don worry.
im alritez.
thank you for all of your concern.
i appriciate it.
esp weiqi, qiaoli and ah bao.
thankyou very much.
iloveyou!

is new year.
so don wan to spoil anyone's mood.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
may everyone be happy.

and just a small request.
pls don ask me abt the incident anymore.
i don wish to say abt it already.
thankyou.

is nian chu 1.
went to cousin ah gong hse.
took quite a number of hongbaos.
quite boring.
so we, the teens decided to go kbox.
and we went.
my cousin can really sing.
they sang very well.
nice outing.
tats all for todae.

i must mention tis.
im april BIGGEST fan!
edwin and me are the
chairman of april's fanclub.
and jess is the vice chairman.
so whoever wan to join just inform us.
she can really sing.
our superstar.

and my dearest frens.
chongians, 4t`o5, sjab laoren
and frens frm db.
there will be a newyear celebration at my hse
on chu 8, sun.
you can come after 4pm.
if anyting give me a call.
thankyou.

i feel so BAD.
i don noe y.

-i wan a break-

DAMN IT!

they bring me to counseling

becos i fail my mock test!

ARGH CRAZY!

they say

how can a top student fail her test.

the skool trying to groom you.

blah blah blah blah.

and den they ask me why i fail.

i told them im not intrested in thoery.

DEN! they start to lecture me!

KUKU!

in the end.

i really cant take it.

break down.

they say im the leader of brojar.

wat i always tok to them,

nv let them concerntrate in class.

i destrict them.

blah blah blah!

how i talk to them when

im always slping in your class.

watever.

YA LA YA LA!

IM A ATTITUDE STUDENT LA!

I CHANGED FOR NO REASON!

everything are so CRAZY!

i really cant take it anymore!

MY FAULT MY FAULT!

seriously.

i always tot,

i don care abt myself.

i don care abt how ppl see me.

i don care abt my studies.

but im wrong.

i care alot for everything.

i tot im always very strong.

but once again.

im wrong.

i break down.

first time,

infront of my fren.

i realise i got no one to turn to.

haiz.

im sick and tired of everything.

i need a break.

frm todae onward.

i sld be a anti social in class.

so teacher wun say im the hu talk alot.

don tok to me anymore in class.

let me be a anti social.

im serious.

i don tink the talk jus now is a counseling,

i tink is a lecturing.

is a forcing.

even mr anthony is on his side.

haiz.

I WAN MR WILLIAM BACK!

he will understand me!

where is my mr william?

i fail for the first time doesnt mean i fail for all.

for myself i will noe wat to do

when i see my result is in tis state.

i don need your kuku counseling.

i don like all this stupid thing!

JASMINE IS A GOOD STUDENT!

i ruin my future.

ha.

maybe no more laos trip.

no more teaching assitance.

no more hongkong trip.

kill me jus by one test.

how great.

im seriously not in the mood.

angry and sad.

i don like ppl to accuse

me for things i din do.

some thing you say are right.

some are totally wrong!

since when i pull brojar marks down?!

since when i becum a black sheep!

im thinking of changing course tis point of time.

is tis tinking ok?

may intake cuming.

change to business course?

den to sports management?

argh. mayb is juz a rush tots.

i had enuff of everything.

i need sum time to cool down.

don stress me pls.

im not in a good mood.
AT ALL!
tis is not a good beginning.
the skool sucks!
i hate the skool.

every teacher is picking on me.
i don noe y.
i don like the feeling la!

DMT!
we did our project.
but sum part we mixed up.
and ppt is not well done.
i noe.
is not a good job.
but y u must say tis kind of ting.
Jasmine blah blah blah.
Jasmine's grp blah blah blah.
as if my grp are the only one tat did badly.

NMS!
i fail my test.
i got lowest in class.
6/30.
i don understand a single shit la.
den he say there will be a retest on next fri.
i onli say it in a joking manner "cannot la".
and den he start scolding me for 15mins.
he SHOUT for 15mins!
CRAZY!

and now wow!
he complaint to my class adviosor.
and im in deep shit!

i tink tis is really true.
it takes months/years to built repetation,
and it take 5mins to ruin it.

PLS!
don put high expectation on
4pointer or high mark student.
you are gifing stress.
and once we did a little thing wrong.
you will take everyting away frm us.
wat is tis?!

im tired of it.
take everything away.
i don wan anything already.
juz go ahead and be disappointed.

new year is coming.
and it spoil my entire mood.

im SORRY!

ok all are my fault!

i deserve it!

KILL ME PLS!

well. is already 1am.

im veri tired.

but i just cant get to sleep.

so im to do random posting.

everyday is so tiring.

no mood to study at all.

full of non stop projects.

and i tink i din really contribute.

so sorry.

i did feel guilty.

i wan to help.

but just too tired to carry on.

i will try to help more.

met the nyaa teacher incharge today.

well now den i realise gold is a big project.

not only writing the log book.

a final report is also needed.

and there will be a interview before

the nyaa approve it.

long time commitment.

BIG PROJECT!

hand up my laos form to ms karen already.

interview on fri.

hope i can make it.

i really wan to go.

i don wan to leave the school wif regrets.

ms karen told me tat there will be another trip

to hongkong at july.

is student seminar.

so cool ritez.

i wan to go too.

full of overseas trip tis year.

i wan to go for all!

laos for CIP

hongkong for student seminar

china for dragon boat.

all the way!

hahaz.

ok enuff for skool.

lets talk about project superstar.

hahaz. i went watch the live concert.

DIYA is so cool can?!

omg. melt.

she sings very well.

i really tink she sld be the superstar.

such a waste.

she can really sing.

as always the winner is a guy.

nevermind.

i support her always.

celebrated ah mao's bday.

hahaz. poor mao.

after knowing for so many years,

tat is the first time i saw her cry.

im so shock.

she cry becos of her injury.

i tink is very painful because

it is a very deep cut.

but in all we had fun ya?

i know she enjoyed her bday.

am i right?

hahaz.

xue'e mei's and jianwei xiaodi's bday

just over. din get to celebrate wif them.

so im going to wish both of you here.

HAPPY HAPPIEST BIRHDAY!

jie loves you! =))

well. qiaoli.

i know wats tat sorry for already.

to both of you.

now both of you are young adult already right?

maybe there are just some misunderstanding?

or is just a comflict?

dont let these things affect your friendship.

friends are not easy to find.

i don wish to see these things to happen.

don make the problem big k?

next time when i heard for you two.

i hope is good news.

if not im always here to help.

no worries.

training tomorrow.

cross country and interview on fri.

ITC, training and sab's bday celebrating on sat.

buying new year clothes on sun.

FULL.

long hours is killing me.

im tired.

rest is just wat i need.

this year will be a very busy year

FOR ME.

i know.

TAKECARE!

i love everyone!