___my st john life__

sec 1.. well.. when i was young i always dream to b in npcc.. becoz i wan to be a police.. as when i grow i change my tinking.. i entered xms wif my broken hand.. went for cca orinatation.. den see here see there to choose a nice cca tat i wan.. went to sj de orinatation room n haf intrest in it.. so i choose st john.. after a few weeks, i noe i m in st john.. yeah! so happy.. hu noes.. when i go to the first activity onli got pumping already.. n start to hate.. everytime got st john my tinking is aiyo sianz later got pumping again.. hahaz. at the first activity we start learning drills le.. unlike to sec 1s here play games for so mani weeks.. den we haf onli a few section of playing.. den slowly we learn more tings.. my first foot drill instutor is mdm shu fang if im not wrong.. den change to staff liang chou.. den my first aid instutor is sgt marya.. i was in squard 1b.. coz we haf too mani ppl le so spilt into A n B.. den veri fast we get our uniform le.. den get to noe more n more frenz in my squard.. den is corp presentation nitez.. same grp wif noramin, xinni they all.. i rmb is abt hallowed don noe how to spell.. den i reali enjoyed it.. coz is fun.. our normal activity always start at 6.30am.. morining sumtimes haf kick boxing sumtime is pt.. after tat is the normal foot drill and first aid.. kick boxing is so fun lor.. missed kick boxing.. den the pt veri tough de.. gers rin 10 round n guys 12 round in the big field.. after few months camp is getting near.. we stayed back almost everyday for practices for our performances in camp.. so fun to stay back.. i rmb always there will b seniors telling us abt ghost story in the skool.. den fianlly june camp.. june camp was tough.. wif our rsm scolding n scolding.. but is fun.. we haf nightz duty, foot drill lesson, first aid lesson, telematch, amazing race, wash mass tin till veri late, toc lesson, camp fire nitez n lots more.. is so fun ritez.. reali missed tos days.. i rmb dancing 3 dance.. 1 is the call another is i forget liao.. tho in camp we haf 100 plus plus pumping but is reali fun.. den after camp we haf back all our normal activity.. i rmb once we went to bukit timah hill for hiking.. is oso fun.. den near the end of the year.. we haf a competition camp.. in camp my grp is the slackest.. wif mdm hawa as our leader.. when every grp is training our grp will b resting.. hahaz.. coz mdm don wan to stress us.. den the 3rd day is the comp le.. den our drill do wrong lor.. quite funny.. coz we march behide the commander.. hahaz.. den mdm tell sir sam say is fancy drill but is not.. den first aid i din do much coz last time sec 1 blur blur de..near dec haf the chrismas sell sweet tingy.. qi, mertz, la, vian, hong, yvonne, erucia n me i tink.. we r in the banner commitee.. den we 1 day meet at qi's hse.. we do the banner.. den i finish my ting they ask me to look after qi's de tangent pooh boy.. n i wear the same colour clothes as him so they call me nai ma.. tis is how's my nick name cum.. stupid ritez.. but use to tat name le.. den the chrismas selling is here.. we open the stalls n start selling.. n we won the best banner award.. yeah!!.. and this goes my sec 1 st john life..


sec 2.. starting of the year.. haf the comp team selection.. and i was in as a steward.. n lots of ting happened den they change numbers again.. i was number 5 if im not wrong den change again to number 4.. so we start training.. everymorning n sum afternoon.. and my team is form wif.. no.1 mei zhu, no.2 yvonne, no.3 lin hong, no.4 me and no.5 vivian.. this is our cheeky team.. cheeky team haf a trainer hu is mei qin.. kuku team trainer is hawa n the ac team trainer is amy.. we sumtimes train together but sumtime don.. we do foot drills every morning.. we trained until march.. the sars break out.. and the zone comp is cancelled.. every1 of us is so sad.. coz no comp.. nvm.. den later we all haf our own department.. n i was in publicity.. glad to be in.. we start to plan tings.. and stuff.. we planed for sir sam n sir eugene farewell.. den later of the year was all normal activity or recre game..we haf our promotion parade in june.. i was promoted to lcp.. was so happy tat time.. den near oct we haf our camp.. same we prepare for it.. went for practices.. and camp is here.. haf lecture, telematch, amazing race n lots more.. end of the camp haf prize gifing.. i was awared the most outstanding trainee.. felt happy abt it.. coz i gif my best thruout the camp..near oct we haf our nco course.. we went there as trainee..is non recidential de.. coz no place for us to stay.. we haf lecture, amazing race at sentosa, moi and more.. den noe lots of fren for other skool.. n tis is how my sec 2 life been..

sec 3.. hmm.. sec 3 is a yr tat is full with lots of tings.. at first.. we join back the comp.. mdm tan wan to change our team coz she tink tat our team is not good enuff.. so change to my team haf no.1 linhong, no.2 momo, no.3 me, no.4 is huiqi n no.5 is vivian.. at first i reali don lyk it.. we complain n complain abt it.. coz i haf learn everyting for no.4 for 1 yr n they wan me to change number.. and i haf to take in more tings.. but slowly slowly i take in eveyting.. and we work well wif each other.. n we r nc chop chilli chop hey.. hahaz.. and starting of the yr we the pub start to plan for corp presentation nitez.. den the actual day come.. we haf telematch, buffet, games, concert and movie meroton. don noe how to spell.. is so fun lor.. and can see our bond of st john get closer.. after tat we haf our comp training.. we trained every morning.. and almost everyday in the afternoon.. sat oso.. we most of the time do case oso not serious.. hahaz.. coz our team is all playful de mahz.. but sumtime is alritez.. when comp is near we get to b serious.. hong cried few times b4.. n finally the comp is here.. we did our foot drill.. it was good we scored quite well.. den our first aid case.. it was horrible.. 1 part is becoz of the water sourse and another becoz we r too nervous n don noe wat to do n we badly for it.. den is nome nuring.. we do oso don bad coz nurse emily veri good.. den everyting over.. the result is out.. we got 4th.. becoz our first aid pull us down.. we r all veri sad.. all of us cried.. haiz.. we let down our trainer.. tat time is sock n jan hu trained us.. we r reali sorry abt it.. den after comp we went haf back normal activity.. den at june we haf our camp.. was alritez.. haf our promotion parade.. got double promoted tis yr.. but thrid day is boring.. coz is bebate.. i take over the publicity at june.. june we oso haf kayaking.. is so fun.. i rmb i oways hit lin hong' head coz she infront of me.. den we planed for ma'am aminah farewell.. we haf the xia yi zhan tian hou song de dance n at the beginning de couple dance.. oso got the guitar den the guys sing my love.. so fun when we r practicing.. coz we haf the hall for all our practices.. n is so fun.. den haf back normal activity.. lyk being the timer.. but im the fit.. so onli parade im the timer.. den we oso trained for agi.. coz we r the goh.. so hourned to b in the goh.. den agi cum le.. march in.. guess wat i was the timer for the whold goh.. so coolx ritez.. den stand veri long almost faint ar.. hahaz.. noe quite a number of frens too.. we went to ubin.. haf games n alot of free time.. we haf bbq at nitez.. so fun.. den abt 9 plus so went to play pool so went back to room to chat sum play games.. jan n me we went to the beach over there.. we lie down n watch the sky n we chat.. chat alot of tings.. the sky is so nice..next day we went to cycle around ubin.. is fun.. enjoyed it.. haf nco course at the end of the yr.. go there as sc.. my grp is falcon.. we got the best grp.. good hor.. i oso went for national camp.. so hourned too.. coz onli 2 frm our corp went is me n mei zhu.. we haf camp at ubin.. i now lots of fren for tis national camp.. tis is my sec 3 life..

my sec 4 st john life will b up at the end of the yr.. if any stjohn peeps is here n i forget to write tings.. juz tell me..

in my st john skool life i wan to thank.. jan as a good pub head, good trainer, good seniors n a good fren to me.. thank sock for being a good senior, trainer n fren to me.. thanks mdm meiqin for training the cheeky gang.. thanks to my squrd mates for everyting we haf gone thru together.. thanks to mdm aminah for teaching lots of ting to me..
thanks to every senior of mine..

i reali luv st john lots

mon.. went to skool normally.. went for lesson.. den i forget wat i do le.. after skool went to the canteen to wait for xue mei n qiaoli nu`er.. den later went to sam's mum de wake.. den stay there until 7.30 jiu go home le..

tues.. went to skool normal again.. den lesson den after skool.. after skool le got i n e again.. after tat went to canteen.. den later meet the print class tee de ppl den later jiu sit in the canteen to wait for them to finish np.. den later jiu go home le..

wed.. todae morning is the same.. den later go for lesson.. after skool le went to canteen to wait for jan to cum.. den later we buy food to eat.. den later sj le.. our veri last activity.. first we fall in.. den later haf teasure hunt.. after tat is performance by sec 1s to 3s.. den got speech by jan, nc, liang, atikah, zuli n sock.. i cried.. cry hard.. reali veri sad n touched.. alot more ppl cried.. after tt we went to the ava room for a video.. the video is so funny.. with all the cute cute sec 1s face.. i mean we sec 4s sec 1 tat time de pic.. lucky don haf mine.. so cute lor.. coz sum reali veri fat last time.. den later took quite a number of picz.. den later went for meeting awhile den go home le.. i don wan to step down can.. i reali luv st john lots..

thanks to tos hu gif me tings todae..

sat.. went to see the mock comp.. saw wat nc n ac do.. i tink they both did veri well.. AC got first n NC got 3rd.. after comp we went to concourse n den bugis juntion den go home le..

sun.. went for ndp training.. reach hq haf our lunch n den move to PA.. den same old ting.. i do admin work.. den later train.. after awhile rain.. den training stop le.. after jiu go home le.. tonitez.. siyun called me.. happy.. engsoon r cuming tis sat for home coming day.. wan to see them asap.. miss them lots..

haiz.. tis few days reali lots of ting happened.. lots of ppl r sad.. lost sumtimes..

NC.. u all alreadi did ur veri best.. no one is at fault.. don b sad.. there is sum way tat is unfair.. becoz of the cpr.. no matter wat u all r the first in my heart.. when life gives u 100 reason to cry, show life tat u have 1000 reason to smile.. be strong gers.. take care.. smile!

AC.. congrate wor!

mei.. don b sad le.. i noe lots of ting had happened tis few days.. all tis is our life cycle.. take it easy ba.. don tink so much.. jie is here for u.. takecare lots.. smile!

every1 hu r sad.. smile! n takecare!

todae went to skool wif qiaoli nu`er again.. the same ting.. saw xue mei in the bus den walked to skool together... den later go for lesson.. den recess.. after recess attend 1 lesson den dismissed le.. im so proud of myself todae.. u noe y? coz i din slp.. even for 1 min.. so cool ya.. den later after skool went to find qiaoli nu`er.. den later she went home den i go to the canteen.. reach canteen.. have lunch and get changed den go to stadium wif ac team, kor, liang, vian, stella n sock.. den later rain.. so the sports day start abit late.. late for 10mins ba.. den vian n me we stand infornt of juguar.. stand for 2 hrs.. i keep singing n playing.. if not time past veri slow.. den later finish duty.. we cheer for our houses at the first aid post.. den later sports day finish le.. den later go home wif qiaoli nu`er..

reach home online awhile den eat.. after eating went for tkd training.. todae juz do sum kicking n den sparring.. i injured my leg.. juz blue black.. after tat jiu go home le..

haiz.. tis few day seems lyk ppl around me r not feeling too good.. means sad or feeling down..esp after the news juz now.. i do feel abit of sadness.. xue mei cry.. my first time see her cry.. ppl around me r sad.. or do i.. when i see them lyk tat i feel quite lost at times.. trying my best to find a way to help.. i don wan show my sadness.. i wan cheer every1 up.. i wan to brighter all ur days..

sze.. don b sad le.. cheer up k? i noe how u feel.. look on the brighter side..
mei.. u oso don sad le.. i see u cry i oso veri sad de.. don tink so much le.. jie is here for u..
qiaoli nu`er.. don b guilty.. is not ur fault.. don blame urself le.. don tink so much k.. mummy is here for u..
sock.. read ur blog u put upset.. don sad k.. cheers..
ppl hu noe wat i toking abt the news.. don sad k? smile!
comp team.. tml comp le.. u all haf my fully support.. don b nervous.. juz gif ur best.. goodluck.. all the best.. jia you!

every1 i mention.. don tink liao.. cheer up!! rmb a day without laughter is a day wasted.. smile n take care!!!

erm.. todae was alrite.. same in the morning.. meet up wif qiaoli nu`er den go to skool.. saw xue mei in the bus.. den later walk to skool.. qiaoli nu`er n me we go punch card.. den later go for lesson le.. den todae cpa veri sianz so din wan to do work.. den tok wif junrong.. n spend 2 period to do juz the first pg.. den jun rong more lihai.. spend 3 period juz type onli 2words.. den later recess le.. after tat go back for lesson.. after lesson send qiaoli nu`er n xue mei out le go back skool.. den later stay in the sickbay coz got sec 2 de fall down.. weiqi attend to her.. den later fall in le.. do abit foot drill.. do le staff sock tok to us.. sum of us cried.. n yes i did.. todae is our second last activity le.. so sad..
den later is pt.. we do sum warm up le den go outside run 2.4 route.. run 1 round.. after tat we do 5 bx.. star jump.. jumping jack.. altho is pt but reali enjoy todae.. not onli me but i tink is the whole nursing.. do alot of pumping.. we cheer alot.. so fun.. sec 4's de last pt.. den later parade le.. after tat jiu go home le.. next wed last activity le.. i don wan to step down!!! no!

i love st john!!!

to xue mei.. i noe u r sad.. cheer up k? cheers.. smile =p

erm.. todae went to skool without qiaoli nu`er.. coz she nv go skool.. den saw xue mei in the bus.. den later go punch card.. after tat same same went to the place we sit to sit lor.. den later went for lesson le.. everyting is normal.. after pe.. mr singh cum in wif a cane.. andy got caned.. den later got maths test.. don haf calculator so borrow frm xue mei.. thanks wor mei.. den later recess le.. den after tat is lesson.. after skool went to meet qiaoli nu`er.. pei her go see doctor.. den later go compass buy food.. after tat go her hse.. den later at 4 plus 5 go home le..

at home nth to do.. so see sum photos n tink abt tings.. i found out tat i m going to step down le.. n i going to leave skool soon.. omg.. is reali fast lor.. rmb when i was sec 1 toot toot cum in de.. now so fast sec 4 le.. i tink i reali grow alot.. in the sense of my tinking.. i noe i m still childish.. coz im playful mahz.. if don play life will be boring.. reali so fun in sec skool.. shall tink more.. continue next time when i haf more tings to say..

qiaoli nu`er.. muz take care wor.. ur troat ar.. drink more water.. n bu yong na mo ke qi de.. =p
mei.. don b sad le k? smile! stay happy always.. take care.. =D
comp team.. comp is round the corner le.. muz jiayou k.. u all haf my fully support.. Jiayou all the way!!!

todae go to skool normally.. den go punch card.. coz last week late mahz.. den go for lesson.. den after skool le.. pei qiaoli nu`er, xue mei n rongyi walk out the skool.. den later i go back the skool.. jan n sum r hafing meeting.. after tat we went to the playground outside skool to find sze.. den later we pei jan walk to hougang mall there le we take bus to green.. i pei sze go cut hair.. den later i go home le..

i cut my hair ytd.. i lyk it.. but alot of ppl keep say my hair.. hmm.. don care..

jan bu teng wo le.. qiaoli nu`er bu teng wo le.. xue mei ye bu teng wo le.. lolx..

mei.. cheer up k? don b sad.. rmb tis a day without laughter is a day wasted.. always look on the bright side of life.. smile! cheers! muz take care hor.. =p

thrus.. went to skool normally.. den later after skool went 3n2.. xue mei n them settle le.. den later haf shotput.. din throw well.. den later xue mei n me went to qiaoli nu`er hse.. den later sze n jan cum.. den jan funny lor coz she scared qiaoli's dog so she run here run there jump here jump there.. den later sze n xue mei go home le.. den jan n me pei qiaohui.. coz no one at home mahz n qiaoli slping.. we chat n den later watch tv.. den at abt 8.. kappo cum le n qiaoli wake up le so jan n me go home le..

fri.. reach compass at 12.. meet jan first for lunch.. den later the rest cum le.. got xue mei, sze, wilson n yehao.. den we go to ps.. meet jianwei n eugene(kampong kia).. we wan to watch the eye 10.. but all full untill 7 plus de.. so we went to tm.. den meet kelly at there.. we went up to buy movie ticket.. den all the guys don wan watch.. sze oso don wan.. so kelly, xue mei, jan n me go watch.. the show is funny more den scary lor.. to me the show hai hao onli.. after watching.. we went to take neoprint.. super fun.. funny oso.. den later pei kelly go eat.. after tat xue mei take cab home den we take bus home..

sat.. wake up in the morning.. den meet qi, vian, ah liang n august.. den we go to henderson sec to see the mock comp.. after mock comp we went to eat after eating we went home le..

sun.. later going to bring my brother for movie.. now nth to do..

Me: haiz.. i saw how tanglin do for mock comp.. they r so so lousy.. k don use the word lousy.. their standard is lyk veri low.. but y we lost to them last time.. i was reali sad when i c their first aid case n footdrill.. omg.. not veri good.. i told qi abt it.. all she say is the first aid case water source.. becoz the case 3 out of 4 of the injuries need water.. n we r the first grp to do case so the judge don noe need water source.. so we don haf.. mayb partly we r blur ba.. n she say the tanglin team ppl all not same so not same.. but the team i see is onli 1 to 3 number change.. haiz.. i reali bu xin fu kuo fu.. nvm.. everyting is the past..

qiaoli nu`er.. everyting is juz too qiao.. u don tink so much.. muz cheer up k? mummy is here for u.. got prob juz gif me a call.. u r veri cheerful de.. so don b sad... cheer up! smile =p

Sway-est days

todae was another unlucky day for me.. i was damn sway.. morning was late for skool.. den went in to skool den i hello excuse me to wenbin n weiqi.. kana scolded by mr chee say i late liao still wan to dance.. nvm.. den later stand at the foyer with qiaoli until 10.15 den go back to class.. i take out my hp to reply msg.. den the mrs lee cum take my hp away.. wat the!!!!!! damn damn sway day.. den later after skool.. todae sld haf shotput.. but den rain was change to tml le.. den went up to mr yam told him tat i don wan to b chairman anymore.. i was rejected.. means i cant quit.. den nvm.. went to sj.. ask mdm irene tan to take back sim card for me n yes she did.. thanks wor.. den went home.. reach home.. no one is at home.. argh!! m i sway or m i sway lor.. wat the! nvm den went down to find them.. den now at home.. i reali reali wish to haf a better tml.. pls man.. `hoping for a better tmr..

to jan, qiaoli nu`er n wenbin.. don say sorry to me.. u all r not in wrong.. i don wan sorry.. so no more sorry frm u all n others.. i don wan sorry hor.. not ur fault..

thanks to qiaoli nu`er, xue mei n jan for trying to cheer me up.. i m alrite is juz i m too sway.. thanks mdm tan for taking back my sim card..

jan.. muz take care wor ur leg..

mei.. juz don care wat they wan to do or say.. i noe u haf enuff of them.. juz don care.. don brood over it k? take care.. smile =p

refection to me.. i had reali enuff of unlucky stuff.. pls pls pls i wan to haf better days.. haiz.. reali hoping for a much better tml.. *Pray*

damn pissed todae~!

i cool down le.. todae went to skool the same.. my mood was normal.. den later is pe.. play game den run here run there.. den a person cum n knock into me.. n i fall straight to the ground.. lyk tat i injured my neck.. den later don noe do wat n den don noe hu step on my hand.. wat the.. todae so unlucky.. n my hand is injured..

later is english period.. i slp.. den teacher wake me up to do my work.. den becoz infront whold row got no book so i lend them mine.. den later need to do work.. is take sum words frm the book de.. den i no book mahz.. so i look over to my partner book.. den the teacher walk here n say i copy his work.. wat the! i din lor.. so i shout back at him.. my veri first time shout at teacher.. u wan scold juz scold don accused me.. tat's not the worse.. den later he ask me out to tok.. den he say wat i being rude to him n alot of crap.. say until i damn angry.. den later eng period end le.. stupid.. get scolding frm mr yam again.. say wat i sld not wear pe after recess.. n he scold me onli lor.. is lyk half the class nv change back lehz.. he say becoz im the chairman so muz set good example.. argh! damn angry.. im going to quit as a chairman.. quit!

i cool down le.. juz don let me tink abt it can le.. if not i will b super angry.. rmb! don accuse me! i hate it! everyting is fine now..

mei.. they r juz trying to make u jealous.. but they r juz jealous of u.. so juz don gif a damn.. they r staying in their which world nv care abt ppl's feeling.. juz don care.. don tink abt it.. cheer up! smile =) take care wor!

weiqi.. muz take care wor.. noe tat u sick todae..

sock.. feeling better.. drink lots of water.. take care lots.

comp team.. muz jia you wor.. don stressed urself up..

Hello excuse me!

thrus.. book in for camp.. at first we haf sum admin tings.. den is s4 gifing out food.. after tat is pt.. liang, atikah, kai di n me is the pti.. since is the 1st day of camp so the pt is not so tough.. den later we move to sentosa le.. do sum book in.. haf luch.. after lunch is triage.. the triage hor.. most of the trainees r not serious at all.. were all playing.. after triage is dinner.. after dinner we set off for route march.. is so fun when we reach jungle trail.. so dark lor.. without torch u reali cant see aniting.. den later reach back costa sand.. every1 went back to slp left s2 at sickbay for duty.. at 2am liang n me we went for petrol.. after tat went back to slp.. we slp abt 3 plus 4.. den later all s2 slp.. slp until 6.50 den wake up lor..

fri.. lucky.. we manage to fall in at 7.. if not the whold s2 will b late for parade.. after parade is pt.. since ytd pt is not tough so we decide to make it tough for them.. during pt onli n is pt onli hor.. we haf 17 casuaties.. omg.. is alot lor.. weak.. nvm.. after tat is breakfast.. after breakfast we went for amazing race.. is alrite.. not much casuaty.. but at merlion there quite alot.. after tat is concert time.. yeah! den b4 tat we haf nice food.. buffet.. after tat concert start.. den after concert we haf war games.. the hq side is reali veri veri rough lor.. hahaz.. den later end le.. trainees went back to slp.. pub haf a small meeting.. meet until abt 1.50 den i went up to prepare for my s2 duty again.. slp abt 3am..

sat.. todae every s2 ppl wake up at 6.30 becoz we set alram.. den later fall in.. after parade we haf morning games.. after morning games is breakfast.. den book out.. bocoz of the book out our time was delayed for abt 1 hr.. after tat we haf telematch.. den weiqi n me is supose to walk around to see see.. but we nth to do so we play the case study.. study lor.. hahaz.. den later end le.. is lunch.. after lunch is prize presentation.. the xinmin st john idol is kelvin lim wei liang.. hahaz.. ah liang so li hai.. den later we move back to skool le.. haf last parade.. do sum admin stuff den go home le..

sun.. went up at 12.30.. den zuli msg me say the dhs ppl finding me.. n she is there.. i wan to go de.. but becoz she nv msg me the nitez b4 meeting wat time..sorry wor nv go.. den at 3 plus sze call.. ask me buy food go qiaoli nu er hse.. den i went.. stay there until 5 plus jiu go home le.. funny lor at there.. den late in the nitez oso din do much ting..

overall view for camp.. to me, camp is fun tis yr.. so sad tat tis is the last yr in xinmin le.. our last camp.. speical thanks to ma'am hawa n ma'am jan.. first ma'am hawa.. she do alot of tings for s2.. when tings crop up she is out to save us.. hahaz.. thanks wor.. for ma'am jan.. thanks for doing so much tings for pub.. altho im the head, seem tat u do much more tings den me.. reali a big thank u.. S2 n pub rox!!!! weiqi, aishah, sarah, qi n ching.. u all haf done a good job.. tho there is sum luan luan tings but all solve.. camp is over.. yeah!

miss: ytd i was tinking hu i miss now i shall say it here..
i miss xue mei, qiaoli nu er, sze, my xiao peng you men, siyun, obs engsoon, ma'am aminah and lots lots more.. if u tink tat i miss u, don tink so much, yes i do.. =)

reflection.. in camp i don tink im serious.. the onli time im serious i tink is when im the pti.. sorry to every1.. if i haf do tings wrong in camp.. here's my apologies.. if u tink i haf done so so lets smile.. if u tink i haf done well lets clap..
hahaz..

msg of the day: xue mei.. glad tat u tell me ur prob.. don tink so much le k.. juz take it easy n smile.. jie is here for u.. muz take care hor!
qiali nu er.. i noe ur ah ma de ting may hurt u.. u may look normal but i tink it will still affect u ba.. don tink.. tings will turn out fine.. smile!
sock.. in camp u shout until no voice le.. muz take care hor.. drink more water..
thanks to nurse haha n jan!
to all sj peeps.. i noe every1 is either no voice or not enuff rest.. so drink more water n rest well.. take care!

todae morning.. wan to wake up early to see comp team training but everyday same ting.. cant wake up.. ok so reach skool at 10.40.. den do sum pub ting den later tok tok.. after tat go out buy food back.. after tat is the mock comp le.. ok after mock comp haf a tok by all the trainer.. den later finish le.. i ask nc to stay back.. we haf a heart to heart tok.. well tok quite long.. den the whold team cry.. i oso.. den later dismiss le.. n all go home.. den i went to hougang pt to buy mummy bday prezzie.. buy liao jiu go home le..

for nc.. hey nc.. rmb wat i say.. don b sad.. muz jiaoyou! take care lots.. =)
ac.. don b sad too.. continue to try hard.. take care! smile =)

haiz.. ok.. todae.. morning wan to wake up n see comp team training.. but cant wake up.. so slp until 11.. den get change n go n meet qi n ching n compass.. after tat go to far east wan to print shirt but kana rejected becoz of too rush n sumting.. den later we go to near hoougang pt de sheng song buy pub ting.. after tat went home.. reach home call xue mei den they ask me go to seng kang de bball court.. but they cum to compass.. den walk walk.. walk le den still sit n play guessing of no.. den the four fit funny lor.. den later meet qiaoli nu er den go home le.. when was in the intercharge.. qiaoli nu`er look so sad.. den she is wif jj so nv reali tok to her.. den they went 1 side.. since she wif jj so i go tok to wilson n ye hao.. den later she cum n don noe ask wat.. den she say ni kai xin wo jiu bu kai xin.. my whole heart sunk.. reali feel lyk crying.. but i wun cry infront of ppl de.. so juz stand there quietly.. haiz.. wat makes u tink tat im happy? i juz feeling better den ytd.. n den after hearing tat.. haiz.. juz don noe how to continue..

qiaoli nu`er.. juz now u veri sad.. i don noe wat happen.. but don b sad le hor.. muz smile.. i will gif u my listening ear.. my shoulder.. so don sad sad le k? a day without laughter is a day wasted.. smile! rmb mummy is here.. take care hor..
xue mei.. smile n take care~!

todae morning.. wake up at 7.30.. get change n den went to skool.. haf pub meeting first.. den hq meeting.. den s2 meeting.. after every meeting.. vian.. qi.. ah liang.. kor n me we went to eat.. after awhile vaness cum.. den we go take 156 go to pa.. police acemdmy.. don now how to spell.. den we went.. all of us was lyk blur blur de lor.. coz every1 wear full u but we din. coz mdm call us to wear half u.. den start training.. den i was called out by sir lao heng to do ting.. everytime lyk tat de lor.. tat time ma'am hawa den meizhu den zuli and now me.. so i do tings lor.. din train for 30-45 mins? sld b.. after everyting den went for training.. quite tough.. once again im the timer.. den almost no breath.. den later they don wan timer n continue to train.. after tat kor is the timer.. after tat dissmiss le.. den go home.. got sun brunt.. now face red n hot..

hmm.. wat is tis? wat's happening? i was blocked by xue mei.. i din do aniting wrong.. haiz.. n she is sad.. don noe wat to do.. can ani1 tell me wat happen.. pls..

I wanna be remembered as the girl who always smiled.the one who could always brighten your day.even if i couldnt brighten i own

todae is fri again.. a tiring day.. ok.. went to skool wif qiaoli nu er again.. as usual.. den reach skool.. go for lesson.. everyting is alrite.. after skool.. went to canteen.. waiting for jan to cum.. but nv see her.. so went to buy food n eat.. after tat tok to stella vian they all.. n wish them good luck for promotion test.. den went to sit at xue mei n rongyi there tok awhile den go off le.. went to say goodluck to all st john members.. den went to hougang stadium for duty.. den kelly n mei jun was there to help miss lim.. den i stand there to see see.. later on wilson n gang cum.. den is zuli's turn to stand so went over to tok.. after tat is my turn again.. den later the sports heat end le.. we sit mr choo's car back to skool.. put back all our ting n see they take test.. after awhile i went to help ma'am tan do sum tings.. den later go around wif zuli there all..
master parade le.. after master parade we sec 4s r called to stay back.. so we stay.. we get punishment.. den do pumping 30.. so long nv so pumping le lor.. so nice the feeling.. hahaz.. can say tat im crazy.. but mayb is too long nv do le..
after tat.. went for a veri veri short meeting wif jan.. after tat went for tkd training.. todae's training was fine.. i take hafiz for patten.. almost vomit blood.. ok nvm.. den after tat i walk home wif my mp3.. guess wat song i listen to? is tong hua! so nice..
reach home le.. eat liao my mummy call me.. den i go over.. she say after holiday ask me to slp at living room.. wat the? living room.. my room gif my brother slp.. haiz.. wanted to sat sumting de.. but my mummy say she not in good mood don make her angry.. den i go out lor.. com oso.. she wan me to stop at 9.. if wan continue 10 plus den can contine.. all becoz of my brother.. he failed 3 subject out of 4.. so li hai lor.. so my mummy don allow him to slp at ah ma room lyk tat he cannot watch tv mahz.. as for my com.. is in my room so muz wait he slp le den can use.. haiz.. nvm.. no more air con to slp after holiday..
went to read blogs n blogs.. i miss ma'am aminah.. went to read her blog.. she miss the st john members.. i reali miss her.. miss her funny ting.. miss her scolding.. miss her almost everyting.. hahaz.. reali lor.. so sad stepping down le..
quite a number of ppl r quite sad.. ppl! cheer up k.. "a day without laughter is a day wasted".. don worry b happy.. and sum oways nv blog de.. so next time blog hor.. todae so lyk i got so mani tings to say lor.. don noe y.. take care every1!

i luv 'tong hua' tis song.. is so nice.. is sad n meaningful.. i juz luv it..

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wed.. skool the same. everyting was fine.. after skool went to find qiaoli nu er.. she tok until she cry.. 1st time see her cry.. den after little she alrite le.. after tat she went for her nyaa swimming course n mi went for my cca.. todae is onli foot drill.. take them for moi.. after tat go home le.. todae is our koh family si ge shi jie de bday..

Happy Birthday si ge!

thrus.. moring.. the comp team ppl.. zuli wan them to drop all the tings they r doing now n onli train.. but wait.. they r mostly SCs n HQ ppl.. if they put down everyting we sure everyting will b in a mess.. haiz.. tis ting make us headach le.. i noe comp is impt but... after skool le got audition.. ok not bad.. but after recieving a call.. my heart becum veri heavy.. worring.. after audition.. go off wif jan n qiaoli nu er.. den later we went to bball court.. wanted to tok to u de but..... den later walk home le..

xue mei.. im not a good jie.. don noe how to concosle u.. don noe how to make u happy.. im juz not good in words.. but do bear in mind tat i do worry for u do care for u.. a day without laughter is a day wasted.. don worry b happy.. smile =) take care!
qiaoli nu er.. take care wor.. tong hua nice hor..
kelly.. still sick? take care wor..
aishah.. don worry abt the comp.. don b stressed.. train harder n u all can do it.. blive in urself n ur whole team.. if anyting can cum look for me.. smile..
weiqi.. u oso.. don worry.. n don stressed urself up.. training is all wat u all need now.. blive urself.. if u blive u can, u can.. don worry b happy.. smile..
to all st john peeps.. tml hafing promotion test.. jiayou.. haf my fully support.. goodluck..

todae was the same.. go to skool the same.. morning haf pe lesson.. din enjoy it coz was sick.. no mood to play.. after pe.. my fever was back.. so slp.. heard frm them say tat mr yam scold me.. but i don noe.. too week to notice le.. den later enhlish period.. ms lee not here again.. den write journal.. after tat maths lesson again.. later after skool le.. went to the sofa to slp.. den qiaoli nu er n sin mei cum down to say good bye.. den continue to slp.. slo until 3 plus go out of class.. den went for meeting.. after meeting went to the bball court to sit sit.. later jiu go home le.. went home.. eat le went to see a doctor.. he wan to gif me mc but i don wan.. den got alot of medicine.. after tat go home le.. now typing lor.. going to slp le..

to kelly.. wei wei.. u sick.. take care hor..
jan.. muz eat more hor.. noe tat u tis few days din reali eat.. take care!
xue mei.. u oso ar.. sick hor.. ask u see doctor still say no need.. take care n smile!
qiaoli nu er.. u take care lots hor..
siyun.. sorry wor.. cannot go n see the match on thrus.. reali sorry.. miss u lots lehz.. don worry le i went to see a doctor liao.. see i so guai.. u oso take care hor..
ppl out there.. take care hor..

im so tired..

sat.. early in the morning.. went to compass to meet cheng wai.. ye hao n xue mei.. den we take bus to skool.. cheng wai n ye hao went hougang pt to find wilosn they all.. den go skool to c the sec 1s achery.. after tat went to meet wilson they all den we went to mei jun's hse.. xue mei n me watch tv wif mei jun mei.. den the rest play com.. after tat we went to bball court.. after awhile xue mei n me go off le coz wan to go buy mp3.. den go to the bus stop xue mei realise tat her ez link card lost so we went back to find.. den cannot find so call mei jun mother to find.. and found it.. is at mei jun hse.. den later kelly came.. so we went to mei jun hse to take.. den later go pt eat.. awhile later kor come.. den we take train to funan it mall.. later i was lyk siao.. den xue mei n kelly laugh until siao oso.. i brought a 512mb de..after buying we went to suntec to find jan.. later on we went off le.. went to heartland to take neoprint.. so funny lor.. after tat go home le..

sun.. went to sentosa recki again.. went to the forest for the roate march..den went for lunch.. after tat start the amazing race.. den they so slow lor.. after tat went to beach n play.. so funny too.. den later go home le..

mon.. todae went to normally.. den after skool le.. wait for qiaoli nu er to cum down.. after tat we went to hougang pt for lunch n den go back skool.. she have np.. den i went to chat wif the comp team.. den weiqi n wen bin bully me lor.. kuku.. keep suaning me.. after tat qiaoli nu er finish le.. we went up to see the chinese dance.. and den go home le.. reach home slp awhile.. at abt 7 plus jan cum my hse.. den chat.. play com.. toword 10 lyk tat.. we haf fight.. hahaz.. pillow fight n blanket fight.. den later she went home le..

everyday is so tired.. haiz.. wan to slp longer.. so busy.. sj stuff.. class de stuff.. I WAN TO TAKE BREAK!!!

to jan.. u look tired wor.. muz muz take care hor.. don noe if u r sad anot.. muz smile wor.. mayb i tink too much le.. take care!
xue mei.. take care wor.. smile!
qiaoli nu er.. u cough until so jialet.. den still eat fry ting drink cold ting.. muz take care hor!

hmm.. every fri is so tiring.. todae.. went to skool the same.. meet up with qiaoli and sze.. den go to skool.. saw xue mei in the bus.. todae feeling much better.. juz tat still having cough n sore throat.. den go for lesson.. den same same.. after skool.. was so busy.. went to settle promotion de paper tingy.. den later sec 1s de tingy.. den later fall in start promotion liao.. i was the casuaty.. den sum quite funny lor.. xiu quan the funniest de liao.. hahaz.. super funny..he do alot of funny ting.. den later master parade.. after tat get change den got missed call.. is xue mei.. den i call back.. she say they at bball court so went over..den still there.. later jan n sze go le.. sit n chat wif mei.. after they go le.. went for tkd training straight.. todae i take class.. hai hao lor.. later mdm cum.. she tell me tat i will be taking poom 2 on april.. so next time sat muz go training.. ok lor.. i wan to pass.. canot fail.. todae was a fine day..

went to read jan's blog.. found out tat i lyk getting further n further le.. muz now we nv see each other everyday.. nv tok to each everyday.. so lyk i everyting oso don noe le.. don be sad k.. i will still b there for u de.. muz take care hor.. smile =)

xue mei.. don b sad n angry le hor.. u take care hor.. now still abit sick.. if not no chocolate for u.. rmb to take care n smile!
qiaoli nu er.. thanks for ur strepsils.. u muz take care hor.. look lyk going to sick le.. drink more water.. don fry food hor.. TAKE CARE!
sze laogong.. juz now headach hor.. take care wor..

so xin ku

sat.. went to sentosa to recki.. morning we went to eat without telling staff sock.. den she angry.. sorry wor.. den later reach sentosa le.. walk n walk n walk.. den later went to bk n eat.. saw sinmei n sab.. den later eat hao le walk again.. legs breaking le.. but quite fun la.. den later go home le..

sun.. went to tm to meet my class de ppl.. den we went to simei ite for open hse.. so pink lor every1 coz they say wear pink.. den later after the open hse we went to tm to shop.. den later jenna.. james n me we went to pa to meet hafiz for ndp de tingy.. den later went to ochard to meet xue mei they all.. den later shop shop jiu go home le..

mon.. after skool went up to the hall to see the olvl results.. den jan cried.. u done ur best le.. smiles! den later got the sec 1 tingy.. after tat went home qiaoli again..

tues.. went to skool wif qiaoli same same.. den later recess.. lawyer chen lost a case.. lolx.. den later after skool le.. got audition.. quite fun.. sum don look lyk can sing de they sang quite well.. den later went home wif qiaoli n sze.. slp at 10 but 1plus wake up.. coz veri xin ku.. den turn n turn until slp.. but din slp well.. wake up every 1 or 2 hr.. haiz.. got fever..

wed.. went to slp wif qiaoli again.. todae ahma fetch coz raining.. reach skool went to the canteen.. den later went for chairman meeting.. after tat go back class le.. todae so xin ku.. coz veri sick.. den i slp in class.. den later after skool le. got the i n e course.. so sianz.. den later went for sjab.. the sec 1 tingy again.. den later after everyting mr singh told me tat my book kana keep by him again.. omg second time le lehz.. i tink i left 2 books ba.. cpa de.. den later went home.. reach home le.. sit down n my tears roll down.. becoz i veri xin ku so cried.. lolx.. stupid rite.. den now typing lor.. juz finish a proposel.. hope i will get well soon..

xue mei.. thanks for ur concern.. don worry.. im ok.. juz flu.. cough n fever onli.. u muz oso take care hor.. don make me worry.. get well soon.. don b sad too! smiles =)
qiaoli nu er.. thanks for ur concern too.. n soya bean milk n tissues.. u oso take care hor.. i noe u sore troat.. n don brood over tos tings k.. don care wat ppl say.. smile =p
jan.. thanks to u too..
francel thanks for ur jacket
sock.. u sick rite.. take care too!
n thanks to tos hu care for me todae..
alot of ppl sick.. every1 take care wor..

hmm..

hmm.. wed.. went to skool den same ting.. den i forget le.. i onli noe tat i veri tired.. den after skool got the sec 1 tingy.. den after tat go home.. sld b lyk tat..

thurs.. todae same same.. den slp in class again.. haiz. im so tired.. den recess.. den haiz.. don wan to say again.. den after skool.. got the sec 1 tingy again.. den after tat see jan out.. go back skool wait for xue mei.. wait liao den go take bus.. den take to compass.. pei her wait for her mother den i go home le..
haiz.. i don noe.. damn sad after knowing.. empty promise.. is not the promise tat hurt me.. is the tings u do.. plus u v sad.. den worse.. haiz.. i tink onli veri few ppl noe wat i m toking.. nvm.. pls pls.. i don wanna see u lyk tat..

fri.. todae go to skool.. same same.. but juz tired n moody.. mayb is becoz of tat prob ba.. den qiaoli in the morning noe i sumting wrong liao.. thanks for ur concern wor.. i no prob liao.. den nlvl eoa start liao.. quite ok la.. den after skool got st john.. hai hao.. den after st john i faster take cab home change liao take cab to hougang pt for s2 meeting .. meet until abt 8.30.. den went for tkd training.. todae training quite tough but i enjoy it.. it reali help me to destress.. but don lyk to get scolding .. tml going to sentosa again.. weiqi sick wor.. take care lots!

wat can i do?

mon went to skool wif qiaoli again.. den same same go for lesson.. den veri tired.. slp in mr yam lesson.. coz last nitez slp late.. afternoon got s2 meeting.. den b4 meeting.. saw xue mei outside toilet.. found out sumting.. don wish to say.. haiz.. feel so sad after knowing.. after meeting den go home le..

tues.. todae.. still the same.. reali don noe wat's happening to tis stupid world.. so mani tings happening.. class de prob jiu can kill me le.. so mani prob.. wat the.. haiz.. plus ytd.. haiz.. i don noe le la..... busy wif lots n lots of stuff.. dying wif prob n busy ting.. but i noe i can tahan de.. haiz..
i reali don wish to c u lyk tat.. it hurt me.. reali.. y? y? tell me y can? i noe u haf alreadi apologise.. but.. wat can i do to help? i don noe.. becoz i don noe wat's happening.. not even noe a single ting.. i always c u lyk veri sad.. ask wat happen.. everytime reply is the same.. nth.. but i noe sure there's sumting happening.. hope ur nth reali means nth.. i no one.. no one impt.. so nth will go in my ear.. haiz.. don noe wat to do.. hope u will be happy..

haiz. i'm sorry..

I'm sorry sze.. hope we r still fren.. hope u will forgive me.. reali sorry..

fri.. went to skool wif a heavy heart.. but try my veri best to stay normal.. go skool wif qiaoli n sinmei again.. den tis morning is i short command.. i lyk to shout hope i haf more chance.. den go lesson.. same same.. den after skool le.. go canteen polish boots.. tink qiaoli n jan noe tat sumting happen to me so they try to cheer me up.. thanks.. den after polishing qiaoli call me go out.. stay go out skool awhile sit sit tok tok.. den later go back to skool for sjab..todae sjab oso ok ok lor.. den go home le.. nv go for tks training.. coz too tired le.. n plus no mood.. at nitez.. sze tok to me on the phone.. feel much better coz she tok to me.. but still don noe if she forgive me.. coz she got say she still angry.. i don noe..

todae.. feel much better.. wake up at 1 plus.. den online.. den go to heartland to meet sock n vian.. going to sentosa to recki.. not bad la.. i always take weiqi de hp to take pic.. den later we go to the beach.. so nice there.. coz is 8plus liao.. saw fireworks.. veri nice lor.. den later we go eat.. den later go home le.. i was taking picture again.. den later reach home le.. den now onlining..

haiz..

tues.. went to skool as usual.. den everyting the same.. after skool le.. stay awhile den sit vif vian to wait for stella.. den qiaoli.. rongyi.. sinmei.. vian n me.. we n chit chat.. after tat we left skool le.. left vian n stella n skool.. den later we go sinmei hse coz she wan go green mahz.. so she take her ting le den we go off.. den later i went off to find junrong n weiliang at pool there.. den later go eat wif my ah ma n ah gong at the coffee shop.. den later go home le.. thanks AC for ur best trainer badge..

wed.. todae same same.. slp during maths lesson coz i reali veri tired.. den later after skool got meeting.. s2 meeting.. meet le.. got the sec 1 tingy.. den later go meet sze wif jan.. den we go compass.. den later go home le.. thanks jan for the nice butterfly n sweets...

Valentine

sat.. wake up at 12 plus... den stay at home n rot.. rot until 4 plus den go out le.. reach compass at 4.45.. wait for tat kor veri long.. he 5.45 den reach lor.. den we start to walk to xue mei de hse.. den reach her hse downstair we two guess which floor she stay.. den i guess 10 n above.. he guess 4 n below.. hahaz.. den we call xue to ask.. and u noe wat.. i won.. he own me a drink.. den we go up.. den go to xue de room.. den chinying.. sab.. sinmei.. jeremy n zhan yi is there.. den they play card i nv play.. den later chat la.. see them play la.. funny lor.. den later eat le.. once again is steamboat.. we eat first.. left sinmei.. chinying n sab they watch tv.. den later eat le.. all the guys say they wan go so they go le.. den later chinying oso go la.. den we play cards wif xue de family.. den later qiaoli cum oso play.. veri funni oso.. den later at 11 we went off le..
thanks xue mei for ur invitation.. steamboat is nice n haf fun there..
qiaoli.. sinmei n me we walk home.. on the way we were eating orange.. hahaz.. we finish al our orange..den we chat.. den i reach home at 12.. tired..

sun.. rot at home whold day lor.. super sianz.. stupid denis my primary skool mate say wan go watch movie wif me n the xueping.. den ps lor.. den no place to go so stay at home.. den my mum's fren come.. den play cards lor.. i win $33.. but spent on valentine's day flower le..

mon.. went to skool wif qiaoli again.. den later meet sze.. coz is she help me buy de.. den later go gif out flower.. den go back for lesson.. den later after skool le.. went to amk wif rongyi to but more flower.. coz my classmates n sum ppl wan so i tell them tml lor.. den later go home le.. den at abt 8 plus jan cum.. gif her the flower n den she go le..
thanks to sock for ur lolipop... thanks kris sun zi for ur rose n sweets.. thanks zuli for the tag.. thanks ah mertz for ur purpet n card.. thanks ah qi for ur chocolate n card.. thanks jenna for ur flower..

Happy Valentine's day..

Happy chinese new year..

new yr le.. so fast.. no mood for new yr lehz.. oso don noe y.. don haf new yr de qi fen..

tues.. todae went to skool wif qiaoli.. den later got the new yr celebration tingy.. tis yr de is so sianz lor.. nth to do.. my class n 3n2 ppl keep changing seats.. coz the sun is juz on us.. den veri hot.. so we move.. the coz play.. is onli ppl walk here walk there.. perfer concert.. den after skool le.. dismiss at 9 plus.. den 4t1 haf to stay n clean the place but i go to the canteen to find vian n jan there all.. den later tok tok awhile.. leave skool at 10.30.. den vian.. stella n bian nian pei me go back primary skool.. den after tat go home le.. thanks godma, aiwen for ur an bao

wed.. todae new yr le.. chu 1.. wake up le den go to cousins place.. pian nian.. den we play cards.. i win $22 lehz.. so lihai hor.. hahaz.. i frm bet 20cent to 50cent to $1 to $2.. hahaz.. bet more n more n more.. but lucky nv lose.. den later go home le.. veri tired.. check mail le den go slp..

thurs.. todae chu 2.. wake up at 11 den meet xue mei n jan at 12.30.. we went to ps to watch i do i do.. the show veri funny.. nt bad u sld watch.. den later they cum my hse.. den play play cards.. den sock cum.. den play cards oso.. after tat sze..jian wei.. wilson cum..den later jun rong n kor cum oso.. by den xue mei haf to go to her ah ma hse le.. den see her off n den go back to play cards..den 8plus qiaoli n qiaohui cum..den later sze..qiaoli n qiao hui go off le.. den we comtinue play play den todae oso win.. win abit la.. den later abt 9plus 10 they go home le.. today's ah liang's birthday.. happy birhtday to san ge ah liang..

fri.. todae meet qiaoli again den go to skool..but todae sze was wif us coz she wen to qiaoli hse to ton.. den go skool ok ok lor.. den after skool le.. waiting for qiaoli see if she wan go sze hse anot.. but i wait until 1.30 oso nv see her n worse cannot find her den bo bian i go home first.. went home do tings until 3 den i go slp den 3.45 wake up go bathe.. at 4.15 go out le.. went to ah liang's hse.. so mani ppl there.. the koh family.. ah mertz.. stella n august.. so sad tat koh family every1 is there except shijie our si ge.. our koh family tuan yuan fan.. at 6plus we go n eat steamboat.. we gers eat first the guys eat later.. den b4 eat i call them eat lyk the past.. so huai nian the days we at ah qi's hse when we form the koh family.. den later play cards.. play le we chat chat.. chat awhile le den go home le.. but ah qi.. kor.. stella.. ah mertz stay there.. den jan n ah liang send me to bus stop.. thanks wor.. i wan to stay de but cannot coz is alreadi 10pm le.. thanks da jie, jan n er jie sock for ur ang bao.. hehez.. juz reach home so tired lor.. sze u sick.. takecare wor.. every1 take care!

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wed..went to skool as usual..after skool got pub meeting.. after meeting den go home le..

thurs.. same same lor.. den after skool stay in skool awhile den go home le..

fri.. skool same same.. den after skool got st john.. we play game.. the game quite lame lor.. den my grp hor.. wah lao.. every1 move so slow.. den scold le still the same.. esp the sed 1s lor.. so attitude.. haiz.. den after tat got meeting.. meet already is 7 le.. den later jan n me help rong yi wif the npcc the bags n pei her wait for them.. den later they cum back le.. den want to go home.. pei xue meimei.. rongyi n cheng wai wait for bus.. den jan..qiaoli n me want to walk home de.. but alreay 8 le.. so i went straight to tkd.. den they go home.. b4 i go i ask can i don wear gi coz i late le.. den the stupid pl say can lor.. but still punish me.. haiz.. den i train the new cumer.. i don wan to train them lor coz i wan to do kicking.. but no choice.. den later go home le lor..

sat.. todae.. supose is go out wif jan de.. but i veri tired so not going le.. but later she cuming to my hse watch vcd..

to xue meimei: tis few day see u sick de.. muz take care hor.. lyk mani days le.. if still haven hao go see a doctor..
~Pain never really goes away; you just elevate and get used to it by growing stronger..
Be strong ger..

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hey.. im back.. so long nv blog le.. coz lazy sorry wor..

last wed.. erm.. wat i do.. don reali rmb.. but nvm.. lesson as usual.. mr yam not in skool den his lesson was free period.. den after skool le.. waited for jan to cum to skool.. she cum le den we eat together n den we play game.. after tat the sec 2 activity start le.. den we all go see see.. den i keep going in to 3n2 to play wif xue meimei.. den later i go to teach the newly sec 2 foot drill.. den after tat go home le..

last thurs.. lesson still the same.. mr yam still not here.. den after skool went to the don noe wat room to do the perth trip de movie.. do until veri late.. den after tat go home le..

last fri.. went to skool.. de same same again.. but todae 9.30 we went to the hall.. den the cai chun jia n zhang dong liang cum to our skool for the jiang hua yu tingy.. den they sing.. after tat recess.. todae recess wee ting n me always disturb xue mei mei, rong yi n gang.. den later go back to class.. after skool.. go to the room again to do the perth trip again.. den stella n me fall in at 4 coz to finish tat movie.. den todae is most talk becoz the sec 1 juz cum in.. den after tat go home le.. reach home eat le get change den go for tkd training.. todae training is lyk shit lor.. i juz go back onli i got alots of scolding for tat stupid pl.. ppl run 15 round i double lehz.. 30.. reason becoz i tok alot.. wah.. i everyting lyk tat de mahz.. aiyo.. den later kicking oso lor.. stupid.. den got new de ppl.. i teach them.. tot can slack.. but teach awhile the pl say jasmine u cum n train den she ask sl to teach.. den train lor.. mdm wan not here again.. nvm.. after tat we sit tok tok awhile n den go home le..

last sat.. erm todae wat i do ar.. i rmb le.. went to pray.. don noe wat de.. death de tingy la.. i oso don noe.. den later went to my cousin hse..stay awhile den go meet huiqi.. den go hospital see ah gong.. den we saw the miss ong.. not the yvonne ong.. den tok tok awhile go home le..

sun.. todae.. veri big dae for me i tink.. planned long time n i hope to b sucessful.. went out at 10.30 todae.. go to tm to take cake.. after tat went to downtown east to wait for every1.. den tot can start at 1.. but everyting is delay.. end up we start at 4.. we went to the beach den qiaoli bring xue to bring.. den we start to preparer everyting.. when they r back we sang happy birthday.. den later eat cake gif xue present.. den later on jan cum.. i go out n bring her in.. after tat we play card game.. loser have to dance pole dance den wilson lose.. den he reali dance lor.. so funni.. den after tat every1 go eat.. eat le go arcade.. den after go home le.. todae is xue mei mei bday.. happy bday n hope u haf enjoy urself n lyk the preizzie i gif u..

mon.. lesson same same lor.. but mr yam is back.. after skool i jiu go home le.. so guai hor..

tues.. wat i do.. let me tink.. aiya no need to tink la.. tue is todae.. ok.. lesson same same.. den after skool le.. jan cum back skool again.. den we tok tok.. n den later joyce n shimin back to skool too.. den later they got jaguar cheerleading de meeting.. den we go play.. den later go play drum.. the lion dance de.. den later we do case study.. i so lomg nv do le.. sock no.1.. jan no.2.. i no.3.. vian no.4.. later on jan go le.. den we do another case.. now no.2 is stella.. den after tat i go play drum again.. mr chia say got ppl complain veri noisy call us to stop.. den later go fitness corner to play.. den later go home le.. todae hai hao.. not too bad..

to xue mei mei: hey mei mei.. i noe u feeling stressed now.. don feel stressed.. skool juz start lehz.. maths is hard to cope at first.. muz do more practice de.. if need help can cum find me.. try my best to help.. i noe i frm tech not reali can help in studies but can help u ask my frens.. don b stessed k? stessed = desserts lehz.. noe y? juz read the letter frm the back.. take care wor.. study hard! *smiles*

back frm perth

hey every1.. im back.. went to perth last week.. when i cum back too tired n lazy to blog le.. sorry for tat..

went to perth for international camp.. it was veri fun.. noe alot of frens.. i m frm singapore team.. i missed my fren.. esp my hong kong frens.. 1st day nv do much la.. juz all the packing stuff.. 2nd day.. is our shopping day.. yeah! went to shop.. buy alot of tings for frens n family.. bit nth for myself.. nvm.. den we got go the place i forget call wat de.. we play flying fox.. tunnel.. confidence course.. all tat ting.. the flying fox veri far de den veri fun.. the confidence course tingy got 1 part is lyk cross the river wan.. wif 1 log.. den 1 fell into the water.. so fun.. onli 4 ppl in my grp fall.. we oso went to adventure whold.. sumting lyk escape de.. abit lyk fantcy island de.. is mixed.. den oso veri fun.. got 1 day is the international comp.. every1 of us put on our full u.. so smart.. all diff country got diff ful u.. den after the comp we haf foot drill demo.. frm england.. hong kong n singapore.. the rest no foot drill de.. after tat the result is out.. singapore got 4th out of 6 grp.. is veri good le.. den we go to rottnest island.. veri nice lor.. den we cycle around the island.. there's nite we haf formal dinner.. every1 wear until veri nice.. den me borrow frm mdm eileen.. den after eating got disco.. den wah every1 dance for 2 hours non stop lor.. coolx.. got 1 day we stay in the camp site for game.. in the afternoon we go shopping again.. we went to the zoo too.. saw kaganroo n kolar bear.. they veri cute.. den got 1 nitez we went for dance.. it's so fun there.. hahaz.. dance n dance n dance.. on the way to every place we will take bus.. den sumtime sing song.. sumtime every1 will slp.. it is every fun there.. wan to go back!

the fish n chips there super nice lor.. den the temp siao siao wan.. sumtime cold bu sumtime hot.. got 1 day hot until 40.5 degree lehz.. and we r doing foot drill lor.. veri hot.. hahaz.. reali enjoy it..
Singapore team rox..

on the sat.. take plane to airport.. den wah.. alot ppl cum n wlcum us.. hahaz.. with paper written our name on it.. all r sj peeps.. yeah.. so touched lor.. n happy.. after tat we went to eat at hougang mall den go home le..

sun.. went to buy ting in the afternoon den nitez went to chinatown for the sj englang ting.. but in the end they din cum.. den i sugested to go to laura's place.. coz she going oversea to study le.. so sad.. den every1 say sum words.. den she reply.. she cried.. i cried too.. we reali haf fun during the perth trip.. after tat den go home le..

mon.. go to skool.. so sianz!!!!! hahaz.. oso same same.. after skool go home.. went home wif qiao li.. missed all my frens.. n get to see them.. quite happy..

tues.. todae oso veri sianz.. coz go skool.. nth much happen.. at nitez got the dinner wif englang ppl.. i tot eat good food.. but buffer onli lor.. nvm.. veri tired.. going to end here.. all is cut short de.. coz i lazy press tired.. next time den make long.. take care every1..

haiz.. so tired

haiz.. veri tired lor.. since skool reopen.. on the 5th which is wed we had our sec 1 cca orientation.. it goes on well.. nth happened.. everyone did a great job.. thanks everyone..
thrus.. unblivable i stay back and do my hmwk.. omg.. me doing my hmwk.. hahaz. coz i see every1 of our sj peeps doing.. so i do lor.. every1 so guai lor.. 4th day of skool study liao.. buai ta han.. esp the stella n ah mertz.. aiyo.. hahaz..
fri.. finish skool le.. den later on got st john.. todae is juz unpack the sj room.. lyk lor nth new.. den go home.. i wan to go camp fire de but got tkd training.. but hor.. i reach home den fall aslp le.. so oso din go.. hahaz..

todae went to st john hq for briefing.. abt the aus trip tingy.. den got the hand over flag tingy.. hahaz.. we r representing singapore to aus... so we r called the singapore team.. so hourned.. hahaz.. nvm.. i m going flying on 13th.. don miss me.. cum back at 22th.. sure miss alot lesson de lor.. nvm..

to xue er mei: hey mei mei if u happen to b here take a look at tis.. i noe i haf say tis loads of time le but want u to rmb it.. there's ups n downs in life.. it wun b a straight line.. if it is straight life wun be fun.. and u wun learn aniting.. try to be happy k? not onli show tat u r happy can le.. inside ur heart oso muz b happy.. if not u not onli cheating ur frens but u r oso cheating urself.. u make ur life more miserable.. belive me.. "It is better to be happy and carry a frown than to be depressed with a smile." oways look on the bright side of life.. if you r sad life still continue.. u r happy life still continue.. so y not be happy n enjoy life.. do wish cum true? wishes is oways a ting u hope for.. sum yes but sad to say sum no.. if it don happen it may happen in the further.. rmb miracle do happen.. "xi wang zai ren jian" .. hope u can b happy.. if aniting happen can approch me.. i may not be good at consoling u but i will oways b there for u.. b strong.. smile with ur heart! =)

skool reopen le..

skool reopen le.. same stuff lor.. me being the chairman again.. the b4 de tings i lazy to update.. sorry for tat.. tml the sec 1 tingy liao.. scared it will be messy lehz.. nvm.. gif my best.. in skool very funny lor.. xue er see me onli den will laugh n laugh n laugh de.. hahaz.. after skool went to hougang mall n kovan to buy ting.. den later go home le..

reach home den online noe tat mei mei is sad.. den i cheer her up.. finally she is happy.. den don noe hu make her sad again.. haiz.. sad to see her sad.. but i try to cheer her up again.. hope she is reali fine..

ppl out there xue er is my mei mei.. u don bully her hor.. i will show no mercy..
mei mei.. cheer up wor! =) i will be here for u..

Xmas

im back.. long time nv update le..

23th -
hmm.. wat i do ar.. i oso forget le la.. nvm.. i tink i went to skool to do sum st john stuff.. den after tat i go to work.. sell lightstick all tat.. den v fun lor.. hehez.. den after tat i go home le..

24th -
morning.. qi.. kevin..meli.. vian.. la.. sock n me we went to pasir ris beach there.. den we eat n eat n eat.. after tat i go work le.. oso veri fun.. den xmas le.. we all play the spray.. den jan veri cham lor.. alot pl spray her.. den i oso lor.. they all spary together wan lor.. not fair.. den onli 1 time lor is alot of time.. den after tat continue working.. after tat jan.. me.. kevin.. roger.. qiang.. er ton together.. den we meet benny they all.. got alot of ppl la.. got adrian.. sebast.. n more.. den w walk walk den go eat.. after tat they go play pool at the k pool..den after tat they go walk walk den go to a cafe.. den don noe wat they do.. i slp.. den later wake up den go home le..

25th-
reach home at 8 plus.. den i slp.. slp until 6.30 den krissy msg me.. i wake up.. she wan me to pei her go gif xmas prezzie.. den later go liao we go find jan n xian.. den after tat i go home le..

26th-
slp at 3.30 lor.. and i woke up at 6.. veri tired.. i change le den go out.. went for taekwondo tournament.. i went there my bulb number 39.. den wait quite long.. my turn le.. den i in hong.. den fight lor.. den i win.. score is 4 to 2.. den the next bulb number is 141.. veri far back lor.. den later eat liao i slp awhile.. wake up get readi.. den still not my turn lor.. coz is vip match.. meaning is last 3.. wah haf to wait again.. den wait n wait.. finally my turn.. den fight.. mdm tell me she veri fast de den juz defence don attack.. den i do so.. i agree she is reali fast.. n veri powerful.. first round she score quite alot.. is 6 to 1.. hahaz.. nvm.. den second round.. she gif me a back trust.. wah.. altho got the padding but the impact is reali veri qiang.. it hurt.. i stand there tahan n i continue.. i din reali attack but juz defence.. den end le.. is 11 to 2.. hai hao la.. i gif my best le.. =)

27th-
went to my cousin hse.. den oso nv do much ting la.. play lor..

28h-
went to skool to do sum sj stuff.. den later go to hq to collect money wif ah mertz.. den later she pei me go see ah gong.. den later go home le..

I Dream

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit’s there
Where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There’s a spark
That can light the world around me
An open doorway where I am sure dreams are
Doesn’t matter if I win
Or the color of my skin
Cause the race is all aboutBelieving in yourself
And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give inI dream,
I can be the hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream

There’s a time in your life
Where the odds are so against you
There’s no defeat if all you keep is pride
First and last
Slow or fast
There’s a dignity that makes you
To drive you on when roads have come apart

Doesn’t matter rich or poor
Or the things we’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
And I dream, I can be the hero that’s in me
And I dream

I dream
Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torch is passed only dreams will last that is shared by everyone

And I dream I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be the hero that’s in me
And I dream, I dream
I dream of you…

im back..

fri-

went to skool in the morning.. do the poster ting.. den later in the afternoon meet krissy.. we go make IC.. after tat she pei me go hospital see ah gong.. hahaz.. i got to see ah gong again.. den tok to my uncle n uncle hecter.. den wan to find uncle peg the sweet uncle.. he discharge le.. den after tat i pei krissy go her frenz chalet.. den she gif present le we go eat kfc.. after tat i went for taekwondo.. it's a takaning lor.. veri long don haf train lyk tat le den suddenly de lor.. stupid pei ling.. den my leg got 3 bilster lor.. until todae my muscle still aching.. heard tat tournament change to 26th le.. so sad lor.. cannot go eng soon gathering.. sobx.. after tkd play bball wif krissy.. we play until 10.30 den go home le..


sat n sun-

morning meet krissy.. we play bball again.. den later i send her home le i go home.. play com awhile den go kh chalet.. den reach there le.. they play x box.. den later erucia.. james.. jun rong.. kh.. jenna.. me we go escape.. den raining we go back.. play poker cards n x box.. rain stop le.. andy wan go wif us.. jun rong.. james.. erucia n me buy children ticket mahz den andy oso wan.. den jun rong buy for him but he cant go in.. hahaz.. he too tall n mature le la.. den he buy adult ticket.. den we go in play until 7 plus kh father call us go back bbq.. den we go back lor.. haf bbq.. after tat everyone except edwin.. we wan to go bowling.. but too mani ppl n veri ex.. den we go acarde there sit.. veri sian den we go back.. go back liao sum more x box den sum of us sit n tok tok.. den later they fill up the ballon wif water n play water bomb.. hahaz.. i keep hp for them so im safe.. hahaz.. den they veri bad lor.. oways aim erucia.. hahaz.. den she veri wet.. after tat they get change le we go beach there.. there veri nice lor.. coz is already 12 plus.. the wind veri big.. the sky red red de.. let me tink of OBS lor.. siyun i miss you.. den later going to 2 den we go back.. den go up play x box le go down sit sit again.. at 3 plus everyone go up le.. den benny ask me go red hse.. i wan to go lor.. but sze don let me go.. coz b4 tat she tok to me on phone.. den i nv go.. around 4 i slp.. den 4 plus benny wake me up.. say he cum back le.. stupid rite.. i veri tired lor.. den no choice wake up lor.. den at 5 lyk tat i fall to slp again.. den slp awhile onli hor benny wake me up again.. stupid lor.. haiz.. i gif up i don slp.. i go down to find lun they all.. we all tok downstair.. at abt 6 plus we go to bench go see sun rise.. cannot see de.. den later 7 we go back.. den 8 plus i slp again.. i slp until 10 i tink den the benny wake me up again.. aiyo.. he again.. ask me to go escape.. i say i go ytd le.. he say pei him go.. den i wan slp again he disturb.. i give up.. den yvonen..james..me..benny.. jian xiong.. we go escape.. we oways play go kart.. fun lor.. den later play until 2 plus we go back le.. jian xiong n benny go home.. den we stay there.. i stay until 3.45 den i go my cousin hse le.. quite fun there la..

so fun!!!

hey sock thanks for tis nice blog skin.. =D

sat-
stay at my cousin the nitez b4.. so fun!! we play ps until 1 plus den slp.. we play american adol.. hahaz.. den we woke up at 10 plus.. we still comtinue to play.. play until 11 den we go wild wild wet.. so nice there lor.. den we go play the 6 person wan la oso don noe call wat.. den later my bro darren cum.. den we go play n play n play lor.. den we saw the channel U ppl there play the question mark game.. the yellow term de.. den gary my cousin oways go there n stand infront of the camara.. so take note one the the extra behide is my cousin.. hahaz.. den we left there at around 6.. den later at nitez we go see concert.. the J-star concert.. got 5566..wang xin ling..typhoon..7 flower..tai ji..k-one..183 club.. sum new one.. hhaaz.. so nice lor.. toro so shuai.. next yr got new wan call typhoon got toro de.. wang xin ling so chio..hahaz.. all oso nice.. den later go home le..

sun-
went to weight in.. coz got tournament on sun.. wah!! im 57kg now lor.. so fat.. stupid.. hahaz.. after tat we pei madam go market buy ting.. den later we go chinatown walk walk.. den after tat go home le..

mon-
morning go meeting wif qi n ching.. den after tt go home.. den my sun zi krissy ask me out.. den we go j8 walk walk.. we bought the same shirt n cap.. so fun.. den we take neoprint.. hahaz.. den later walk le.. go home le.. tml going for class chalet le..

airport..

todae's hospital attachment hai hao la.. everyday's fun..

todae alot of ppl discharge lor.. so sad.. discharge muz b happi but tml den discharge cannot ar.. hahaz.. all the good good ppl discharge liao lehz.. uncle leong!!! i haf not enuff magic trick n IQ question!!! uncle leong discharge le.. the bed no 33 guy oso.. he is a doctor lehz.. the white hair unlce oso.. den the thai monk uncle oso.. hahaz.. he is todae den tok alot wan.. den every funny ppl discharge liao la.. nvm.. todae tok to ah gong kewly again.. hahaz.. so fun.. todae last day le.. but i will go back de.. hehez..


todae after hospital attachment i meet sock n vian.. we go changi airport to walk walk n see joyce off.. coz she going on a holiday.. den while waiting for her to cum to the airport.. coz we reach early.. we joke alot.. tok alot.. talk alot of time of the skytrain.. hahaz.. so fun.. den later joyce cum le we go eat bk.. oso tok tok.. den later we haf to go home le.. her flight is delay.. now she still waiting.. she going for 1 week.. waitng for her to cum back den go airport again.. hahaz.. haf fun everyday of tis week.. hehez.. :p

ah gong kewly n me!!! not veri nice.. tml take nicer wan.. he got a veri young heart de.. don look lyk 72 hor.. i luv ah gong kewly!!!

hospital is so cool..

went to hospital for attactment.. todae is the third day.. so fun!!! the tings we learn there is really onli hospital can learn de.. we do serving of food.. answer the call press by the patient.. looking around.. tok to the patient.. there's few patient tat we reali enjoy being wif..

old bed no 31: ah qi's fav guy.. he is frm malaysia.. he discharge le plus his gf cum and fatch him.. den ah qi veri sad.. hahaz.. we always call him the 21 yr old guy or ah qi's guy..
old bed no 33: atikah's fav guy.. he is 23 yr old tis yr.. he met on a moto acident.. frature here fracture there.. den he oso discharge le.. hahaz.. we oways go there n joke wif him.. b4 he go we say atikah will miss u de.. he laugh.. he is a good guy la..
bed no 33: tis wan is 24 yr old la.. his adonminal pain.. is not normal pain but veri pain.. hahaz.. den ah qi say not bad but mei zhu oways say go find him.. so we tink is she lyk him la.. he juz cum in ytd..
bed no 41: the ah beng.. he got alot of tatoo lor..hahaz.. first day we don dare to tok to him but second day we go tok to him.. he veri lame de lor.. hahaz.. he is oso frm malaysia.. he get injured becoz of work..
bed no 25: the indian uncle.. hahaz.. he veri cool de lor.. cum frm indian.. den he oso qutie funny de.. aiya forget to ask y he inside.. nvm.. he oways go around the ward wif his wheelchair de..
bed no 10: the sweet uncle.. coz he oways eat sweet mahz.. he is 84 tis yr.. he got cancer ba.. den he oways tell us his story de.. he last time work at the telecom de.. todae he went to operation.. so sad.. we say good luck to him he nv wave back.. he look scared.. he is in the ICU now.. hope he will get well soon..
bed no 16: my uncle! he veri good de.. he is 37 tis yr.. he met in a moto acident when he is 27.. ever since he is on wheelchair.. everyday i reali wan to go tok to him de lor.. but we cant stay there long.. coz frm no 13-20 de bed is got MRSA de.. so sad i cant tok to him long.. he say when he recover he wan to take up chinese course n computer course.. he is a malay.. den he wan to play tennis.. of course is on a wheelchair.. den today we go in awhile paste sum sticket on his wheelchair..
bed no 17: a veri ma fan uncle.. oways change his food de lor.. but he oso hai hao la.. got tok to us de..
bed no.. : i 4get le.. uncle leong!! 4get his bed no le.. hahaz.. nvm.. he is the best uncle lor.. so good.. we call him magic uncle.. he oways say joke to us.. perform alot of magic.. gif us IQ question.. so fun lor.. hahaz.. uncle leong the best!! hahaz..
bed no i don noe: is the white hair uncle.. he veri cute de lehz.. quite old de.. den oways we go there he will say thank u.. hahaz.. oso don noe y.. so funny..
bed no i oso don noe: tis wan is the big spec uncle.. he is juz opp the white hair uncle.. his spec veri big de lor.. hahaz.. when we onli ask 1 question he will tok n tok n tok de.. hahaz..
bed no 38: the smiling uncle..he veri cute de.. he go home liao.. he fell down n hit his head.. den his hair veri cool de.. half of his head onli.. hahaz.. coz another half got injuries den no hair.. hahaz.. he oways smile de..
bed no 11: my ah gong!!! he is my ah gong.. ah gong kewly.. he is 27 yr old tis yr.. hahaz.. ttat is wat he told us.. no la.. is 72.. he veri happy go lucky de.. his life is so cool lor.. he is a cheif.. he went all around the world de.. wow.. he discribe the country so nice.. he marry late.. becoz every country he got more den 1 gf.. hahaz.. ah gong so flirt lor.. china got 30-40 plus gf liao lehz.. hahaz.. ah gong veri strong de.. he got cancer.. n is veri danger de.. but he say muz face it happily.. coz sad oso muz past everyday.. happy oso the same so y not b happy.. hahaz.. i reali reali learn alot of ting frm ah gong kewly.. he say tat if he can recover he would wan to go all around the world again.. so cool.. hope tat ah gong kewly can recover.. ah gong is reali a veri good example for us to learn.. he went b4 for 5 operation.. so mani lor.. he is still happy n strong.. muz get well soon hor.. i luv ah gong kewly!!!!!!!!!!

there is more uncle of course.. hahaz.. but tis few is reali veri cool de.. still got more i will write more.. hospital attactment is so fun!!!

Maia n me!! prety hor.. 

Sly..Maia..Me!! i so lucky rite.. hehez.. 

Sly n me.. i melt le..  

Maia.. Sly.. Me!!! 

sly n maia..

went to TM tyd to watch shuttle.. hai hao la.. to me not scary at all lor.. nvm.. but b4 tat u noe wat.. i saw sly n maia.. hahaz.. went to take photo wif them.. so lucky me rite.. den i joke wif sly hor.. den he say in hokkien mai teh siao la.. so beng lor but got style la.. hahaz.. Sly so handsome n maia so pretty lor.. hehez..

camp free..

finally camp free le.. no more camp for tis yr.. so busy until tis few dae can rest lor.. now resting..mon start my busy holiday again.. went to nco course n spectrum camp..


25th-27th
nco course.. being a trainer of grp f.. f for falcon.. tis camp is lyk not alot of actvity lehz.. n i tink tis camp veri luan.. but all the officer has done a veri good job.. in camp got go for expetition.. den camp fire nitez we all so high.. there's is a short celebration for ma'am mei qin bday.. she cried.. after tat we haf mess dancing.. so fun.. den we form back our cheeky gang.. we go up to ma'am mei qin n say a veri big thank u.. den we took few photo wif her.. den after tat supper.. after supper i book out le.. due to the spectrum camp next dae.. Falcon got the best grp!


28th-30th
went to spectrum camp.. quite sianz la for the first dae.. oso nv do much ting.. slp in chatlet coz of the wet mud.. so good hor.. den second day got tok frm the CID n CNB.. after tat we go for high elements.. after tat at nitez we do wat ar.. i oso forget le.. oya.. is camp fire nitez.. quite fun too.. den after tat we haf our supper.. supper is ice cream.. good hor.. den go back slp le.. at first say is slp tent de but still gt alot of mud so slp chatlet again.. den last dae le.. pack our room n play a short amazing race n muz do raffting.. den our raff fail lor.. den we redo again den pass.. den later prize gifing.. i got the best camper!! den after tat go home le..



Sharon-
stupid gifing me lots of trouble.. i sldn't haf let u stay at the first place.. i haf enuff of ur lies.. everytime ask u wat time go home say soon soon.. but in the end where r u.. outside tonning.. or stay at other ppl hse.. u tink my hse hotel ar.. happy happy cum home.. not happy don wan cum back.. my mum intro job for u.. u say u will do properly de.. den how cum u no show for a few time? tat's my mum fren shop lehz.. plz lor not mac lehz.. u wan no show jiu no show.. how my mum jiao tai to her frenz.. u oways tell lies.. i treat it as a joke.. when i go to camp how mani days u r not at home? almost everyday.. u don wan cum home oso nv gif a call to my mum.. u r juz not resposible at all.. now u my mum don let u stay at my hse le.. u kana fired le.. happi la.. the time u stay at my hse my mum treated u better den she treat me lor.. everytime u don wan to do tis don wan to do tat, cum home late, don wan cum home get scolding de is hu.. not u lor.. is me lehz.. i not the wan in fault y scold me.. my mum say is becoz u r my frenz..wat a lame reason.. everytime cum home late.. u work finish at 10..wat time u reach home? 12.. where u go? i haf enuff of ur crap lor.. now u not onli make me angry lor.. oso make my mum angry.. F*** u la.. u r the veri first person i scold the F word lor.. juz becoz of ur irresposible.. tell u the truth.. i hate u k.. now u haf no hse to stay.. no job.. all whose fault.. not mine.. is urs.. now every1 hu noe story abt her may tink tat i veri cruel.. she veri ke lian.. go ahead n tink tat way ba.. i huai ren la.. u can go around crying n cum up wif all ur story n lies la.. i wun wan to care abt u anymore.. lyk wat mum haf said.. hao xin mei hao bao.. i agree wif tat.. ppl put dere.. if u see her go ahead n blive her la.. don regret.. u all wun noe how i feel.. mayb one day u will noe ba.. at first i sld listen to sk tat she is not the way i tink.. dao di ni si zhe mo yang de ren.. i haf enuff of u le!!!!! hate u.. sld i treat u as my frenz now?

im so tired..

im so tired.. i scared i may juz break down but i noe i wun.. hai.. im reali reali veri busy.. the skool close until now i haven haf a day rest lor.. after skool close on fri.. on sat i haf the shooting comp.. den sun went to buy camp stuff.. den mon pack bag until siao.. tues go OBS le.. sat cum back slp.. sun go theory face.. den mon go meeting for campfire stuff.. todae haf my grp meeting.. tml oso got meeting.. thurs camp le.. camp until sun morning den later in the late morning another camp.. camp until tues.. den muz go make ic la.. got hospital tingy la.. needa prepare sec 1 tingy la.. corp presentation tingy la.. packing cupboard tingy la.. newsletter tingy la.. after everyting den N lvl cuming le.. den need to study.. hai.. reali veri busy lor.. so so so busy!!!!! can i take it? i now is lyk running wif the time lor.. hai.. if i 4get any ting hor im sorry im juz too busy.. or if u c me not wif my smile rite.. juz don care me la.. juz too tired.. nvm.. i can take it de.. juz cum here to relise my stress? or sld i say my tireness.. haiz.. i can take it de!! i fit..

I luv OBS!

hey.. i long time nv blog le.. coz lazy mahz.. hahaz.. juz cum back frm obs..

16th -
tis is the first day of camp.. we ppl frm xinmin take the wrong ferry to the wrong camp side.. hahaz.. funny lor.. den we will late for the ting.. make ppl frm other skool wait for us.. sorry wor ppl.. hahaz.. den we will divided into diff grp.. den vian n me same grp.. we were in Eng Soon.. Eng soon got me..vian..brendon..loga..li kuang.. 2 leonard.. leon.. siyun.. shiya..liqin..yan wen..seng loong..dom.. yinning.. den we started off wif ice-breaking.. is fun la.. den we go for kayaking.. i took single again.. everytime de.. coz odd number mahz.. den later in the nite we haf lecture abt the..... wat ar.. i forget le la.. or sld i say i was slping.. hahaz.. den later we haf a short meeting wif vivian [instrutor].. after tat den we go back slp le..

17th -
todae wake up at 5.15.. at 5.55 we went to the parade sqare for flag rasing.. after tat we haf morning Pt.. den do 5 bx le den run around.. later we take haness(don noe how to spell la) and helmat.. den we play trust fall.. den after tat we do belaying.. don lyk the way they teach.. perfer wat mr singh teach.. don care la.. when vivian nv c den i use the method mr singh teach.. den climb high element.. no kid for me la.. hahaz.. i lyk so hao lian.. coz i do it mani time le mahz.. hahaz.. den later we prepare stuff for wed expectition.. den the bag is so so so heavy lor.. den go slp le..

18th -
todae oso got PT la.. after PT we set off le.. den walk n walk n walk.. so heavy lor.. the bag ar!!! hahaz.. den the seng loong so li hai wan.. lead us all the way.. den reached le.. we make our basha.. after tat go quarry.. all the guys jump in n haf fun but the gers din.. i no clothes to change le so don go lor.. the scenery there is veri nice lor.. hahaz.. den later we sit inside the basha n tok.. den tok to siyun la.. shi ya la.. vian la.. den the other 2 lost le.. hahaz.. but later they join in.. haf a nice tok la.. den later on.. the leonard n seng loong brief us the kayaking expetition.. hehez.. den later go slp le.. slp awhile den all the flies fly here fly there.. itchy here itchy there.. hahaz.. den 1 plus wake up got ppl stay at the kahlong(don noe how to spell la) sing kalaok.. den i tot ghost lor.. lucky everyone heard lor.. hahaz.. not ghost.. den the nite damn long man.. my longest nite man.. veri hard to pass.. den din slp well..

19th -
todae wake up at 4.45.. den we destroy our basha.. hahaz.. no la.. juz keep it la.. den sum of our bag food got ants.. den throw away.. den later we go our water expectiton.. seng loong n me pair up.. den our kayak keep going zipzax.. hahaz.. so funny lor.. den poor siyun haf to pair wif sumone she don lyk.. hahaz.. but she did it.. hahaz.. at first.. seng loong n i veri tired lor.. den we paddle until veri jialat.. but after break we chong.. den gif ppl behide scold us.. hahaz.. den later we pass our destination le but we still don noe den we overshot.. den vivian ask us to stop n read the map again.. den everyone so happy.. reach le.. we reach very early lor.. hahaz..den alot of free time.. we set up basha.. den siyun n me tok crap alot ar.. den we cook coz going to rain le.. den we sing the rain rain go away cum again at other day..little children wan to EAT..rain rain go away cum again at other day.. hahaz.. den reali stop lor.. but hor after awhile it cum back.. hahaz.. den later at nitez le.. vivian bring us into the "forest" for a walk.. and den later on got a solo walk in the dark.. quite ok la.. but vian lost lor.. den we so scare lor.. go find her.. finally we found her.. hahaz.. felt relived.. den mid-nitez still raining lor.. den i slp 1 hr.. abt 1plus.. veri cold lor.. everyone wake up.. super cold.. den we set up a mini campfire to warm ourself up.. wow.. so shiok.. hahaz.. den later on we cook milo to warm ourself up.. so nice lor.. den we oso take sum for our buddy grp.. so nice of us rite.. hahaz.. no la.. muz care for them mahz.. hahaz.. den later veri cold den not enuff space den siyun..seng loong..vian..dom..leonard..me.. we all stand in 1 circle n so call hug or don noe call wat la.. wif 1 cup of hot milo.. den we reali warm up lor.. so nice.. den we were all saying cold jokes in tat kind of weather.. hahaz.. den finally morning le..

20th -
we pack our stuff n den prepare kayak n den set off.. still raining lor.. todae my partner is leonard.. hahaz.. hai hao la.. den we reach le.. den nv rain le.. we all chong lor.. becoz we wan go buy souvenirs.. hahaz.. den we wash everyting.. go for lunch.. and den go buy lor.. after tat we haf debrief.. den leave OBS le..

oh ya.. the siyun hor.. oways muz call ger first den can say tings de lehz.. hahaz..OBS is so fun lor.. den our frenship is reali so cool lor.. I luv OBS... our teamwork so cool too.. hahaz.. miss all of you!


OBS - Eng Soon 04 roX


21th -
todae is my bday.. at 12am.. ppl msg me.. but i cannot wake up.. hahaz.. too tired le.. got jan.. mui ling.. shi yun.. yisze.. thanks wor.. sorry nv wake up n reply.. reali super tired.. so shock tat mui ling rmb my bday lor.. hahaz.. thanks..
den moring prepare stuff to go for st john.. den the trainee went for lecture.. we trainer go briefing for camp.. den later go pitch tent.. tat wan easy lor.. easier den basha.. hahaz.. den later haf lunch.. after lunch we discuss abt the camp fire tingy.. den we sing n sing n sing lor.. so high.. hahaz.. den later lecture again.. den grp meeting.. after tat we haf camp fire meeting.. hahaz.. den after meeting they sing bday song for me.. i so paiseh lor.. hahaz.. thanks wor every1.. after tat go home lor..

thanks stella n sock for puting ur nick to let whold world noe my bday.. hahaz..thanks kor for ur present.. thanks meli n qi for present too.. den when hafing st john.. qi..godma..kaiyi..si yun..jeff..shu min n my mummy msg me.. thanks wor.. so shock tat my mummy will msg me lor.. first time.. oso shock tat shu min frm sec 1 msg me.. hahaz.. si yun oso take a pic of xiao xin msg me.. hehez.. thanks..
den at nitez.. my mummy fren bring me go eat.. hahaz.. den later jan call me say she at my hse there le.. so shock too.. she make jelly for me.. she pass it to me.. so nice of her.. thanks wor.. sld save time to study for last paper mahz.. thanks loads.. =)

hehez..

i m ok le.. don worry.. hehez.. went to palawan beach ytd.. wow! haf fun there.. hehez.. we went there to celebrate krissy bday.. vian.. stella.. wenyi.. chin ee.. wenyi's bro n krissy's cousin went.. we play n play... haf sun tanning there.. we took loads of pic there.. so fun! im the ah ma .. bringing all my grandson n granddaughters there to play.. hahaz.. my sun zi krissy bring sum of the lao pos there.. hahaz.. fun but so unlucky.. my hp drop into the sea.. den spoil le.. aiyo.. nvm la bring to fix le.. n i get my new phone le.. i luv both of my hps.. hehez..
todae.. stay at home n rot whole day.. nth to do again.. so sian..

haiz..

hai.. todae go to skool in a normal mood.. the drama course is fun but is over le.. thanks to mr paul.. afte skool went to shooting training.. den go home..
i juz reach home den get scolding le.. due to shouting at my bro n ah ma... i wasn't in a good mood tat day.. but i try to control le but i still cant hold it.. my mum still say don let me go to sentosa.. but she say let me go ytd de.. after the scolding n so call punishment.. i cant control my tears.. it juz drop lyk tis.. i cried and cried and cried.. until i fall aslp.. i wake up and eat.. den my ah ma scold me.. wah lao i finally stop crying she scold me lyk hell.. den i cried again.. stupid.. den i reali don haf the mood to go taekwondo.. so i skip.. at den is onli 7 plus.. i keep tinking n keep crying.. haiz.. wif tears i wanted to ask my mum again abt the sentosa tingy.. but i don dare.. n i don wanna go in wif tears.. so wait n try to control.. vian call me n ask mi abt the trip.. so i hold my tears n went in to ask.. i ask n she leature me again.. haiz.. so of course i cried hard.. she agreed to let me go again..is reali finally..
i was reali touched by wat my bro do.. when i was crying he called me n say.. "jie, bu yao ku le".. he din reali make me stop crying worse is i cry more.. is becoz tis is the first time he say tat to me.. now everyting is settle.. haiz.. i noe im in wrong.. so sorry.. i reali try to control le.. but... don wan to say abt it le.. i wun wan my mood now to affect my tml mood.. so i wun wan to tink le.. bye..

hi again..

hi again.. long time nv blog le.. too busy n lazy.. hahaz.. last week keep sewing the tings for sec 4s.. fold stars n hearts.. den nth much happen in skool la.. thurs went for taekwondo training to prepare for selection.. den fri go swimming.. sat went around hougang to gif the sec 4s the tings.. sun went for taekwondo the overseas selection.. den todae went to play bball.. after playing den meet sze.. den we go walk walk.. haf been excising for 5 day le.. hahaz.. trying to keep fit n jian fei.. hahaz.. oso planing next few day go play bball n swimming.. so sianz.. still need to go skool.. sock.. muz take care lehz.. drink loads of water.. slp early at nitez.. =)
sec 4s hafing olvl le.. wish all u all the best.. muz jia you wor! good luck! *smiles*