wear gi coz i late le.. den the stupid pl say can lor.. but still punish me.. haiz.. den i train the new cumer.. i don wan to train them lor coz i wan to do kicking.. but no choice.. den later go home le lor..

sat.. todae.. supose is go out wif jan de.. but i veri tired so not going le.. but later she cuming to my hse watch vcd..

to xue meimei: tis few day see u sick de.. muz take care hor.. lyk mani days le.. if still haven hao go see a doctor..
~Pain never really goes away; you just elevate and get used to it by growing stronger..
Be strong ger..